luke let me love you

4

“That was the amazing thing about playing this role; I feel it’s almost a new guy every season. And knowing I was going to turn into Long John Silver… the fun thing was starting as far away from that as we could at the beginning; to make him a guy who’s so different, and every season we just get closer and closer to that character so many people know.” (x)

I'm pregnant. // pt.3

a/n: hi loves! part 3 is finally here, yay! i hope you guys like it, i don’t know how i feel about it yet :( if you want me to i’ll continue this Little Daddy!luke series, just let me know! much love to you xx

It was another restless night for you, your baby’s kicking keeping you up. You were tossing and turning, tears threatening to spill any second, your body and mind way too exhausted. Minutes felt like hours, the night seemed to be endless, and Luke was the only thing you could think about. Just when your body finally settled down and your eyes stayed close, you realised that your once warm sheets were no longer warm, but damp. A sigh left your lips as you sat up and turned on your lights, adrenaline filling your veins as soon as you realised that you didn’t accidentally pee yourself, your water broke. Before you could even think about what you should do, you already dialled Luke’s number, silently praying for him to pick up.

“(Y/N)?”

His voice was filled with sleep, making you feel bad for waking him up.

“What’s wrong? Are you okay? Is the baby okay?”

“My water, uh, it broke. Could you maybe drive me to the hospital? I don’t want to drive myself.”

Your voice was nothing but a whisper, almost inaudible. You were scared he’d say no, over the past few months you’ve nothing but mean to him. After the two of you bumped into each other at the grocery store, he called you multiple times, begging you to let him help you, but you turned him down every single time.

“Of course, send me your address and I’ll be there in ten minutes.”

A small smile found it’s way onto your lips as you breathed out a gentle ‘thank you’.

_

“Deep breaths (Y/N), deep breaths.”

You gripped Luke’s hand a little tighter, another contraction taking over your body. A groan left your mouth, the pain almost unbearable.

“No pushing just yet, hold on a little longer.”

You nodded your head silently, a single tear rolling down your cheek. You wanted this to be over, you wanted to finally hold your baby in your arms, but you knew you still had a long way to go.

“You’re doing so well, baby.”

His voice was soft, a small smile playing on his lips, his hand gently squeezing yours. It felt so natural to have Luke around, it felt so natural to hear the pet name slip out of his mouth. In that moment you couldn’t help but wonder what it would’ve been like to go through this pregnancy with him. To have him watch your belly grow, stroking and kissing it every so often. To actually have him talk to his unborn baby, instead of you playing one of his songs so the baby would get used to his voice. To have him drive you to McDonalds at 3 a.m. because you wanted nothing more than a BigMac. To have him reassure you, that you can actually do this, you are able to raise a child.

“Squeeze!”

The midwife’s voice brought you back to reality, another unbearable contraction hitting your body. You did as you were told, one big squeeze, two deep breaths, another big squeeze. You were giving it your all, hoping it would be over soon.

“You got this baby, I’m so proud of you. Keep going.”

His soft lips touched your forehead, the gentle gesture sending chills down your spine. You nodded your head, taking another deep breath, preparing yourself for the next push.

“It hurts so bad, Lu.”

Another tear left it’s wet trail on your cheek, Luke gently kissing it away.

“I know sweetheart, I know. Just a few more pushes, you got this.”

“I can see the head, we need you to push as hard as you can okay? Once the head and the shoulders are out you’re pretty much finished.”

You breathed out a rather quick ‘okay’, before pushing as hard as you could, squeezing Luke’s hand whilst doing so.

“One last push! One last push, (Y/N)!”

Your eyes found Luke’s, a big smile on his face as he nodded his head, reassuring you that you got this.

After one last push, your baby’s sobs took over the room, a small body resting in your doctors hands.

“Mister Hemmings, would you like to cut the umbilical cord?”

Luke nodded happily, his hand slipping out of yours to grab the scissors. Once he cut it, your baby was finally pressed against your chest, her screaming slowly dying down.

“You did amazing! I’m going to leave the three of you alone now for a bit, a nurse will come and pick your little girl up for some check-up’s later on.”

The doctor smiled at you, before leaving the room, giving you time to bond with your new born baby.

Luke was in awe, he’d never seen something as beautiful as his daughter. Her little face was squished up against your bare chest, her small little hand holding his finger, her little lips slightly parted.

