love you dearly friend

oh. is there a word for what it feels like, watching someone you loved dearly, even if only as a friend, watching them just… go. like not pack their bags, not leave in a huff, just slowly drift off with their more exciting people, forgetting to speak to you, forgetting your birthday, forgetting they said they loved you too. is there a word for the way the beetles come live in your bones during that. how you feel stuck, stuck like the universe is expanding just to get away from you, like this massively important person never saw anything important in you

(Technically it’s the 15th since it’s 1:38am)

So there’s one bit near the end of the Genocide Run that hit me pretty hard, personally. And as with most things that hit me very hard emotionally, it was a random almost throwaway line that wasn’t written to be focused on that much. But whether it intentionally held the meaning I took from it or not, it doesn’t change the fact that I DID take meaning from it.

When Flowey is monologuing near the very very end of the game and explaining what he went through, he talks about how he lacks the ability to feel anything for the people around him, and how desperately, frantically, he wishes he did. He talks about how, at first, he tried to help people. He talks about how at first it seemed to help, but every time it was time to let go, to move on, he got scared and couldn’t do it. He’d panic and reset instead. And how then he’d be right back where he started. And he would try helping everyone again.

But it became hollow. Everyone always said the exact same things, and did the exact same things. And nothing changed. And nothing new ever happened.

And eventually, just out of sheer desperation for SOMETHING new, he decided to kill everyone. And how that was at first a relief, but even that grew stale and empty as he did it over and over again. Until he was left with nothing, and there was nothing to care about, either for better or worse, but he couldn’t let go either. So he was trapped in this world where nothing ever changed, and he couldn’t make himself leave.

It’s a sad story, but it’s also a bit of a gut punch because of its implications.

Maybe in time, the person playing the game, the actual human being behind the keyboard, not the pixel character they control, would find themselves in the exact same situation. Eventually, things in a game stop changing. Characters always say the same things, do the same things. And maybe in time, as boredom takes over, the player would also try a genocide game just for SOMETHING new. But eventually even that will become empty and lead to nowhere after you do it enough.

I can’t really say if that’s true or not. I can’t say it’s false either.

But It’s 2 years now. And a lot of us are still here. And more importantly a lot of us still care. Quite deeply in fact.

And maybe we won’t care forever, maybe the same thing will happen, or more likely, we’d be the ones able to let go and move on to other things and let go. Maybe there’s no escaping that.

But it’s been 2 years, and at least for now, we’re still here.

There is also the possibility I’ve considered, that since the insane success of the game was never expected or anticipated at all, that the level of love it caused in gamers was a complete and utter surprise, maybe their ability to never fall into that cycle of apathy and just how long they can keep going, caring as hard as ever, will also be a complete surprise that was never foreseen.

Or even more simply, maybe Flowey just needed to be shown, as with so many things, he was wrong about that too.

Who knows. Honestly I can’t say how things will look in time. It could either way.


But at least by year 2 we were still here.

50 ways to practice self care when your mental health is crap

1. Snuggle an animal.

2. Pet others animals in public… with permission.

3. Say yes to a meal with a friend you love dearly.

4. Take a sick day from work. Don’t feel bad about it.

5. Dust a book off your shelf and read it. Or, at least read a few pages.

6. Go to work, do your best, and tell someone you’re struggling.

7. Take frequent breaks at work, even if they’re just to take a deep breath in the bathroom.

8. Read body positive blogs like the Fuck It Diet, Love, Food, and Bawdy Love.

9. Make yourself a cup of your favorite flavor of warm tea.

10. Make yourself tea, then add a bunch of ice cubes to the cup. Feel the sensations of the temperature.

11. Sit outside and stare at the sky. Lay in the grass if you can.

12. When your attention spans lasts 5 minutes, be okay with coming back inside.

13. Say no to someone asking you to do something you don’t want to do.

14. Avoid toxic people while you’re hypersensitive. Sometimes this means family.

15. Say no to events that will trigger you.

16. Be ok with many nights feeling like you’re acting selfishly by saying no.

17. Ask a friend if you can come crash on their couch and have a slumber party.

18. Bring popcorn and fuzzy socks to said slumber party.

19. Cook a simple meal from scratch with one of your favorite ingredients. (I made cardamom baked pears recently- YUM and super easy)

20. Do some therapeutic writing. Prompts can be found through a quick google search.

21. Donate books you don’t read anymore.

22. Workout for 15 minutes.

23. Don’t work out.

24. Don’t beat yourself up about not working out.

25. Mindfully eat a meal.

26. Totally un-mindfully scarf down a bunch of sweets. (I’ve been really into vegan ice cream lately).

27. Stop reading a book that you started and feel obliged to finish.

28. Pick up a new book that you’re excited about.

29. Only do exercise that makes your body feel good. (For me, simple stretching is all sometimes.)

30. Avoid exercises you think you “should” be doing. (Cycling hurts my knees. I hate cycling. I don’t do it).

31. Take “should” out of your vocabulary entirely. Quit “shoulding” on yourself.

32. Tell your partner how they can best support you.

33. Tell your roommate how they can best support you.

34. Donate clothes that taunt you or that you no longer wear.

35. Go to Goodwill and find a lovely outfit that fits great.

36. Take a nap. Don’t set an alarm.

37. Lower your expectations of yourself. Be ok with being mediocre right now.

38. Go to a 12 step meeting or a support group.

39. Call or text an old friend to meet up over a cup of coffee.

40. Buy a coloring book and some crayons. Color away.

41. Practice a 3 minute guided meditation.

42. Do a Pinterest DIY project with an old shirt that no longer fits.

43. Laugh if said Pinterest project ends up disastrous (mine usually do).

44. Binge watch Netflix. Watch a show that’s silly and not too emotional.

45. Throw your to-do list in the trash for a day.

46. Go for a gentle stroll.

47. Blast music that matches your mood (for me, this is often Slipknot or Katy Perry interchangeably).

48. Make a gratitude list about things you’re grateful for in your life.

49. Make a gratitude list about body parts of yours you’re grateful for and why.

50. Put on some nice scented lotion.

Let me tell you what it’s been like being asexual.

-

When you’re twelve or so, and in a classroom full of tittering preteens, you finally get an explanation of what this ‘sex’ stuff actually is.  At last, the elusive knowledge of where babies come from!  But that’s also when you start to think about your sexual future.  Will you do this sex stuff one day?  It sounded like you wouldn’t have a choice—it was presented as something that everyone does.

Since your classroom happens to be in a building attached to a Church, you only learn about heterosexual sex that day, and the only real teaching apart from what it is is that you aren’t supposed to do it until you’re married.

Okay, you think, because you are twelve, and you ardently do not care.

-

When you’re thirteen or so, and at a sleepover, a girl tells a joke.  “What do you call a girl who doesn’t masturbate?”

“I don’t know.”

“A liar.”

And the people around you laugh, but you don’t, because now you wonder what it is that you missed.  You didn’t get the joke.

-

When you’re fourteen or so, and among friends, a boy talks about what he did in the restroom with a girl.  You listen because you’re a little curious.  But others are awed.

You disapprove, because you’re in eighth grade for crying out loud, why would you do something so stupidly risky?  Was it really so fun to be worth it?

You tell yourself that they’re just stupid, but then you wonder why your friends seem so fascinated by this boy’s vaguely uncomfortable descriptions.

-

When you’re fifteen or so, you start high school, and the social signs are telling you the time has arrived to join the dating scene.  You’ve got better things to do, but when a boy surprises you with a clumsy but well-intended text asking you out, you give it consideration.  You don’t really know this kid, but you’re curious about dating and don’t want to be that forever alone person.  You accept.

You don’t hate dating, but it doesn’t really do much for you.  After a little while, you’ve more or less forgotten that there’s someone you call your boyfriend.  When someone makes a passing remark about your presumed sexual relations, you are shocked by the wave of revulsion that smacks into you at the very suggestion.  Never in a million years, you think vehemently, and then you marvel at how you managed to ‘date’ the same person for four months without the thought of sex with them ever crossing your mind.

He tries to kiss you.  You don’t want to.  You know this isn’t going to work out.  You break it off.

