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Rape, condemnation, and literature: Alt Lit’s most shameful episode (by Luna Miguel)

—Your friend’s name is Stephen Tully Dierks, right?
—Yea, why?
—Because on Gawker he’s being accused of raping a young female writer.

This morning my husband woke me up with a piece of news that’s been terrible for our community. News that made my heart beat so fast, first out of confusion, then embarrassment, and later sadness.

Sophia Katz, a young Canadian poet, published an essay last Sunday on Medium in which she describes—in a calm, honest, and brilliant manner—her unpleasant sexual encounter with the American writer and editor Stephen Tully Dierks. The essay was widely shared through social media, and from the semi-private forums of Alt Lit Gossip to certain circles on Twitter, people began to express their statements of anger.

In her essay, Sophia Katz publicly explores how this situation is so unfortunately common in our society, this situation that the rest of us can so rarely bring ourselves to denounce with such strength. In We Don’t Have to Do Anything, Katz recounts the days she spent visiting New York some months ago, and how from the very first day, she felt pressured to have sex with Dierks. The account of every incident is precise and detailed: first the rejection, then the psychological struggle, the pressure, and much later the resignation.

Katz had gone to “the capital of Alt Lit” with the hope of meeting the writers she admired, and to find herself among them talking about books, making friends, and feeling like she belonged to one of the most inspiring literary movements of our time. She had accepted an offer from Dierks to stay at his apartment, but once she got there, she began to feel that his intentions were about more than just giving her a place to stay.

‘No’ Always Means ‘No’

A situation like this is not rare. Our lives are filled with complicated moments and misunderstood signals. The problem in this incident is not merely that Dierks had the wrong expectations about this young woman in his apartment, but that throughout her stay, the pressure he continued to exert on her was brutal, until finally she gave in.

Months later, out of a desire to keep other woman from being subjected to similar abuse by men who take advantage of their positions of power, Katz wrote this essay.

And now Katz’s honesty has inspired other female writers to speak about their own unpleasant sexual encounters with Dierks, about sexist remarks he has made, and the sexist way he has treated women in the past. In the Alt Lit Gossip Facebook group, a young woman, who was in a relationship with Dierks until recently, expressed her solidarity with the women who were hurt by Dierks and denounced his reprehensible actions.

Alt Lit’s most shameful episode

I can’t believe what I am reading, I said to my husband. I first met Stephen Tully Dierks in 2010 when I started to read the authors that he promoted on his Pop Serial Tumblr. And when I first started to publish my poems in English, he was always there to help. He was one of the critics who most widely recommended my first book published in the United States. Last February, I walked with him on the snowy streets of New York while we laughed and joked, and I went to a party at his apartment where we danced to Lorde with so many other intoxicated people.

This past summer I invited him to participate in Strange Fiction for PlayGround, and we were working together on various projects related to young literary writers, anthologies, and a thousand other things. I can’t say I regret any of this because I always had the impression that he was a good writer, and that his method of promoting other writers had been crucial in the last four years. Nevertheless I am saddened, it angers me to the point of tears to confront some of the things that Sophia Katz points out in her essay. For example, the idea that he feels that we, female writers, should feel indebted to him for his support. Or the attitude that he doesn’t know how to keep his hands to himself, even if given a decisive and unequivocal ‘no’.

Young female writers spend their whole lives confronting accusations and misogynistic remarks: who did she sleep with to get here? who did she blow to get her first book published, to win her first prize, or to get a good review? All these despicable accusations are thrown at women while the men are always free to exploit their fame and privilege to chase a good fuck as if it were some trophy.

What bothers me the most is not just losing my trust in a friend, but the realization that behind the banner of Alt Lit—where there are brilliant publishing houses like Boost House and Civil Coping Mechanisms, and swaggering feminist works by Gabby Bess and Bunny Rogers, and great critiques of gender by Joshua Jennifer Espinoza, and insightful political novels by Noah Cicero and Juliet Escoria—there are still many towering barriers of gender and class to break down.

