love with shoelace

ethan, my baby (i talk loads now)


“Cal!” okay so he’s having a nightmare maybe???? about Cal??? ABOUT GUILT MAYBE??? ALSO if they show his chest and he doesn’t have his scar on it (i mean let’s brush past them forgetting once) i will not be a happy bunny

“Ethan’s grieving-” - charlie to alicia. Damn right he is and damn right if this trailer is anything to go by that’s all we’ll have for the next three months. ethan being v v hurt… so no different from any fanfics then…

they’re holding hands? so everything seems to be going okay between them for the time being but ethan still looks on the verge of tears WOW good on you george rainsford

the rest is in the ‘keep reading’ section because i just realised how annoying this will be to scroll past i am so sorry

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There is nothing rational about love. Love stutters when it gets nervous, love trips over its own shoelaces. Love is clumsy, and my heart refuses to wear a helmet.
—  Rudy Francisco
Starting today
I will write down
my unhappy
my broken bones
my failed relationships
my never, never smile
my won’t you stay for awhiles
my half asleep dreams
my everything that’s wrong with me
my constant blaming
my sheen worries
my inside out thoughts
my forever and always
my lovelies and flurries
my tangled shoelace youth
my heart that deserves to heal
my I love you that I couldn’t give to you
my wide awake reality
my cotton candy clouds that rain sweets
my poetry that’s not so happy
my flaws that keep us together
my maze of infinity
my torch stolen for the ruins
my drowning and sorrow–
I’m happy for you
and it’s finally time
to let things go
today, I will write anew
by starting with myself
—  my, oh my