You feel relieved and liberated.

-

When you’re sixteen or so, you’re happily single.  You love your friends dearly, your best friend most of all.  You love her far more than you ever…well, you never really loved your ex.  You wonder if you might be gay for her, but you don’t want to kiss her or anything, just squish her in a big hug on a daily basis to let her know you love her and put a smile on her face.

You have a fleeting crush on a boy.  You get over it, thankful it never amounted to anything, because what were you thinking ew!  Then you have another one, similar but different, and thank goodness that never happened either because it would have been so awkward.  You start to wonder if you’re just not cut out for dating, or maybe you’re gay.  You don’t know how to feel about that.  It’d be so much simpler and easier if you were just normal.

-

When you’re seventeen or so, you make a new friend, a really pleasant guy.  You are just friends, and that is perfect.  It lasts about five months, and then one of your friends pulls him aside and hints heavily that he ought to ask you out.

He does.  You have no compunctions about saying yes, because you like him a lot, and he’s taking you to see the new Hobbit movie even though he’s not a fan and he had to watch twelve hours of movies in preparation for this date so that he’d be able to understand your interest.

You have a great time, and so does he.

About a month later, he kisses you.  It was your first kiss, exciting for the seventeen years of buildup and pleasant for having happened on acceptable terms with a more-than-acceptable person.

In the following months, neither of you brings up the topic of sex.  After all, you’re both to be found in the pews on Sunday mornings.  That’s fine by you.  More than fine, actually.  The idea of sex frightens you, which you attribute to your inexperience.  You would only ever consider attempting it with someone you really trusted, on level with a spouse.

-

When you’re eighteen or so, and at a sleepover, a girl cuddles casually with you as you talk in the hushed tones reserved for the hours after midnight.  She laments the lack of available girls at your school.

You mention that you would date a girl.  You instantly have everyone’s attention.

“Is there something you want to tell us?” your cuddle-buddy asks.

You say again that you’d date a girl.  Not now, of course, because you have a boyfriend, but yeah, you’d have no problem with it.  You probably wouldn’t sleep with a girl, but then you really don’t like the idea of sleeping with a boy either.  So you don’t really care about the configuration of genitals you don’t intend to see.  You just want the company of some lovely dork who will marathon Lord of the Rings with you and frequent the city’s best ice cream parlors.

Because your cuddle-buddy is a member of the queer community, she’s much more informed about sexualities and designations and spectrums than you are.  She suggests “panromantic asexual” and you understand both of those terms.  You’d seen them before, but never really thought you qualified.  Hearing her say it makes it somehow more concrete.

You accept that you are panromantic asexual.  You feel so light now that a couple of your closest friends know and accept you as you are.

You tell your mom a little while later on a whim.  You regret it because she doesn’t even bother listening to you and doesn’t respect your trust.  You hear her the next day telling your sister about how you said you might be a lesbian, and you’re so frustrated with her you want to hit something.

You decide not to tell anyone else.  Your dad is pretty homophobic—actually, that’d be most of the adults in your family—and you have no idea how your boyfriend would take it.  Your peers might not be welcoming or understanding—you just don’t know.  You realize that you are sort of in a closet.

You start a blog on Tumblr and blog about your problems #ace #asexual #lgbtqa

You spend way too much time on the internet, looking for the magical solution for coming out to the rest of your loved ones.  But since you don’t actually have any intention of coming out in the near future, you know you’re wasting your time.

Somehow your disinterest in sex has moved to occupy the forefront of your mind, not because it requires lots of attention in order to comprehend, but because it makes you different, and that is distracting.

One day, while you’re reading fanfiction, you come across an explicitly asexual character, and you realize that this is a first.  You cannot think of a single time in your entire life up to this point when you had seen an explicitly asexual character, and that surprises you.  Then it bothers you.  Maybe you could have avoided a couple years of uncertainty and anxiety if you had been able to identify in yourself the familiar characteristics of another asexual.

You realize you don’t know anyone else in your life who’s asexual.

That’s a sobering, isolating realization.

-

When you’re nineteen or so, you presumably go to college.  You start trying to navigate life with some semblance of independence.  You probably feel a little more secure in how you identify yourself.  You might even be all the way out of the closet.

Or at least that’s what eighteen-year-old you hopes.

It Wasn’t Real (part eight)

Summary: You’re part of the infamous Loser’s Club, and often asked, what are you afraid of? You reply, nothing, but what your friends don’t know is that your biggest fear is them.

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A/N: ALSO, WARNING: This is kinda seeming like a Stan x Reader with how much i mention Stan but don’t get it twisted: IT WILL BE A RICHIE X READER! It’s just Stan was so close to winning i wanna still make him a strong, prominent character!

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Pairing: Loser’s Club x Reader, slight Henry x Reader (you’ll see) Richie x Reader and very slight Eddie x Reader

Warnings: force, bullying, depressing and sad tones, and sexual abuse (mild) plus Henry being a dick, so….

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“Y/N, do you know what this is?”

You paused, staring at the six that surrounded you. No. No you didn’t know what this was. In truth yo’d all began, right at the quarry. And you had no idea why. “No.” You muttered with a shake of your head; “no I don’t. What is this?”

“Y/N, we’re sorry.” Mike spoke up, stepping into your line of vision. There was a sinking feeling within you and you felt yourself at a loss on what to say. They’re sorry? Sorry for what? For leaving you? Abandoning you? Pretending like you didn’t exist for the past four years? 

As silence carried on, everyone staring at you for a response, you felt your eyes water. They’d yet to answer your question on where Stan was, but you’d wait. You wanted to know why they were so sorry, why they’d done what they’d done. “You’re sorry.” You repeated finally, looking down at your feet. “You’re sorry?” The moment you’d been waiting for was finally coming true, and you didn’t understand why. It’d been so easy to leave you, Bill, Beverly, Ben, all of them, must have stopped talking to you for a reason.

“Y-Yes.” Bill replied, letting his hand fall on your shoulder. 

You shook your head, your hands falling to cover your eyes and to hide the tears than begun to fall. You never expected this day to come, you never thought any of them would speak to you again, let alone apologize for everything. It was the one thing you’ve only ever wanted coming true and here you were hiding your face in your hands as you sobbed. Everything was becoming too much, it felt like this past week had gone by in a blur. “For what?”

“For leaving you when you needed us the most.” Ben answered you, and you felt the entirety of the group surround you. It was just like that day back then, when they’d saved you from Pennywise and hugged you like you were their entire world. You’d all been so close then, so bounded together that you felt like you could defeat anything. Here you were four years later, sobbing as they held you, again

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A NIGHT TO REMEMBER | NAMJOON VERSION

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What started out as a fun and easy way to pay off your college debts eventually meant living with a man who’s name you did not speak. To others, he was Kim Namjoon — the owner of several multi-billion dollar companies with a cold personality and a yearn for perfection. To you, he was that very same man, cold and distant, except you were strictly instructed to call him one thing and one thing only.

Daddy.

warnings: graphic smut, dirty talk, rough sex, dom!namjoon + sub!reader, daddy kink, oral sex, fingering + strong language

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Sucker(Jimin x OOC x Taehyung Smut)
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“Hey come on we are going to be late!” Taehyung urged eagerly pulling on your wrist leading you down a grassy slope towards the front.

“Taehyung, calm down we are here now!” You laughed playfully slapping at his arm and then jerking on your wrist lightly so that he could calm down.

“For once I’m agreeing with y/n on this one. Calm down Taehyung no one will snatch our seat.” Jimin teased him as he walked behind you both watching the sway of your hips under the pink skirt as Taehyung pulled on you trying to get you there as if his life depended on it. You rolled your eyes letting him tug you along because arguing with him was pointless at the moment.

