love to see me breaking

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HOLY MOLY 4000 FOLLOWERS!?!?! I’m amazed! I’m astounded!! I’m shocked!!! I’m crying, I’m so happy right now! Thank you so much for all the continuous support! I’m going to be taking a little break from tumblr for awhile for spring break to finish a lot of project I have rn, but as soon as I’m done I’ll come back and post all the goodies I’ve been working on! Thank you so much again babes! Please enjoy some Big brother Percy

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a soft and beautiful man and the sharp asshole that lives in his house

I watched you as you sat next to me, but I couldn’t see you anymore. You were already gone and I just stared blankly as I wondered when did you even leave, when did you stop loving me.
—  Things I realized when I was drunk, part IV
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“When he bites her and she’s writhing on the floor, in her full orgasm she breaks the table. They missed it. The most erotic thing I’ve ever seen on TV, and the censors missed it completely.” - Sarah Michelle Gellar

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hina + yams hanging out in chapter 244 (。’▽’。)
I’ve watched you pick up and move on without me like I never even existed. Like our time together was nothing and I was just a ghost from the past. Well now I feel like a ghost. Cold and lonely. No one can see me. No one can see my pain, or the tears that blur my vision every time I see the two of you together. I just keep floating through life praying someone will see me and bring me back to life.

Your words hurt more than your hits.
“Useless, worthless, stupid.”
I am done. Done living my life in fear.
Beat me up for what I have to say.
I can take it.
Because mother dearest, soon I will be gone.
And you will have no one.

So come and beat me till I am numb.
Remind me of how much of a regret I am.
Tell me how you hate me, with every inch of your being.
Tear me apart right at the seams.
But mommy, I will pull myself up. Piece by piece.

—  Words of a daughter, that finally had enough -Klaudia Isky

Bts’ Reaction to Your First Fight

Jungkook

• would probably say things to hurt you out of anger during the fight
• but would immediately regret everything he said afterwards
• this little muffin wouldn’t know what to do when you start to walk out the door
• “Please y/n, you have to believe me when I say that I’m sorry… I-I love you…”

Jimin

• gets scary when he’s angry
• he gets a little bit violent
• but when he sees that you’re afraid of him, it breaks his heart.
• because he could never hurt you
• he would beg you to forgive him, as he’s brought to tears
• “I’m so sorry y/n, please don’t leave… you’re all I have”

Taehyung

• would probably take his stress out on you and ignore your attempts to talk things out
• “If you hate me so much why don’t you just fucking leave.”
• but when you actually leave he breaks down
• he’d attempt to call and text you but you’d ignore it
• “Please answer the phone, y/n, I want to know that you’re safe. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean what I said. I love you.”

Jin

• would try really hard to talk things out afterwards
• would mentally break down knowing he lost you, his everything
• would possibly punch a wall
• he’d call you a thousand times, trying to make things right
• “I’m so sorry baby, please come home. You’re my world; if I lose you, I lose everything.”

Namjoon

• doesn’t usually get angry or start fights
• but when he does it’s scary
• he points out your biggest insecurity- and when he sees you start crying he regrets everything
• “I-I’m sorry y/n, are you alright?”
• he’d pull you in for a long hug
• “I didn’t mean it baby, I was just angry. I’ll never hurt you again, I love you”

Hoseok

• like namjoon, rarely gets angry with you.
• would attempt to ignore you but eventually his anger would build up and he’d lash out at you
• when you storm out, he’d realize what he has done and try to chase after you
• when he finally stops you, he apologizes profusely
• “Wait please, I know I messed up. I’m so sorry y/n. I know I don’t deserve you, but.. I love you, I always have and I always will.”

Yoongi

• he acts like he doesn’t even care
• rolls his eyes at you when you start to yell at him
• finally a tear rolls down your cheek, “yoongi, do you even love me anymore?”
• this would break his heart
• seeing the person he loves the most so hurt by his actions
• “Of course I love you, y/n. I never meant to hurt you baby, I’m so sorry. I love you more than anything, please don’t forget that.”

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So I don’t think I’ve ever posted selfies on Tumblr without makeup, filters, glasses, etc and thought I would. Society puts a lot of pressure on trans girls (or trans people in general) to look and act certain ways, to be passing, to be 100% clean shaven everywhere, and honestly fuck that noise. I can’t afford hair removal on my face, my skin is too sensitive to shave, my pits are mad hairy and it looks good tbh, and I don’t do my brows because they grow back in like 3 days anyway. Try and feel good in your own skin, it’ll do wonders for your mental health down the road.

“I’m breaking

Don’t you see

The pieces surrounding me

It’s getting harder to breathe

But you choose to ignore

The pain I feel

Like watching a show

Impatiently

Waiting for it to

End”

- enlightenedreader ~ 27/11/17 ~