“I want to name her Sydney, if that’s okay with you.”

Luke’s eyes found yours.

“Of course, but why Sydney?”

“We met in Sydney, we fell in love in Sydney, it all started there and this little blessing wouldn’t be here today if it wasn’t for that city.”

Luke agreed, his lips pressing against your temple.

“I’m so proud of you, (Y/N), thank you for blessing me with this angel.”

You smiled at him, your eyes slowly closing.

“Can you hold her for a while, I want to sleep.”

Luke nodded, his large hands carefully lifting her fragile body, wrapping the little blanket tighter around her. Once she was settled in his strong arms, he took a seat in the chair next to your bed.

Just before you drifted off to sleep, you heard him mumble something that made your heart flutter.

“I love you and mommy so much, princess, you’re my family and I’ll always protect you, no matter what.”

Calum may not seem like someone who is a man of many words, always deemed as the “quiet one” or “the last one to answer an interview question”. But that couldn’t be any more further from the truth. Calum loved to indulge in in depth conversations. With you, he found the simplest satisfaction in talking about your day or talking about the way the stuffed elephant he saw at the airport earlier when arriving in a new country reminded him of you with your dimpled smile and scrunched up nose. Somehow with you he let go of all insecurities. There were nights where all you two would do was sit and talk. No kissing, no sex, just sitting in each others presence and letting out anything your mind contained with its jumbled up thoughts. Calum was your safety. A safety in knowing that not only did you have someone to love unconditionally, but also to let out your deepest and not so significant thoughts. Sometimes all someone needs is to feel heard and with Calum, you got that and more.

OMG SO LAST NIGHT I FINALLY HAD A DREAM ABOUT 5SOS LIKE THEY WERE PLAYING THEIR INSTRUMENTS DURING A REHEARSAL ON STAGE AND I WAS HANGING AROUND WITH THEM I REACHED FOR MICHAEL’S GUITAR AND WAS ABOUT TO PLAY SOMETHING BUT HE TOOK IT AWAY LIKE “NO TOUCHY TOUCHY” THEN CALUM CAME BY AND WAS LIKE “HERE YOU CAN PLAY MINE” THEN HANDS ME HIS BASS AND IN THAT DREAM I SLAMMED THAT BASS LIKE A FUCKIN PRO

I AM NOW A CALUM GIRL

okay, so this is my review of sgfg!! it’ll be track by track, going in depth into what i like about the songs and what they mean. it’ll be rated on a 10/10 scale, judging vocals, lyrics, and overall composition.


01. Money
right off the bat, you get a kind of intimate moment with the guys because john literally just recorded them walking into the studio. personally, i find it fucking adorable, but it also just adds in a little more of who they are into the song. this is definitely a good way to kick the doors down, so to speak, with introducing the album. quite literally. from the second the instrumental comes in, it’s got such a strong good charlotte, the young and the hopeless, vibe radiating from it. from the guitars, to the rhythm section, this song is a bop from the start. this song isn’t about the lyrics; it’s about the feeling you get, the rush of joy you get from screaming the words and rocking out to the guitars. a good lead into the album, for sure.

ratings
vocals: 7/10
lyrics: 5/10
composition: 9/10
overall: 6/10


02. She’s Kinda Hot
this song is gonna be one of those songs; the ones you reminicse about when you’re older, remembering the exact moment when you first heard it and how you used to scream the words in your bedroom at 2am. it’ll be in another long list of great pop punk songs that will shape future generations of musicians. and it’s a good thing, too, because this song is straight FIRE. the guitar solo, the bass and drums, and the overall theme that being a fuck up is okay is something that the radio, and music, needed again. i said this before, and i’ll say it again - this song set 5sos on the right path in history. this was a perfect first single for the album.

ratings
vocals: 7/10
lyrics: 7/10
composition: 10/10
overall: 8/10

03. Hey Everybody
i just wanna start this off by saying i LOVE the homage to duran duran’s hungry like the wolf in this song. added onto the fact that calum remastered and put a 5sos twist on the bassline is incredible to me, considering calum is a self-taught bassist. vocally, this song isn’t really that significant, but it’s the instrumentals and the lyrics that are important. this entire song is, essentially, about being poor and not letting that consume your outlook on life. more specifically, though, it’s about what it’s like to be a young adult growing up in the world today - not having the money to pay rent, walking home because you can’t afford the bus, being in crippling debt from the government. these are real problems people, including myself, are facing every day. and 5sos addressing that and talking about it in a positive way is very important.