Taehyung instead avoided the both of you. He looked like a big child carrying the three over-sized blankets that obscured everything but his eyes as his curled gray hair bounced and swayed in the wind. He had on a long sleeve stripped black and white shirt, baggy jogging pants around his waist and old Nike tennis shoes so that his newer stuff wouldn’t get ruined. Silver earrings dangled from his ears and your attention was focused on them for a split second taking in how good he looked. You were staring so hard at him, that you didn’t really notice once you got to your spot. Taehyung lit up and it was like the sun itself had kissed him good day. He let go of your wrist, starting to fluff out the blankets so that he could spread it out for all of you as more people filled into the park. You were a bit nervous about this movie setting because it had been so long since you had been to one of these things and considering the weather was getting chilly you thought that you were maybe a little under dressed.

“I told you that you should’ve wore pants.” Jimin accused as he saw you tremble where you stood. You stuck out your tongue at him rolling your eyes as your arms crossed over your chest. You had on a pink skirt that was a skater pleated skirt, coming down to rest a few inches under your ass because you wanted to feel free today and it may or may not have matched the pink lace set you brought from the lingerie store. You also had on a long sleeve white shirt that hugged your curves and showed off the dips of your plump breast. Your feet were laced in converse highs but they were old and something you wore to these types of things. You thought you were cute but hearing Jimin apparently not.

“Hey I’m just playing.” He cooed wrapping his arms around your waist pulling you close to him resting his head in your neck. You could feel your cheeks heat up from his proximity to your body. You didn’t even mind the looks other girls or guys gave you. People would think what they wanted but yes you had two best friends that you loved dearly and that wasn’t going to change. But Jimin holding you like this was making you a little nervous and questioning your life choices. Was it a good idea to really say yes to them? Jimin let you go the moment Taehyung was calling for help, moving to spread out the blankets a little bit more over the comforter Jimin decided was a good idea to bring and a few body pillows in case the ground got uncomfortable. Jimin was wearing baggy blue jeans and a long sleeved black shirt matching Taehyung’s colors and you found it endearing to say the least because they were such a cute pair as best friends. They had known each other longer and been with each other more. Wherever one was the other stayed close by and you were slightly jealous. If only you could have found someone of the same sex who meant that much to you.

“Are you going to come join us?” Jimin asked you. You blinked your eyes because you were spacing out once again nodding your head as you saw them both sitting on their asses looking up at the big screen. Other people started to fill into the empty outside area and you felt like this show was going to be better than any other shows that was hosted out here. Slowly, you walked towards both men letting your hand grabbed onto Jimin’s outstretched hand as he pulled you down on the ground between him and Taehyung.  Taehyung smiled over at you wrapping one of his arms around your lower waist pulling you three close together to give you ‘body heat’ because of your outfit. Both men sounded jealous as they bitched you out about your choices and while you rolled your eyes you didn’t regret it at all. But to your saving grace, the announcing speaker came on to announce the starting over the movie.

Taehyung and Jimin had tried all week begging you to come here. It was a movie in the park kind of thing but it had gone out of business. It wasn’t reaching as many sales anymore versus when you were all kids and for that simple reason they were showing one last premiere in your town for a while if ever again. At first you were reluctant to go, but they both knew how you were a sucker for these types of things and seeing them both become so persistent over you made you want to come to the movie. Besides you barely got out and lived your life outside of your work and studies so you felt it would be good for you to have little fun with them.

When the announcer finished talking everyone clapped and cheered, couples and other adults spreading out as well as teenagers and some babies. Looking around you saw a row of cars all around the back blocking everyone in, but they were the ones who wanted to watch the movies from the car and you frowned. It was a neat idea to do it that way but at the same time being closer to the front meant you got to see more detail.

“Stop thinking so much, we brought you here to have fun.” Jimin sighed pressing his fingertips against your knitted eyebrows causing you to whine softly and nod.

“Fine Jimin. Fine I will relax and try to have fun. I’ve missed you guys so I’m glad I get to be with you.” You admitted leaning into Taehyung’s body resting you head on his shoulder.

“We’ve missed you too.” Taehyung purred pressing his chin against your forehead and you failed to see the smirk he sent to Jimin and the crooked smile that was sent right back to him.

The movie slowly started to fill the screen as people cheered and the atmosphere was set. It was mid-afternoon but the sun was slowly going down, causing the sky to look a beautiful oasis of blue. You smiled to yourself as the air filled around your bodies blowing your hair into the wind. You sat up a bit the more the stories started to play on. It was an action movie which was one of your favorites and you couldn’t help but get drawn into the story line with the twists and turns. Jimin had ended up pressing two big layer of blankets over the both of you as the movie progressed and you were thankful for the extra warmth.

“Candy? Popcorn? Drinks?” A guy shouted out walking by with a little box that had a strap going around his neck. He was carrying a tray with candy on it as well as tickets for the back where they had coolers among other things. You were the first to raise your hand the moment you saw the blue suckers that were presented there. Sweets were your craving. You needed sweets for most things and thrilling movies like this fit that description. The male smiled down at you and handed it to you free of charge which also caused you to appreciate the sucker more. Smirking at him you took the sucker and unwrapped it sticking it inside of your mouth. The moment your mouth got wetter and you could taste the sticky sweet goodness you were rolling your tongue around it groaning and slurping at the sucker.

You weren’t paying attention to what was going on around you outside of the movie. Your legs curled up into a sitting position under each other and the eagerness in your eyes could be seen. But what you couldn’t see was the looks that Jimin and Taehyung had been giving each other. Jimin would watch your mouth, his hunger slowly growing in his core as your tongue swept across the expanse of the round circular sucker. Taehyung could feel his cock twitching under the confines of his pants as you made slurping noises. The blue liquid that fell down the corners of your chin and how eager you were to flick your coloring tongue out against it. Jimin couldn’t believe this, it was like watching porn. His eyes looked at Taehyung as his smirk became twisted and seeing the look in Taehyung’s eyes he knew they were thinking the same thing. Jimin ended up leaning more into you, slipping your right leg up and pressing it over his thigh as he shifted to you. He looked around and thankfully the pillows they scattered around covered the back and sides of you well. Jimin inched his fingers close to your heat, drawing circles on your panties and your hips jolted slightly as you looked at him, almost choking on your spit.

“Jimin-“You urged around the sucker but he stopped you.

“You’ll cause a scene now if you react.” He reminded you and you looked around seeing all the people behind you silently cursing to yourself. Jimin didn’t stop, his fingers crawling up and down the expanse of the lace causing you to mewl around the sucker trying to distract yourself with it because of the simple fact that you didn’t want to be loud. Your hips trying to push down against his fingers but because Jimin had positioned you he had the upper hand. He didn’t stop let his fingers do anything else until he could feel the wet spot becoming created.

“You’re such a naughty girl.” He spoke out low making it seem like he was talking to himself but you knew he was talking to you. He slipped your panties to the side, his fingers crawling up and down your pussy lips until he was spreading them to find your clit. He was slowly circling his index and middle finger around your clit, causing you to lodge the sucker in your throat and continue swallow the spit in your mouth biting on your bottom lip. Jimin was treating you good, his fingers rubbing your pussy harder, the sweet juices from your cunt starting to dampen your lips and slowly trickle past your opening. Your eyes were becoming lidded as you tried to focus on the screen. Taehyung let his fingers grip harder into your hips, not liking the fact that your attention was only on Jimin he frowned grabbing at your hand placing it on his hard bulge. Your eyes opened slightly as you looked up at him and he gave a soft smile.

“I can’t help it, you look so good, and knowing what’s going on is just making me more eager.” He admitted as he leaned down to take your sucker from your lips sucking on it instead. His tongue was quick to flick against it and it was apparent that he was teasing you with his tongue motions. But you couldn’t stop watching him, the stimulation on your clit alone was enough to have you cumming pushing your hips back against his fingers you clamped down on your bottom lip cutting off any noises as your body froze and your orgasm shook through you.

