lust for trust

It’s so hard to find real friends. Especially if you don’t like people in general. It is even harder to find souls that are familiar to yours. Souls that you’ve met before. Souls that are connected. Souls that are the same kind. When you find one, you do everything to keep them close to you. 

Passion, lust, sex, kisses, desire, trust, connection… These are all nice and lovely, but there is nothing more hypnotizing than finding real friendship. The kind you know you will have forever. The kind that makes you wanna stay alive. The kind that gives you hope somehow. 

If you have a friend, it is easier to get through hard times. You know you have someone to pick you up when you are down. You know you can call that person at 3am and talk to them for hours without feeling guilty. And you know your phone can ring in the middle of the night and you will respond no matter what. 

Having a real friend is priceless. It’s worth much more than you think. Appreciate that person more and show them how much they mean to you.

- Hira

Send ‘Look into my eyes’ and my muse will bold what they see

| Hope | Love | Passion | Hate | Resentment | Envy | Indifference | Confidence | Insecurity | Greed | Desire | Optimism | Spite | Hostility | Kindness | Warmth | Intelligence | Experience | Trauma | Aggression | Gentleness |  Arrogance | Pride | Lust | Cruelty | You’re soft | You’re trusting | You seem honest | You’re humble | You’re cold | You’re closed off | You’re reserved and guarded | You’re unfeeling | You’re remorseless | You’re heartless | You’re inhuman | You’re frightening | You’re frightened | You’re devious | You’re unpredictable | You’re struggling | You’re lost | You’re broken | You’re disheartened | You seem headstrong | You seem difficult | You’re stubborn | I see hope | I see purpose | I see absolute conviction | I see compassion | I see a shining light | I see shattered remains | I see something familiar | I see a friend | I see an enemy | I see a lover | I see thirst for blood | I see malicious intent | I see pity | You’re pitiful | I see darkness | You’re unwavering | You’re pure | You’re noble |

LETS PRETEND WE'RE NUMB

As a fair warning to everyone listening to this song
I advise you to not hide your feelings
Don’t pretend to be okay when you’re not okay
Don’t pretend to be happy when you’re sad
It’ll only lead to your misery

Dont you fucking hate it when you hear my name?
I feel the same and when you hear this you gon feel the pain
And all these niggas that you fuckin with get away
But girl I know you think about it almost everyday
And I’ll be honest I be jealous of these niggas, true
How you feelin with these niggas that you talk to?
Captivated by your mind and your walk too
Can’t replace you with these bitches that I talk to
They say “lust is love” we had trust, what’s good?
I should’ve held you close
Should’ve kept you warm
And when the rain is fallin, wonder who you call
Dont pray to god, you rather drive your car
Dont talk
Pretend it don’t hurt
Repent, I won’t stomp, my feet in a rage
My nigga I’m no chump
This issue is I crave you, hate you
You think I rip the wings off of my fuckin angel
It don’t hurt, damn

I’ll forever be the, i’ll forever be the elephant in the room
I’ll always love you, i’m sorry

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Voice: Splitting your neurological functions in 5… 4… 3.. 2..
Thomas: I’m sorry, you’re gonna WHAT?

Logan and Virgil: We are the Left Brain, We are the left brain. We work really hard until our inevitable death brain. You got a job you better do it right in the right way with the left brain’s might-

Patton and Roman: I like Oreos and pussy, and we cried for at least an hour after watching “Toy Story 3”
We are the Right Brain, We have feelings! We’re a little all over the place, But we’re lustful, trustful
and looking for somebody to love!!!

Has this been done yet? (From Bo Burnham’s “Left brain, right brain” skit)

Daddy Issues

Pairing: JungKook & Reader

Genre: Smut, Fluff, Angst

Summary: A top student, marks always high. College was not a dream for her…Except she didn’t have enough money. Her parents never earned much so they literally took care of themselves. Her boss acting as a dick towards her she quited her job. Even though she had no idea what she let herself into this was her only option.

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Do you still have your tattoo on your hand which reads ‘Trust no one’? “ -

”(She shows it) I still do, but I am thinking about having it removed. Only because it is very identifying and I aspire to finally melt into the masses. It’s not about the message. Deep inside, I still agree with the message.

—  Lana Del Rey interviewed for Les InRockuptibles, 2017
As a fair warning to everyone listening to this song
I advise you to not hide your feelings
Don’t pretend to be okay when you’re not okay
Don’t pretend to be happy when you’re sad
It’ll only lead to your misery

Don’t you fucking hate it when you hear my name?
I feel the same and when you hear this you gon’ feel the pain
And all these niggas that you fuckin with to get away
But girl I know you think about it almost everyday
And I’ll be honest I be jealous of these niggas, true
How you feelin with these niggas that you talk to?
Captivated by your mind and your walk too
Can’t replace you with these bitches that I talk to
They say “lust is love” we had trust, what’s good?
I should’ve held you close
Should’ve kept you warm
And when the rain is fallin’, wonder who you call
Don’t pray to god, you rather drive your car
Don’t talk
Pretend it don’t hurt
Repent, I won’t stomp, my feet in a rage
My nigga I’m no chump
This issue when I crave you, hate you
You think I’d rip the wings off of my fuckin angel
It don’t hurt, damn

[it’ll be alright soon]
I’ll forever be the, I’ll forever be the elephant in the room
I’ll always love you, i’m sorry
—  LET’S PRETEND WE’RE NUMB by XXXTENTACION

What do you think about when you hear the word sex?

