“obviously, she is feeling very sad, because of cedric dying. then i expect she’s feeling confused because she liked cedric and now she likes harry, and she can’t work out who she likes best. then she’ll be feeling guilty, thinking it’s an insult to cedric’s memory to be kissing harry at all… and she probably can’t work out what her feelings are towards harry anyway, because he was the one who was with cedric when cedric died, so that’s all very mixed up and painful.”
Okay, so I guess the main reason why I was so excited over the whole
Markiplier Valentine’s thing was because, not only was it interactive,
but it had Dark and Warstache… (well… we didn’t really get that much
on Wilford) but this isn’t really what I’m talking about, like, those
are my fave characters and… I just want to get more theories of them,
like, get what did he mean what he said and what was it with him
creating that loop and stuff??!
I mean, I’m so excited and I hope they do more
interactive stuff, like, I don’t know, maybe something with Halloween,
like, Trick or Treat with Markiplier??! I mean that’s if they have the time and energy to do another!!!
Hey fam, so in a couple of weeks I’m going to have surgery. I’m also starting some new medication and my doctor said I need to avoid as much anxiety and depression inducing things as possible. As a result I’ll be taking a break from tumblr while I recover from the surgery and adjust to my new meds. Wish me luck XO
So I’m going to be offline for a while guys, recently I had a Lil bit of a mental breakdown and me and my parents are working things out.
I’m seeing a therapist on a regular basis now, having a few architecture lessons and just trying my best at school for now. I’m feeling better since the start of the year but I’ve been kinda stressed.
No need to worry, I’m okay now and in no way hurt. I’ll probably take a week or two off from tumblr. Just going to relax and enjoy the Carnaval. There are a few requests to be done but I’ll do them after my break.
The past little bit has saddened me. I miss the old valdaya ship. Right now it seems like everyone has moved on( at least partly). I miss when there would be fanfic updates all the time, I miss when everyone actually watched dwts, I miss when it was fun to ship ( even with the drama). I know people move on and find other ships. But I just want everyone to know I love y'all and I know I don’t really talk to anyone (even on the internet I’m socially awkward) but I’ll always be here silently with this ship. Because END GAME.
I’ve really tried throwing myself out there these last few days and I feel like I've met a lot of really cool people so far! my blog feels like it’s more active than ever (even though it’s only a few comments and discussions here and there lol) but even so, thank you guys for talking to me! Whether it be discussions where we don’t see eye to eye or just a few comments on my post, I appreciate it all and I just want to say thank you!!