m too tired for this shit

anonymous asked:

If Jack has slipped further into "feral"-ness, how does he get back out of it and back into control? Is there a possibility of him never coming back to himself?

Hah, well anon, let’s just say that Jack doesnt want to go back to that and avoids it whenever he can.

I’m not going to spoil too much, but that sort of scenario already happened (mostly out of an intense self-preservation sort of instinct and insane regeneration) and he wasn’t able to be pulled out of it without outside intervention. Since then he’s had episodes, but nothing near the sort of critical condition he’s already been hit with.

These days, tiring himself out or getting the shit beat out of him is enough to do it. Like Reaper blasting him with shotgun shells point blank. That sorta thing takes a lot out of you, lmao.

i only managed to go 3 weeks without self harming and i feel really stupid and pathetic
all i want is to just be okay, to have a happy and normal life

i feel a breakdown coming on but i’m too tired for this shit

My 10 fave Lexa moods...

1) I was born for this shit

Originally posted by lexa-is-eternal

2) I’m not buying this shit

Originally posted by always-on-fire-for-sara

3) I’m so over this shit

4) I’m too tired for this shit

Originally posted by sangabrielle

5) I’m too sober for this shit

6) I don’t have time for this shit

Originally posted by justprincesssarcasm

7) I’m too confused for this shit

Originally posted by ohprescott

8) I’m too horny for this shit

Originally posted by aunicorndumbass

9) I’m in charge of this shit

Originally posted by tinakris

10) Don’t touch my wifey bitch!

Originally posted by lexa-is-eternal

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One Year of the 100: Favorite Female Character → Lexa

#that moment when you realize that there were so many signs in the first lexa scene #signs that she was the commander #that look she shares with gustus #the references to the commander #the way she tries to play the innocent and scared girl #now it’s all so obvious

HE CARES ABOUT HER SO MUCH I’M FUCKING CRYING HOLY SHIT 

HE IS SO COCKY BUT DOES NOT FORGET HER AND FUCK HE CARES SO MUCH ABOUT HER I AM CRYING I AM DEAD FUCKKKKKKKK

You okay?””I’m fine””You’re pushing yourself too hard
You gonna marry me today?””Ask me again tomorrow””I always do
Did I tell you I love you?””Yes… Say it anyways””I love you
Why do you never say yes?””Cuz then…I wouldn’t get to hear you ask…
I’m so tired””You gotta rest honey””Everyone is depending on me!””Everyone can wait.
Do I make you happy Rakan?””Everyday of my life
I’m lucky to have you.””Nope, I’m the lucky one””I swear, you will be the death of me””I’m fine with that.””Me too


THIS IS GOALS. THIS. IS. GOALSSSSS

OTP HI
  • Person A: Hi, I'm (A)
  • Person B: Hi, you're hot... NO! I-uh mean,... it's hot in here? Yeah, you must be hot too.
  • Person A: we're outside in the middle of winter...
  • Person B: ...
  • Person A: Actually, you look pretty hot in that jacket, maybe if you grace me with your name, you could take it off at my place. 😉
  • Person B: 😳 uh, oh! Yeah- yes,that sounds, yes... I'm (B)!
  • Person A: *giggles* ok (B), this way.
imagine

someone/something makes connor laugh (which barely ever happens) and to everyone’s surprise connor’s laugh is really soft and adorable?? everyone is dying
they’re all like “hoLY SHIT SOMEONE CALL 911 CONNOR IS LAUGHING AND ITS TOO MUCH FOR MY HEAR T”

tree bros addition bc i’m trash: evan getting all blushy over it and when connor asks him why his face is so red evan is just like “you um.. have a really. uh, cute laugh,, is all *sweats*” and connor starts blushing too and they’re just gay nerds in love i’m sorry

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Y’all, I’m getting real fucking tired of the Riverdale fandom. I am too old for this shit lol 

Where is the fucking logic these days?? Have we lost all sense of reality bc of echo-chambered feelings?? So because a straight person tries to relate and console their non-straight friend, it’s deemed as playing victim? What the actual fuck is going on here. I was grateful as fuck to have my straight friends’ support when I came out. This is exactly why I find the lgbt community to be toxic. There’s so much fucking exclusion. 

anonymous asked:

connorxevan, okay so evan and connor are dating but connor still tries to ya know commit suicide and evan goes to visit him in the hospital and all that, pls give me angst

Here we go!! Um,,,, its painful to write angst for these boys not going to lie. They deserve all the happiness in the world!!!!!! Protect them!!!!!!

