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Seb/Bucky Fic Recommendations


You’re Mine And I’m Yours (fluff, smut)

Take Care Of You (smut, some fluff, angst)

Busted (series w/ some smut, fluff, and angst, reader is Tony’s daughter)

Let Me In (x|x|x|x|x) (shy reader, lots of angst, fluff, some smut at the end)

Untouched (x|x|x|x|x|x) (smut, virgin!Reader, virgin!Bucky)

I Wanna Fuck You Like an Animal (smut, shower sex, dom!Bucky)

Teaching (professor!Barnes AU, smut, dom!Bucky)

Five Sweaters To Make You Want Me (angst, fluff)

Roommates (kinda smutty, fluff)

Flirting 101 (fluff, platonic!Sam x reader)

Best Friends (lots of angst); Friends (angsty, depressive, sad!Bucky); More Than Friends (some angst, fluff, happy ending)

Slow (love making, fluffy first time, insecure!Bucky)

Animals (high school AU, mostly smut, car sex)

The Five Times Bucky Barnes Kisses You (angst, fluff, smut)

Good Grief (miscarriage, angst, sad af, happy ending)

Say Something (angst)

I Almost Told You (pure smut)

I Can Be Your Dick (smut)

Cherry Pie (smut, stripper!Reader)

Love Me Like You Do (shower sex, love making)

I Love You Okay? Happy Now? (angsty, jealous!Reader, happy ending)

Only One (smut)

I Warned You (teasing Bucky over the phone, smut, dom!Bucky)

Nightmares (smut, slight fluff)

Beg For It (smut, cocky!Bucky, sub!Bucky)

Roses (fluff, smut, daddy kink)

Earned It (masturbation, smut, Bucky helping reader get off)

Soft Scruff (smut, fluff, hot af *cough cough*)

I Need You Though (smut, 40s Bucky before he ships off)

Days Like This (Bucky taking care of you while you are on your period, fluffy af)

You’re Right (angst, fluff at the end)

Loathing (angst, insecure!Bucky, fluff)

Sleep Deprivation (smut, cocky!Bucky, you longing for him and blushing and dripping when he flirts with you lmao)

A Better Form Of Therapy (smut, kinda graphic gif hehe)

Green With Envy (smut, jealous!Bucky, rough!Bucky, spanking)

Babygirl (smut, Buck’s nightmares)

Mission Save-The-Princess (angst, angry reader, fluff at the end)

Help (smut, dry humping, you and Bucky are on a mission and you have to sleep in the same bed at the hotel)

Treat You Better (angst, cheating, fluff, overprotecting! Bucky, the reason I love this song to death now)

Sunday (fluff, you comforting Bucky after another nightmare)

Hiding Hickeys (fluff, a lil smutty)

After A Mission (angst, fluff, Bucky being sad and lonely after a mission)

Bubble Baths (fluff, and basically the cutest fucking fic ever)

Closet Sex (smut)

Seriously, What Is Poking Me (foreplay, horny Bucky *winky wonk wonk*)

Best Bang For Your Buck (smut, the whole team places a betting pool on you and Bucky, and catches you two banging)

The Quiet Game (smut, fingering, graphic gif)

Secrets (fluff, awkwardness, platonic Steve and Sam)

Hands All Over (smut, slight fluff, dirty talk, mutual masturbation, 69)

Victoria’s Secret (smut, sex in a changing room, thigh riding, daddy kink)

Mine (smut, possessive!Bucky)


Make Me Feel Better (fluff, smut)

Want You Babygirl (legit the best smut I’ve read in my entire life)

What You Do To Me (college AU, light smut)

Animal (smut, handcuffs, Seb speaking Romanian)

Olympus On It’s Knees (smut, cocky!Sebastian ;))

Never Again (smut, sexual tension, daddy kink)

What You Started (angst, fluff, smut, actress!Reader)

Do You Remember? (smut, you are Seb’s housekeeper)

Indecent Proposal (smut, threesome with Chris Evans *wink wink*)

Can’t Help Falling In Love With You (fluff)

Another You (angsty af, cheating, happy ending tho)

I’m Yours (angst, cheating, sad ending, the reason I cry every time I hear Secret Love Song but still love it more than life)

Busy (fluff, smut, thigh riding)

Spin The Bottle (fluff, heavy make out session, shirtless Seb, jealous!Seb)

Esti Al Meu (smut, jealous!Seb, possessive!Seb)

Wow, I Can Get Sexual Too (phone sex while Seb is filming in Ireland); Ireland (rough smut)

Drabbles, One-shots, Imagines

Dating Bucky Barnes Would Include

Love Man (Bucky and reader get caught by Tony and Sam. Smut mentioned)

It’s what a best friend is for (blowjob for Virgin!Bucky

Let’s Talk About Sex, Baby (Sam, Nat, Wanda, and Bucky have a conversation about your Sex Life)

5 Times Bucky Sees You Shirtless

Bucky drabble (prompts: stop, make me, I know; Bucky teasing you while you’re driving)

Fingers (short smutty drabble)

Ridding Bucky’s Thigh (daddy kink)

Nope, I’m Out (your dad Tony Stark knocks on the door as you are having sex with Bucky)

I’m Never Sending You Nudes Again

Need a Hand (Bucky jerking off)

Taking a Shower with Bucky (sad/insecure!Bucky, you comforting him in the shower, no smut)

Wearing Bucky’s Clothes

Sex with Bucky Barnes

Imagine This (smutty)

Because I’m In Love With You! (a bit angsty, fluff)

More Than Words (insecure!Bucky, fluff)

Dreamcatcher (fluff, you helping Bucky with his nightmares)

The New Kid (fluff, Peter can’t keep his mouth shut, spilling some of Bucky’s secrets to you)

I Found (Bucky’s POV, kinda angsty and fluffy, this is honestly the most beautiful thing I’ve ever read *cries for eternity*)

You have to film an intense sex scene with someone else and Seb gets jealous (short drabble, no smut)

Spending The Night With Bucky Would Include (FLUFF)

Diary (mentions of smut, cocky!Bucky)

Ultimate Ship Meme

Truth (playing truth or dare with Bucky, Steve, Nat, Sam, and Scott)

