m: downton abbey

Lei ha detto che la vita è difficile per tutti ma non è vero. Io non ce l'ho una vita: io esisto a malapena.
—  Downton Abbey

someone: haha why are you so obsessed with *insert show/book series/film/etc)

me, internally: because throwing myself into something allows me to briefly forget the constant depression misery and sadness i suffer through every day and when i marathon things my self hatred sometimes starts to disappear because i forget that i’m a real person who exists in the real world. my obsessions help me to cope when i feel like i’m about to explode or cry or scream or all of those at once and once i get into something i barely think of anything else for weeks which is a very unhealthy coping tactic but hey it helps so

me: haha idk :))

  • Anna: Good morning.
  • Bates: Good morning.
  • Alfred: Good morning.
  • Jimmy: You all sound like robots, why don't you spice it up a bit?
  • Alfred(in the shed by the woods): Oh, I am so relieved you three found me. Wait, how did you find me?
  • Thomas(unlocking the door): You hadn't done anything super annoying to us for, like, five hours, so we knew something was wrong.