Tonight after you were gone, I thought a lot about you and how you’ve been treating me. And I thought “Why do I love you?” and then I felt everything in me just let go of everything I was holding onto so tightly. And it made me think that I don’t have an intellectual reason, I don’t need one. I trust myself, I trust my feelings. I’m not going to try to be anything other than who I am anymore and I hope you can accept that.