made me really really cry when i first read it

saeran--choi’s [aka jen’s] recommended fics

so if you all didn’t know yet, before i posted my own peter parker inserts/imagines on here, i read A LOT of peter parker x readers and have amassed quite a lot of favorites and saved links on my phone. Now this is by no means ALL OF THE STORIES that I’ve read, but were namely the ones that inspired me TO WRITE. I wish i could post all 200+ stories I have saved on my phone, but I can’t do that despite how much I want to give every author the recognition they deserve </3

Without any more stalling, let’s get down to it, shall we??


The Girl Across the Hall [1|2] || @toms-spidey {{omg i know i already mentioned her stellar story [[don’t let me go]], BUT HHHH THIS TWO SHOT RIGHT HERE IS SOME GOOD SHIT GOOD SHIT LIKE DAMN I ADORE HER WRITING SO MUCH???}}

Last First Kiss [1|2] || @intheheartoftomholland {{this story right here had the perfect amount of angst and fluff, like, it’s so good and I find myself re-reading it when i’m in the mood for some heartache ;w;}}

Late Night Kiss Series [part 1] || @thespideyimagines {{this writer was also one of the writers that REALLY inspired me to write my own peter parker imagines!! she does a hella excellent job with like describing emotions such as yearning and heartache??? [not like that] is also a really good story, but it made me cry so much bc of its angst hhhhh ;n;

Paintings and Ramblings [oneshot] || @buckys-fossil {{nOW IF YOU READ [NOT LIKE THAT] AND NEEDED SOME FLUFFY STUFF TO HEAL YOUR HEART, THEN THIS IS THE PERFECT ANTIDOTE FOR HEARTACHE!! It has everything that I want in a perfect Peter Parker fic, and I won’t give away much other than the fact that Peter plays as Reader’s ‘’sort of’’ secret admirer in this fic, and I’m a sucker for secret admirer romances ;w;}}

Teen Romance Flick 101 / Too Young To Feel This Way || @v-writings {{this is pretty much a legendary story, and one that makes me strive to be a better writer 。゚(TヮT)゚。 the amount of detail the writer puts in both stories makes it all the more real to me, and I just love the dash of angst the author includes in her stories (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)و}}

Home For Christmas [oneshot] || @misswinchester221b {{this was so perfect and fluffy! it was very sweet and i just adored how the writer made my heart melt at the end of the story 。゚(TヮT)゚。}}

You’re My Gift [oneshot] || @avengersfictionxreader {{the fluffiest holiday fic with the dorkiest spiderboy, what more could you ask for??}}

Secret [oneshot]] || @xxemoji-ogxx {{this one i have –admittedly– read over and over again, and i’m super happy to be friends with this author because she’s so sweet ;w; it’s one of those classic ‘best friends to lovers’ stories with a dash of spiderman saving the day and it is SO WELL DONE!!}}

and that completes my list !! let me know if the links lead to the wrong story and what not and I’ll fix it because I REALLY WANT YOU GUYS TO READ ALL OF THE STORIES THAT I MENTIONED??? They’re all so good, and if it wasn’t for these amazing authors and their inspirational stories, i honestly would not have been brave enough to writing anything on tumblr at all 。゚(TヮT)゚。

i finished fun home a few days ago and it was so good i cried a lot and just seeing something that i actually could relate to when it came to being butch and even when you’re a child how you were still like that and Wanted that just really…it made me really happy and it being like the first time i ever read anything like that really just hit me hard bc of how much i related to it and feeling so isolated my entire life bc of it

anonymous asked:

What are your five favorite fanfics on the TnSfic site?

This one is hard to answer because I really love so many authors and stories on the site. It’s a toughie, but here are my top five stories in no particular order:

1. Love Like Ours by JustifyMyLove. This isn’t just one of my favorites because the author is amazing and beautiful, but because the storyline and character development is well made. It’s full of twists and turns, and is sad and happy at the same time. It’s heartbreaking to read at times, but I’m an angst addict so that’s why I love it so much. I’m also JustifyMyLove’s biggest fan so don’t even try to fight me on that one :P

2. Take Me By the Hand by dysfunctionalfuckfest. Easily one of the most amazingly thought out and written one-shot’s I’ve every read. I actually draw a lot of my inspiration from these two authors. They are seriously really gifted at writing, and I really want to learn how to write like them. They’re so sophisticated, but not to the point where it’s overbearing or too much. I can read this one and ‘Home’ over and over again without tiring. Really, anything written by these two is incredible and they are beyond talented. I have immense respect and admiration for them.