For most, I bet it’s the moaning.
The golden lining of waists and hips being mined for the first time.

For some, it might be the kissing.
Their lips softer than the nights before.
Their lips rougher than the nails gripped into your back like #2 pencils finding comfort in old manual sharpeners versus new electronic ones. You have to work for it, right?

Some soft, some rough.
Some sweet good morning,
some angry after an argument.
Some with laughter,
some after tears.

The sweating that gives you the thought
“is this mine or is it hers?”

What is the best part about sex?

I bet most would say, the orgasm.

It is not.

Far from it.

I.) The build up, the foreplay, & the tension.

The selfish and selfless teasing.
The lowkey this is exciting smile.
The faces losing control
of all expression.
The bodies soft movements
between hands
gently moving to
where it doesn’t belong
to where you want them.

II.) The aftermath, the cuddle & the nap.

The wave of euphoric desires
long passed and you’ll sleep
as teaspoons and sugar cubes.
Simmering in a new cup of tea;
warm and added milk.
Your relaxed bodies stirring
the feelings of home, safety
and your favorite song,
your bodies at rest
and them in your arms;
all mixed into a warm
cup of tea composed of
wet bedsheets and
not knowing whose
arm is whose and
whose leg was hanging
off the bed because
it was way too hot
and sweaty under
the blanket.

You see, the act of sex.
The in between.
The hair grabbing.
The scratched backs.
The chest needing attention.
The necks because we’re vampires.
The hands not knowing where to feel next.
The tug of war motion.
The cramps from running marathons
while laying down.
The sweat from jogging a bridge in the middle of winter because the fan is on, but it sure feels like summer even if your windows are open and the rain covers the sounds of passion.
The sweat is confusion and peace finding a home on top of your skin.
The giggles because they made a cute mistake and it’s one you could live with.
It’s one that was needed from your long day.
The tears if you’re a first timer.
The warmth of how bodies join together;
your body’s way of holding hands.
Your innocence shaking hands and hugging sin for minutes and lasting up to four hours for some; or the whole day.
However your drive goes.
It’s different for everyone,
women to men,
women to women,
& men to men.
It matters not.

The middle part is not the best.
It is a blur. It is the bottle not the liquor.
It is the pill and not the chemicals inside.
It is the lamp and not the light provided.
It is the candle and not the scent given off.
It is the blue line of college rule paper,
but not the words written by a writer.
It is crucial, but it is also
the part where most get lost in.
I know I did.

Have you?

They call it lust.

The misplacement of trust
and the lack of communication.

The longing for skin
more than that person’s heart.

It’s more than reaching down their pants
or failing to unhook her bra
because you could never wrap
your head around the mechanics
of such a wonderful invention.

I know some men might read this
and go; god, this guy is soft.

Aight, go ask her right now. Go.
Ask her to name the best part.

It wasn’t how your tongue
could spell the alphabet
backwards, okay that’s
pretty dope,
but she’ll always
put foreplay and
cuddling above it.

Well, unless she’s a freak,
but I’m sure they love
the embracing parts too.

Who doesn’t want to feel safe
after being that open?
That vulnerable?
That honest?

To truly share yourself with someone
from heart, mind, soul and body;

If you can make them feel safe afterwards,
the orgasms will only be a minor detail

to this perfect painting they call making love.

I promise.

—  Sex, cuddling and never unhooking bras, correctly.
// k.c.
bo burnham ask meme.

