love-end

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Seraph of the End (終わりのセラフ)

Storyboards for the opening animation of Owari no Seraph, illustrated by Kite, Mezzo, and Wizard Barristers creator Yasuomi Umetsu (梅津泰臣). Art work included in the June issue of PASH! Magazine (Amazon US | JP).

Her skin cries out to me

and it has a stench
reminiscent of apologies.

In the beginning
there is temporary forgiveness,
the raw patches of guilt
sore from the years of wear.

Here is the breathlessness
of love,
of loss,

and the empty handed
ending.

I have spent years
measuring the gaps in her words,
the blankness
of her sentences,
the weight of her heavy-tripping
vowels and slowly-drawn consonants.

And this
is all I have.

This
is all I have.

I should know by now
it will never be enough.

—  Michelle K., Through the Years.
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skyeward + taylor swift this love left a permanent mark

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What happened to Beth,
I will carry that with me forever.

To start off, I’m drunk. I shouldn’t be talking to you. But we all make mistakes. God knows we have collectively fucked up this past six months. I’ll probably type this all out and accidentally hit send. When you don’t reply I’ll be sad, and since I’m wine drunk I’ll be so far disconnected from everything that I’ll temporarily forget that its not my place to be sad. But I miss you bud. Its barely been two weeks since I ended things and every night I text a new guy just to keep myself from wading my way through old conversations to find your familiar face and message you. Yet here i am. I’m trying hard to be out of your life, out of mine even. I wear your sweatshirt to bed every night in hope of feeling at home even when I’m already home. I randomly cry whenever and wherever and I think its for no reason but in reality its most likely linked to you. I shouldn’t have to feel this way, I’ve blown everything out of proportion and I recognize that life would be easier without any of this. I can picture a future without you. I can handle not talking to you as long as there’s someone else to fill your space. But no one has that connection to me. They haven’t seen me at my worst crying over a stupid guy who should’ve grown up years ago. They haven’t seen me naked in all forms of this stupid aging body. They haven’t seen me happy or tired. No one would ever know besides you what I’ve truly gone through and that’s what pisses me off. You’ve seen me at my worst, at my best, everything. You’ve accepted me all those times. That’s all I ever wanted from anyone and I’m terrified that I won’t get that with anyone else.

A part of me feels really bad for NaruHina fans. Their ship didn’t spend much time together, Naruto barely knew her until The Last genjustu. They didn’t have hundreds of adorable moments between them like NaruSaku had. They were forced to see Naruto and Sakura together bonding and barely got to see their beloved side character.

Let them keep their ch700 because we have the other 699 chapters to cherish.

braven au where bellamy and raven have been best friends since they were little kids and somewhere in between middle school and high school they make one of those “if neither of us is married by the time we’re 30 we’ll just get married” pacts except they fall in love with each other before they even graduate high school

king and lionheart | a merlin/arthur rock/pop-rock playlist

jigsaw falling into place radiohead | bleeding out imagine dragons | lonely boy the black keys | babylon david gray | slide the goo goo dolls | come as you are nirvana | yellow coldplay | better together jack johnson | you’re my best friend queen | undercover pete yorn | centuries fall out boy