ratings
vocals: 4/10
lyrics: 7/10
composition: 8/10
overall: 7/10

04. Permanent Vacation
i was gonna try to discuss this song without swearing…. or screaming…. but that’s not possible. because this song is such a fucking TUNE. it’s unebelievable and is by far one of the best songs off the record, if not in their discography. lyrically, it’s beyond fucking clever that i couldn’t even believe 5sos wrote this. vocally, it pushes their rougher vocals out and really shows that they can sing these rough and angry type of songs. and don’t even get me started on the instrumentals, as the drums alone set the mood for the entire track. the guitar riff is one that’ll get stuck in your head for days on end, and if there’s a single song that should have been a single, it’s this one. in parts, it has a lot of early green day influence, but with their own modern 5sos twist. and it’s done extremely well.by the very definition, this song is a punk rock song. and is by far one of my favorite tracks off the record.

ratings
vocals: 9/10
lyrics: 10/10
compositon: 10/10
overall: 10/10

05. Jet Black Heart
oh man, where do i even begin? this was it; this was the song where 5sos showed us they meant business. that this record wouldn’t be like self-titled at all, that they were talking about real things that mattered. real feelings, real emotions, real problems. real struggles. this was the song that really set the tone for the whole record. lyrically, it’s absolutely astounding and i really have to applaud calum and michael for this one. they really did a number on me with this one. getting a bit personal, i was having a really bad time right when i heard this song and i was about to slip and fall, but it brought me back from that edge. this song was a tool that helped me, and i know it’s helped many others. there isn’t a single thing wrong with this track and i think that’s something we can all agree on. skh might’ve showed us how 5sos could rock, but jbh showed us how 5sos could feel.

ratings
vocals: 10/10
lyrics: 10/10
composition: 10/10
overall: 10/10

06. Catch Fire
i’ll admit, i wasn’t into it that much on the first listen through. but, the second time around did it for me. lyrically, it’s astounding. i feel like i’m repeating myself with that, but really. with lines like “the ghost of survival’s guilt” and “the air you breathe is haunting me” really cut deep in a way that is different for everyone. this could be about a lover, a family member, a friend; anyone that burns a fire inside you that cannot be put out. let’s momentarily discuss the vocals; luke is killing it, as always. he’s pretty phenomenal, you gotta admit. calum also shines through here, but it’s michael that really blew me away. i’ve always loved his voice, and i talk about how talented he is vocally all the time, but he even surprised me this time around. and that seems to be a trend throughout the whole record. instrumentally, it’s that perfect mix between a good pop melody and a rock melody, which is something not many artists can manage to do with their second record.

ratings
vocals: 7/10
lyrics: 9/10
composition: 8/10
overall: 7.5/10

07. Safety Pin
okay…. this song…. is a bop….. it’s just such a feel good song, so upbeat and yet at the same time, it’s celebrating being broken. in a good way, though. it’s saying that it’s okay, we’re all broken. we can be broken together. let me be there for you, and you can be there for me. and that’s some powerful stuff to find itself on a band’s sophomore album. but, can we just take a moment and talk about the vocals? because it has some of the best examples of how talented they all are vocally. ashton’s got his solo, that he nails by the way, michael’s high note that literally sent me to heaven i swear to god. this song is just unbelievably good. i cannot wait to hear an entire arena full of people screaming it.

ratings
vocals: 10/10
lyrics: 8/10
composition: 9/10
overall: 8/10

08. Waste the Night
i have to say, this one really blew me away. it definitely took some inspiration from the 1975, but as always, 5sos put their own signature mark on it, defining it as a 5sos song - but not in a cliche way. vocally, luke kills me in ways i didn’t know were still possible. i thought i had come to terms with how incredibly amazing his voice is, and yet… here i am…. dying on the floor. and again, can we talk about michael…. no??? okay, cool. well, his voice is fucking phenomenal. lyrically, compositionally; this song is a masterpiece. this is the kind of song you listen to on a 2am ride with your friends, no cares, no problems. it’s just you and happiness. and that’s what the song is about. not taking life for granted, to live in the moment - don’t let your stress and worries keep you from living your life and, most importantly, enjoying it. also, the hidden track threw me for a loop in the best possible way. leave it 5sos to keep surprising me at every turn.