Jimin started to pull your labia apart with his fingers moving to slide his fingers down the expanse of your silky insides once more before he let his fingers stroke against your soaked-out entrance. He slowly pushed his middle finger inside of your pussy causing you to gasp quietly as he started to swirl his finger around groaning at how deep he could push his fingers inside of your tightness and you seemed to invite him in so eagerly. He was slowly thrusting his finger in and out of you laughing at the movie as he heard other people laugh trying to keep up the illusion that you were all behaving in your spot. Taehyung on the other hand had moved his hand out of the way and let you unzip his pants to slip out his cock with the help of him from time to time. Your hand could barely fit around his thick girth but you weren’t surprised. You had seen the outlines of their cocks one too many times but you never let the words leave your lips. Your hand started to slowly stroke him up and down, the flesh twitching in your hand as Taehyung became more turned on. You could hear his husky labored breaths as he pressed his hand down harder into the soft comforter under the both of you. His free hand stroked up and down your side as you teased his cock. Your nail dug into the tip of his shaft feeling the beads of precum rise beneath the soft flesh of your finger. You looked up at him watching his eyes drift close as he legs start to shake. Your free hand itched to touch Jimin but you couldn’t really do it because your leg was blocking your view of touching him. But Jimin didn’t care and he wasn’t stopping. Letting his finger curve and push inside of you quickly picking up the speed trying to get you off. You could hear slightly the sound of him fingering you during a few quiet times but the movie was quick to cut of everything else.

You felt your pussy tighten up around Jimin’s fingers as another orgasm was quickly swirling in your stomach. You whined out softly, but he pulled back his finger letting you calm down as your hips started to shake. You narrowed your eyes at the screen and Jimin chuckled, reaching his finger up he sucked on the digit cleaning it before he reached over to grab at the sucker that was bound to fall from Taehyung’s lips due to the fact that he was so lost in the pleasure that you gave him. Jimin instead stretched out with the sucker in his hand and moved to put it in his lap, slowly he inched it under the blankets that were over your bodies. Soon you could feel the sucker pressing against your entrance, your eyes opening wide and you tried to grab at Jimin’s wrist trying to keep him from sliding it inside of you but you were too slow for him. He was opening you up more with the sucker, fucking you with it changing paces between slow and fast. As far as you and Taehyung you kept teasing him, building him up only to stop and not let him cum. Your wrist was flicking quickly to give him that extra add to get him off. Jimin chuckled watching the both of you as he tried to push the candy deeper inside of you, twirling it around with his fingers causing you to gasp as your hips spasmed. Your eyes rolled back as your second orgasm came faster than what you expected. Your pussy tightened around the sucker as you came once again feeling the wetness soak out your core completely. Your breathing was uneven as he fucked you until your orgasm past through you. Jimin pulled the dripping sucker from your core causing you to groan as all your juices as well as your cum slid form your pussy. Jimin being even more of a tease waited until you were looking at him to lift the sucker up to his lips and put it into your mouth sucking your sweetness from it.

The lust was prominent between the three of you and all you wanted to do was throw him down and ride him like it was no tomorrow.

“Hey.. I’m cold let me sit on your thigh Jimin.” You spoke before you knew what you were doing. Both Jimin and Taehyung lifted an eyebrow but Jimin picked you up, sitting you on his left thigh facing the screen. Your panties were back into place covering your clothed cunt as your hands braced down on his knee. You waited a bit just staying still as your hand moved to reposition on Taehyung’s cock that was throbbing, weeping for a release that you kept denying him. Your hips slowly started to move down against Jimin’s flexing thigh, your eyes trained on the screen like you did nothing wrong. At first Jimin was shocked to see you doing such a dirty thing on his thigh but he liked it a lot and considering no one could see your hips it was like you were just sitting there. Jimin moved to press his hand against the lower expanse of your back, causing you to ride his thigh harder. Your lips emitted a soft whine from your lips as you imagined riding something more, the way Jimin guided your hips demanding that you press down harder on his thigh. Leaning up he wrapped one arm around the front of your body smiling sweetly and laughing as he leaned against your ear.

“You fucking created a wet spot on my pants you dirty little slut. I’m going to make you fucking clean it up with your tongue.” The tone he took with you was harsh and you loved it even more. “Fucking push your clit against him thigh and rub it. Now.” He barked at you his hand moving down your body as he looked over at the movie as your head rolled forward noticing that the credit was staring to roll. A lot of the people were staring to move from the seated area back to their cars. The other cars in the back starting to pull away and drive off from the movie. The moment that most of the front was cleared out Taehyung snatched the blankets away from your body and Jimin pushed you forward more with your hands bracing on the ground for impact, he moved to tuck the ends of your skirt up around the band. Taehyung had looked back at a male giving a curt nod of his head and the male walked off agreeing as he went to go do something else with his time sense he was the overseer of the event.

“Fucking ride my thigh you slut.” Jimin growled one hand grabbing at your hair pulling harshly as his free hand slapped at your ass cheeks.

“What if people see?” You asked moaning out as your hips ground down harder against his thigh.

“Let them watch, you have other things to worry about. Like how are you going to take two dicks.” Taehyung admitted before he and Jimin traded out hands in your hair. You moved until your face was right above his angry red shaft. You licked your lips licking at the beads of precum that seemed to be present and there begging for you to lick. Your mouth was watering and rushing you were eager to wrap your lips around his shaft sucking eagerly on his thick appendage bobbing your head up and down. It was getting dark now, the last of the cars starting to clear out and honestly you didn’t give a damn if they saw you or not. Your hips rutted against the rough expanse of Jimin’s jean cladded thigh. Your stomach tightening up as you sought after another orgasm. The friction was rough and you knew your pussy would be red but it felt so good and you weren’t stopping until you were cumming again staining your panties. Your heart pounded so hard against your chest it felt like it was ringing against your temples.

Jimin looked around once more seeing if they were in the clear and once it was confirmed he placed you on your knees, sliding down your panties to rest at your knees. He bit on the sucker and chewed on it until it was gone and proceeded to look turn his attention back to you. He pressed your thighs together looking at your puffy pussy leaning close to bury his face against your warm wet folds. His tongue eagerly flicking up and down your pussy lips eagerly French kissing them as his tongue wiggled deeper. His face was pressing forward more, his tongue flicking from your pussy all the way up towards your tight asshole and back down. His hands gripping onto your thighs as he dove his tongue inside of you moaning against your flesh. His tongue pushed inside to lap at your clit before he was dragging it upwards and shoving it inside of your pussy. Scooping your cum out with his tongue he ate away at you, cleaning you out and drinking your fluids like it was the best thing he had ever tasted. His tongue was flicking against your wet walls trying to taste everything that he could, swirling around your pussy he moaned softly and you were moaning around Taehyung’s cock that was lodged deep inside of your throat. You were eager to suck on his flesh hollowing your cheeks, trying to get him off. He was thrusting his hips up against your face, spreading his legs a bit so that he could face fuck you better the sight of Jimin between your thighs face fucking you made his head roll back as he moaned up towards the night sky. His greatest fantasy was finally happening.

Jimin slapped at your ass pulling back as he watched Taehyung lose his mind, his hips thrusting up against your face. He gave you a warning, but you didn’t stop letting your throat tighten around his throat you were eagerly swirling your tongue and flattening it against the flesh looking at him with wide eyes moaning the best moan you could around his shaft. The sight caused Taehyung to unravel and he spilled his white hot cum down your throat. You groaned eagerly lapping at him and swallowing around his shaft you pulled back with a wet pop.

Taehyung grinned at you and you moved to kiss his lips staring a make out session between the two of you. His tongue was flicking across your bottom lip and sucking on it eagerly nibbling into the plump flesh. Your hand reached up to tangle in his hair as you started to whine, Jimin was assaulting your already throbbing pussy having found your spot he tongue fucked it hard and fast with rapid thrusts in and out of your wetness. Taehyung stuck his tongue in your mouth trying to push it down your throat as your legs buckled. He moaned as he tasted his cum on your tongue, his hands moving to grope at your breast through your shirt, moving the offending fabric up and you were about to pull it off but Jimin’s tongue finally got you to the place you needed to be and you fell forward crying out for him as your hips rolled back against him needy and eager to play with his tongue. Jimin pulled back slapping at your ass as he moved to unzip his pants, pulling his cock out he let it stand proud up against the air. He hissed softly as he saw the red angry tip rest against his lower stomach.

