love=never letting go

I still remember what clothes you wore that day

I remember the way your hair was fixed

I remember how much you were blushing

I remember the giggles escaping your lips right after you told me you loved me

I still remember every little detail


                                                   15. 02. 2017 // DON’T RECALL
                                                        Don’t look at me like that
                                                Don’t grow distant from me anymore
                                                I gave you all my love, all of my love 
                                                         I never wanna let you go

We haven’t talked for such a long time, I can’t even recall the exact sound of your voice. I don’t remember your laugh - I remember the crinkles by your eyes and that dimple on your cheek and how it deepens - but I don’t know what it feels like to hear it, how it once made my heart swell in my chest, not anymore. And yet I’m sure that if I heard a million people laugh, yours would still stand out to me and maybe I’d turn around to look for the source and wonder how something so simple is enough to make my blood sing. We miss the memories, not the person, is what my father used to say, but how can he explain why I drop everything when I hear that one song we used to dance to and why that blue sweater you borrowed me still sits at the bottom of my closet when I could have thrown it away? How does missing someone make any sense when that person is still around, is somehow still a part of your life? How am I supposed to get over that? How does anyone?
—  missing you / n.j.
BTS while watching a romantic movie
  • Seokjin: Did you see that? He made her breakfast in bed. That's so sweet!
  • Namjoon: She got off the plane. In the end, only true love wins.
  • Taehyung: I'll never let go, Jack. I'LL NEVER LET GOOOO!
  • Hoseok: *in tears* those f-flowers were her f-f-f-favourite. MY HEEEAAARTT!!!
  • Jimin: *sniffling through endless piles of tissue* they fought for eachother. They went through a war, the whole world was against them. This is ... this is true love.
  • Jungkook: A couple that games together, stays together. FUCK YEAH!
  • Yoongi: Ew.
Walking away from you was harder than I ever thought it would be. All I wanted to do was hold on to you and never let go. Sadly, I had no choice but to leave..
—  L.N. | losing you
To the person who may one day find me beautiful/ love me/ give me any type of attention (if you exist):

Please, do not compare me to a piece of art. Yes, the sentiment is nice and appreciated, but please refrain from doing so. You see, art is meant for museums. Art is not meant to be touched, only admired from a far; art can only be viewed during work hours. Art spends every night alone.

If you must compare me to something, please consider comparing me to your favorite blanket. The one you’ve had all your life, tattered from love. The one that makes you feel safe, and warm, and like nothing can hurt you.

Compare me to your favorite movie. The one that you’ve watched more times than you can count; the one that you know all the lines to, but you will continue to watch it over, and over again, because the characters feel like family, and watching it feels like coming home.

Compare me to your childhood teddy bear; the one you’ve slept with every night. The one that fights off the monsters. Compare me to something that you love, something you could never let go of.

If you let me, I will be all those things. I will make it my mission to keep you safe, and warm, and never let anything hurt you. To be your family, to be your home. To fight off all the monsters. Even the ones inside you.

Please, do not compare me to art. Art is beautiful, and perfect, and I am neither of those things.
—  I hope you exist (37/52) by (DS)

anonymous asked:

Bullet points for when Shawn gets home?? Cause he is home now❤

These aren’t so good, sorry, but I tried.

