m 30

Yes, I went out and bought temporary hair dye just because I had an undying need

I put on some makeup to make myself look more feminine because Sherbet’s a pretty feminine-esque looking character, I guess. I wanted to get a softer, younger look. (Me being pretty much a permanently prepubescent boy has its perks??? I’m seriously gonna be 30 and my voice will have never changed. #prayforfelix)

Last night, I woke up in a panic thinking “I’m 30 years old and I haven’t even built my coccoon yet!” I’m afraid to interrogate the context on that one.



Ok so I haven’t properly been in tumblr for… like a month now, and have no other excuse other than work and getting ridiculously busy all of a sudden since I am officially moving to York, UK this September (a year at first, we’ll see what happens after). But I wanted to use my birthday (May 24th) as an excuse to post; I do it every year, if just to congratulate myself for still being here.

This year is special, no less – I’m turning 30 (!!) and I’m currently in Seoul, South Korea! We’ve been here with @gatoraid for almost a week and will continue to for a little while longer. I wanted to do something special for this year, to make sure that I had a memorable 30th birthday. And, well… it’s been memorable alright, if not entirely for the right reasons; first I had some health issues upon arriving, then we had a bit of a scare with our accommodation (more on that later, maybe), and on Tuesday I woke up to horrible news from the world, including a tragedy in the city I love more than anything. So it’s definitely been an ups-and-downs trip, but I’ve also had great moments (cardboard GD cut-outs may or may not be related) and wouldn’t trade it for the world.

But yeah! Just popping in to wish myself a happy birthday and say that I haven’t gone anywhere; hopefully I’ll have more time for hobby stuff once my life stops being so erratic, but haven’t I said that for the past 3 yrs anyway? At least come Autumn things will definitely get a change of pace and I’ll be forced to not be such a workaholic all the time. I still hold onto the hope that I can finish writing some of my main stuff come the end of this year, but we’ll… we’ll see. In the meantime, if you want to wish me a really good 30th birthday, maybe drop me a comment on one of my fics or something haha, that always makes me really happy! But it’s all good, just knowing you guys are out there, whoever you are. I appreciate it all the same.

Now onto a special birthday day in sunny Seoul!!!

Rule : Tag 10 people you want to know better

Tagged : @aless-chan

tag: @mitsukatsu , @thisverybadartist , @strawberpie , @spectraeevee , @purple-87 , @sonicsega , @stnltbg , @mariami-lee , @aimykimy and @hell-n-dove OR MOOORE ^^

Birthday: 18 May

Gender: Girl

Relationship status: aaaaaloooooooone ~

Color: A LOT !! XDD

Pet : a dog ( Tobby )

wake up at: School : 5:30 a.m , Not school : 9 , 10 …IDK

Love or lust: HMHMHM ….7w7 ….. a bit difficult XD ( I’m a big perverts …but I’ve a lot of sentiments and emotions )

Favorite food: …..IDK X)

Meet a celebrity : noooooo TnT

Last song ilisten to: Poudre de Perlimpimpin remix XDDDD

First kiss : a …boy .. XD ….no seriously . With a stupid boy ….I hate him so much now .

Tall or short: very short ( 1, 54 XD )

[MNETM2KPOP (Facebook)]

[KCON 2017 JAPAN Day3 x M2]
I’ll change (my) profile picture~
Why do those clothes look so good
You’re doing it on purpose to make me want to watch or what?