Taehyung moved to suck on your neck, his lips finding your spot behind your ear nibbling on it, as he let you calm down. Jimin was eager moving to sit back on his ass he pulled at your leg playfully. “Come get me off y/n.” He complained and you nodded your head moving to crawl onto his lap you pushed Jimin straight back on his back. You moved to grip at his cock, aligning it against your dripping core and slowly you slid down onto his cock groaning softly as he filled you up. You rested with your hands on his chest, waiting for yourself to adjust. Jimin was patient but the moment you started to bounce up and down onto his cock, he made sure to grind his hips up, he was fucking into you making sure he hit the right spots within your pussy. Taehyung watched from a distance loving the scene of you both fucking in clothes but it was also covering a lot. Your breast which should have been on display were covered up by your shirt but it was made up for with how your hips picked up and dropped back down against him. You were rolling your eyes back because it felt so good, to have his thick cock pulsing against your walls. You leaned your head down pressing your lips against Jimin as your thrusts against each other turned into you both grinding your hips slowly against one another the fucking turned into deep love making in the spans of seconds.  Jimin wrapped his arms around your waist moving his hands to play with your ass, he groped and slapped at the flesh spanking it and pushing you down against him to make sure he buried himself to the hilt each and every time. You were coming undone he felt so thick and he filled you up to the brim, he was slowly speeding his hips up but because he wanted Taehyung to have you as well he reluctantly pulled out of you once he was getting close.

Taehyung moved to lay you down on your back crawling over you with a smirk. “I want to ride you.” He grinned down at how you suddenly became flustered after being so bold. He spread your legs open with his own legs, he slowly slid inside of you, filling you up and pressing his face into your neck sucking on your skin. You moved to wrap your arms under his arms grabbing onto his shoulders. He was starting to pound into your pussy fucking you harshly against the comforter set. Jimin was on his knees stroking his cock vigorously as he watched Taehyung fuck you balls deep. The male bottomed out and he jack hammered inside of your silk like pink walls, your pussy welcomed him in wrapping around him and molding around his member just to fit him.

“J-Jimin come here.” You moaned out in pleasure as your hooded lust filled eyes sought out his body. Jimin crawled over to you, he moved to sit beside your head and you moved your head until you were facing him opening your mouth wide. Taehyung got the hint and pulled back, Jimin leaned over you starting to face fuck you as Taehyung fucked into your pussy lifting one of your thighs over his shoulder. You couldn’t cry out or do anything but moan and take Jimin’s cock sliding down your throat. Taehyung moved his fingers to rub at your clit feeling you tighten around him was also pushing him towards his end. You felt like you were on cloud nine, your eyes watched Jimin move on top of you how he moaned your name and slightly growled, his nose crinkling as you brought him closer to the edge. Taehyung was gripping at your thighs pounding away at your insides until he was burying his load deep inside of your pussy. Your hips circled around him, taking every drop as your cum mixed with his as well. Jimin came last spilling his warm seed down your throat holding his hips and making you take it. You swallowed eagerly at his cum and he pulled back as his hips twitched and bucked. You all were panting heavily trying to calm down from the fuck session that had just happened between all of you.

Taehyung moved back first helping you pull your panties up and skirt down as the male approached him. He slapped hands with him and thanked the male before he and Jimin smirked starting to clean up the area leaving you dazed and confused as they got everything together.

“What the hell was that?” You finally decided to ask pointing at the retreating figure and both men shrugged Jimin chuckling with a sneaky smile.

“I told you y/n. Taehyung had a fantasy and he wanted to fill it. When we talked about it three months ago you said he should go for it. So here we are.” Jimin clapped happily as they walked to the car and you quickly scrambled to your feet trying to chase them both with jelly legs yelling at the back of their heads.

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I’m just saying another huge thank you for all the support I’ve gotten off this story so far and I really hope you enjoy this. 

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You walked into work with a nod to the girls at the reception desk who smiled back at you. There was no one at work who flat out hated you to your knowledge. You mean, sure there were a couple you didn’t get along with but that was to be expected; because everyone had that, no matter who they were. You passed Paulina on your way and she gave you a grimace. 

Jogging back you caught her arm. “Hey, Paulina, what’s up?” 

“It’s Harvey. You’re late and there was a first thing meeting this morning with one of his clients: Washington Oil.” 

“Shit.” You muttered. Harvey Scott, the man who hired you, Senior Partner at Hughes and Wood, was… well… Harvey was Harvey. Best closer in New York, loyal, always there, stubborn, secretly cares but never shows it unless he trusts, trustworthy, dependable, blunt, smart and he was one hell of a poker player.

“You’re his secretary slash my best friend can’t you help a girl out?” She gave you a look.

“I already have.” Paulina, the stunning redhead, told you before walking off.

Groaning, you hurried the rest of the way to your office only to see Harvey sat there, in your chair, facing away from you.

He spoke simply. “It’s 8:30. That’s half an hour after you have to be here. And an hour after when you should be here.” 

“Okay, Harvey, since when did we use a time clock?” You joked as you plopped your bag by your desk and hung up your coat.

“What are the new Oil transportation laws instated?” He stood up.

You shook you head and moved around to your chair. “Oh they’re nothing; they’re just a nuisance.” 

“Andrew Washington wanted to know about them because he was worried about them.”

You leant back in the chair as Harvey circled to the front of your desk. “Then tell him that he doesn’t need to worry because it’s just another form he has to fill out.” 

“What I’m worried about is that I could have told him that in the meeting, had you been there. This morning. At 8.”

“But I checked the calendar! There was nothing on this morning.” You reached for your phone to double check.

“I know. It was spontaneous. And I was there. And you? You were not there.” Harvey stopped and paced slightly. “Did you hear me when I told you to get your shit together?”

You looked at him ludicrously. “Of course I listened and that’s why I’m late this morning.”

“Being late is not getting your shit together.” He picked up a file only to slam it down. “Get it through your head. We’ve just been under attack as a firm and the world knows it. We’re weak, Y/N, and in the law of the jungle the weak get eaten.”

You sighed and spun slightly on your chair. “Look Harvey, I’m sorry about being late this morning. If you’d just ease up and let me explain…”

Ease up!?” Okay, wrong thing to say. “You’re telling me to ease up!? You’re telling me to ease up when our clients might be leaving? That’s right, David Houston might be leaving me. People don’t leave me!”

You blinked rapidly. “I, I just…”

“ENOUGH!”

You stood up from your chair sharply and Harvey took a step back. “No! Enough you, Harvey! You want to know why I was late! I was signing on fourteen new clients this morning. One of which is corporate. So before you go telling me what to and not to do, make sure you know the damn facts.” 

“Y/N, look, I’m sorry. I-”

You gave a slight smile. “Harvey, it’s fine, I understand. I’ll try to be on time next time but right now, I have so much paperwork-”

“That’s generally what happens when you take on 14 clients.” Harvey sarcastically said as he hovered by the door to leave.

Childishly you poked your tongue out at your mentor. Checking to make sure no one could see, he pulled a silly face back at you. You smirked before flicking on the computer. You logged on and immediately started going through procedure and checking your work email. A knock on the glass wall of you office made you jump. You looked up to see the delivery man at the door, which happened seldom to not at all as the receptionists brought around any mail or parcels.

“Hi? Can I help you?” You stood up to walk over when you saw the flower bouquet in his hands. “I’m sure you know it’s not Valentine’s Day nor my birthday.” 

The delivery guy, Robert, smiled. “I’m well aware Miss L/N, but this was left downstairs for you.”

You looked at him oddly and spotted Paulina watching from the corner of your eye. “Thanks for bringing them up for me, Robert.” 

He nodded and disappeared off again. You studied the bouquet in your hands as Paulina slid gracefully through the door. “I know you can pull anyone but the delivery guy? He’s way out of your league, honey.” 

Laughing at the jab you place the bouquet in a vase you kept in the cupboard in your desk for certain situations. “Apparently they were left for me at the front desk.” You removed the decorative wrapping and gently put the flowers in the vase. 

“Ohhh, so Y/N has a secret admirer? Okay, we both know it’s not Jim from accounting.” She grinned before coming up for a closer look. Paulina looked at them before plucking something out. “Ah ha!”

In her hand was a small slip of paper which you were quick to snatch before opening it.

