m:zoolander

ever since discovering you can request money through google wallet when you send emails i’ve had to struggle to resist the urge to constantly tack on money requests of either thousands of dollars or 69 cents when i email my dad about stuff

“My daughter was injured during birth. Her back was broken during labor. She’s in her thirties now but she still has a lot of problems, especially in her mind. She can’t be left alone. Sometimes she doesn’t even know where she is. It’s like she’s living in a ghost world. It’s been very difficult for us. My wife had to stop working and became severely depressed. We can’t travel. We can’t be active. I try not to resent my daughter but it can be hard. Sometimes she gets very aggressive. When she was younger, she threw all of our possessions out the window. I don’t think many people could have handled it. They’d have taken her to an institution by now. But I can’t do it. Those places are very scary. But my wife and I are getting old. We have no other relatives. So that’s where she’ll end up one day. I try not to imagine it. But it’s inevitable.”

(St. Petersburg, Russia)

jeweledbranchofhourai  asked:

did you purchase that texture brush? it looks so good!! if so can i ask where? :O

I stumbled on the brush during a work project, but a coworker thinks it’s from Alexandre Dibione (Zedig) on Deviant Art. He has a few of his brushes available to download here. That guy has some AMAZING work.

This is the said rake brush in action. So pretty. 

shy/antisocial/introvert people at a party be like

•finding comfortable places to stay and enjoy the view
•dealing with “are you okay” “are you sad” “enjoy the fucking party ur not furniture” just because of your bored/sad natural resting face
• STRUGGLING WITH SMALL TALK WITH BARELY KNOWN PEOPLE
•watching people’s embarrassing moments when they think nobody saw em and just being like Ron u shouldnt pick your nose like that u nasty
•catering dudes who constantly smile at you while doing their shit is the most wonderful thing ever
• analysing E V E R Y T H I N G AND E V E R Y O N E
• being the weird silent one who stands by the food table/trash cans/bathroom/stairs
• improving your socializing skills with cats or flowers
• that creepy one staring at you
• that annoying one who keeps talking to you
• DEEP HATE FOR INSISTENT ENTERTAINMENT DUDES
• food is the only friend in all this shit
• trying not to fall asleep
• that “i wanna go home” persistent thought