Taking A Shower With Bucky Like

Accidentally In Love (fluff, poor lil Bucky accidentally falls in love with you)

You Are In Love (fluff)

Cute Couple Moment With Seb (fluff, ft the bronze tattoo)

A Few Fluffy TJ Fics bc baby deserves love


Cough Syrup

EXO Reaction when their S/O is an idol and they’re performing their final stage with their group before disbanding

I was listening to Ai no Uta by Fuki Mai while doing this and it made me so sad (link here) This is so sad :c. Xo, Admin A~

/I don’t own any of the gifs used, unless stated otherwise/


“I know you don’t feel like doing anything after this but… I want to take you somewhere… I want to help you go through this babe… you are not alone”


*He prepares a song for you, knowing you need more than just words and hugs* “It’s okay to cry… it’s okay to miss them”


*Trying really hard to be strong for you because he knows you are relying on his atm*


*Honestly he’s just too sad. For you and the others* “They had this special light when they were together on stage… why is this happening?”


“Guys please.. I’m okay… she’s the one who needs us… I’m going to cry more… let’s go hug her instead”


*After the show* “I know it’s hard jagi… I don’t really know what it feels; I can only imagine but… it’s not over. Don’t give up… I’ll be here by your side”


*Knows hard times are coming and he’s just making a plan to slowly heal your heart* “Listen jagi… this is not the end, it’s just the beginning. And I’ll be here, holding your hand..”


*Really touched by the song* “Baobei… I really didn’t want you to go through this… but you’ll be okay… you’ll recover.. no matter how hard it is everyday to wake up… look behind and then move forward…”


*This guy literally won’t stop being all over you until he sees a smile on your face*


*Even if he’s breaking in the inside, he won’t show it. Because he knows he has to be strong for you in these situations, when you ca barely stand up* “Fighting jagi! I know my girl! I know you won’t give up this easily, you can do this! You have me”


*He’s so proud of his girl* “I know being on stage and singing that last song was a challenge for you but… baobei you did it. You closed an era of your life but you also opened the door for a new one to start” *Even his words can heal*


“Goes on stage as the song is ending to hug you and the other members* “This might be the end of the group but… you are still a family. I’m proud of you all, of you my girl. You are all so strong”

[Masterlist] [Guideline]

Fanfic Writer Appreciation

Hi, all! I know I’m late, but blame that on a long day of travel lol anyways, why stop at just one day? Appreciation for fic writers all the time!  

Ah, I have so much to say. At the bottom I have some call-outs but first, mentions of my favorite writers. All of you are tremendously talented, incredibly gifted and just all-around wonderful for sharing your gifts with the world. Thank you to all!

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Great Comet 8/18

My Great Comet Experience - 8/18/17 - Onstage Seating, First Row Banquettes, Aisle, Stage Right

-First of all, the stage is gorgeous. If Mimi Lien didn’t win Best Set Design I would’ve died

-Lulu Fall gave our section pierogis, and she was so sweet, and they were delicious

-Amber Gray did or section for the pre-show announcements. Okay, so, I met her the day before I saw the show, and she remembered my name? Y'all can brag about Amber smiling at you, but wait until I tell you what happened at the stage door. Not everyone gets to be friends with one of their idols

-I almost started crying when the show started

-The scene where Andrey leaves for war is honestly heartbreaking, as is the expression on Scott’s face

-Within the first minute I was slapped by about five costumes, which I liked a lot. I also got a ton of eye contact from everyone, I swear. Everyone

-In the perfect position to hear everyone, including being able to pick out all of the harmonies through all of the songs

-When Lucas said ‘he spends his money on women and wine,’ he winked at my mom

-Scott is actually a m a z i n g, and he was consistent through all of the show

-Amber conducts the women during Pierre, I was the only one who really got it, I think

-Marya and Natasha are very dismissive of Sonya in Moscow, it sort of surprised me. However, Grace McLean’s expressions are absolutely amazing, as well as her voice

-Courtney Bassett was very good as Mary, just very different than Gelsey. Her Mary has a much tighter leash on her emotions

-When Paul was doing his thing as the servant, when he went up to Bolkonsky, Nicholas Belton said ‘I’ve told you not to sneak up on me like that’

-When Denée sang in The Private and Intimate Life of The House she sang to me a bit

-I nearly had a panic attack during the ‘where are my glasses’ sequence

-When Denée said hello in Natasha and Bolkonskys I almost started laughing, just because I was expecting it to be quiet and shy, but nope!

-Denée and Courtney came and sat right in front of us while they were singing ‘constrained, and strained,’ and it was awesome

-T h e m e a n o l d m a n i n h i s u n d e r t h i n g s

-When Bolkonsky said 'not in my house’ I nearly died, because I didn’t expect it

-No One Else was stunning. Denée’s voice is gorgeous, and the blue lighting is beautiful

-The snow fell right next to me in No One Else

-All of The Opera

-Honestly Nick and Amber were so amazing in the Opera. They came and sat right in front of us, and Amber whispered, 'Don’t worry, it’s only for a little,’ and she and Nick smiled at me

-The Opera itself makes a lot more sense when you see Andrey being shot

-Lucas’ entrance? Was amazing? He is one of my idols, honestly. He manages to be super talented and live his life as a person. Natasha, I get you girl

-Natasha and Anatole was great. Lucas made eye contact with me a bit, one of my life long goals came true

-Nick came through the audience in The Duel, which made me smile for some reason

-The strobe lights in The Duel made me really happy

-Lauren Zakrin sat in front of us in The Duel with another ensemble member (who I didn’t have time to recognize) to snort the fake crack. Before she did, she picked up my pierogi, and said 'You haven’t eaten this yet?’ I said, 'I’m saving it.’ She said 'You have to eat it while it’s still warm!’