Hi Bunny, 

The team wanted to say thank you for helping us out and we both know that you office is way to aesthetically perfect so we decided to send flowers. And when I say decided I mean Red said to. Hermione agreed and the guys don’t understand the female mind so then agreed with them.

I was going to send carrots but Legolas said it was too far.

-T

You smiled at the note quietly and grabbed a photo holder to put the note in and placed it next to the flower neatly.

“Y/N, this is gossip time. Because I understood none of that and you’re smiling.” Her hand were on her hips, showcasing the raspberry dress she was wearing.

“Paulina. I’d love to but I can’t I have too much paperwork-” 

“Then I’ll go and grab my laptop and join you here.” 

As much as you dearly loved your friend, she was so stubborn. You tapped away with your case, adding all the new information to the system and going through any and every paper piece of evidence Tony had given you to make a head start on it. True to her word, Paulina came back with her laptop and sat with you in your Senior Associate office and listened as you explained as much of the story as you could. She was a great listener, only talking when she didn’t understand something or offering drink breaks. Several hours later you had finally explained everything between breaks, hot beverages, pastries, toilet breaks and work.

“So let me sum this up for me. You’re now the official attorney for the Avengers, the corporation and them themselves, to help with the Sokovia Accords and to make sure half of them don’t end up in deeper trouble.” By now, sushi lunch was sprawled out across you desk. You were a huge foodie and there was this one sushi bar that was only a couple blocks over and was incredible.

You nodded, covering your mouth with your chopsticks. “In a nutshell.” 

“Damn. Can you get me an autograph or 14?” She joked and you laughed quietly. 

“Sorry, no can do.” 

She’s groaned dramatically. Paulina flopped back in her chair, hand splayed across her forehead. Rolling your eyes, you tapped quickly away at you computer because, at last, you were almost done. Paulina, knowing the signs of you almost finishing, began a countdown.

“10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3…2..1.” 

“DONE!” You shouted and spun a full circle in your chair, arms above your head in triumph. 

You laughed happily and Paulina stood up and told you that she was going back to her desk outside Harvey’s office. Finally, it had taken you a good six hours to do all of the work and now you were chuffed that you had it done. You glanced at your phone to see that you had missed calls from Tony. Moving around your desk to shut the door, you tapped the redial button and moved the phone to your ear, pinning on your shoulders. The dial tone played as you started to move onto drafts of potential needed documents so you wouldn’t have to do them in a rush. 

“Tony Stark speaking.” 

“Tony, it’s me.”

“Hi me, I’m Tony.” 

“Tony.” You warned with a roll of your eyes; You could hear the smirk in his voice. “You rang.” 

“I did. Ross showed up with his attorney.” You immediately stopped what you were going and grabbed the phone before placing it on speaker on you desk.

“What! Please tell me you didn’t say anything.” 

I didn’t no. Romanoff and Barton took care of it with the odd sentence from other people.” 

You swore under your breath as Harvey strolled into your office, file in hand. You motioned zipping his lips and nodded; he closed the door and said nothing as he sat in front of your desk. 

“Were they diplomatic about it?” Your fingers were crossed.

“As much as they could be, being them.” Harvey stared at you in shock he began mouthing at you. Is that..?

You nodded and motioned for him to shut up. “I need you to give me details, Tony; I can’t work on kinda diplomatic.” 

“I’ll have FRIDAY send over a recording and transcript.” 

Sent to Bunny, sir.” FRIDAY’s voice chimed in the background. 

“Seriously Tony! You’re AI is in on it too?” You leant back in exasperation of your friend and client. 

“That’s irrelevant. Are you coming back later?” 

“Of course.”  You had nodded before then realising he couldn’t see it.

“See ya later, carrot hater!” 

Shaking you head with a smile, you replied. “In a while, Mr Senile!” 

“Hey!” He objected but you had already ended the call.

Harvey sort of just stared at you. “Since when was Tony Stark been your client?” 

You looked at him weirdly. “Since I got here almost, along with representing Stark Industries.” 

“So let me guess, those fourteen clients weren’t any random fourteen.” He gave you ‘the Harvey Scott look’, as you and Paulina jokingly called it.

“Not really.”  

“Damn, now I almost feel bad about getting angry at you.” 

You snorted and span your chair. “No, you don’t.” 

He nodded and stood up. “You’re right, I don’t because if I did, it would mean I cared about you.” 

You gasped in mock hurt and grabbed you coat and bag. “Paulina and I both know you care about me really.”

“Whatever you say, kid.”

You got into the elevator and headed down, to meet Rae who was Harvey’s driver. In these situations you generally just trusted Harvey as to where you were going because most of the time, it was to a client and today was no different as you pulled up at Washington Oil’s headoffices thirty minutes later. You and Harvey discussed a brief plan on how to talk to Andrew Washington in the elevator’s rise up. When you did eventually step up, it wasn’t what you were expecting. 

Andrew Washington was there, but so was a young boy with red puffy eyes and a box of tissues by his side. 

When Andrew saw you, he stood up and moved away from the boy to talk to you. “I’m afraid business is going to have to wait. I know you don’t do pro bono cases but I need you to do this. His… his parents, my brother and sister in law, they were killed by a drunk driver.” 

Involuntarily, you sucked a sharp breath in. “How old is he? You nephew.” Your chest was constricting rapidly. 

“He’s twelve. He’s going to be staying with me from now on.” 

“Of course. We’ll make an exception.” Harvey was glancing wearily at you as you stuttered into a walk towards the boy.

In front of him, you crouched down to be level. “Hi there, I’m Y/N. I’m here to he-”

“To help me. Yeah, I get it.” The boy sniffled. 

You let out a small chuckle. “What’s your name?” 

“Toby, but Uncle Andrew calls me Tobias.”

“So, Toby, what’s your favourite ice cream?” You asked and adjusted your feet under you.

“I don’t see how that’s relevant.” 

“It’s absolutely relevant.” You replied. “Ice cream has special properties to make you feel better.“ 

"I don’t believe you.” Toby pouted petulantly. 

You put on a grin. “When you come over our office, there’ll be ice cream waiting for you.”

“Strawberry.” He said quietly and you knew you had gotten somewhere. 

“Hey, little man!” Harvey came over to join the pair of you and sat next to Toby on the sofa. “We’re not going to pressure you into talking but when you’re ready, let Uncle Andrew know and then he can tell us.” He glanced at you and looked terrified. 

You nodded encouragingly. “We’ll see you soon, Toby, okay?" 

The young boy nodded. You glanced at Andrew Washington and he nodded to Harvey. They had obviously done all the technicalities whilst you had been talking to the boy. Your heart swelled slightly at the thought he was doing this case so you didn’t have to do it by yourself. So you brought it up on the way back to headquarters.

“Thank you, Harvey, for this.” You were studiously looking out of your window on the left hand side. It was practically a religion that the pair of you always sat in the back and on the left and he sat on the right.

“It’s what we do, Y/N, you know that.” He replied quietly.

“Have I told you the real reason I wanted to become a lawyer?” You moved away from the window to look at him.

“Once or twice.”

You smiled slightly. “Three’s a charm. I wanted to become a lawyer because my parents were killed by a drunk driver when I was only 10. My grandma took me in but it always hard having to explain to other people why I didn’t have parents. The lawyer who was in charge of our case didn’t give a damn, I could tell, and that’s why I wanted to become a lawyer; so it didn’t happen to other people who needed help.” 

Harvey turned to look you in the eye. “You’ve definitely helped more than enough people to make up for what he did. You’re a damn good lawyer.” 

You smiled. “But not as good as you.” 

Harvey chuckled. “That goes without saying.”