ratings
vocals: 9/10
lyrics: 8/10
composition: 9/10
overall: 9/10

09. Vapor
i’m slowly losing my ability to form words as we go through the album. is that just me? no? good. heading onto vapor, the lyrical imagery in this song is oustanding and, again, i’m left wondering if this was really written by 5sos. i knew they had this in them, but even i am floored by the sheer brilliance of it. and let’s just… not talk… about the cellos…. because i cry every time tru story. this isn’t even just about a relationship, it’s about the kind of relationship that you want to consume you. where everything about them speaks to you in a way you never knew you could hear. just the touch of them is enough to send shivers down your spine. this is the uncut feeling of belonging and importance. and with lines like “i want to feel your love like the weather”, that message is abundantly clear. oh…. and did i mention….. the CELLOS???? yeah i did ok cool, they’re fucking amazing.

ratings
vocals: 8/10
lyrics: 10/10
composition: 9/10
overall: 8.3/10

10. Castaway
luke killed me. michael killed me. that’s it, that’s the review. i’m done goodbye. kidding, sort of. they did kill me, but i’m gonna bear through the rest of this just for you. REAL TALK THO THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVS???? it’s blowing me away. i’m listening to it on repeat as i write this, and let me tell you….. i am…. not alive…. i am…. deceased sounds good feels disrespected. i feel like i’m gonna just keep saying the same things over and over again, i blame 5sos. but, IT’S SO GOOD LYRICALLY. i am honestly continously blown away lyrically is this 5sos????? r u sure????? anyway, michael keeps making me wanna stab myself with his vocals, their harmonies in this song specifically are outstanding i cannot wait to hear it live….. imagine… .this….. in…. an arena……i am too weak. also i get a huge all time low vibe from this one, but as always, with the classic 5sos marker. the limit of how much i am fucked up does not exist.

ratings
vocals: 10/10
lyrics: 10/10
composition: 10/10
overall: 10/10

11. The Girl Who Cried Wolf
honestly, when i listened to this song on the album i started crying immediately because of how overwhelming everything was…. it was just too good. but! when i listened to it when the skh ep was released, i have to admit i stayed strong on the emotional front for most of it. i pride myself on being heartless, thanks. composition wise, if i could break my rating rule, i would be giving this a 1000000000/10. it’s by far one of their most complex and beautifully written songs instrumentally and i just wanna give them a pat on the back for that one. also a comforting hug….. they deserve it. lyrically, it hurts my soul. i am n ot alive. vocally…… michael……. why would you do this to me? i was fine, i was not crying, i was just turnt and sad…. and then michael opened his mouth and the waterfall that was my pain and sorrow came rushing out of my eyes so fast i didn’t know what was happening. who hurt him. let me hurt them. those bitches. i am weak. anyway, this song is so good the drumming is fucking amazing i love ashton.

ratings
vocals: 10/10
lyrics: 9/10
composition: 10/10
overall: 9/10

12. Broken Home
i honestly don’t really know where to begin with this one. i was slowly preparing myself for this one, knowing the context of the song, and even then i still couldn’t get through half of the first verse without breaking down. this one really hit home (no pun intended) for me. and i think it can for a lot of us. sadly, so many kids in our generation and the one below us have to deal with broken homes and divorces; people just throw away their relationships and don’t even think about how it could affect their own children. and this is the part of the album where you realize that 5sos do pay attention to their fans. yes, ashton can relate to this song, but calum, michael, and luke both come from 2 parent households. the fact that they were initially hesitant on putting it on the album out of fear of not wanting to seem fake deep says a lot about them as musicians. they know their fans, they know what we go through. and this is the song that really shows you that. this is by far one of their most relatable songs, one of their best songs period. off the record, from their discography. while i was listening to the album, i saw a asl video a mutual of mine made on twitter. she’s going through something like the song talks about, and watching her sign along to the song, and seeing just how much the song meant to her and how much she connected with it brought me to tears. not only does this song relate to me, but it relates to people going through it right now. and it makes me wish that i could have had this song to listen to when i was a kid.