Alt Lit is synonymous with youth, respect, and hope, and we should not allow these things to be contradicted. The response to Katz’s initiative has been great, and it’s put on the table an interesting debate about gender, power, and creativity. The path that this Canadian poet has shown us is important for everyone, and I am confident that it will help us to get things to where we want them to go and not repeat past dynamics. Literature is meant to help us fight for liberty, not destroy it.

by Luna Miguel

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Reading my poem “Museum Of Cancers” with the great poet Sam Riviere, at 89plus Marathon (Serpentine Gallery, London) last month. 

But what is innocence? I tried to answer that question once and afterward nothing was the same. Wondering about lost innocence is the best barbarity I know. Look at you, you’ve grown, and around you, all I see is roaches. And around you, the insects know. What a ridiculous heart. How embarrassing, those little bugs in your hair. My little bugs, when I think of you. The little bugs in my debit and my poverty. Growing up is poverty. When you find zero cents, zero cotton balls, zero nail polish, zero breaths, zero heartbeats, zero cancers. When you know that money’s the one who dictates our digestion, how can you be happy? Work on fictitious moons. Devour cheap food. I don’t want daddy’s money or mommy’s. I don’t want their money or their house.

Here: my political novel.

Here: licking the ground.

Here: independence.

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Praise for Animal Problems:

Katie Foster’s poems are like a beautiful animal with an enlarged heart. Here is a writer who is both unafraid and terrified to live in a body—like all of us. You will see yourself in these poems. They’re heartbreaking, hilarious, and entirely human.

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Imagine a stampede of animals through your brain. That is Katie Foster’s poetry. A lion’s savage roar in your heart. A bird’s intimate song crossing your sight. A smell of earth and sea spoken on the poet’s tongue, a poet who fervently bares her teeth, flashes her nails, and unravels her verses to enclose you in the real and the unreal. Imagine, but don’t be afraid. It’s time to embrace Katie’s beasts.

Luna Miguel, Bluebird and Other Tattoos

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Girls (from luna miguel’s instagram)

’(Ordenando sueños y estanterías: Gabby Bess, Ana Carrete, Mira González, Sheila Heti, Darcie Dennigan, Sophie Collins, Sophia Le Fraga, Kendra Grant Malone, Trisha Low, Mary Ruefle, Dorothea Lasky, Joshua Jennifer Espinoza, Stacey Teague, Melissa Broder, Caroline Lopez, Kate Durbin, Marie Calloway, Tracy K. Smith, Chelsey Minnis, Eileen Myles, Rachel Zucker, Kalliopi Mathios, Ashley Opheim, Bunny Rogers, Eleanor Johnson, Megan Boyle…) #antologiaenlacama’

I admit that I was afraid. I awaited your empty lungs. What color would they be. Why can’t I stop thinking of them. I look inside myself and all I see is your pale face. That’s why I take refuge in happy photographs. I go on in disbelief.
Deceitful mermaid, where do you hide?
—  this poem by Luna Miguel, translated from Spanish by Luis Silva

Luna Miguel goes to New York City

In February 2014, the Spanish poet Luna Miguel visited America and hung out with the alt lit writers of New York City. This is what she wrote of her trip.

Translated from the Spanish by Luis Silva.

One
Tattooing ourselves is unnecessary. Why record on our skin what is already inside us. Why record those words if we don’t know them already by memory. Tattooing ourselves is unnecessary when our skin is already so powerful. When the words are so simple. When our love for those books has already scratched up our lives.

Two
Kiss all the mirrors. Spit on all the buildings. The city is great and fearsome. The cold grips my veins. I am somebody and nobody. I eat and drink at all hours. I see Jacob’s tongue. I see Jordan’s hands around a beer. I see Gabby’s fingers, her cigarettes. I see Rachel’s long flowing hair. Stephen’s closed eyes, what is he dreaming about?

“I dream about death,” he tells me. “About death.”

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