The moment I start to feel under appreciated I distance myself. I don’t care to be anything to anyone who doesn’t crave me. I don’t want to be anywhere that I’m not missed every time my presence is missing…
stay like that. love people endlessly. and when it doesn’t work out? you’ll heal and you’ll learn to love again. i know that it’s hard to give up everything and still have hope in nothing. but you are not nothing. you have a beautiful and giant heart and no matter how much you think it’s broken, you’ll find a way to love again.
something a good friend said to me that i think about a lot
Nobody said goodbyes were to be pretty. It’s meant to be awful, it’s meant to wound you, but only if the person truly mattered — will it leave damage behind. And so I kissed her, again, for the very last time.
I really can’t picture anyone having a crush on me. I can’t picture someone thinking about me before they fall asleep or telling their friends about me. I can’t picture anyone getting butterflies because I said hi to them or even just smiled at them. I can’t picture someone smiling at the computer screen or their cell phones when we’re talking. I mean like, why would they even do that? I’m just me, nothing extraordinary or special.
i wanted to lay by your side
to wrap my arms around you until our heart would beat in the same melody
i wanted to keep you close with me
holding you like i was holding my heaven
i wanted to stay with you
for an enternity
and that isn’t even close enough
i love you