I’m not sure what sent me on this downwards spiral, but what I am sure
of, is that I’ve struggled to leave my bedroom for the past 2 days. I’ve only
left for essential stuff like eating and to use the toilet, but otherwise, I’ve
shut myself away. Ashton’s knocked on my door a couple of times to check up on
me, but I’ve pretended to be asleep every time. Luke has texted, but I haven’t
found the mental strength to reply.
I’m on my 9th
episode of How I Met Your Mother when Ashton pushes into my room without
warning, nearly making me throw my laptop across the room.