(just a note i kinda had them lowkey not be out to anyone? Like only zoe knows that the two are dating) (also i couldn’t resist making jared a side character)

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It was Zoe who called him. Evan had missed the first call. His phone was on silent, and was face down because Evan was reading. When he had finished the chapter, Evan picked up his phone. There was a missed call from her from about 10 minutes ago, but before he could call back, she called again. Panic started to slowly rise within Evan, but he pushed it down as he answered the call.

“H-” He started but Zoe cut him off.

“Connor is in the hospital,” Her voice was rushed, and out of breath like she was running somewhere.

“W-what?” It was like someone had punched him, all of the breath in his lungs was gone.

“He tried to kill himself-” Zoe let out a sob. “Evan, he’s in the hospital. Get here as soon as you can.”

Evan didn’t know how he ended up at Jared’s front door, but all he knew was that Jared had a car, and Jared wasn’t two inches away from a panic attack so he could drive. Evan pounded on the door again, barely registering the pain in his fist.

The door whipped open revealing an annoyed looking Jared.

“What the fuck do you want, Hansen?” Then Jared seemed to notice the tears that was currently running down his face. “Evan? What is wrong?”

“C-can you drive m-me?” Evan knew he was stuttering but he could do nothing to control it. His whole body was shaking.

“Where?” Jared had already grabbed his keys and stepped outside. Evan followed him, and climbed into the car.

“The hospital.”

“The fuck? Evan what is going on?” Jared started the car and pulled out of the drive way.

“Connor is in t-there.” Evan’s voice cracked, and he pinched the inside of his left arm.

“Shit man.” Jared went quiet. “Is he like your boyfriend or something?” Evan felt too tired to lie about it anymore.

“Yeah.”

“Shit.”

The rest of the car ride was silent.

At the hospital, Jared made sure that Evan got to the Murphy family. Zoe stood up as he rushed in, and hugged Evan tightly. Evan hugged back, trying to stabilize his breathing.

“You can go to see him. He’s sleeping right now.” Zoe whispered, her voice weak. “Room 201.”

Jared stood awkwardly as Evan pulled apart from the embrace.

“I can just stay here, call your mom and if you need a ride home…” He trailed off. Evan nodded at him, not trusting his voice.

Room 201 wasn’t that far away, he only had to turn 2 corners. The door was slightly open, and from the window in the door Evan could see his boyfriend sleeping on the bed. He looked slightly paler than usual, but other than that it looked like he was just sleeping. Evan very slowly opened the door, but it still creaked loudly. Connor shifted, and sleepily opened his eyes.

As Evan stepped into the room, all it took was one look at Connor for Evan to break down again. His face crumbled, and he sort of stumbled towards the hospital bed. Connor looked at him, silent.

“I missed the first call.” Evan spoke finally, the few walls that he had left breaking. Connor moved over in the bed, making room for Evan. Evan climbed in, and placed his hand on Connor’s cheek. He was crying again. Connor crinkled his eyebrows, and bit his lip.

“I’m sorry.” Connor started, but Evan shook his head.

“Don’t- just, please.” Connor wasn’t crying but Evan was, his breath coming in ragged short whispers.

Connor pulled Evan close, and kissed him on the forehead.

They could make it through this.

Call out post: stairs

Expects me to have coordination
Hurt when you fall
I’m already tired I don’t need your shit
Too much square
Too many of them together????
Why so many
What are they planning???
They’re weird and I don’t like them???

xxcutecatworldxx  asked:

So if Luca didn't do it who did? I'm guessing a guy hit papaya and Luca got pissed off?