-For 'Never mind about that now/It doesn’t matter/I don’t give a damn,’ and when Dolokhov is singing about Anatole before, Nick sang to us and made eye contact with me a bit, and Lucas and Amber were in front of us

-'OH, this is horribly stupid!’ Killed me. Lucas’ expressions throughout the song were great

-I didn’t know Dolokhov and Pierre went to the stairs on the side of the stage to start their paces for the duel

-Amber’s scream d e s t r o y e d me. Hélène does have feelings


-All of Dust and Ashes was stunning. Scott is such an amazing Pierre. Also the choral parts? Amazing


-Charming was amazing. Amber Gray is such a talented woman. Honestly one of the best songs in the show

-The dancing in The Ball was phenomenal

-When Lucas runs up the stairs to kiss Natasha during 'blocking her path, I bring her face close to mine,’ he ran right by me

-T h e k i s s

-All of Letters

-In the beginning I got sang to for “Once it’s on the paper we feel better, we feel better/It’s like some kind of clarity when the letter’s done and signed”

-Cathryn Wake gave me her letter (shoulder bops get you places), and it said 'Hold fast to what you love, xo, Cathryn’

-When Hélène is passing the letter along the front row


-Lucas held that note forever

-That look Anatole gives Sonya at the end of letters

-Denée’s face during 'I do not grasp the question’ is me constantly

-Sonya Alone made me cry

-Okay so you know how y'all say ’___ could step on me and I would be grateful,’ right? Well, Nick Choksi actually stepped on my foot, so.

-Dolokhov and Anatole in Preparations are fabulous. When Nick tries to interrupt Anatole during 'Isn’t that so, now, don’t you know’

-I started getting super pumped during Balaga. Paul was great, and I saw the Dolokhov and Anatole kiss! Short but sweet

-The. Abduction

-I talked about this one, but during 'Everyone raise a glass/WHOOOooooooooooOoAH’ (which Lucas held forever), he grabbed a nearby man’s water bottle and shoved it into his hand, so I ended up raising my invisible glass

-The Gypsy Lovers segment made me cry

-The number is wild. There’s so much to watch, the fist fight, the make out session, etc. I got a bit flustered. The dancing was fabulous, I found myself watching Alex Gibson a lot. He has such an energy

-'WOOOOOOOAH/Here’s to happiness, freedom and life/Hey!’ Was one of the best Broadway moments of the season. The portrait smashing was great

-'Shut the door! First we have to sit down/That’s the way/It’s a Russian custom,’ Lucas sat right behind us, just having a staring contest with the girl he pushed over. So, you know, up close view of Lucas Steele

-Shoba plucking the violin made me super happy (?)

-'Hey Balaga ho Balaga hey hey hey Balaga/Hey HEY Balaga’

-Marya’s facial expressions during 'You will not enter my house scoundrel!’

-And Anatole’s expressions

-Grace was about eleven feet away from me while singing the first minute of In My House and I was trembling

-S o n y a w h y

-And then Denée went there for 'And she threw herself down on the sofa’

-Grace McLean during all of A Call To Pierre, she stuns me

-For some reason, whenever Pierre left his study it felt really symbolic to me

-'NatAsha/NatAsha/It is essential that I see Natasha/How can I see her?’

-When Pierre met Hélène and Anatole in the drawing room, the three were super close to us

-During 'You are more repulsive to me than ever,’ Amber whispered 'Go,’ to Lucas, then ran and leaned right on my banquette section, right next to me

-Scott was actually terrifying in A Call To Pierre, Lucas, I get you

-'Amuse yourself with women like my wife/With them your within your rights,’ Amber’s gasp hurt my heart

-Lucas’ expressions for the rest of the song were flawless, my eyes welled a little

-I think I was the only one who understood Natasha was poisoning herself

-Denée’s s c r e a m when she poisons herself, and when Grace comes onstage made me cry

-I’m sure everyone says this, but- 'Next day Anatole left/For PETERSBUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURG!’

-Brittain made me cry- again- during Natasha Very Ill, but I think I was also crying because of Nick accompanying her onstage

-Nicholas Belton was fabulous in Pierre and Andrey. He was so crushed

-Scott’s face during 'If you wish to be my friend/Never speak of that again,’ made me cry. His Pierre is so excellent

-I love the piano in Pierre and Natasha. It breaks my heart.

-I was actually watching Amber for portions of the song, and she made me cry

-I started crying when Denée started crying

-I cried even harder during the proposal

-All of The Great Comet Of 1812 made me cry. All of it. I watched Lucas for a little, and it broke my heart

-I sobbed during bows

-At the stage door (this includes people who snuck out the alternate door and smiled at me for a few seconds) I met many ensemble members, including Josh, Alex, Shoba, Lauren, Cathryn, Mary Page, and a few others. I also met Denée, Grace, Nicholas B, and Lucas (who did not go down the line, but smiled at me). Brittain, Courtney, Nick C, and Paul Pinto went down the line

-Amber snuck out, but then came back. We hugged, talked a bit, and she only took a picture with me, then left with Brittain

-I cried a lot that night

-Tears of gratitude

Jane the virgin made me cry in such a positive way tonight

  • Alba learning to be brave and Jane teaching Mateo the same thing was so beautiful everyone should watch it
  • Ro and Xo got engaged again and I think it’s for real this time. Also the reversed gender roles of Xo giving the ring it was so romantic cos it really shows how their relationship has developed!
  • Do you know what, I don’t care if they’re super problematic and will def end in tears cos since bae is dead they’re probably heading for jafael endgame but fuck I ship rafael and Petra! He’s the only man I’ll ship her with cos their aesthetic (srsly everyone on this show is ridiculously attractive) the flirty chemistry, the angst! Gah this show will kill me! (other thoughts) (Also chuck is another bad older man that petra should not be dating. What a shocker)
  • My god, Lina and Jane. The tears. I’m so proud of them. The scenario seemed like it was going to fall apart (we’ve all been there in real life) but this is jtv so unless you’re not the biological parents then you’re probably going to have a happily ever after.
  • I’m glad Fabian read 1984 but i still think that the longer the relationship goes on the more likely it will end in tears.
  • Rogelio standing up to Alba! Them speaking in spanish! Alba understanding! Alba looking after Jorge! This episode was amazing!