3. Things We Wish to Forget and Can Never Forgive by TheFirstToSayNo. This one is heartbreaking in all possible ways. There’s just enough detail to really get the brutal message across. This story was my inspiration for the short story I wrote, ‘In the Name of Love’. The author is also really kind and so amazing. I can’t get over how good it is.

4. The Note by seemssosillytomenow. I can’t even begin with this one. It’s frustrating, painful and so beautifully written. I drew some themes from this story and from a few others while creating Soulmates. The author is very gifted with her words. The way this story unfolds is so amazingly written it makes me want to just wrap the author in a giant hug until the feels go away. This was one of the best stories I had ever read, by far.

5. Symbiosis by wheredidtheygo. This is one of the cutest stories ever written, I’d have to say. Hands down, I was smiling like a fool while reading this. The way the plot is done and how both characters are so well developed really made this story for me. Like, it’s made me laugh and cry in happiness and just experience all the feels. This was one of the first stories I read back when it was on fanfiction.net.

Honourable Mentions (because I can’t leave them out):

i) Blindsided by thatsoundssofictional. To be really honest, this story scares me because it is so well written. Jess is very talented with her words. Being a writer that loves metaphors and imagery, Jess had me pegged (no double entendre there lol) from the first few lines. The description - dear Lord have mercy she is incredible. She is also an amazing person, and if you haven’t talked to her you’re missing out. I am always really nervous to talk to her just because she’s so ridiculously talented, but she once read through a part of Soulmates and left me the kindest review. It really motivated me to continue writing the story and quincest in general, so Jess, if you’re reading this, thank you so much for being so awesome. You’re such a wonderful person.

ii) It’s a Heart Attack That You Feel by heavy80. This story is my main inspiration for Soulmates. It’s gut wrenching, makes you cry, and everything about it is beautiful in a wretched way. I love angst and the heartbreak. This story has made me tear up on several occasions. I don’t think I’ve ever been so attached to a story before. This one got me hooked from the first few chapters. It will always hold a place in my heart because it was one of the first quincest stories I started reading.

iii) What If by SqueeDate. I’m not a fantasy type person at all, but once I saw that this one was a multi-chapter story that was relatively long (I pine after longer stories) I was drawn to reading it. I was skeptical at first after having read the description, but after getting through the first couple of chapters, I was hooked. This may be the only fantasy story that I like, excluding Narnia and Harry Potter. I don’t really like fantasy, because I’m a huge fan of science fiction instead, but this story is really good.

I know that this was super detailed and I’m sorry that it became super long, but I couldn’t just list them without explaining why I loved them so much. All of the authors and stories on tnsfic and fanfiction.net are amazing, just so you know. These are just a few of my many favourites :)

December Allure Korea: Kyungsoo interview

Do Kyungsoo said softly that he never told anyone, but he had kept a dream of becoming a singer or actor from childhood. This quiet, reserved superstar, member of the world’s best idol group EXO, has no idea what to do with praise. But both his childhood dreams have been realized. To ask which of them is more important to him or which one he likes more is nothing but foolish. He is doing wonderfully with both. His busiest year after debut, spent between stage and set, gave the world Unforgettable and Brother.

Today was the press conference. It would’ve been your first time seeing an official cut of the movie. How does it feel to be a lead actor on a day like this?

A. I’m always very nervous for press conferences. During interviews, I’d get so nervous that I’d break into cold sweat. But after gaining some experience and because I was with Jungseok hyung, I managed to even laugh today.

Every press conference has a Q&A section. Do you secretly wish you wouldn’t get asked any questions?

A. Yes (laughs). Back at the press conference for It’s Okay, It’s love, I was completely frozen. I was so nervous that I couldn’t even respond to anything I was asked. But these kinds of interviews are nice and comfortable. 