There will be a live broadcast on the red carpet tonight at 5:30 P.M 🎥
Like M2 on Facebook and please wait✋🏻
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Still haven’t had sex yet. Maddie’s 9 weeks old and the last time we did I was 9 weeks pregnant. Wtf. I have no idea if it’s ever going to happen at this rate. Like we don’t even kiss much. I’ve tried to make out with him a couple times, but he shuts it down pretty fast. He never initiates anyhing either, I think the last time he actually wanted to have sex with me must have been a year ago. Obviously he’s not attracted to me right now. Why did I have to end up with a guy who likes thin girls? Why did he even want me in the first place? On my good days I’m still chubby, no one has ever or would ever call me thin since I was like 8. Now I’m 30 lbs. heavier than I was when we met and I feel so unattractive and gross. He’s let me know before that he likes smaller girls and I’ve seen the porn he watches, fucking stick thin little blondes with tiny boobs. Great. I’m 5'4" 165 lbs. and a brunette who looks awful as a blonde. He encourages me to lose weight and start running and all this crap and it just makes me feel like shit. Like, yeah, I’d like to be stronger, but when it feels like I have to lose weight in order to get the love and physical affection I very badly need, it really makes me feel angry and hurt. It shouldn’t be this way. And it doesn’t help that I’m always fucking exhausted and hardly have the opportunity to shower and do my hair or put makeup on. Who has time to stand in front of a mirror when there is shit to do around the house? When I get the chance to put Maddie down I’m immediately running around the house trying to get things done. I look all kinds of fucked and I just wish he’d make me feel like he loves and wants me anyway. I always let him know that I think he’s good looking and that I like to be with him, idk why he can’t do the same for me. You know what’s fucked up though? When I was with a guy who liked bigger girls I felt fucking awesome. I felt like my body was perfect and I didn’t need to change a single thing, except my boobs, I’ve always wanted better looking boobs. I hardly ever gave my body a thought because I was so comfortable. I’m totally happy having a little extra fat, but because my husband finds it unattractive I feel like shit about it. Why should I feel that way? I don’t get it. How did I end up with someone who judges me like that? How did I end up with a man who’s so completely different from me? We don’t really connect on very many levels anymore, idk if we ever did really. I want our relationship back. It feels like he doesn’t and that really breaks my heart. I feel like I’m moving more and more towards depression and frankly it scares the shit out of me. How would I be able to take care of Maddie? I can’t exactly sleep all day when I have her to take care of. I can’t stop eating if I’m still trying to nurse and I have to carry her still, what if I got light headed and dropped her? And I really can’t isolate myself when everyone is always over here and my family wants to see Maddie. Most of all, I don’t want to lose this time. She’s only going to be this small for so long, it would be awful if I couldn’t remember this time. What’s the solution? Dedicate myself to a work out routine? Probably. Somehow I need to convince myself (brainwashing? Hypnotism?) that I’m doing it for myself instead of for the hope that my husband will find me attractive enough to touch on occasion. God. What a fucked up situation.

23 May 2017 - a photo of my study space

I decided to do a “flatlay vs reality” comparison! Ideally, I like to have as few things around me as possible when studying, but that’s almost never the case lol

I’m doing @hayley-studies30 day studyblr challenge with @linguistudies and @logvnana! Make sure to check out their posts too :)

maldxr  asked:

caw cawcawcaw! caw caw. caw caw cawcaw caw caw.

I’m 30 and I have said that to the animals for those who start laying again after nearly 6 months rest and our property is plagued with teleportation induced quantum shingles.


Hi I’m selling this wood antisepticeye/darkiplier wall art/plaque thing because after painting it I realized it doesnt fit the colors in my room and I’d rather someone have good use out of it rather than it just sitting in my closet. I’m selling it for $30 (US only if possible, please. If you want it and live outside of the US I might charge more bc I am a poor child thank u). Message me if you’re interested or have any questions.
@markiplier @therealjacksepticeye


Bellamy Blake Appreciation Week 

Day 1: Favorite Episode 2.04 — Many Happy Returns
“Well, I’d say he’s heard one too many of your motivational speeches.” 
“Shut up, Murphy.”

Take a Virtual Tour of NASA

Welcome to NASA! Today, we’re taking you behind-the-scenes for a virtual tour looking at our cutting-edge work and humanity’s destiny in deep space!

Starting at 1:30 p.m., we will host a series of Facebook Live events from each of our 10 field centers across the country. Take a look at where we’ll be taking you…

Glenn Research Center
1:30 p.m. EDT

Our Glenn Research Center in Cleveland, OH will host a tour of its Electric Propulsion Lab. This lab is where we test solar propulsion technologies that are critical to powering spacecraft for our deep-space missions. The Electric Propulsion Laboratory houses two huge vacuum chambers that simulate the space environment.

Marshall Space Flight Center
1:50 p.m. EDT

Our Marshall Space Flight Center in Huntsville, AL will host a tour from a Marshall test stand where structural loads testing is performed on parts of our Space Launch System rocket. Once built, this will be the world’s most powerful rocket and will launch humans farther into space than ever before.

Stennis Space Center
2:10 p.m. EDT

Our Stennis Space Center in Bay St. Louis, MS will take viewers on a tour of their test stands to learn about rocket engine testing from their Test Control Center.

Armstrong Flight Research Center
2:30 p.m. EDT 

Our Armstrong Flight Research Center in Edwards, CA will host a tour from their aircraft hangar and Simulator Lab where viewers can learn about our X-Planes program. What’s an X-Plane? They are a variety of flight demonstration vehicles that are used to test advanced technologies and revolutionary designs.

Johnson Space Center
2:50 p.m. EDT

Our Johnson Space Center in Houston, TX will take viewers on a virtual exploration trip through the mockups of the International Space Station and inside our deep-space exploration vehicle, the Orion spacecraft!

Ames Research Center
3:10 p.m. EDT

Our Ames Research Center in California’s Silicon Valley will bring viewers into its Arc Jet Facility, a plasma wind tunnel used to simulate the extreme heat of spacecraft atmospheric entry.