Tl;dr this is the first episode since the thing that it’s felt like jtv we are truly blessed

Before And After [REQUEST]

Oh my god! I don’t know about anyone else but the performance made me cry so much. I couldn’t believe Chanyeol and whether you believe he threw up or not, he was clearly not well and shouldn’t have been on that stage. Lots of love for my brave and stubborn Chanyeol!

If you have no idea what performance I’m talking about  … click here!

Anyway, enjoy the scenario!

Jade xo

“Come here,” you asked Chanyeol, bending your finger to beckon him to stand in front of you. Frowning hard, you watched as your boyfriend trudged his way across your hotel room to stand in front of you. “How are you feeling today baby?” you questioned him, taking his face in your hands so you could feel his temperature.

His lips pulled together in an adorable pout that would have melted your heart if you weren’t so worried about his health. “I’m feeling much better today. Your homemade soup last night must have been a miracle cure,” he mumbled, finding it hard to talk while you checked his eyes. “You should bottle it up and sell it. Everyone would want to buy your miracle cure!”

You pulled your hands away and crossed your arms over your chest. “Baby, your fever is still running really high. I don’t think you should go today,” you said softly, placing your hands on his hips and tugging him closer.

With his arms slung loosely on your shoulders, it may have looked like he was casually leaving them there. But he was weighing you down, needing your help to stay completely upright like he wanted. “I have to go. It’s the MAMA’s baby! I can’t miss them, especially not when we’re performing.”

“Chanyeol, you haven’t been well all week,” you told him, pulling him up against you so he could lean on you probably and you could rest your head on his chest. Above your head, you heard him sigh heavily. “Baby, I wish you wouldn’t do this to yourself. You putting yourself under too much stress and I’m worried about you.”

He moved his hand and tilted your head up so you were looking at his tired brown eyes. “Thank you for being so concerned but I can’t let the boys down and I can’t let the fans down. This is a big deal for us!” His voice was trembling but he was stubborn til the end and you knew that nothing would stop him, even throwing up on stage wouldn’t stop his performance.

Sighing to yourself, you brushed the hair off his face and held it in place. “Please be careful Chanyeol! I know this is what you want to do but there is a chance that pushing yourself like this will do more bad than good. Promise me you’ll look after yourself,” you said softly, pleading to him through your eyes.

“I promise,” he murmured, bending down so he could brush his lips against yours. “Pinkie promise.”

You tried to smile through your worry, to assure him that everything would be ok. “You better get ready for rehearsals,” you told him sternly, caressing his face a final time. “I’ll be along this afternoon.”

“Laters,” he replied casually, dotting a kiss on your lips before he headed out of your hotel room.

As you watched him leave, you could tell from the tension in his shoulders that he really wasn’t ok. You huffed in frustration and ran your hands through your hair, wanting to pull the strands out. If he actually stopped for ten minutes and thought about his own body, he would have been better by now. But your boyfriend was dedicated and couldn’t stand to let anyone down. And so he suffered, meaning you suffered too just watching him go through it.

“Be careful,” you murmured uselessly into the air, hoping some divine intervention would occur and look after Chanyeol for you. Beyond that, you didn’t know what else you could do.

The only good thing that came from a poorly Chanyeol was that he was extremely cuddly.

When you arrived at the venue, the boys were onstage coming to the end of their rehearsals. While they ran through Overdose one last time, you went to their dressing room and unpacked all the food you had brought with you for them. As soon as they walked in, all of the boys swarmed the table of food like moths to a flame. Chanyeol was the only exception, sitting himself on the chair next to yours and curling up in a ball in your lap. While the others ate, your boyfriend just slept, while you kept yourself occupied by stroking his warm forehead.

One by one, the boys started getting ready for the red carpet, getting their hair and makeup done. You asked for Chanyeol to go last so he could have as much sleep as possible. Even then you felt guilty shaking him awake, whispering sweet nothings into his ear as his dozy eyes fluttered open. “Chanyeol, you need to get ready for the red carpet,” you told him, leaning back as he stretched himself out.

“Already?” he asked sleepily, blinking hard a couple of times before looking up at you. “How long have I been asleep?”

You checked your watch. “About an hour and a half?” you guessed, shrugging your shoulders.

He sat up and wiped the sleep from his eyes, yawning wide. “I’m sorry you came all the way down here just to have me fall asleep on you,” he apologised, leaning forward to kiss you gently.

“Baby,” you said softly, running your hand down his face softly. Even after a little rest he didn’t look very well. It tugged on your heart. “You clearly needed the rest. I didn’t mind.” He flashed a toothy grin at you which quickly turned into another yawn. “Go and get ready,” you told him, shoving him lightly off the chair.

“You’re the best,” he replied, kissing you quickly before he jumped up from his chair and headed over to the waiting makeup artist, leaving you blushing while all the other members laughed at you from the other side of the room.

You were practically kicking yourself for not being at the side of the stage for him, especially when you knew Chanyeol was in such a fragile state. Instead you were in his dressing room with some of the team watching the performance on the screen. If one of the managers hadn’t come in saying that Chanyeol had been sick, you wouldn’t have known. But as soon as the words were said, you jumped out of your seat and ran out the door, hoping to find him halfway.

When you rounded a corner and saw him at the end of the corridor being propped up between Sehun and Yixing, you sprinted like you were back in school running track again. He immediately looked up and his tired eyes met yours and filled you with worry. He was very pale with darkening circles around his eyes and sweat dripping down his temples. “Chanyeol,” you exclaimed when you finally met in the middle, throwing your arms around his neck and pulling him down in a warm embrace. “I don’t want to say I told you so.”

“You don’t need to,” he muttered wearily, his breathing heavy and wheezy as it tickled the hairs on the back of your neck. “I’m already feeling bad enough.”

Looking over his shoulder, you shared a worried look with Baekhyun and just squeezed your boyfriend closer into your grip. “Let’s get you back so you can have a little lie down,” you told him softly, trying to soothe him with your voice. Releasing him from your grip, you let Yixing and Sehun continue to support him down the corridor while you held the hand that was dangling over Sehun’s shoulder and rubbing little circles across the back of it.

“I’m sorry,” Chanyeol murmured, his head hung low as he rested it on Sehun. “I’m really sorry.”

