lust for trust

Be patient with someone who’s been hurt multiple times. Just because you haven’t completely melted their cold heart doesn’t mean there aren’t any cracks in the ice.
—  Words-and-Feelings
LETS PRETEND WE'RE NUMB

As a fair warning to everyone listening to this song
I advise you to not hide your feelings
Don’t pretend to be okay when you’re not okay
Don’t pretend to be happy when you’re sad
It’ll only lead to your misery

Dont you fucking hate it when you hear my name?
I feel the same and when you hear this you gon feel the pain
And all these niggas that you fuckin with get away
But girl I know you think about it almost everyday
And I’ll be honest I be jealous of these niggas, true
How you feelin with these niggas that you talk to?
Captivated by your mind and your walk too
Can’t replace you with these bitches that I talk to
They say “lust is love” we had trust, what’s good?
I should’ve held you close
Should’ve kept you warm
And when the rain is fallin, wonder who you call
Dont pray to god, you rather drive your car
Dont talk
Pretend it don’t hurt
Repent, I won’t stomp, my feet in a rage
My nigga I’m no chump
This issue is I crave you, hate you
You think I rip the wings off of my fuckin angel
It don’t hurt, damn

I’ll forever be the, i’ll forever be the elephant in the room
I’ll always love you, i’m sorry

As a fair warning to everyone listening to this song
I advise you to not hide your feelings
Don’t pretend to be okay when you’re not okay
Don’t pretend to be happy when you’re sad
It’ll only lead to your misery

Don’t you fucking hate it when you hear my name?
I feel the same and when you hear this you gon’ feel the pain
And all these niggas that you fuckin with to get away
But girl I know you think about it almost everyday
And I’ll be honest I be jealous of these niggas, true
How you feelin with these niggas that you talk to?
Captivated by your mind and your walk too
Can’t replace you with these bitches that I talk to
They say “lust is love” we had trust, what’s good?
I should’ve held you close
Should’ve kept you warm
And when the rain is fallin’, wonder who you call
Don’t pray to god, you rather drive your car
Don’t talk
Pretend it don’t hurt
Repent, I won’t stomp, my feet in a rage
My nigga I’m no chump
This issue when I crave you, hate you
You think I’d rip the wings off of my fuckin angel
It don’t hurt, damn

[it’ll be alright soon]
I’ll forever be the, I’ll forever be the elephant in the room
I’ll always love you, i’m sorry
—  LET’S PRETEND WE’RE NUMB by XXXTENTACION
Left Brain/Right Brain

Dennis: I am the left brain, I am the left brain. I work really hard ‘til my inevitable death brain. You got a job to do, you better do it right and the right way is with the left brain’s might

Charlie: I like oreos and pussy yeah! (yes, in that order). And I cried for at least an hour after watching “Toy Story 3” (Woody!) 'Cause I am the right brain, I have feelings, I’m a little all over the place but I’m lustful, trustful and I’m looking for somebody to love… Or put my penis in

Dennis: Here comes a female, here comes a female. Puff your chest. I’ll take your phone out and check your email. Our evolutionary purpose is repopulate, So gather data now and see if she’s a possible mate

Charlie: Holy fuck I think she might be the one, there’s something about her, I just can’t describe it

Dennis: Tits

Charlie: I am the earth, she is the glorious sun, I want her to trust me and I just want her to—how do I say this—sit on my face!

Unrequited love

Some real feelings might surface
surprise, caught in the hype
I was satisfied being in love with the lie
besides, who wouldn’t love to just fuck and get high
just despised when I dug deeper to find nothing’s inside

foolish me, refuse to receive pity
stupidly, I thought we could hide love in this mean city
A gamble I can handle, all the prices can be paid up
I need constructive conversation
it’s stagnant just to be laid up
left the candle by the widow
and the wind blew out the flame but
who’s really to blame..us ?
contrived commitment ceased
here just sign this waiver

tried to hide something so precious in a city so tragic
my Cinderella fled with the carriage
Im like…fuck that shit, it was good while it lasted
as this glass slipper shatters in the middle of traffic
real love truly exists
but who has the time for dramatics
all i need is piece of mind
and a girl to listen to max with
that shit was supposed to be all you
shit just didn’t happen
it was meant to be you and I
but other niggas was dragged in

baiting me to be unfaithful
girl that shit was entrapment
we’d be wasting time if we rewind
lets move forward not backwards
umm, nevertheless
there was fatal attraction
I heard love makes you different
I swore that we had it
believed you had a heart of gold
shit was just plastic
well aware that the Internet eats love
relationships die as the inner cities heat up
Temperatures rise quick
And side affairs breach trust
so please just…
tell me what do you mean …love ?