YEP THATS IT

I’m thinking some guys tried to mess with Luca and Paps. Went in for Luca first cuz he was giving them lip and gave him the “bloody” nose. But Luca didnt give a fuck cuz whatever he’s too tired for this shit anyways.

Then the guys went after Papaya (maybe Paps was trying to settle things down? intervene?) and thats when Luca was like AIGHT GUESS THIS IS HAPPENING NOW 

and thus he loosens his tie cuz he’s about to kill some bitches for going after a defenseless lil bun

who were these guys? idfk. there wasnt really a big story behind it i just wanted to draw my babies hurt 

I’m seeing a lot of people shitting on cosplayers who don’t make their own cosplays at all or partially make theirs and let me tell you something:

🛑🛑🛑🛑🛑🛑
S T O P
🛑🛑🛑🛑🛑🛑

Not everyone has the resources to make a cosplay , nor the money or the skill. Not everyone can sew a straight line or understand patterns , believe it or not patterns are hard to understand even the most simplest ones. I can’t sew with a premade pattern , and I can’t sew in a straight line my hands shake too much now. Not everyone can do what you or this popular cosplayer can do.

I’m really sick and tired of how cosplay has become and yet I’ll say it AGAIN some contest on who is popular. Yes, sure if you wanna make money doing cosplay please do it that’s your dream and I’m happy for you! But don’t shit on others for not making an entire cosplay? Acting like you weren’t a beginner before? If you needed extra money and you opened commissions who would ask?

That same cosplayer that can’t do their own, and they’ll be wearing YOUR work as well. Cosplay can make a lot of money if you do it right , but don’t knock others down or act better than others. Stop with this.

Don’t shit on a cosplayer who buys their cosplay. At the end of the day we take off our contacts, wigs, and costumes and go back to reality. At the end of the day we’re all just nerds in costumes in love with a series or game/etc. Let’s just have fun together and make memories? That isn’t so hard to ask for you guys.

Haikyuu Characters As Things I've Said: Karasuno

Kiyoko:
“Going out with you would mean I would have to lower my standards in order to settle. I don’t believe you're​ worth settling for.”

Yachi:
“Oh no! I have no idea where I’m going now. AAA-oh here it is. I can’t believe it. Yay~”

Daichi:
“When did I suddenly become the more responsible one? Sigh. I’m too tired and too old for this bullshit.”

Sugawara:
“I feel like a parent to two kids that I didn’t even agree to raise at a–.Don’t you dare eat that chocolate you little shit. Nu-uh, I ain’t gonna let you spoil your dinner.”

Asahi:
“What if my feelings were hurt? Pfffft- I’d have to have feelings to begin with? Ow, that’s such a cruel thing to say.”

Ennoshita:
“Do you really want to try me kid. I dare you. I’m the only one who knows how to cook anything in this room.”

Tanaka:
“You wanna go asshole? 3 p.m., after school, at the park. Bring your crew, I’ll bring mine.”

Nishinoya:
“Say something about my height again. I dare you. Let’s see what happens to your kneecaps you damn tree.”

Hinata:
“Dogs are too good for us. I only watched 30 minutes of Hachi, and when he died I couldn’t-” (ugly sobbing).

Yamaguchi:
“Um…. Do you need help-like to get your shit together? Cuz I have no idea what to do in this situation.”

Tsukishima:
“Hell no. Fuck this bullshit. I’m done. You’re on your own bitch.”

Kageyama:
“You say that like I’m suppose to give a shit about other people’s opinions. If they don’t like me, it doesn’t matter.”

hey, rpc. stop shitting on those who only play females. it’s nasty and highkey misogynistic. why ? because you’re equating the fact someone prefers playing women to “oh they MUST be thirsty for their angsty m/f ship !but if you were to see someone ONLY playing males, you wouldn’t have any problem with it. like don’t worry, our chars don’t want your ain’t shit male. because f/f ships exist. also we don’t use the excuse that “playing a male is gosh dang too hard”. usually … and i know this will be shocking … WE DON’T WANT TO PLAY MALES. like that’s just it, we don’t want to and we should not be pressured or shamed by choosing to do so.