“Hyung, it’s not your fault,” Jongin quickly retorted and you seconded it by squeezing his hand. “Besides you didn’t let it affect your performance.” Everyone was quick to agree, trying to make sure Chanyeol didn’t worry about his performance.

He murmured a ‘thank you’ as you reached the dressing room. Immediately the boys deposited him into one of the makeup chairs and then left to get change back into their suits. “I’m sorry if I worried you,” he said softly, leaning forward to rest his forehead against yours.

You dotted a little kiss on his nose and sighed, closing your eyes. “I always worry about you,” you replied with a little smile. “It’s a full time occupation but I wouldn’t have it any other way. Your dedication to doing what you love is the reason I fell in love with you.”

“And your support is the reason I fell in love with you,” he replied, squeezing your hand.

Leaning back, you opened your eyes and smiled softly at him, trying to hid your worry. “You want to stay until the end of the ceremony, don’t you?” you asked, knowing before even asking that he wouldn’t want to come back to the hotel with you. Part of you wanted to hit him over the head for risking his health like this but you knew he want doing it for yourself.

“If I leave now, the fans will worry about me and I don’t want them to do that,” he explained in a quiet voice, his eyes staring at you wide and innocent. “Besides all I have to do is sit there and enjoy the music. It’s not going to make me feel any worse than I feel now.”

“Stubborn until the very end,” you muttered under your breath, shaking your head. “You have to promise to let me look after you after this. I want to be completely 100% before you get on a stage again,” you told him sternly, your lips pulling into a pout which you knew he couldn’t resist.

He kissed your lips and ran his hand through your hair. “Maybe we could play doctor and patient? I can think of a few things that will make me feel a whole lot better,” he said with a little wink.

You laughed and got to your feet, ruffling his sweaty hair. “Keep pushing your luck Chanyeol; see how far it gets you!” you threatened jokingly, just enjoying the fact he was teasing you and starting to sound more like your boyfriend.

“Maybe you could wear a little nurse’s outfit and give me a sponge bath,” he carried on, leaning back in the chair with a smug grin on his face.

You just rolled your eyes and left him in search of a drink, wondering if you should give him the bottle of water or just hit him over the head with it.

You went with the first choice but you were very close to choosing the second.

After the rest of the awards ceremony and all the press that came with it, you finally had Chanyeol curled up in bed with you, his head resting on your shoulder as you both watched a random Chinese cartoon that neither of you could understand. Now that you could finally look after him, your worry was easing. He was by your side again and this time you weren’t going to let him go so easily.

“Uh babe? You squeezing me a bit too tight!” Chanyeol complained, tilting his head up to look at you.

Guilty, you loosened your grip around him and kissed the crown of his head. “Let me get you a cold towel for your fever,” you told him softly, pushing the blanket away from you and making to slide out from underneath him.

As his head fell off your shoulder and onto the pillow, his arms shot out to wrap themselves around your waist and pull you back to his side. “I’ll be ok, just stay with me please.” He curled up into your side again like a little puppy and nuzzled his face into your neck. “I feel better when I’m with you.”

“This fever has turned you into such a soppy puppy,” you teased, running your head across his forehead absentmindedly. “What am I going to do with you?”

“I can think of a few things,” he said, looking up at you to show the wiggle of his eyebrows.

Throwing your head back in laughter,  you rolled your eyes and patted your boyfriend’s head playfully. “You’ll get none of that until you’re better,” you retorted, wiggling your eyebrows back at him.

He quickly sat up and raised his arms above his head in a stretch. “Would you look at that? I think I’ve made a complete recovery! You really are a miracle worker,” he exclaimed brightly, leaning forward on all fours so his lips were mere inches away from yours.

“That means I don’t get to wear my nurse’s uniform,” you complained with a little pout. “I can’t wear the uniform without a patient.”

Chanyeol immediately put his hand on his forehead. “Now that you mention it, I’m really not feeling well. Did you hear that I threw up during a performance today? That’s how unwell I am. I really need you to be my nurse please. With the uniform of course!” He pretended to faint and fall into you lap, moaning and groaning about how sick he was.

“In that case…” You rolled off the bed swiftly, leaving Chanyeol sprawled out on the bed. “Let’s tuck you in nice and comfy!” Pulling the blanket up to his chin, you tucked the corners under his body like he was a little dumpling. After you were finished with him, he would take every vitamin in the planet every day for the rest of his life, just so he wouldn’t get sick again.  Climbing back onto the bed, you crawled towards him and hovered just above his head. “Now stay here and let me look after you.”

“I’m going to regret those comments, aren’t I?” he asked with a visible gulp running down his throat.

You smirked at him and leaned a little closer, your noses touching the tiniest amount. “What do you think?” you teased, only allowing him the briefest of kisses before you crawled off the bed and went to fetch a cold flannel for his fever.

From the bathroom, you could hear Chanyeol groan in frustration.

But at least this way he would get better.


anonymous asked:

I just wanted to say how much I love you and your blog. It's always upbeat and refreshing to read. You make me laugh, you make me cry. But I know I can always trust what you have to say. Enjoy your day!

Anon, can I just say you truly made my day with this. This means a lot to me. You are welcome here always! Xo

Originally posted by kidrauhlvideos-blog

KPoP tag

I’ve been tagged by the amazing @sushihairjiyong :D

Rule: write your URL with KPop songs

T: Turn It Up

H: Heartbreaker (this song used to really annoy me but ever since I have seen him live I like it lmao)

E: Ego (it deserves so much more love okay)

C: Come to My <3333

H: Haru Haru i cry cry

O: Obsession ( i still  cant believe I got to see this live ;___;)

I: In My World (the song that made me stay)

C: Crayon ( I honestly thought he was going to sing about a pencil when I first read the title)

H: Heaven

O: One Of A Kind

I: If You

i’m tagging : @mycomplex @beauts-xo @giyongs @billionaire-prince @jiinkerbell

oh, you; if you did want to slow dance tonight, i know someone who’d be into that. a jake/amy fanmix. 

these arms of mine otis redding at last etta james you are in love taylor swift feelings albert morris i want to know what love is foreigner i just can’t stop loving you michael jackson fever elvis presley hungry eyes eric carmen how do i live leann rimes i don’t want to miss a thing aerosmith that’s all i want from you aretha franklin crazy for you madonna something about the way you look tonight elton john xo beyonce unchained melody righteous brothers let’s get it on marvin gaye

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Exo Reactions To Seeing You Cry

Okay, so I have no idea if this is even worth posting but I did my best. It’s kind of hard to do 12 reactions to something like this, especially when they’re all kind of similar. But I hope you like it. xo

/I do not own any gifs unless stated otherwise/


Baekhyun: “Don’t cry. Look! I bought you a puppy.”