“Okay, that’s a used napkin.”
“Magic isn’t real, you idiot. Read a book.”
“It’s so hard to be a lizard.”
“Once a week, I like to slip into a deep existential depression where I lose all my sense of oneness and self-worth.”
“For me, if you distill comedy down, it is surprise and the unexpected. That has to be it on its most base level, in any form.”
“JUGGLING! We can do juggling, and JUGGLE OUR CARES AWAY!”
“Quotes are for dumb people who can’t think of something intelligent to say on their own.”
“Where are all the sour patch parents?”
“Art is a lie. NOTHING IS REAL.”
“What’s a pirate minus the ship? Just a creative homeless guy.”
“And an anteater plus a large hungry mutant ant? An ironic way to die.”
“YouTube is a place for people to share their ideas. If by people you mean 13 year old girls and by ideas you mean how they love the Jonas Brothers.”
“Was Einstein’s theory good? Relatively.”
“The world’s not sad! The world’s funny! I get it now- I’m a sociopath!”
“What the fuck’s a g-spot.”
“I stopped and I thought, ‘What would Jesus do?” So I didn’t exist.”
“Poetic talent is really easy to fake when thy sentences doth no fucking sense make.”
“When I tried to hit puberty I swung and I missed.”
“Drugs kill, just like cancer. So don’t smoke… tumors.”
“If Jesus can walk on water, can he swim on land?”
“Being a comedian isn’t capitalizing on the most animalistic impulses of the public- it’s being a HERO!”
“Why are you wearing a condom?! I’m fucking you with a strap-on!”
“Those in glass houses shouldn’t throw stones; or masturbate during the daytime.”
“If your belief is hateful towards people, I couldn’t respect that.”
‘Laughter is the best medicine, y'know, besides medicine.”
“Pages are blank. I know it. Why am I lying to you?”
“What do you call a kid with no arms and an eyepatch? Names.”
“He was lashing out with sexist language because he had his heart broken.”
“I don’t think that I can handle this right now.”
“Humour is often linked to shared experience. Like, a guy gets up and says, Have you noticed public restrooms have really inefficient hand-dryers? Oh my God, yes I have, hahaha, really good point, they should… fix that. It’s good to know that somebody finally gets me!”
“I’m constipated, couldn’t give a shit.”
“I wanted to be a physicist when I was younger, and I also wanted to be a comedian, but only one of those worked out, so I’d like to try to do both now in a bit that I call theoretical dick jokes.”
‘Love is all about… whistles.”
“WHAT DID I DO LAST NIGHT?! I cried myself to sleep!”
“There’s a metal train that a mile long and at the very back end a lightning bolt struck her. How long til it reaches and kills the driver, provided that he’s a good conductor?”
“I love your eyes and their bluish, brownish, greenish colour.”
“Give me the bottle, I’ll chug two thirds, ‘cause you bitches know fractions speak louder than words.”
“You guys like impressions? Why?”
“I like oreos and pussy! Yes, in that order!”
“So, basically, you’re still a little bitch.”
“I never said I was funny, OK, so stop staring at me…”
“I cried for at least an hour after watching Toy Story 3.”
“My love’s the kind of thing you’ve got to earn, and when you earn it, you won’t need it.”
“There’s a trillion aliens cooler than you.”
“I’m just being alive! You should try it, you might LIIIIKE it.”
“I get more ass than a giant donkey stable.”
“I’m a little all over the place, but I’m lustful, and trustful, and I’m just lookin’ for somebody to love.”
“I saw a flyer for a lost dog; and the dog didn’t have any legs.”
“Because this is a metaphor for racism!”
“If I had a million dollars, I’d pay for sex with your mom. Afterwards, I’d probably invest the remaining 999,990 dollars TEN DOLLARS FOR SEX WITH YOUR MOM. COMEDY.”
“I WANNA BEAT YOU TO DEATH WITH A BLUNT OBJECT.”
“Goodbye, sadness! Hello, jokes.”
“Tragedy will be exclusively joked about.”
“I can’t fit my hand inside a pringles can.”
“Who needs a thousand metaphors to figure out you shouldn’t be a dick?!”
“But the truth is, my biggest problem is you. I want to please you, but I want to stay true to myself.”
“Look, maybe there’s something that we can do together.”
“So I should probably just shut up, and do my job.”
“So, sit back, relax, and enjoy a healthy dose of prolonged eye contact.”
“Lick your lips to make it more comfortable.”
“Have you ever stopped to see a bluebird drop from a tree, and take to the air? Me neither.”
“The people in my life are like grains of sand, ‘cause they stick together. …often near my butthole.”
“The people in my life are like blades of grass, ‘cause they’re all so grounded. But at least grass stays away from my BUTTHOLE!”
“If Mama is right, and the world is my oyster; then I must have an allergy to shellfish.”

10 xxxtentacion lines that get to me...

I’ll do more soon. He’s hella deep person and his lyrics just hit hard. At least for me.


• “You want me in your bed, cause I’ve been in your head.” - Don’t wanna do this anymore

• “won’t hurt me now cause (my) heart’s been broke, I hate myself but it won’t show.” - I Spoke to the devil in Miami, he said everything would be fine

• “can’t replace you with these bitches that I talk to. this ain’t lust it’s love, we had trust, what’s good?” - LETS PRETEND WE’RE NUMB

• “offense or defense, passive or violent. I’ll cut my wrists till my heartbeat is silent. With the shell in my hand, I’m equipped with the pump.” - skin

• “I got no heart I’m a mannequin” - manikin

• “ I won’t allow myself happiness because it’s all lies” - snow

• “what you hear about me, all lies” - you’re thinking too much, stop it

• “I’m on the ropes again, I need you as I am” - tightrope

• “if death is what it seems, why is it so vividly portrayed within my dreams?” - vice city

• “heart broken, no one can feel me. Heart open, with an incision. You broke it, too many faces running. I’m nothing, I’m nothing different.” - kill me

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