Kennedy Space Center
3:30 p.m. EDT

Our Kennedy Space Center in Florida will bring viewers inside the Vehicle Assembly Building to learn about how we’re preparing for the first launch of America’s next big rocket, the Space Launch System (SLS) rocket.

Langley Research Center
3:50 p.m. EDT

Our Langley Research Center in Hampton, Virginia will bring viewers inside its 14-by-22-foot wind tunnel, where aerodynamic projects are tested.

Goddard Space Flight Center
4:10 p.m. EDT

Our Goddard Space Flight Center in Greenbelt, MD will discuss the upcoming United States total solar eclipse and host its tour from the Space Weather Lab, a large multi-screen room where data from the sun is analyzed and studied.

Jet Propulsion Laboratory
4:30 p.m. EDT

Our Jet Propulsion Laboratory in Pasadena, CA will bring viewers to the Spacecraft Assembly Facility to learn about robotic exploration of the solar system.

So, make sure to join us for all or part of our virtual tour today, starting at 1:30 p.m. EDT! Discover more about the work we’re doing at NASA and be sure to ask your questions in the comment section of each Facebook Live event! 

Additional details and viewing information available HERE

Make sure to follow us on Tumblr for your regular dose of space: http://nasa.tumblr.com

30 Day Studyblr Challenge

Hello everyone! So in my time here I haven’t really come across a studyblr challenge other than the great “100 days of productivity” meme which I know is really helping a lot of people! I know there are probably some out there but I decided to contribute too!

However, I know some people struggle with what to post and when, and 100 days is a huge commitment! So I designed this short(er) “30 Day Studyblr Challenge” that anybody can participate in if they want to! The 30 days don’t have to be consecutive because I understand that people are busy and can’t always find time in the day to come on tumblr! So I invite you to take part in this little activity, and please feel free to tag me in your challenge uploads - If I see that I’ve been tagged I’ll check the post out.

Here are your challenge questions:
Day 1: A photo of your supplies
Day 2: A photo of your study space
Day 3: Your favourite motivational quote
Day 4: A photo of your most recent work
Day 5: A photo of your favourite book
Day 6: A photo showing how you relax
Day 7: The best advice anyone’s ever given you
Day 8: A photo of your to-do list
Day 9: A photo of your desk in use
Day 10: Who is your favourite teacher/professor and why?
Day 11: A photoset detailing your routine for the day
Day 12: A photo of your favourite study snack
Day 13: A photo of your textbooks
Day 14: Send your favourite studyblr(s) an uplifting message!
Day 15: A photo of your handwriting
Day 16: What music do you like to listen to whilst studying? If you don’t listen to music while you work, what do you do?
Day 17: Find a new/different study spot to your usual one and snap a photo!
Day 18: A photo of your favourite pen(s) to use
Day 19: A photo of your study space featuring a glass of water. (It’s super important to stay hydrated while you study!)
Day 20: Talk about your favourite fictional character
Day 21: A photo of your diary/planner/journal
Day 22: A photo of your dream school/university
Day 23: A photo of your favourite character from TV (Because it’s important to relax sometimes too)
Day 24: Write the sentence “I can do anything as long as I put my mind to it.” in all of the languages that you speak and take a photo. Tell yourself that every day!
Day 25: A photo of the work/notes you’re most proud of
Day 26: Try out mind-mapping and photograph the end result
Day 27: Try out a printable and take a photo of it in use
Day 28: Try going for a walk before you start studying today. Take a photo of something interesting you see while you’re out.
Day 29: Describe your study technique. Is it different for different subjects?
Day 30: You made it! Reward yourself by doing one of your favourite things to do and snap a photo!

Please don’t forget to tag me in your posts, and/or tag them with #studyblrchallengehayley so that I can make sure I see them!

Have fun :* xo


Jungkook Fic Recs

Originally posted by bwipsul

Okey dokeyo (is that true? Yes!) I know I’m just kinda dropping this without a warning and I also know that I promised I would do hoseok next but this boy kept filling up my drafts and it was getting annoying so here ya go… 

all bolded fics or writers mentioned are ones that have been recently added.

Also if  ever want to send me your own fic recommendations I”m always up for some more reading…

Last Updated:4/21/17

💖 = Personal Favorite 



Writers Mentioned:

@tayegi @chinnychimchim @sugajpg @jungkxook @inktae @smuttyfairy @summertae @ellieljade @jiminables @workofteaguk @seokvie @jiminniemouse @pinkeukook @wonhopes @thotmi @nycbtslover @btssmutgalore @btsmutimagines @jinssmile @colourfulnoodles @floralseokjin @ibangtanthings @minnochu @whalien52 @imsarabum @jungblue @taetaetown @puppetwritings @caught-in-a-lie @btsstoriesand-astrology @wonhopes @fightmejeonkook @xtaexhyungx @minsvga @baeseoul @c7pher @hallyuwriters @imaginethisbts @makknays