Chanyeol: “It’s okay, it’s okay! Please stop & tell me what’s wrong.”

Chen: *singing “Don’t Worry, Be Happy” while poking you*

D.O.: “I… don’t… know. what. to. do.”

Kai: *does stupidly cute things to try & make you laugh*

Kris: “Are you really crying right now?” *confused*

Lay: “But… I made you cookies. Doesn’t that make you feel better?”

Luhan: *eyes glazed over* “I don’t understand what’s happening…”

Sehun: “If you’re not dying, then I don’t care.” /honestly, he’d probably care a little but sassy Sehun is the best/

Suho: “Tell me who made you cry so I can have them murd- I mean, yelled at.” *totally not part of the Korean mafia*

Tao: *cries with you even if he doesn’t know why you’re crying*

Xiumin: “Will it cheer you up if I let you call me Baozi?

If you have a request for a reaction, feel free to let me know. xo

anonymous asked:

A few days ago I saw a post on twitter what made me cry from laughing and from now when someone's talking about Jared's beard it comes into my mind. The post was a video of a hairless cat who was licking a man's beard and it said "apparently hairless cats loves beards" and someone quoted it with "so does mine" 😂😂😂😂 and since then I can't stop thinking about Jared's beard on my kitty 😏😏😏

💁🏻 Hello Anon!!

OMGGGG!!! That’s hilarious!!! I 💗 it!!

Ya know, I agree with you and I’m quite sure we aren’t alone!! 😜


anonymous asked:

OH MY GOD! promises literally made me cry, could possibly be because of pms but I related to it cos sometimes I face similar issues with my boyfriend, so basically, that story was absolutely perfect for me and I love you and you're writing, could you please do a little blurb about sexting harry though, his reaction and what he come homes to (you and VS) thanks and once again, I love you! xx

Originally posted by sensualkisses


Thanks for your request! I don’t think this one will make you cry! xo

*Texts from Harry are in Bold

*Texts from You are in Italic

   You had just gotten home from doing a bit of shopping and as you took your new purchases out of their bags, you decided to try a few of them on. Allowing your dress to pool at your feet, you removed your bra and panties and kicked them to the side of your closet. Slipping on the piece you thought Harry would love the most, you gazed at yourself in the mirror. The orchid colored lace and satin babydoll nightgown made you feel almost seductive. It wasn’t something you would normally wear which made it all the more titillating. You were content to sleep in one of Harry’s t-shirts, but he was more than happy to have you completely naked and in his bed. Lingerie was usually saved for the times you weren’t feeling especially sexy or when Harry sent flowers and a box with a pretty bow. Staring at your reflection in the mirror, you caught sight of your unmade bed, with balled up sheets that were sure to still smell of Harry and the way he had made you feel even before the Sun came up. Just thinking about it made you tingle between your legs. You picked up your phone and sent him a harmless text…

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Every 2 to 3 years right around this time I am blessed with the greatest form of art known to man, your music. It has helped me through the toughest times, made me smile and cry. I remember every place I’ve been the first time I listened to ALL (yes all) of your albums. Tomorrow is my 27th birthday. I’ve asked my husband, family and friends to do nothing for my birthday except pray that one day I will get the chance to meet you one day. I love you, Taylor! I hope you see me one day and know that you’ve changed my life in the best way. These are the cupcakes my best friends made for my birthday. I hope you see this. Xo- Callee

@taylorswift @taylornation

anonymous asked:

To be truly honest my queen, you are so naturally lovely with your beautiful curves.It honestly just makes me want to cry. I am feeling so many emotions as I write this. Right now I am just thinking of you at this very moment. You are truly blessed Because you are a blessing in disguise. You are a masterpiece that god has are such a pure angel you are a beautiful goddess❤️❤️❤️ you are love💕❤️💕🔥🔥💕💕❤️💕💕🔥🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🔥🌹🔥💕💕❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️💕🔥🔥🔥💕💕❤️❤️❤️💕💕🔥💕💕.

💛 aw this just made my night! you’re so sweet! xo

Not The Same StevexReader

Originally posted by klarolineishot

GIFs aren’t mine but loOK AT HIM


Request (Anon): Hiya! Could I request a fic where the reader (scientist) became best friends with Steve but of course they fell in love with him over time. So when Steve goes away for field work the reader gets obviously very worried, so much so that Steve teases them for it. Even going as far as ordering a little stuffed plus of himself so hes “always around”. After returning from a mission a good few days late Steve finds the reader curled up on his bed with the plush and fluff ensues

A/N: YeS THIS IS SO CUTE 😍 I know you wanted a lot of teasing but it’s STEVE so I tried to make it as sweet and realistic as possible! Thanks for the request you rock!

Words: 1914

Warnings: NONE

You irritatedly tinkered with some numbers on the lab computer, trying to figure out the formula that you’d been working on with Bruce for what felt like ages. He was passed out on the counter across the lab, papers laying beneath him, but you pressed on. You felt like if you fell asleep now, you’d forget everything and you were too close to the answer to forget it all now.

The sliding door opened and your head snapped up in surprise to see Steve walking over to you with a mug in his grasp. 

“Hey.” He whispered, glancing over at the sleeping man across the room. “I brought you some tea. When Tony went off to bed he said you probably wouldn’t be giving up anytime soon…”

You took the mug gratefully, smiling at his kindness. “Yeah well, I’m getting this formula pretty close to where it needs to be and then I’ll head to bed.”

He raised an eyebrow, “How much longer do you think?”