What made you decide to take on the film Brother?

A. The scenario was reason one. The very first thing I thought while reading it was that if I could be a character like Dooyoung, I’d be able to show another version of myself. I really don’t cry much. But as I was reading the scenario, tears started falling. That really decided it.

Ah, of course it’s a movie you have to bring tissues for.

A. Sad movies make me cry, but I don’t think I’d ever cried from reading something before. The second reason was Jungseok hyung. When I heard that he would be in it, I had to take the project. I’d always been following his filmography and I had always wanted to act with him some day.

Were your expectations met?

A. It was amazing. I learned so much I think my acting leveled up. He gave me a lot of advice, and the set was my school. Just watching Jungseok hyung act was to study.

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meichii  asked:

Top five moments of your life?

Oh gosh, I have a really bad memory and can barely remember my childhood or even my college years… Lemme think….  In no order:

1.  I got the BEST comment on a fanfic last year…. It was long and so sweet.  It made me cry when I first read it.  Just thinking about it rn is making me want to write.

2.  When I made samosas for the first time and they came out really great and everyone I shared them with loved them!!  It was at that moment I thought that maybe I might be pretty good at cooking.  There are SO many failed recipes that I tried to make, I’ve made my family suffer as my taste testers lol.

3.  Watching my kitty walk last night!!  She’s still pretty wobbly but she isn’t dragging her back legs so much any more!!! I’m so happy about that rn.  TAKE THAT, vet who wanted to put her down after looking at her for two seconds. >.>

4.  That moment in third grade when I got at a perfect score on a paper about how much I loved my mom lmao.  But I decided I wanted to write for the rest of my life!!  And I don’t regret that :)

5.  Honestly?  Being gifted this piece of art and, more recently, the art that is now my mobile header art (Both of Nana and Hachi).  I’m….????  No words.  Thank you forever @lok-n7

thank you for sending that in! :)

anonymous asked:

So now can we talk about kaisoo again like I really miss them, they really REALLY mean alot to me, so when did you start noticing them ??

Thank you anon for appearing in my inbox with some love!!! I can’t stand watching this mess between Kyungsoo and Pure Love anymore! This is supposed to be Kaisoo’s month, for God’s sake! But, for now, they are saved.

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anonymous asked:

I'm in the mood for some serious angst. Do you have any fics where Cas or Dean has a terminal illness like cancer or something? Can have a happy ending or not, I don't really care either way.

Damn this is pretty hard. I mean there’s the usual Twist and Shout, but I’m not going to re-rec it since you can easily find it and other similar fics on our angst tag HERE. Just scroll down until you find an ask that will fit to your needs. We also have a Death tag where you may find something fitting, HERE.

Anyway, there’s a few fics I don’t think you can find from those tags, so here you go. Hope these will make you cry! – Admin A


Title: The courage of stars

Author: unholyseraphs (oncharredwings)

Rating: Explicit

Words: 76,614 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: This was pretty good, as far as I can remember. It’s been awhile since I read this and my notes about it were pretty vague :’D Anyway it should fit to your ask pretty nicely!

Summary: Castiel Novak is a seventeen year old boy who is just like every other boy his age… except that he has acute lymphoblastic leukemia. As Castiel tries to live his usually lonely life in peace, new people that emerge from the shadows begin to change how he looks at his life and what it means to exist on the human level. He makes new friends, which is new since he hasn’t had a friend since the first grade. He even gets to have normal teen experiences, which make him happy to feel “normal”, in a world where normal is not his usual. After his doctor tells him that he is going to be moved from the Children’s Hospital in Boston to the regular hospital for his treatment, Castiel is devastated. Until he meets one inmate of the county jail, Dean Winchester. The handsome man with the charming smile, and even more tragic and secretive backstory, will change Castiel’s life forever.

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Title: The Little Things

Author: AlreadyPainfullyGone

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Words: 2,885 - Finished

Admin’s assessment:

Admin A’s notes: I usually wouldn’t rec anything with less than two stars… and frankly, I have no idea why I’m reccing this. There’s Dean with cancer if that helps :’D

Summary: Au based on ‘the big C’ in which Dean gets very sick, and deals with it the denial way. Meeting a homeless man on the way.