ratings
vocals: 10/10
lyrics: 10/10
composition: 10/10
overall: 10/10

13. Fly Away
very strategically placed after broken home, tbh. also much needed. i was starting to get unbelievably sad. this is exactly the pick me up that you need after the emotional turmoil of the middle of the album. and it’s the turning point in the album, going from kill me i’m so sad, to hey…. it’s ok guys!! and that’s a beautiful thing. this is definitely on the same boat as disconnected, for me. it’s just one of those songs that will put you in a good mood no matter what’s going on in your life. and if you’re crying, it’s tears of joy. just the overall message of wanting to go everywhere you can and to not let anything stop you is incredibly inspirational and this song gives me a shit ton of motiviation to do something memorable with my life.

ratings
vocals: 8/10
lyrics: 9/10
composition: 9/10
overall: 9/10

14. Invisible
fair warning, i’m about to go absolute band nerd on you guys right now. because…. THERE IS A FUCKING ORCHESTRAL PIECE AT THE END OF THIS SONG. that’s right, not just a few violins and shit, no AN ENTIRE ORCHESTRAL PIECE. i was not expecting that, not in the slightest. it comes out of nowhere and just fills you up. i have such an intense love for orchestras and this absolutely blew me away. we’ll come back to that, though. for now, let’s talk about calum….. calum thomas hood….. born janurary 25 1996….. killing this song and making me reevaluate my entire life in the span of 3:32…… the guitar solo halfway through the song, overlapped with the orchestra and their harmonies…. is enough to just make you cry. this is such a relatable song, and many people feel exactly this way. again, 5sos pay attention to their fans. they see what we go through. but, back to the orchestra. next time you listen to this song, when there’s 40 seconds left until the end, i want you to close your eyes and just feel the song. let the music flow through you, let it consume you. watch what power music can have over you.

ratings
vocals: 10/10
lyrics: 10/10
composition: 10/10
overall: 10/10

15. Airplanes
i’ll be honest, the first few seconds sound like a video game. i dig it, though. this song instrumentally is so unbelievably amazing. i know i keep saying that but HONESTLY the GUITAR IN THIS SONG IS SO GOOD. michael was already an amazing guitarist, but he’s really outdone himself. he’s worked hard to get better and it’s evident, extremely so in this song. and let’s talk about how ashton recorded the drum track in…. one…. take?? someone tell me again why we don’t talk about ashton’s talent as a drummer all the time please??? because we really need to. this song is just os…..itso so. its SO. I dont have words anymore we’re three songs to the end of the record and i am at a loss for words at the point i’m ready to just die. i would be content with dying to this song. when i saw michael wrote this song by himself, i was expecting another emo ballad - wrapped around your finger, the only reason - but what i got instead was a song about asking for help. straight down to the core of the song, that’s what it’s about. it’s about knowing that everything around you is chaotic, you’re falling into yourself. you don’t want to burden anyone but you don’t want to lose yourself anymore. this song is straight up about asking help from your fears. and coming from michael, that means so much. i love my lane hahehahdhah.

ratings
vocals: 10/10
lyrics: 10/10
composition: 10/10
overall: 10/10

16. San Francisco
this is so tiny and cute and then it’s not it’s big and…. still cute. this is a cute song, it’s so smiley and happy. i can’t help but be happy while listening to this. this is definitely, for me, about reminiscing and nostaligia. which is something you do a lot as you get older. you won’t even realize you’re doing, but then you do and it’s just… it’s an undescribable feeling. i just. i really dig this song. it’s sweet, it’s beautiful, i love it. they brought back in the hidden track, but this one is bass driven which…. yes….. give me that bass give it to me now. also, michael makes me cry i love his voice bring me sweet death.

ratings
vocals: 8/10
lyrics: 8/10
composition: 9/10
overall: 8/10

17. Outer Space/Carry On
other than airplanes, this was the song i was the most excited for. i love space, first of all, but beyond that. this song just… felt like it would be one of the best off the record. and as usual, my gut feeling was right. right from the start of the song, this song captivated me in a way that not many songs can. i feel like i could dissect this song piece by piece, discussing how beautifully wonderful the ocean sounds in between outer space and carry on are, the general feel of the song. and by this point in the record, we’ve gone through so many emotions; we’ve experienced joy, nostalgia, sorrow. but, the thing is, of all the songs off this record, this is the one that is the most important. this is the key to the entire record. and you can’t just skip around, you have to listen from start to finish. this is the song that ties in the album concept together. and that’s, directly from the guys themselves, “you know it’s gonna get better”. just like the album, where it seemed like the sad songs would never end, eventually we came to outer space/carry on. best said by albus dumbledore, “happiness can be found in the darkest of times, when one only remembers to turn on the light”

