Warnings: swearing and hint of sex, THIS IS A TOXIC RELATIONSHIP
A/N:this is pretty much based off Quit by Cashmere Cat feat. Ariana Grande. I love this song and so did the anon who requested it but like an idiot I deleted the request accidentally (fml) :)))) if this was upsetting or made you feel some type of discomfort, PLEASE TELL ME!!
I’m not good enough for him, I’ve known that since the beginning. I know that the only reason I’m here is because he’s familiar and I’m not bothered to be with someone new, not bothered to go through the same process and work twice as hard. But it’s not like he’s good enough for me either, he lets me hurt him. All my friends tell me that I’m the devil for playing with his heart.
He’s clingy, constantly calling whenever I’m not around him to know where I am and what I’m doing. Whenever I’m out and he calls, my friends tell me to not pick up, but without thinking, I answer the phone and tell him exactly what I’m doing. Not because I’m worried or I feel like I’m obligated to, I do it because I want to. Whenever he calls, my heart does somersaults because I know I have power over him, I know he cares so much, he wants me around as much as possible.
It’s not that I’m using him, I do feel some type of way, because why else would I have stayed? Ashton is my escape, he’s like the drug I get high off of every moment possible. He’s always there when I need him, always available for me to have.
Summary: Luke’s first morning back home after tour
Paring: Luke Hemmings x reader
Warnings: Lil cutie Luke
Notes: I started writing this a while ago so I thought I would finish it. GIF is not mine.
The early morning rays of sunlight filtered through the
curtains, the warmth tickling your nose. A small snore reminded you that you
were not alone. Rolling over, you faced the man that lay beside you. His sandy
curls fell perfectly over his face, while his pink lips were slightly parted.
You smiled and ran your thumb over the stubble on his cheeks. The action caused
his eye lids to open, revealing a pair of piercing blue eyes. He nuzzled into
your hand and offered you a tired smile.
“Good morning Luke.” Waking up to your sleepy voice was, to
him, the best thing in the world. He tucked a piece of hair behind your ear,
allowing him to better see your face. Your beauty completely astounded Luke.
“What are you smiling about?” You asked, squeezing his hand.
“You,” Luke said, gently pressing his lips to your forehead, “it’s nice that
your voice was the first thing I heard today.” You tried to hide the blush that
crept onto your face by snuggling into the crook of his neck. “I’m serious.
It’s definitely better than having Michael yell at me every morning for
months on end.” The thought of Michael screaming Luke awake for the entirety of
the tour made you giggle.
“I missed you so much.” You inhaled deeply, breathing in the
scent that you had been deprived of for too long. Luke didn’t say anything,
instead he pulled you closer and sprinkled your face with kisses. “Luke! Stop!”
The melodic sound of your laugh encouraged him to continue, despite your
Eventually he stopped his attack and met your eyes. “What’s
the plan for my first day back home?” You rolled your eyes, the answer was
completely obvious. “You, Mr Hemmings, are in desperate need of rest.” You
traced your thumb over the dark bags under his eyes. “So let’s just have a lazy
day and let you redeem six months’ worth of sleep.” Luke agreed, but only
because he knew a lazy day meant he would hold you while you wore one of his
“Ok, but first…FOOD!” Luke shouted, leaping out of bed and sprinting down the
hallway. You shook your head and fell back onto your pillow.
“Wait Y/N?” Luke beamed, reappearing in the doorway.
“I love you.”
“I love you too Luke.” You chuckled. You absolutely adored this dork with all
of your heart.