love you all too!

After the opening scene of the clip where we learn about Sana’s past bullying experience this is a scene that hurt the most during the clip.

You realize how alone Sana must feel, how powerless over her life that she even decides to isolate herself from Isak, with who she shares one of the most close and incredible bonds than with anyone else on the show. She is so hurt that she needs to feel like she has some control over the situation, and that she has to put all these walls around her to make sure she will never hurt anyone and she will never get hurt again. When we see her distancing herself from the girl squad we think they hurt her (some even without realising they did so) and thus, she is isolating herself from them to not get hurt again. But with Isak it’s different. She feels guilty about Isak getting hurt, that was apparent in the clip right before the hiatus, she believes she is to blame for the balloon squad fight and so believes she hurt Isak. So she pushes him away too, because even though he didn’t hurt her, she feels like she hurt him and that brings a lot more pain to her than the other way round.

And then we have the sentence “Du er alene” which can be viewed from more than one perspective.

-She feels alone and so projects those feelings on Isak and tells him that he is alone too, much like Even would say “everybody is alone anyways”.

-It’s also a cut-out sign of her distancing herself from him, she basically tells him that she won’t help him with the biology course, which translates to her attempting to remove herself from their bond.

-Last but not least, it is a low blow for Isak who told Even last season “Du er ikke alene” only to now be told by Sana the excact opposite. His mind definetely made that connection the minute he heard that, and i’m interested to see how he interprets it.

Let’s hope Isak will see through Sana, approach her and help her with what she’s going through just like Sana did for Isak last season. She deserves it that’s for sure.

hey so. there are a lot of posts circulating about manchester right now but i know how much so many people love ariana in the rpc, and how much something like this is bound to affect all of us. if you want to talk, i am a trained youth counselor, feel free to message me at any point.

my heart goes out to everyone hurt in any way, i wish only the best for every single person affected by this attack - directly or indirectly. 

so how is everyone tonight

brennamunoz  asked:

Hello~ I'm new to this blog, and I really enjoy it so far. I see there are multiple admins, may I know who all to address accordingly?~ ^^

Sure, Babe!

So there is me (Jess!). Hello!! I write mostly got7, seventeen, bigbang! Also I’m really friendly so if you ever need to talk or just want to chat. Hit. Yo. Gurl. Up!

There’s Mama Lim or just Lim. She loves her Sub!Idols but will throw away her need for dominance for Bang Minsoo (CAP) and/or Jay Park. Her highest point of life is when she got Simon Dominic to call her “Ma’am”.

Jung is your girl if you ever need a Jungkook hit! The girl can write! She’s also good with Kyungsoo?!?! Low key FREAK. High key Emo.

Chae is the “Daddy” of the whole operation. Though you guys are the only ones that call him that. (I’d rather perish) He’s sweet and kind, has a whole blog (link in description) (beware it is Porn Province over there) Also, he hasn’t written anything on the blog yet (boys attention span is hella low) but I’ll rate him when he does.

Dae is our precious butterfly. She hates requests but if there is a vague one that she likes she’ll do it. (She says) She loves to go into her mind where she lives a second life in a Poly! relationship with Yoongi and Seokjin. And her line of thought is hot af.

Fanfic writers

are literal gold

are not to be taken for granted

are magical

are so fucking talented I sometimes can’t breathe

are so giving and selfless in the pursuit of giving our faves a perfect story

THANK YOU ALL

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will i ever stop making fanart for this fic????????? 

more gifts for @adreamingsongbird!! just think of this as me stuffing love letters in your shoe locker like in the animes 

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these r bad, but there u go 👌

general li mulan

okay so i LOVE mulan okay. as far as i’m concerned it’s a Perfect Movie and doesn’t need any fixing. but i was thinking today and -

- what if mulan didn’t go to war to save her father?

say her father is dead, okay, killed by the previous war. so she’s raised by her mother and grandmother, women who’s complacency and softness has been worn away by necessity. she needs to marry well, for her family’s sake, because her mother has refused the hand of every man who offered. but mulan is even more rough around the edges than before, is educated not only in books (her mother said men wouldn’t find smarts attractive and grandmother pointed out that men aren’t always around and off to school mulan went) but in the sword too, taught to her by her classmate, ping.

mulan is considered in the lower end of the upper class, coming from a family of military men and scholars and successful merchants. ping is near the top, the son or nephew of an advisor to the emperor. his family is very rich and very important, and the reason they become friends is because mulan manages to notice something about him that he’s been hiding from everyone else - he’s going blind.

not totally blind, enough to get around, but blind enough that reading is difficult and swordplay is even worse, although once he has it down he has it. ping is no fool, he’s not weak or bumbling. his eyes just don’t work. so mulan notices and confronts him about it. she promises to keep it a secret, and hey, she’ll even help him with his assignments by reading the books out loud and helping him study. but in return he must teach her the sword, must teach her about military and tactics. he agrees.

ping and mulan become very good friends and there’s some raised eyebrows about it but they are TOO far away in class for it to be inappropriate, so they make tutting sounds and disapproving faces and let it go.

then the draft happens. ping can’t go to war, he won’t survive it. not with his eyesight like it is. so mulan offers him a deal - she’ll go to war for him, in his place. in return, if she survives, he must marry her. if she dies he must take care of her family.

ping can’t make this kind of family decision on his own, so he goes to his mother and tells her everything, about the eyesight and how he’ll die if he goes and mulan’s offer. his mother says he must keep it a secret from his father, but agrees - if mulan fights in her son’s place and survives, a wedding will be arranged. either way, mulan’s family will be taken care of. ping will be sent to live with some cousins in the meanwhile.