“Dunno…” You sighed looking back to the computer screen, staring at it and biting your lip in frustration. “Honestly, I should have it already. I don’t know why my calculations aren’t working.” You gaze caught the time in the corner of the screen. “Wow! It’s 3 AM already?”

He nodded sheepishly, scratching the back of his neck. “Yeah, you’ve been down here a while.”

“Wait…” You narrowed your eyes at him dangerously, sipping at your tea “You have a mission tomorrow - well today, in like -” You had to do some mental math, “ 7 hours! You need to go to sleep!”

He shrugged, “Maybe, but so do you. You know that all of this will still be here in the morning right Dr. Nerd?”

You hesitated before powering down your computer with a sigh, closing your books. “I know, you’re right.” You gently woke Bruce, herding his sleepy figure towards the door so that he would head to bed. You turned off all the lights and looked at Steve, “You coming?”

He followed you out and the two of you walked in a comfortable silence up the stairs.

“So this mission…” You alluded slowly, “It’s um - Is it dangerous? Should I be worried about you - you guys?”

He looked down at you with a small smile on his face, “It’s a little tricky, but nothing we can’t handle. Are you scared again? Being a worry-wort that we won’t come home?”

You heart skipped a beat and you froze mid-step. You turned to look at him, a grimace stuck on your lips, “You always make jokes, but I’m genuinely worried about you Steve, it’s not funny.”

“It’s kinda funny,” He teased, leaning down to ruffle your hair before continuing his walk down the hall. “What would you do without me Y/N?”

You took a deep breath and followed behind him, still unimpressed with his humour about something that was so serious to you. When you both reached your door, your looked up at him in the dark hallway. 

“Promise me you’ll be careful?” You asked nervously. “You guys leave for days at a time and I have no way of knowing if you’re going to be ok and it’s terrifying. So, just promise me that you’ll be safe.”

“I promise.” He smiled. 

Your eyes searched his for any signs of doubt, but you couldn’t seem to find a reason not to trust him. “Good night Steve, be safe.” You stood up on you tip-toes and pressed a kiss on his cheek - surprising yourself a little more than you probably even surprised him.

To keep yourself from screaming, because you just kissed him - even if it was just the cheek - you turned and bolted into your room, locking the door behind you. You got dressed for bed and brushed your teeth in a haze, unsure if you could handle not being around him for however long the team would be gone.


The next morning you felt extremely slow. You didn’t have the overwhelming urge to get out of bed and check Bruce’s programming or cheerily make yourself a coffee and head to work. You shuffled out of bed and took your time changing before slumping downstairs and pouring yourself a large bowl of cereal. 

The tower was eerily quiet and you winced at the sound of your own chewing in your ears. 

It just wasn’t the same when missions came around.

When Bruce walked in, coffe mug in hand, you were slightly surprised and so was he. “Y/N? Are you ok?”

You grunted in response, stuffing your mouth with cereal once again. You were going to make a comment about him not going on the mission, but then thought better of it.

“I thought maybe you were sick.” Bruce suggested carefully, pouring himself another cup of joe. “Because, well you know, you never come in late and yet here you are; eating cereal in jeans on a weekday…”

Your eyes snapped up to meet his and you practically growled at him. “What are you trying to say?”

“Nothing, nothing! It’s just an observation.” He laughed, finding your scary face extremely amusing. “By the way, he left you a gift in the lab, so stop whining and go get it.”

Your face fell slack and without cleaning up your bowl, you bolted down the stairs and into the lab. Sitting on your desk was a plush Captain America with a red ribbon tied around it. You bit your lip and walked towards it, noticing an envelop sitting beside it.

You practically tore it open and it read: 

Dear Y/N,

Since it’s hard for you to live without me for a few days, I figured this would remind you that I’m not all that far away. 

I’ll always come back, don’t worry.

With Love,

Steve xo

The little ‘xo’ made your heart melt. You read the tiny note a few times over before you could make yourself look away. The smiling face of the Captain America plush made you want to cry. As sweet as this was of Steve to give you, it didn’t erase the fact that he wasn’t here with you. 

“Y/N?” Bruce called from behind you, you turned and he looked rough compared to when you saw him maybe 20 minutes ago. His eyes were big and sad, “They’re back.”

You grabbed the stuffed toy and rushed past Bruce. You kept running all the way up stairs until you were standing in front of a battered group of Avengers - but you noticed right away that Steve wasn’t there. That’s when you also noticed that everyone else just looked sad and angry instead of the normal relief that their smiles hold after a tough mission.

“What’s going on?” You demanded, turning to Tony and staring him down. He was one of your best friends and he would never lie to you. “Where’s Steve? What’s wrong?”

He hesitated, “What’s with the doll?”

“It was a gift,” You blushed, “Now shut up Tony and answer the question!”

He sighed and walked forwards, pulling you into his arms. You felt your entire body starting to shake in anxiety at his reaction. A comforting hug when asking for news about the man that could possibly be the single love of your life isn’t very promising.

he’s not dead he’s not dead he’s not dead he’s not dead he’s not dead he’s not dead he’s not dead he’s not -

“Steve broke off from the group to take some guys down and his com went dead. We couldn’t find him after the fight…” Tony whispered into your hair, holding you tightly as if you may just fall apart. “But it’s going to be ok, he’ll find his way home.”

You choked back a sob, the feeling of suffocation was rising like bile in your throat and you couldn’t let yourself break down in front of everyone else. You pulled away from Tony’s embrace and kept your eyes towards the floor, holding the plush even tighter than before. “E-Please excuse me.”

You pushed past a protesting Tony and ran upstairs, beelining towards Steve’s room that was only across from. You locked the door behind you and collapsed on the bed, allowing silent tears to fall across your cheeks as you hugged your make-shift Steve Rogers.

It wasn’t the same, but it was enough to keep you sane.

You weren’t entirely sure how long had passed, but eventually Tony and Bruce convinced you to unlock the door so that they could bring you food. There was a silent agreement that you would be staying in Steve’s room until he got back and everyone in the tower seemed to understand why even though you weren’t 100% sure you understood your motives yourself.

You figured it had been over three days since everyone had come back and yet there was still no sigh of Steve coming home.