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Title: Return to Sender

Author: aileenrose, ctrlallt

Rating: Explicit

Words: 47,375 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: I’ve recced this fic a couple of times before and I’m reccing it again because it’s just that awesome. I love the idea of this fic and how even though Sam is dead, he’s the one that brings all the characters together and is always present no matter what. I loved Dean’s journey to let his brother go while struggling with his feelings for Cas who has Sam’s heart beating in his chest as a constant reminder of his brother, and Cas who has never been able to live his life to the fullest being afraid of being Sam’s replacement in Dean’s heart. Seriously, this is an amazing story and everyone of you should read it! It’s not as angsty as the other fics in this rec though!

Summary: “He’s going to let Cas do this thing for him–he’s going to let Cas make him so fucking happy.” In the first year after Dean loses his brother, Jess comes up with an idea. She wants to meet Cas Novak, the man who has Sam Winchester’s heart in his chest.

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Title: a place only you can go

Author: iamthemagicks

Rating: Mature

Words: 25,609 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: I think I made a mistake reading this when I wasn’t in the mood for angst, so I never really got into the feeling of it. It was okay, not earth-shatteringly amazing that would make me cry unless I was really in the right mood. But if you are looking for something angsty and you have just the perfect soundtrack  to get in the right mood, I’m sure you’d love this!

Summary: Castiel Singer has been living with cardiomyopathy since he was fourteen. He lives with his adoptive parent and sister. While gearing up for graduation ( his sister and lifelong friend Sam), his heart starts to decline. He tries to work through the pain the best he can until his boyfriend, Dean ( a fledgling musician) returns home for a tour. But after an'episode’ that lands him in the hospital, Castiel and his family discover that he is in need of a transplant. Castiel has to step back and consider his relationship with Dean ( who sleeps with others man and women on tour and Castiel is aware) and the guilt of causing financial crisis to his family.

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Title: Play My Song

Author: HalfBloodAlchemist-10

Rating: Mature

Words: 15,547 – Finished

Admin’s assessment: ★ ★ ★

Admin A’s notes: It’s been way over a year since I read this and my memory of it is very hazy and the notes I’ve made don’t really give me much to work with, since they literally say: Heartbreaking, cliché ending, not bad. So I guess I didn’t hate it and had some strong emotions at least some point of the story, which is a plus, and apparently the ending wasn’t that good :’D
I really need to write better notes in the future!

Summary: Three years after the world doesn’t end, Dean and Castiel’s life strikes tragedy once again. The ex-angel falls victim to a life threatening disease, and Dean must come to terms that a guardian angel can’t always be there for you.

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And hey, 2K followers! Thank you, guys! We’re so happy! And I feel so bad because I’ve been too busy with work, school and, well, stupid life and I haven’t been able to post or even read anything for a while! Sorry! Thank God Admin A is doing a great job. – Admin J

anonymous asked:

They say you never forget the first time someone asked you for an autograph. True?

No haha I can’t remember who it was or when it happened. But I’ll never forget how it feels reading letters of people telling me I helped them. That’s a waaaaaay cooler feeling than getting asked for an autograph, some of those letters have made me cry. It’s so humbling. It’s really a gift to me, I feel honored every time and it really inspires me to keep trying my best to be a good person and set the best example I can.

readsomemore  asked:

Are you content with the cast? Did you have a say in the casting? I read the book 3 days ago for the first time. And i read it in one day. It was really great! x

There were several moments when I started to suspect that the If I Stay movie was going to reflect the book I’d written. There was the script, of course. And there was when I met the director, R.J. Cutler (and he made me cry but that’s another story). But what really sealed it was the casting. Chloe was attached all along. Of course, I knew she was an incredible actress, but the first time she tweeted a photo of herself practicing the cello, I felt like I was looking at my Mia. With other actors, I was consulted, and every time I was sent news or a screen test to watch, I was blown away. Liana Liberato made me cry as Kim. Mireille Enos as Kat. Joshua Leonard as Denny. Yes and yes. And then, Adam. I don’t know where they pulled Jamie Blackley from, but I still suspect they surgically detached him from my brain. He is Adam. With an English accent (in real life, anyhow, not in the movie). 