  • Sex in the car when picking him up from the airport
  • Loving forehead kisses
  • “I’ve missed you so much my heart hurts”
  • Running your fingers through his hair
  • Family dinners
  • Finally falling asleep on his chest again
  • And waking up to his messy hair and those drowsy eyes
  • Unpacking and washing his clothes together
  • “Did you really buy this? Because you liked it???? Like for real?”
  • “What? It’s funky” 
  • Late night conversations in your underwear on the kitchen counter
  • Massaging Shawn’s forehead
  • Having sex every single day, multiple times a day
  • “You need to rest Shawn, your body needs rest”
  • “Not this kind of rest”
  • Constant hand holding
  • Shawn interlacing your fingers
  • Then kissing your knuckles gently
  • “It’s good to me home”
  • “It’s good to have you home”
  • Shawn being the annoying dork he is
  • Poking you, teasing you, licking your face when you don’t pay attention to him
  • “Pay attention to me, hug me, kiss me, hold me pleeeease”
  • Making up for all the kisses you’ve missed out on
  • Harry Potter marathons with Aaliyah including popcorn fights
  • Because it’s just become a post-tour tradition
  • “Why are you looking at me like that?”
  • “I’m just catching up on the face I’ve missed for weeks”
  • Shawn hardly letting go of you
  • Like you can’t even leave the bed for a glass of water
  • “Don’t leave me, cuddle me, love me, never let me go”
  • “Shawn… I’m getting water”
  • “Don’t, come back into my arms”
  • And then sending you the biggest pouty face in the world
  • Shawn kissing all the tender places on your skin
  • “I’ve missed those soft lips”
  • Kiss on the lips
  • “I’ve missed your cheeks”
  • Kiss on the cheek
  • “And your neck”
  • Kiss on the neck
  • “Your collarbone”
  • Shawn taking you on spontaneous dates to make up for his lack of presence 
  • Good morning kisses 
  • And goodnight kisses 
  • Because he finally can 
  • “I’m never leaving you again”
  • “That’s a lie”
  • “No, I’m kidnapping you and bringing you along next time”
  • Shawn watching you sleep for hours
  • Jamming out to John Mayer at 4 am because neither of you can sleep
  • Shawn sharing all the funny stories during tour
  • “I wish you could have been there” 
  • “I’m always right here” 
  • Then placing your hand on his pounding chest
  • Sleeping too little because you both know you’re running out of time
  • Catching up on all the tv shows you promised not to watch
  • You might have slipped and fell in and Shawn totally knows that
  • “You mark the days until I get home?”
  • “Maybe”
  • “You’re a keeper”
  • Playfully arguing about who missed the other one the most
  • Shawn taking pics of you every other second
  • “Can you not? I look like such a mess”
  • “You look perfect to me and the more pics I have of you the less I’ll miss you”
  • You telling Shawn about everything that has been going on at home
  • Shawn suddenly getting insecure and very quiet
  • “Promise me something, promise me I’ll always be yours”
  • “Shawn, always. Always”
  • Shawn wearing his iheartradio hoodie 24/7
  • Because he knows you like to wear it when he’s not home because it smells of him
  • “You know I love you, right? With all my heart?”
  • Cuddles, cuddles, cuddles
  • Drinking games and beer pong with the guys
  • Inside jokes and pranks on Shawn with Matt and Brian
  • Which you obviously have been planning for weeks
  • Lying in bed wrapped into Shawn’s arms as much as possible
  • “You know, nowhere ever feels like home unless you’re with me”
beranica’s beronica fic rec

general/teen and up 

love me, love me, never let me go by colfield
The style of this one is so unique and beautiful. It feels like a poem where B and V are falling into each other. Oneshot.

A Cure for the Common Cold by shiphitsthefan 
Veronica gets sick and Betty brings her soup. I feel like this one captures Veronica so, so well. Oneshot.

Straight Girls Get Married on Facebook All the Time by Alsike
B & V being oblivious about their feelings in the way that only they can. Straight girl shenanigans turned realized feelings. Really fun read that includes Kevin referring to Veronica as Bi-ronica. Oneshot.

Sugaring Season by nimmieamee
This one is such a fun read. I love how all the characters are written and the quirky plot. A really good fic to lose yourself to for a bit and enjoy. Multi chap.

should have worshipped her sooner by oceanofchaos 
Veronica’s pining and Betty’s… Betty. This one feels infinitely warm and ends so sweet. Oneshot. 

i won’t say (i’m in love) by pizzaoctavia 
B & V kissing too much and talking about it too little. The tension that builds up in this one is almost tangible. One of my favorites. Multi chap. 

tangled up, so in love by guitarstrings
I love the straight, to the point style this one has. Betty, per usual, is overwhelmingly not straight. Great fic. Oneshot. 

Thaw by alanabloom 
This one hurts. A lot. But the best stories do. Veronica forms a sordid sort of crush. Oneshot. 

Crossing All the Lines by susieboo 
A glimpse into Veronica and Betty kissing and the emotions that ensue. Really good characterization in this one. Oneshot. 

everything so soft and still by Lint 
A glimpse into the beginnings of an iconic B & V relationship. Really sweet and really believable. I love the writing style a lot. Oneshot.

Gray-Colored Lenses by beranica
I wrote this one but what’s a fic rec without a soulmate au?

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Just like so many others,
I believe a relationship is
about the future.

If you can’t see yourself curled up in bed every Sunday morning with her for the rest of your life,
Let her go.

If you aren’t excited to take her places she’s never been before just to see the look on her face,
Let her go.

If you don’t love surprising her because you know she hates it,
Let her go.

If you can picture yourself in a place that you love, and not wish she was there with you,
Let her go.

If you can imagine your life without her,
Let her go.

Just please let her go so someone else can love her more.

She deserves to be loved.

—  I Will Never Let You Go
He never really spoke about her, or them. Whenever her name popped up in a conversation, a look would cross his face and he held back whatever he wanted to say. It wasn’t that he was just heart broken, he missed the memories he’d made with that girl. And I couldn’t blame him. I’d loved him longer than I could ever remember, but.. he fell for someone else, and she replaced the gap I left. I wasn’t angry about this, I just regretted ever letting him go. And I hoped she did too.
—  An excerpt from a book I’ll never write. (#54)
Your hugs give me a sense of security in all the terrible things around me.
—  Melwowz