I’m probably never going to be able to come out , ever ? Because everyone I live w/ is a bigot & won’t accept me at all. So I’m basically going to have to live a lie , forever. Because I don’t want to be disowned, hated or looked at differently. Because I’d be the first in my family (that I know of) who’s not cis and not straight & i know it’s going to affect everyone lol.
Like I have to hear everyone calling trans ppl “it” or using the wrong pronouns, calling gay ppl “f*ggots” & they always say how nasty it is and holy shit !!! Ur talking about me !!!!
But basically it really kills me ?? I feel terrible for being me I feel awful for not fitting the norm. I wish I wasn’t me or at least ???? Idk ?! I rlly do wanna please my family so that’s what I’m going to do ? But I wish they weren’t so close minded & gross honestly.