- Gayle Forman

I don’t care what anyone says, I miss Glee.

It was the best thing that ever happened to me. The Glee fandom was like a family. We would stay up late waiting to find out what the songs would be for the upcoming episodes. There was a constant throwing around of plot ideas and how our ships would work out and how RIB was going to ruin our lives next.

At one point the fanfiction became just as important to us as the show was. I remember when Little Numbers updated and how I cried at the idea of falling in love with the idea of a person. I remember when I read Welcome to Hogwarts for the first time. I remember how Go Your Own Way was such a big deal.

I was so involved with the Glee fandom that it literally felt like home to me. Every time I found out a new piece of information or read a new fic I was coming home to something.

I had never felt courage the way I did when I watched Glee.

And I truly miss that about Glee because we really were a family with one another. A really fucked up family who sometimes made each other cry. But I think in the end no matter what you shipped or what you wanted to happen, we all wanted the same outcome, and that was this stupid show to keep making us better people.

I know Glee was fucking trash towards the end, I recognize that. But it was my trash show. It was my trash show that changed my life, and everything about it was worth it in the end because it taught me some of the most valuable lessons I have ever learned.

One day when I am old I’m going to remember how Glee ruined my life in the best possible way. And whether I’m 14 or 20 or 58 or 73, I’m going to remember how this stupid show about a group of misfits in a Glee club made me realize how happy I could actually become.

So, thank you, Glee. You changed my life and taught me that being part of something special didn’t make me special, but that I was special because I was a part of it.

anonymous asked:

Did you ever full out cry at one episode? What one?

Mod Kathy:

I cry quite a lot. Tbh I only need some sad music and any character saying anything and I’ll start crying… That being said, I cried A LOT while watching and reading Fairy Tail, especially in the beginning :’) But the moments that made me cry the most were when Lisanna and her siblings reunited, when Elfman used the full body Takeover for the first time since Lisannas ‘death’ to save Mira and when Mira used Takeover for the first time on screen to save Elfman… Idk, I think as an older sister I just really feel their pain or something like that :’)

Mod Abbs:

Truthfully? I’m not a real big crier, and even at really emotional parts, I just cannot cry at all. I do recall that the only time I ever actually cried at Fairy Tail (not counting the few times I cried whilst laughing too hard) was when Lucy found out her father had passed away after the seven year gap. It really hurts to have a parent pass away, and even if you weren’t close with them, it stills hurts in your heart and urgh i dunno bros (ι´Д`)ノ

Mod Yuki:

Oh my… welp this question is going to bring out the most embarrassing side of me. I’m a crier. I cry whenever over the littlest things when it comes to Fairy Tail, or any anime really. But the episodes that made me cry the most were “A Flower Blooms in the Rain”, “Sin and Sacrifice”, “Dead Grand Prix”, and many MANY MORE. These episodes in particular had ripped my heart out because I had to watch my babies Juvia, Lyon, and Gray die/almost die. I can honestly say that after each of these episodes I had to sit there in the dark and cry till there were no more tears. Seeing these three in any kind of situation like that makes me feel like hell is ripping my soul apart, and that’s because I can relate personally to all three of these lovely beings. It’s just hard for me to watch. And for those of you who read the manga I bet you can guess which chapters made me cry too. *cough* *cough* 

Whoops… how did those get there…? 
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Mod Soar

Like Abbs, I’m not a big crier (prolly not surprising seeing as we have the same MBTI type. INTP~). Jude’s last letter to Lucy made me cry though, although when I say “cry” I mean silent tears tbh. The only part that really had me curled up into a ball sobbing my eyes out so far was in the manga (ch. 400) when Achnologia and Igneel appeared. I was NOT ready for it. I was in complete shock and trying SO HARD to deny what I KNEW was gonna end up happening.

I tend to feel what Natsu feels, but I have a tendency to fight my tears because I associate tears with anger and angry Soar is liable to punch shit and hurt feelings. So yeah I don’t like crying unless I’m alone.

I still haven’t watched Natsu’s reaction to Lucy’s death in the anime yet tbh. I’ve been avoiding watching the anime for a while.