“The world is like a ride in an amusement park, and when you choose to go on it you think it’s real because that’s how powerful our minds are. The ride goes up and down, around and around, it has thrills and chills, and it’s very brightly colored, and it’s very loud, and it’s fun for a while. Many people have been on the ride a long time, and they begin to wonder, “Hey, is this real, or is this just a ride?” And other people have remembered, and they come back to us and say, “Hey, don’t worry; don’t be afraid, ever, because this is just a ride.“ 

I don’t know if I’ll ever be able to put into words just how bassnectar’s music, presence, and community makes me feel. I have never felt so alive, aware, awake, and in love. Life isn’t the easiest for most of us, we each have our own stories, scars, and pasts, but bassnectar give his community a sense of belonging, awareness, and provides a place where all of us freaks can go and feel accepted. I try to get as involved as I can in the many communities music has to offer, and as much as I LOVE the dance community, I can’t help but feel like I’ve always been a wallflower, on the outside looking in. This has been my whole life for as long as I can remember, but It’s different when I’m at a Bassnectar show, this is one of the few places I actually feel like I FINALLY belong. When I’m in one of his massive crowds I look around at all the beautiful faces surrounding me, I feel my body being absorbed in his sweet melodies and heavy beats, and I can’t help but think to myself “This is it, this is what it feels like to finally belong, this is what it feels like to finally be ALIVE.” I am honestly extremely blessed and thankful to be a part of this movement, because it’s not just about going to “rage” or “party”, it’s about getting involved and making a DIFFERENCE. We are all working towards making this world a little more like a Bassnectar show, and a little less like a war zone. I am so thankful for the beauty and awareness Lorin has brought into my life. I am honestly not the same human I was a few years ago, and I don’t know if I ever will be, but that’s okay because “I don’t wanna go back, I’d rather die, I’d rather be with you.” <3

나의 여행이 너무 그리워졌다
다시 갈날은 얼마 남지않았고
할수있을까 가끔 정말 진지한 생각을 하지만 생각은 멈춰있는것이라고만 깨닫고만다
오늘 새벽 그나마 모든 감정위에 올라앉아 행동의 맛을 보았다 행동은 정말 중요한 것이다
친구와 함께했던 파리에서의 밤이 그립다
돈이 없어도 행복했던 그 때를 생각한다
아크네를 살 순 없었지만 누구나 탐내는 빈티지 가죽자켓과 원피스를 샀었다
23살 내가 그 전에 그 모든 여행을 감행했다면 더 일찍 해외에 나갈 생각을 했다면 더 잘할수있었을까 한번도 의심한적이없다 완벽한 때에 완벽한 인연을 만나러 나의여행은 그랬다 그 여행은 내 삶의 반향을 완전히 바꿔놓았다 나는 지금 뭘 하는앨까 딱히 완전히 전문적인 걸 하지도 않고 여러가지를 하지만 나없이 대체될 수 있는것들이다 그러나 그 누구나 스스로를 가치있게 만드는것은 내가 하는 일들이 아니라 누군가 욕심낼만한 삶 자체라는것을 알게되었다 그게 훨씬 더 어려운 일이겠지만. 아무 이유없이 우울했던 날들속에서 나는 오히려 확신했다 10년 이상을 있는 그대로 사랑하며 날 지킨 사람들 혹은 아주 최근 알게됬지만 대부분의 나를 이해하는 사람 그런 사람들이 얼마나 소중한지를 그 혼란스러움가운데 더 절실히 느낀다 아 나는 얼마나 행복한 사람인가 이건 거의 Hell복이다 Hell yes. 책의 마무리를 기다리는 이 시점에서
감사함이 크고 귀국후 지난 1월부터 현재 7월초까지. 잘해왔다. 지금 한번 콰당 하고 넘어졌지만 이유를 모르기때문에 답답하기도 하지만 그만큼 금방 훟훌 털고 일어섰다 내가 뭐라고 열심히 살지않아 우리엄마아빠의 고생이 비하면 나는 아무것도 아니다 나를 키워온 그 세월에 그 정성에 비해 난 부족한 딸이다 아직 멀었다 그러나 지금 해온대로 그대로 걸어가다보면 모두를 미치게 하는 결말이 있을거라는것을 알고있다 나는 확신하는것이 아니라 이미 알고있는 것이다 상상은현실이 된다 난 연제나 믿고있다


Good morning guys!! I felt so ready and energized for LEG day!!!! It was such a beautiful sunrise I had to have the picture in here!! Have a great day and don’t forget you water today! #EncourageOthers #fit #fitbit #fitfam #fitness #StoryOfMyLife #weightlosscoach #weightloss #newme #healthychoices #health #puertorico #shredz #motivation #cardio #legs #lovemylife #vegetarian #vegan #sweat #active #family #getfit #train #exercise #noexcuses (at snapchat me: gabbbin🍑🍓)


Another amazing show tonight at @AmnesiaIbiza! #Killedit 🎶😝🎶 #LoveMyLife #FoamAndDiamonds


Love when I hear the crowd sing along to my set! Such an amazing feeling! Music is so powerful! #UnitedByMusic 🎶🙌🏻🎶 #LoveMyLife #SummerFest2015

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