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Never in a million years would I have thought that I’d meet somebody as perfect as you. Everything about you makes my heart leap out of my chest. My heart had been shattered beyond repair but when I met you, I felt as if I was never broken to begin with. I didn’t think I would ever fall for somebody again, but I have and let me tell you, I fell hard and unbelievably fast. Ever since we met, thoughts of you have consumed my mind. I find myself wondering what you’re doing without even realising that my mind has yet again wandered to you. When I catch myself doing so, my heart begins to beat rapidly and I can feel butterflies fluttering in my stomach. You’re so enchanting and darling, I hope I’ll always be under your spell. You’ve made me feel things that I never dreamed I could feel. When I speak with you, warmth spreads through my heart and a wave of happiness resonates within me. I long to be in the security of your arms and knowing me, I’d want to stay in them forever. My feelings for you are undeniable and with every day that passes without you knowing how I truly feel, the more unbearable it gets. You’ve made me happier than my words can express and for that, I can never thank you enough. You bring out the best in me and that, my love, is what made me realise how crazy I am for you. I’ve even began to have this unexplainable craving to be yours and for you to be mine. I constantly picture us together and the mere thought of it brings such joy to my heart. Everything about you makes me feel like I’m living in a fantasy. Your heavenly smile, your melodic voice, your angelic eyes, all of it is so captivating. I cannot explain how much I want to lie on your chest and hear your heart beating in sync with mine, to wake up next to you knowing I’m the luckiest woman ever, to cuddle with you and stay like that forever. I want to that person whom you cannot stop thinking about, that person whom you brag about to your friends, that person whom you love so dearly. I might be dreaming way too high but when it comes to you, I just cannot stop. I know that you may not feel as I do but that matters not to me. The only I care about is being with you, whether it’s as friend or as partners in crime. I cannot imagine my life without you being somewhere in it, and I hope I will never have to. I only ask that you consider giving me a chance to show you what we could be, to give you everything that I have, to love you like there’s no tomorrow, to show you the world hand in hand
—  Letters you’ll never receive #4 // S.T.
Undeniable Heat 55: Planning

Jensen Ackles x Reader

1550 Words

Story Summary: You’ve just gotten a job as one of the makeup artists on the set of Supernatural. Nervous on the first day, you become completely awkward, winning the affection of the divorced Jensen Ackles. You try to fight your desire for him, but he thwarts you at every turn. Will you be able you separate work and play, or will you let Jensen win?

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Jensen’s POV

I couldn’t hide the huge smile on my face as I made my way toward the stage. Seeing those amazing engagement photographs made me realize that this was actually happening. Sure, proposing to Y/N had been a spur of the moment idea, but I had never been more excited that she was soon going to become my wife. I loved Y/N, and everything that we had gone through had just cemented that love even more.

I couldn’t wait to get a copy, maybe a wallet sized one to carry in my back pocket. Maybe another to keep in my trailer. I was sounding like a love-struck teenager, and I actually didn’t care. Knowing that the engagement announcement was coming out soon, that our relationship was going well, had a spring to my step.

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Designated Driver (Exo Sehun Smut)

Originally posted by luhan-vevo

Admin: Nari

POV: Second (male x female)

Genre: Smut (16+)

Jonghoon was your older brother that you loved and cared for dearly, but couldn’t stand his friends- especially Sehun, who was unfortunately his best friend. Your downfall is that you couldn’t say no to your brother, so long as he didn’t ask you to do anything immoral. So here you are now. Driving Hoon and his friends to a club that you wouldn’t even be able to drink at because you hadn’t reached the glorious age of 21, hence why you were chosen as the DD.

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Stop Being Cute

You love your best friend dearly, but sometimes the amount of attention that Park Jihoon gets just because he has a nice face can get a little annoying…

  • high school au
  • best friends w/no romance au

  • for anon who requested:‘ youre jealous your best friend jihoon is cuter than you will ever be’
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“Oh my god Jihoon, you look so handsome today!” One of your classmates squealed as your best friend and partner-in-crime Park Jihoon took his seat next to you.

“Jihoon oppa, what did you eat to become so handsome?” you mimicked in a high-pitched voice, waving your arms around. Jihoon snickered at that, patting your head in a condescending way.

“It’s okay, (y/n), we all know you’ll never be as cute as I am,” Jihoon replied smugly, giving the girl a wink as he settled into his seat.

“You really just can’t keep it in your pants, can you?” You asked as the teacher started the lesson.

“What can I say?” Jihoon grinned over at you, “Momma gave me good looks.”

“Don’t sully your mother’s name like that!” You hissed in response, reaching down to pinch Jihoon’s thigh, “Auntie Park deserves better.”

“Jihoon! (y/n)! Class has only just started and the two of you are talking?” The teacher yelled, pounding her fist against her desk, “eyes up front!”

The two of you focused back on the board, but not before you gave Jihoon a dirty look—he kicked your ankle in response.

Class dragged on as usual. You did your best to take notes, but soon forgot about them in favor of flicking tiny paper balls into Park Woojin’s hair with Jihoon, keeping tally of how many each of you could land in his hair.

“Class is dismissed for lunch,” the teacher announced, and you jolted, sweeping the paper balls off of your desk onto the floor, “please remember to get water and use the bathroom during lunch so that you’re not taking up class time doing so.”

“Uh, Woojin, you might wanna brush your hair out a bit,” Jihoon commented with a snicker and you joined in the laughter as Woojin ran a hand through his hair, groaning.

“Aw, guys, really?” He complained, the three of you heading towards the cafeteria, “this is the third time this week you’ve done this!”

“What can I say, Ms. Lee can be pretty boring,” you responded with a grin, reaching over to ruffle Woojin’s hair; a ton of little paper balls cascaded from his locks.

“Park Jihoon!” A girl exclaimed, hurrying up to your best friend. You and Woojin exchanged tired looks—you were long used to the constant stream of confessions that Jihoon experienced. “I made this lunchbox for you, I hope you’ll enjoy it!”

“I swear, I should just stop hanging out with Jihoon,” you remarked as the three of you continued on, Jihoon now carrying the homemade lunch box in his hand. “Like honestly, if I were to ever get a boyfriend, I feel like he’d fall for Jihoon instead of me.”

“It’s the wink,” Jihoon replied, sending you finger hearts, “the wink’s what gets ‘em.”

“You’re irritating,” you groaned, shoving your best friend into a locker, and he just burst out into laughter in response. Yes, sometimes you got salty about how much attention and affection Jihoon got, but at the end of the day he was your best friend, and you’d support him no matter what.

Rent A Boyfriend Series (Profiles)

  • RAD corporations: aka rent a date corporations is a large expensive building that basically looks like celebrities work in
  • and in this building, if you walk passed the lobby, through various hallways, passed the dressing rooms and make up rooms, you’ll find a giant game room
  • and in that game room, are thirteen screaming men angrily and excited pointing at the giant plasma television as an intense game of Mario Kart occurs
  • ah yes, you’ve found the rent a boyfriends
  • Choi Seungcheol: the casual next door boyfriend type. your friends will envy the way he makes it seem as though you two have been dating for months or even years and his reliable nature will make your friends melt. extra services include making it seem as though you two live together, plus he’ll even drop in because he forgot an item.
  • Yoon Jeonghan: the show off type, when you really just want to show off your handsome date, his good looks will cause your friends and every girl or guy to swoon.extra services include arriving in a helicopter just to show he’s better than all your friend’s dates.
  • Joshua Hong: the gentleman type. the boy you’d bring to your family gatherings to show off just how sweet he is to you. extra services include him performing a little acoustic guitar or even playing the cute clueless American foreigner.
  • Wen Jun: the revenge boyfriend. when you really want to piss off your ex by showing you’re in a better and happier relationship, Jun is your guy. he’ll give a few jabs to your ex at just how much happier you are and even say how your ex lost something very special. extra services include Jun being a little handsy, but it’s all fun when you see the reaction of your fuming ex.
  • Kwon Soonyoung: the work oriented type. the boyfriend you’d tell your friends is often working, sends you multiple text when you’re with friends and even calls you, sometimes with videos. extra services include a night out with you and your girls where he shows off just how good he is on the dance floor.
  • Jeon Wonwoo: the romantic type. he’s the guy you’ve just started ‘dating’ and you want to show off to your coworkers. so he’ll bring you flowers, chocolates, teddy bears, and even attend your after work events. extra services include a big romantic gesture at your next work event so be prepared for a big shock.
  • Lee Jihoon: the artistic boyfriend. the one you’d want to show off his skills for, bring him to a festival and he’ll sweep the floor of that karaoke contest that’s displayed in a large crowd. extra services includes an actor playing as an entertainment rep trying to scout your boyfriend.
  • Xu Minghao: the instagram boyfriend. the one you use to get those Instagram likes, with his incredible fashion and aesthetically pleasing photo taking skills, you’ll receive hundreds of followers in no time. extra services include, his own Instagram account dedicated to only you.
  • Kim Mingyu: the domestic boyfriend. perfect to introduce to your parents so they’ll get off your back for a while about finding the perfect husband. with his good looks and charm, he’ll definitely steal the hearts of your parents. extra services include him cooking a whole meal for a family dinner.
  • Lee Seokmin: the ditzy boyfriend. his smile will sweep your friends off their feet, he purchases silly couple items and showcases them and he’ll even provide various gags to show just how funny he is. extra services include showcasing his beautiful voice that’ll make your friends wish he was their boyfriend.
  • Boo Seungkwan: the emotional type. Need a guy to accompany you and your friends to that new and sad romance movie coming out on Valentine’s day or possibly a guy to attend a wedding with well there’s Seungkwan. he’ll have your friends in envy when he holds you and lets out a few tears. extra services include multiple speeches about you to your friends just to show how much he loves you dearly.
  • Choi Hansol: the best friend type. makes your friends jealous because their relationship just doesn’t seem as close as Hansol will be with you. With multiple inside jokes and references to past dates, Hansol will make your friends envy the way you two are just two peas in a pod. extra services include photos and souvenirs that’ll fabricate the past fake dates.
  • Lee Chan: the inexperienced type. introduce him to your friends and watch him get flustered over everything. as you have already told your friends, you’re his first girlfriend, all of them will swoon at his cute demeanor as he offers to pay and do everything. extra services include shy physical affection that’s bound to have your friends squealing.