“you’re not in love with me, are you?” ping asks, helping mulan saddle her horse in the middle of the night. she scoffs and rolls her eyes, “not even a little. but marrying you will make my family happy, and besides, you’re my best friend,” she says, smiling, “better you than some grabby old man.” he smiles and hugs her and says, “i’m not in love with you either. but don’t die out there. we have a wedding to plan.”

so mulan goes to the camp, pretending to be ping, and she’s a little bit less lost but things still go as they go. she’s educated and trained, so it’s not hard for her to pass as ping. shang is keeping a special eye on her, thinking that she’s the son of an advisor, one of his father’s friends. and he sees how easily she excels, how quick thinking and smart she is, and starts giving her more and more responsibilities. by the time they’re called out, shang considers ping ie mulan to be his right hand man, and possibly his best friend.

he’s also a little bit in love with ping, and he’s long known he’s attracted to both genders, so he watches ping laugh and smile and the crease between his eyes when he frowns and does his best to let his feelings chase away the best soldier he has. every time shang looks at ping his heart clenches and he things to himself: i wish i could have you, i wish this was a time and a place where one man could have another, i wish you were a girl, is wish i was a girl - i wish we could be together. he’s literally a step away from doodling ‘li ping’ with little hearts over his battle plans. 

so the battles happen. shang and ping lead their men together, respected and loved. they each get promoted, and promoted, and promoted. it’s been years, and it comes to a point where they’re both generals in their own right. they trust each other, care for each other. and are both secretly in love with the other.

mulan is so conflicted. because she wants this war to end and to go home and settle back into life and become ping’s wife, so she can have an easy life spent studying and learning with her family taken care of. that’s what she’d wanted. but now what she wants is shang, her best friend, her brother in arms, her fellow general. she wishes to be everything to him, aches to be the woman on his arm and in his bed, but knows it’s the one thing she can never be.

then that final battle happens. mulan’s quick thinking saves them all and ends the war - but she’s injured.

shang finds out the ping has been a girl all along. he demands explanations - so she tells him everything, that she traded places with ping to save him, to become his wife.

and the lies should sting the sharpest, but they don’t. she’s still the same person, after all. it’s that she’s promised to another man, for one second he’d thought he might have her, but no. so he agrees not to reveal her but he’s furious and furious at himself for being furious and they’re not the same now, broken and splintered and neither of them know what to do.

the war is over. they leave. mulan returns home, and thanks to her ping is now known as a respected general. she’s done her part and survived, and now she gets her reward - ping’s hand in marriage.

but she sees ping for the first time and flings herself into his arms and starts crying. she tells him everything, because he’s still her friend, her very best friend besides shang, the man whom she lied to and betrayed and loves. and ping listens and takes her by the shoulders and says - i’ll uphold our bargain, if that’s what you want. you can be my pampered wife, you’ve more than earned it. but if you want to go to shang, i won’t blame you. you deserve your happiness.

and mulan goes back and forth, but ultimately she decides she has to try. if shang rejects her she’ll return and marry ping and uphold her family honor. but if shang wants her - he’s not as high up as ping, but he’s high up enough to satisfy her family, and also she would love him and want him if he was no more than a farming peasant so it doesn’t matter much anyway.

she rides to the capitol. she finally meets ping’s father, running into him while looking for shang. “ah mulan,” says this man who was never supposed to know of her until she became his daughter-in-law, “i didn’t expect to see you here. how fortuitous. walk with me.” she does, wary, and that’s how she discovers - he and the emperor had discovered her deception a year in, but at that point she’d already proven herself too skilled and valuable to lose. he tells her that he will uphold his son and wife’s deal and gladly welcome her to his household - but that she’s earned her rank as general, and that he and the emperor have no problem with letting her keep it.

she says thank you, shocked and joyful, but that she has to talk to someone first. “ah, yes, young general li,” he says, eyes twinkling, “i do believe he’s around here somewhere.”

she has no idea how he seems to know everything, but she finally tracks down shang who’s ecstatic to see her and hates himself for it. she confesses - says she loves him, that she’s engaged to ping but willing and able to break this engagement for shang. who is dumbfounded and elated and says yes, of course, finally and forever.

and mulan accepts her rank and marries shang, and they become the literal power battle couple of the general li mulan and general li shang. ping becomes a scholar and marries a very nice young woman who loves reading and is happy to read aloud to her husband with his failing eyes.

and they all live happily ever after.

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Happy birthday to the man that inspire me the most; Kim Junmyeon. ♡

You inspire me to always look forward and keep going. You spent seven years, working for your dream and it sure as hell paid off. You’re the very core and strenght of EXO and you’re the best leader anyone could’ve asked for. I just appreciate you so so much and I’m so extremely grateful for everything you do. Thank you for being your amazing lovely self. Thank you for being our guardian. I love you little bunny prince. Happy Birthday  ♡