ratings
vocals: 10/10
lyrics: 10/10
composition: 10/10
overall: 10/10


i’ve been a fan of this band since the literal beginning. i was here when ashton first joined the band, when they went on tour with hot chelle rae, before one direction found them and gave them their exposure. and from the getgo, i knew there was something special about them. i knew that they had it in them to be incredible, if they put the effort into it. and for the last four years, i’ve watched them all grow up to be some of the kindest and sweetest boys. i’ve had the utmost pleasure of watching them grow as people, as musicians, and to sit here listening to this album, knowing that i stuck by them when others didn’t - when other’s doubted them - it’s a good feeling. this album was everything i needed from them, musically and emotionally. this album was what i needed to hear, for my own musical tastes and for my own personal survival. this band has been an instrumental part in what’s been keeping me alive for the last four years of my life and to have them write songs that i can relate to beyond unrequited love means more to me than anything in this world.

if you didn’t like 5sos’ self-titled record, i urge to cast aside any ideas you had about them. give them a second chance with this record, i can guarantee you it will blow you away in the best possible way. if you haven’t already, head over to itunes or a store near you and purchase Sounds Good Feels Good by 5 Seconds of Summer.

Overall Review:
vocals: 9/10
lyrics: 10/10
composition: 9/10
overall: 9.5/10

Unforgettable: Chapter One - There’s No Remedy For Memory

hey guys look I wrote something

Summary: Dean wakes up without any recollection of his family or the accident he’s just been in. No one’s more shocked than you are when you’re the only one he remembers.

Word Count: 2700

Warnings: mention of car accident, traumatic amnesia, memory loss, cliches

Dedicated to Luke. Thank you for letting me turn this tragedy into something productive. I love you and I miss you. ♡


The first thing Dean remembered was choking. 

The lights were too bright to take in his surroundings. He could make out blurry, bright shapes of what seemed to be people rushing around him, flocking around the place where he laid. Something thick was blocking his airway; his natural instinct was to hack it up, but some small part of his brain told him to keep calm and keep breathing. Easier said than done.

Out of the corner of his bleary eyes, Dean could see someone injecting an IV with a clear liquid. An IV? he thought, his brain fairly hazy. Oh, hospital. Duh. His thoughts were cut short when the intense taste of salt water filled his mouth, doing little to help the choking sensation. The taste subsided quickly, along with any coherent thoughts. He was slipping back into sleep. His eyelids fluttered closed, effectively blocking out his confusing surroundings. 


“Dean?” a soft voice greeted him when he finally woke up. 

Things were clearer this time when he came to. He blinked away the sleep as his eyes adjusted to the bright room. He was in a hospital, no doubt. If he didn’t know before, the smell of saline and chemicals tipped him off. He glanced around the room to find the person calling out to him. His eyes landed on a shaggy haired kid who couldn’t be more than a few years younger than him. He was too young to be his doctor, but perhaps his RN.

“‘re you my nurse?” Dean asks, his throat aching dully. Now that he thought about it, his entire body hurt, including a headache like he’d never felt before.
Dean glanced back up at the guy to find his face a mixture of confusion and hurt. Was it something he said?

“Dean, what?” the guy breathed out in shock. “Dude, it’s Sam.”

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Cake-imagine : Taste you

Based on the fan-account from ROWYSO-tour soundcheck : Calum got mad at Luke for drinking his drink


“Stop it!” Calum slapped his hand against Luke’s chest, completely unsuccessful in his efforts to push the younger boy off. God, he hated how puberty had changed the once runty little blond into this mammoth.

“What’s the harm in letting me kiss you, baby?” Luke purred, staring down at the lovely brunette squirming in his hold. He had the older boy pinned pretty good against the wall, one arm around Calum’s thin waist forcing his body close, the other planted possessively on his hip. Calum’s cheeks were flushed bright pink, his pretty mouth set into a hard pout as he stared up at Luke with angry, chocolate eyes framed by thick, charcoal lashes.