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Daddy Poly! McHanzo Chapter 1

Life had always been pretty good for you, giving you enough to be content with life. Your family loved you dearly, just as you loved them, and you had some amazing friends. Working at the diner kind of sucked sometimes because you had to deal with hungry, crabby people during lunch rush but most people were nice and regular’s always gave you great tips. More than enough for you to have a nice place with your best friend and no limits on your cell phone. Since life had been good to you, you weren’t a very wary person.

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Ships

One female and one male character maybe? I’m five foot five and a half inches tall. Shoulder length black/brown hair, snake bites, bright yellow green eyes, medium build. Introvert, excitable, awkward (in an adorable way I’ve been told), stubborn, I have a punkish style a bit of a nerd, I like hanging out with friends, watching educational shows, reading, and shopping. I’m also a fan of puns.

Requested by: @askbigbrolucifer


I ship you with Jasper!

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- It had been your yellow-ish eyes that first caught his attention.

-Were they contacts? You couldn’t be a vampire … he could smell the blood rushing beneath your skin, and practically feel the rhythmic beats of your heart.

-So, I guess he had no choice but you meet you then

-He totally had a choice but your unusual eyes were a good reason - valid, even - to start a conversation but he would never admit to that.

- The conversations were awkward at first, not gonna lie. You were both introverted to an extent so communicating could be seen a little cringy with barely there eye contact

-Jasper knew, and totally used his powers to make you relax around him, so you would talk more care-freely and after that conversations were easier to go on. Much more smoothly.

-You had History with him.

-And you didn’t mind it at first, but then you realized Jasper was pretty big on it. Like, you looked at his book one day while he was writing and the teacher was speaking and you just see him writing ‘incorrect’, ‘that didn’t happen’ and you can’t be sure but your pretty sure you saw him write once ‘jesus christ this educational system is a failure’.

-you asked him about it. he tried to brush it off, but you wouldn’t let him. So you came to a compromise. He would tutor you in History.

-That’s when you really started loving History. Because this man really did know his facts. And he become to animated and invested in it, you sometimes felt it struck a personal cord with him.

- You can trust you would never would fail History class again.

-He loved listening to you talk, especially now that you were more comfortable around him. You would rant about everything and at anytime, it doesn’t matter if in the middle of class, you were ready to vent.

-The teachers wouldn’t tell you off either, unless your voice became to loud in your tangent, because Jasper would give the teacher the side eye and they would look the other way because in their mind jesus fucking christ that Cullen student is terrifying.

- But dammmmnnn, sometimes you would do these cute little things when talking, and when your passionate about it you go onto these long dominated bubbly rants and it was so cute to watch! He loved it!

- He loved it more that you were excitable, it seemed so pure and rich and …. thats when he knew he loved you. Because he wanted you to be the pure girl in the world with stars in your eyes who questioned and challenged things (especially social norms) and wanted you to be this little cinnamon roll forever!

- Your family and friends - who you loved dearly - weren’t big on your documentaries, but with Jasper in your life you would be like ‘Hey’ calling him up ‘I found this new cool one about -’ and before you could finish Jasper was saying ‘I’ll be there’

-It was your thing. The thing you guys did together.

-Nerd? YOUR A NERD?!?1? MY FRIEND SIT DOWN! JASPER IS THE BIGGEST ONE YET! SWEET JESUS YOU HAVE NOTHING ON HIM IN COMPARISON.

-You found it adorable, though.

-you never had a preference for where you read before. You’ll do it anywhere anytime.

  • everyone who knows you knows you have a book stashed on your person somewhere
  • and in your lifetime it has become an acceptable weapon to hit people with
  • But now, you love reading with Jasper, even if he’s not. You just like to be near him
  • Jasper loves sensing your emotions when you read, because it feels like his being taken on a journey too.

-Puns. he loves your puns. … though some can be quite bad sometimes.

  • But most importantly, you learned when punning in the presence of the Cullen’s is that DON’T PUN AROUND EMMETT
  • THAT MAN SLAYS AT THEM
  • LIKE 95% OF THEM ARE HORRIBLE BUT HE IS KING
  • THERE IS A BLOODY PUN WAR IN THAT HOUSE BECAUSE OF YOU
  • (Jasper loves that your so involved with his family. You have a relationship with them all)

-All deciding NOT TO MURDER YOU when they debate whether to tell you about their secret.

  • (Carlisle is so fucking relieved about this because Jasper and Rosalie had been down to SLAY Bella when they thought she MIGHT figure it out)
  • (If this isn’t testimony that the Cullen’s love you i don’t know what is)

-they tell you

  • -your kinda chill/shocked
  • -so you kinda just nod your head with a confused expression on your face for a good while until your it get around your head
  • -Emmett thought it was hilarious
  • Jasper was trying really hard not use his powers on you to know how you would react on your own.
  • Then your fine … even a little teasy about it.
  • ‘eh, bite me cullen’ you would say when he tried to make you do something your were 100% not in the mood for.

-You may like to shop but don’t let Alice hear you say that

  • -because then its just game over.
  • -good bye social life
  • -Goodbye Jasper
  • -It had been nice knowing you all
  • Welcome life of the living play-up doll

-The cullen’s love you, and Jasper is totally planning to Marry you, don’t you worry, even if he wasn’t, Alice totally would have made sure otherwise, she wants another sister

because Bella is highkey too much drama

I know you wanted a Female and Male one, but can I take a rain check on the female side of it. This was quite long.

~Admin Bree

People always latch on to the first image and refuse to let go. It was the same with John. Because he had this rapier wit, they said he was nasty and things like that. But John was the kindest person I ever knew. He was the only one of the four of us who would give his soul. The three of us would hesitate, but John would give you anything without hesitation. And I loved the man dearly. We were friends all of the time.
—  Ringo Starr on John Lennon, April 1981
Badass

YAY REQUESTS! Could you write a spence x reader where the reader is a badass, and introduces spencer to her friends which makes him really nervous about their relationship since he’s such an adorable lil geek? THANK YOU ILY  -Anon

Pairing: Reid x Reader

Word Count: 1929

Warnings: none really

A/N: I kept most of the requests from the old blog and will be doing them here. I have been working on this one for a while and since school is over, now i have some time to myself to write. I hope you guys like this, and share it with your friends :)

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