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gem-draws  asked:

yea, you have it good that way, i'm in constant fear that moonstone will be introduced to canon and i'll have to rename her (i don't really have any backup names either, which is pretty bad)

if ice is ever introduced in the show I’ll still have my ice retain her current look 

honestly i don’t think people understand how helpful words of affirmation can be for me. i’m in an almost constant state of ‘everyone hates me and i’m burdening everyone’ so hearing that you actually like me randomly is so !!! i appreciate so much hearing that i’m not annoying you, even if i need reminding a lot

now that gotitforcheap is gone, i hope all his detractors can come in and show us what real comedy looks like: ‘tag yourself i’m X’ posts and constant complaining 

anonymous asked:

So I'm gay af but I'm also super femme. I understand that being femme is also a privilege bc I'm "straight passing" but it's been so so frustrating trying to justify my sexuality when people don't believe me fully or at all when I say I'm gay. bc I don't "look gay" and I've gotten the "you're too pretty to be gay." which is such bullshit. but I just wish people would believe me? I feel like I'm in a constant state of coming out. Also fuck that last anon/hater, your relationship is cute af!!!

heteronormative society trying to push boxes (honestly, cages) onto queer people and queer relationships is why shit like this is a thing.

me and my girl dress masculine at the same time? we can’t be dating. we’re bros on the prowl.

One of us dresses more masc than the other? Called “the man”, is given the check, has to all of a sudden play a role? act a certain way. behave a certain way. have certain mannerisms.

her and I dress femme? just gals being pals. all we do is have pillowfights and giggle and never fart.

Somewhere in between all of this? what’s goin on heerreeeee. facial glitch. confusion ensues.

Mind you, I’m never taken seriously as a Bisexual. I dress Masc? lol lying. I dress Femme? lol lying. Even when I typically tread in the fluid gender expression andro area I’m somehow trying to deceive people. Even my gf has mentioned pressure trying to behave a certain way being Lesbian. And honestly, the only thing to actually blame is the society that forced us to make a community in the first place. It’s no one’s fault but that. This isn’t a inter-community problem, but because we’ve allowed ourselves to be influenced by people who aren’t queer, it has become an inter-community problem.

but this is Str8 Society talking. I think we as a community need to start rejecting these pressuring cookie cutter straight goggles that have been pushed onto us and break through. Realizing there is no wrong way to look/act/be LGBT+

Quotes for the Signs
  • Aries : "She's the girl with a fairytale face but her mouth screams like a wolf's"
  • Taurus : "Her eyes weren't as beautiful as the stars, her eyes were as beautiful as her heart"
  • Gemini : "I feel like I'm living in this constant state of too much and not enough, like the days are passing by too fast and too slow and I'm always either overwhelmed or empty"
  • Cancer : "You have galaxies inside your head, stop letting people tell you you cannot shine"
  • Leo : "She needed a hero so that's what she became"
  • Virgo : "Maybe she was unreadable because she didn't want to be read"
  • Libra : "I'm almost never serious, and I'm always too serious. Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, too cold hearted. I'm like a collection of paradoxes"
  • Scorpio : "You wake every morning to fight the same demons that left you so tired the night before, and that, my love, is bravery"
  • Sagittarius : "Before I am your daughter, your sister, your aunt, niece or cousin, I am my own person and I will not set fire to myself to keep you warm"
  • Capricorn : "But you see there is a graveyard in my mouth, filled with words that have died on my lips"
  • Aquarius : "Maybe she isn't your sun but she's your moon, appearing in your darkest nights, never too soon"
  • Pisces : "Her eyes are pure stars, and her fingers, if they touch you, freeze you to the bone"
I have every single one of your voice mails saved. I listen to them when I miss you, when I’m sad, when things are hard. So basically, I’m in a constant loop of using your voice for comfort. Call me one more time baby. Please. Call me twice. & I will try my hardest not to answer. But please leave me some medicine with your words. Make it as long as possible. God, your breathe is fine enough. Stay silent, but breathe hard. Just leave me one more dose of affection…
Then one more
—  lex-smex

I just feel like I’m in a constant state of mild dissociation y'all. I can’t help but question 24/7 whether or not what I’m doing is real; like how is anything I do possible???¿? maybe a good ol’ brain man could tell me how neurological connections in the brain work to make the body do stuff but for now I’m calling bullshit my brain can’t do shit of fuck this is absolute garbage propaganda I’m gonna go float in a s w a m p and eat old b a r b i e d o l l s

There’s too many good black men and women out here for y'all to still be trying to explain the same shit you’ve been explaining for years! Why are y'all so drawn to negativity on this site? It’s like for every 1,000 good people out here y'all choose to focus on the 10 bad out the bunch. FUCK THEM! Stop explaining yourselves in 2017 because there is a nigga who is already just as “woke” as you waiting for you to notice him. Y'all block your blessings frfr. I’m about to just start blocking y'all cause I’m over the constant crying and victimization some of you have been on since you created your accounts.

As much as I hate to admit, i’m someone who needs constant validation from other people. I wish I had a strong sense of self but i’m always lost. I never feel like I belong and I can’t figure out my purpose in life. What I really need is for someone to come along and make me feel special. I wish someone was here to assure me that i’m not the waste of space I think I am.
—  Submitted by @mendedpieces