There are certain songs that bring special memories to me.

This is definitely a powerful one. It brings vivid memories.

I remember, I had listened to this album when I first fell in love. My first love. It was a hopeless love, a sad–unmoving love. I could not act on behalf of my heart, there was a ‘danger’. It was a forbidden love. In an already sad place in my life, this brought me into a heartbroken depression.

My thoughts were filled with the possibilities of being together. I’d fantasize heavily. Wishing intensely that these fantasies could be carried out. 

I’d fantasize simple things, how bright smiles would look. How a caress would feel. How a warm voice would sound at sundown and what that warm voice’s breath would feel like against my skin. 

And at every glance, I would notice your wheat-colored hair, golden in the setting sun’s light. The way you seemed so sure of how you spoke and what you spoke of–but once attention shifted from you, a sadness shadowed. I just wanted to hold you when I saw that sadness.


Yuna - Lullabies (Adventure Club Remix)



It’s been almost 2 months, 69 days, 1656 seconds, and counting since I’ve uttered a word to you, and today you were on the bus right across from me and I hadn’t noticed you until I sat down and realized who you were.
I couldn’t even look at you, the thought of you being there made me want to cry, all I did was listen to the song I played for you at that birthday party, every time I listened to it I thought about everything I ever did for you and whether or not any of it mattered at all, whether or not I even mattered to you at all .. And now I realize that I don’t because every time I let you close to me you completely crush me. You lie and say things will be different but they never fucking are and I’m done with you, because before we had anything as a relationship we were good friends and friends don’t hurt each other. I just can’t find the strength to forgive you, I’m not strong enough anymore, maybe before because I cared about you too much but now I’m broken I can no longer “forgive”. I just don’t understand what I did wrong.. I WOULD HAVE DONE ANYTHING for you. I would have done anything to help you, to see you smile, to make you happy, even if it hurt me, I guess that was not enough, I’m sorry I’m not adequate enough for you and I guess this is why I must let you go as friends as everything. Don’t think I hate you, I really never could and trust me I tried. I just got to let you go because I don’t want to be hurt anymore, so goodbye and I hope you find someone as magnificent as you, because any man lucky enough to spend a minute with you is the luckiest man in the world and I hope he gives you everything I couldn’t, you are still perfect to me and anything I ever wanted but all you do is crush me, anyways I got to go because I don’t want to take up to much of your time and I don’t like crying, you should listen to that song again, because word by word it explains how I feel about you,

anonymous asked:

What songs make you think of each other?

Yuna - Lullabies (Adventure Club Remix) ❤ This song will always make me think of M.

Various tracks by Phaeleh… The Weeknd…

She thinks of me when she hears 1D 😂 Lucky woman.

blackwhitelotus asked:

Sorry I'm so late but my fav songs include: 9 Willow Smith, female energy willow smith, babylon Sza, lullabies Yuna, Diamonds acoustic Rihanna, Garden city movement-move on, might not belly ft the weeknd, affairs of the heart damian marley, loner kali uchis, so high doja cat, pretty thoughts alina baraz, make you feel alina baraz, show me alina baraz

You’re fine 😊 Wow I actually listen to all but one on a daily basis😁

when somebody challenged me for top 15 playlist that goes viral on instagram recently, so why not to answer, just for fun. this is #mytop15playlist which always stuck in my head :

1. Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeroes - Home

2. Float - Surrender

3. Zeke and the Popo - Mighty Love

4. The Smiths - There Is a Light That Never Goes Out

5. Yuna - Lullabies

6. Katjie & Piering -Zsa Zsa Zsu

7. Tame Impala - Feels Like We Only Go Backwards

8. Ingrid Michaelson - Wonderful Unknown

9. Zee Avi - Just You and Me

10. White Shoes and The Couples Company - Bersandar

11. She & Him - Why Do You Let Me Stay Here?

12. The Beatles - In My Life

13. Frank Sinatra - Witchcraft

14. The Wallflowers - I Started a Joke

15. The Smashing Pumpkins - Perfect

so i challenge some of my pathfolks whom i knew there’s always music stuck in their head. :D

photo credit: taken from @nonana__ ’s work on her instagram. with Denny, Resty, Pramito, Linda, Fenny Aisyah, and Chitra Maharani – View on Path.

Thanks for the tag, samurai-husky! OvO/

Hit shuffle on your iPod, iPhone, iTunes, etc, and write down the first ten songs. Rules: no skipping songs and be honest! Then tag ten people.

1. Lullabies (Adventure Club Remix) - Yuna
2. Mylo Xyloto - Coldplay
3. Bud - Takagi Masakatsu
4. Tender Smile - Takagi Masakatsu
5. Life On The Nickel - Foster The People
6. Us Against The World - Coldplay
7. No Hard Feelings - Dainumo
8. What If - Coldplay
9. Nene - Takagi Masakatsu
10. Lost - Pogo

Tag: shortstackedkyman, poets-upstate, jaelybean, missussweetie, fightmeleigh, pinklemonademe, nicholelovesyouu, shecat105, nocturnallament and delmareve (But you don’t have to do this if you don’t want to. If anybody wants to do this but wasn’t tagged, then go ahead and do it anyway.)

derricklogan2 asked:

1, 9, 12, 13, 18, 27, 51, 60, 99

1 sunset!

9 introvert by nature, extrovert by profession

12 a particular song that I feel deeply? There are many, to name a couple: Caffeine by Jeff/Casey Lee Williams & Lullabies (Adventure Club Remix) by Yuna (bonus track: Youth by Daughter)

13 a time in my life when I felt most alive? Probably that one time I thought this cult was going to try and kill/convert me. Or that time my roommate and I ran away from a coyote!

18 favorite part of my personality? I’m, for the most part, fearless when it comes to new things and getting things done. But sometimes I can get a little too gung-ho about that and end up doing something stupid (see above).

27 ever been hurt physically/emotionally by a family member? Emotionally, sure. In retrospect it wasn’t as bad as the stuff people outside the family dished out though.

51 two days to spend $1mil? Pay off my brothers’ loans and the mortgage of my parents’ house. Then buy that sweet 2015 Charger Hellcat in black and/or the BRZ in that beautifully obnoxious electric blue!

60 English is my first language. I’m almost fluent in Spanish! Tengo que practicar más.

99 am I happy today? I…don’t know. I had a good day today: I finally got to go to the beach with my mom! But it’s starting to become clear to me that my social life is dying and I lack balance.

Thank you!