He looked irresistibly good, and Luke groaned, unwilling to wait any longer as he swooped in, trying to close those scant few inches separating them to finally have a taste of his beautiful lover.

Calum’s eyes widened and he managed to bring up a hand just in time to press the tips of his fingers to Luke’s mouth. “Don’t call me baby, Lucas,” he spit back, blush deepening when Luke pursed his mouth and pressed soft kisses to the pads of his fingers.

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When will this concept of hating Luke bc of his girlfriend end????

So, if you have been following me for a little bit you might be aware that I love Luke Hemmings in hoodies. Some beautiful soul sent me this, and I obviously felt the need to post it. Shoutout to the anon who sent it! I love you!

If You Love Me, Let Me Go || Luke One Shot

Requested: no (send me some and I will slowly work on them)

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The news that the boys might be moving to LA hit me hard in the chest. After dating Luke for a year and a half, I felt as if it was maybe my time to let him be free to do anything he wished. Clearing my head from the negative thoughts that consumed me, I replayed the conversation I had with him an hour ago.

“Hey babe!” Luke’s words we’re coated with happiness but there were traces of tiredness in them.
“Hey Lukey!” I was happy to hear his voice again. With the boys on tour this time around, phone calls were limited and text messages were scarce.

“So, I have news to tell you.” Luke stated with a cautious and anxious tone. “We might be moving to LA.”

I didn’t know what to say. I was happy for him and the boys. I was proud that the band had made it this far, but I didn’t want them to leave. Incapable of finding the correct words to say to him, I stayed silent.

“Y/N,” Luke’s worried voice brought me back to reality. “You still there?”

“Yeah, I’m still here.” I tried my best to make sure my voice didn’t tremble as I responded. “So, when do you find out if you do or not?”

I was hesitant to know the answer. Did I really want to put a time frame on our relationship?

“Well, we have to decide as a band first if we want actually want to go or not. Then, after that, management will decide if it is a good choice to move us there or not.” Luke explained before continuing. “ Mikey said he’s up for whatever. Cal said he’ son the same page as Michael. And, Ashton said no because he doesn’t want to be permanently separated from his family.”

I noticed that Luke didn’t mention his own opinion on the topic. “What about you?

The silence lingering in the air as I waited for his response was tense. A nervous feeling eased its way into my veins. I began to fiddle with the hem of the shirt that was covering my torso; Luke’s old, black and white Blink 182 shirt.

"Well, I’m still torn between going or not.” Luke finished off with a sigh.

He didn’t have to say the reason why he was still uncertain of his decision. His family and I were the sole purpose for the lack if a definite answer. And, at that realization, I knew I was holding him back from reaching his full potential. I never wanted to put Luke in this position, but with the sudden suggestion from the boys’ management, he found himself stuck choosing between his dream or the significant people in his life.

Curiosity got the best of me, so I asked him a serious question. “If I wasn’t in the picture…”

Just as I began, Luke interrupted me.

“Y/N,” his voice was pleading. “Please don’t do this.”

I knew I was making the situation worse, but it had to be done. If I didn’t ask him myself now, I knew the boys would ask him later on. “No Luke, just listen. If I wasn’t in the picture, would you say yes to moving to LA?”

Once again, there was a deafening silence from Luke’s end of the line.

“Yes,” he replied. “But, please don’t think about it as mush as…”

His sentence trail off a my thoughts over powered his voice; leaving his words unheard. I knew I had to do what was best for him and his career; his dreams. And, if making music is his happiness, who am I to deny him that happiness? This dream of his was here before I was anyways.

“Hey, Y/N?” Luke’s soothing voice brought me back from my thoughts. “ I have to go to soundcheck now and you should probably get some sleep, so I’ll call you tomorrow. I love you.”

I chocked back the feeling of tears. This may be the last time I get get to heart hose words. “I love you Luke. I love you so so much.”

With that said, the phone call was ended.

Coming back to the surface of reality, I rose to a standing position and made my way to my office room across the hall. I pulled out my favourite pen and the special card stock I used to make cars to send to people. I wrote out my thoughts and reasons on the card, then addressed it to Luke. At the end of it all, I set the letter down on his beside table before going back to my offices space. I glanced at the calendar on the wall and let out a sigh.

I have two weeks to pack up my things and go.