loved uou

Kylo Ren is an interesting character and it’s okay to not despise him

you painted me black, pushed me into the dark, told me you could only love me like this. i dimmed myself down, clamped a hand over my mouth, became someone unspoken, unclaimed. so you left me. because i was too boring but it is you who made me this way. you painted over my sky blue with black so when your absence tried to hollow me out i chipped away the black paint, i came back with yellow. i learned to glow in the dark, i learned to become more, i learned to shine through.
—  i am not your canvas anymore.