loves all cats

10 facts about me

10 facts about me - tagged by @saltyauntsuga - beware of oversharing

1, i am originally from vietnam, i have been studying art stuff since sept 2012 - 4 years of traditional painting and now doing illustration in the czech republic - before you ask what will i do in the future for a living, i will answer - be a hermit and hope my older brother can send me food support once in a while

2, i speak vietnamese, english and czech, not as fluently as i would like to but i try to. czech is very hard, when i need to write something formal i need help from friends, and i don’t really have anyone to talk to in vietnamese it gets rusty

3, i love cats and all fluffy animals in general, i also love namjoon the most in this entire world

4, i have tutored a boy in english through some agency - forabout  8 months? it’s some kind of a volunteer stuff so no money. the families (clients) are financially weak so it’s a way to help them

5, i have been living away from parents since i was 10 - i visit home once a year in summer - i lived with kinda weird (abusive) uncle and aunt for like 4-5 years and then i have been kind of living with my older brother since 15 and from 17 i lived in dorms, but then i met a great family that half-adopted me in and it’s been great, better than the years i was with the uncle lol only if he wasn’t my mom’s brother i’d decked him when i see him when i was older and realized what he did was shitty

6, i like matcha, a lot. and i love vietnamese black coffee, i generally don’t like coffee with milk or cream.  i don’t really like chocolate, i love spicy food.

7, i don’t drink alcohol or smoke, i can stand neither of them, i get in contact with any kind of smoke i’ll cough my lungs out. yesterday my friends coaxed me into drinking something and i was like yeah let me order a margarita and after that 1 drink my head was throbbing and got dizzy like mad. so yeah, no alcohol please. i get super red from just a small beer.

8, i don’t enjoy a lot of music - mostly it’s just hollywood undead, vocaloid and some k-pop for me. i also can’t fully enjoy stuff after just 1 time of watching it, i can’t process everything so mostly the first time i watch sometime it’s purely about the visual. like if it’s pretty and appealing visually or not. shallow, i know.

9, i have a best friend and we have been talking and stuff for 8-9 years now, i never met him though. i am waiting if we can meet on the 10th year of friendship lmao. 

10, my memory is like, bad, so i forget A LOT of stuff, pardon me for that. please never hesitate to remind me stuff from time to time, thank you.

tagging (you don’t have to overshare like i did): @hwagaesmarket; @himtohim; @taegiboo@2rap; @jammingjimin; @timetobenice; @jjeonghoshi; @chimchimseyo; @t4kyon; @contaemonster; @meowzaa; @gukk; @seriouslyexcited; @justnams; @abloodycupcake; @wanderingpulse; @glyzine; @pengoop; @miknamjoon; @eggmintmonstur; @mistleupa; @do-you-do-me

friend for sale

• I’m kinda cool
• I listen really well
• I’m 20
• I know the struggle of adulthood
• I care a little too much for my own good
• I can talk whenever
• I love rain
• I live for fantasy
• I love cats (and all animals)
• I hate Trump
• I don’t cost any money
• I really need someone to talk to…
• please..
• be my friend
• this post isn’t a joke
• srsly talk to me

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.