There was a small knock on the door, pulling you away from your sleeping haze. “Hm?”

Someone walked in and walked over to sit on the bed, poking you in the side. 

“Tony,” You mumbled, hiding your face in the doll. “Piss off, ok? I’m not in the mood.”

There was a moment of silence before someone who was not Tony Stark answered you. “Well, you kind of stole my bed and I haven’t slept in two days.”

“Steve!” You breathed, sitting up quickly and staring into the face of the man you’d come to love so dearly.  “You’re home!”

He chuckled and pulled you into his arms, kissing the top of your head as he held you tightly. “I am and I have to say, it’s good to be back. It was a little touch and go there for a bit…”

You pulled your head back and met his stare, cupping his face with your hands and fiercely pressing your mouths together in a hot intensity. You weren’t even sure you were breathing in-between kisses but it didn’t matter because your entire body was on fire. You traced his cheeks with your thumbs and his hands fell to your hips, the both of you trying to memorize every inch of one another in a passion-induced haze. 

You slowly pulled away, placing your forehead against his. “I…I was so scared…I didn’t think…”

He smiled softly, “I know. The most terrifying thing wasn’t that I would die, it was that I would never see you again.”

You grasped his shirt and pulled him forward once again, your lips moving softer and less urgently this time. Steve tried to bite back a yawn mid-kiss and you pulled back with a giggle. 

“You need to sleep.” You told him sternly. You went to move off his lap but his hand remain intertwined in yours. 

“Stay with me?”

You nodded and pulled him towards you, lowering until the two of you were laying down on his bed. He wrapped his arm around you and nestled his face into the crook of your neck, his breath tickling you but you remained silent so you wouldn’t disturb the moment.

You looked down at him, eyes already closed and breathing starting to slow. He’d always had a weird talent of being able to sleep on command… You kissed the top of his head and intertwined your fingers. You weren’t tired so you just lay there, knowing that when he woke up it would be a brand new day.

A brand new day, full of opportunities.

I’m suffering from my James Bay post-concert depression and some serious lack of sleep bc GISHWHES so I hope you like this! I slowly wrote it over the course of 24 hours in-between tasks aha!! Love you guys!


6 Selfies Of 2014

  1. The beginning of 2014 I was obsessed with hiking and self love. I think it was around this times that I really discovered who I am, but I was still so caught because I didn’t have any friends besides my boyfriend and I felt unworthy of anyone.
  2. I joined my school’s musical, which totally changed my life. I broke up with my boyfriend and was blessed with a completely different group of friends.
  3. My first day of yoga teacher training. This was the Monday after coming home from vacation at my favorite place in the world with my favorite people, so I was missing them and soso nervous to start my training. 
  4. At the end of summer after I finished my teacher training I learned a lot about myself and felt so alone once again because I’m different. The only person I feel completely comfortable around is my sister, but this was the day that I had to leave her because she went off to school. Later that day, I found out that the place I vacation to every year since birth (my favorite place in the world) closed down. I’ve never cried this much in one day.
  5. Starting school again was harder than it’s ever been because I don’t feel like I fit in. I took this photo at my first yoga retreat in October. I was surrounded by so many people with the same mindset as me and it was nice to feel that because I haven’t felt that in years.
  6. This was just a few weekends ago before my best friend’s sweet 16.  I know I’m cute, but this was the first night in years that I felt stunning (This was before I loaded makeup on). For one night I felt like my old-self, I fit in, I was getting attention from the right people.. but of course the makeup had to come off and one of the worst weekends of my year followed, my birthday. AGAIN I felt alone and still feel alone. 

Okay maybe I’m not ending this year how I want to, but this is how I genuinely feel: I’m different. It’s hard for me to connect with people and be confident with who I am unless I’m alone. When I’m with people, it makes me lonelier. It is so hard to stand up for what you believe in when everyone else looks at you like an alien. 

Still, I’m so proud of who I am and would give up everything I own just to continue showing the world who I am. All of this pain is worth it and I want people to know that I’m not always happy and dandy. I could’ve made this “6 crying selfless of 2014” because god knows I have way too many of those. I’ve cried so much, but I’ve always come out stronger. Every day I choose to turn my pain into something beautiful. I may feel alone, but I’m not. There are people feeling exactly how I feel, trying to make a positive effect in this world and continuously being knocked down.. you are the people that inspire me to keep going. I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be. xo


I’ve never felt stronger for a human being until I met this human. From the moment I met him, I knew my life was going to change. He’s taught me so much within the last two years of my life.. To be able to be loved by such a sweet soul like his is a real blessing.. The long talks we’ve shared, the major life decisions we’ve made, and the countless laughs are unforgettable. Every memory with him is engrained in my soul and ever memory is buried deep inside my heart. The day he drove me to the airport was one of the hardest days of my life.. He tried to stay strong but by the time we got there, we were both in tears. I’ve seen him cry all of three times since we’ve been together and that day, August 15th, 2014 was the worst I’ve ever seen him cry… it broke my heart to see someone look so raw.. I’ll love you forever… xo

Exo Reactions To Feeling Their Baby Kick For The First Time

Done xo

/I do not own any gifs unless stated otherwise/


Baekhyun: “Wow!” *smiles for days & tells anyone he can about it*

Chanyeol: “OH MY GOD. I felt it!” *rolls around on the ground*

Chen: *sits there with his hand on your stomach for a while, then when he feels the kick, he looks up at you with a giant smile*

D.O.: “Oh! It kicked! It kicked!” *jumps around & dances*

Kai: *he gets excited after he feels it & he looks around for someone to pull over & make them feel it too*

Kris: *typical cool guy reaction but you can see a little bit of emotion in his eyes*

Lay: “Whoa… That was a hard kick.” *shocked*

Luhan: “AH!” *speechless & proud, just sits there with a goofy smile*

Sehun: “I made that.” *trying to hide the fact that he’s internally screaming like a fangirl*

Suho: “Again, again, again! I want to feel it again!”

Tao: *freaking out* /featuring uncle Baekhyunnie/

Xiumin: *can’t stop smiling & actually has to stop himself from crying*

If you have a request for a reaction, feel free to let me know. xo