love pt 1

i don’t wanna love you | yoongi pt.1

Originally posted by parkejimins

genre: fluff, angst, smut (in bold), college!au

pairing: yoongi x reader

word count: 10,410 (lol)

description: just because he had fallen out of love with you, didn’t mean you had with him.

warning: swearing, smut, things like that

You couldn’t remember when it started, you just remember that one day he started to hold your hand a little less tight and not as often. You remember the gummy smile that was impossible not to love would vanish when he looked at you and reappear when you disappeared. You ignored all the signs that were so clearly laid out in front of you for weeks, but that’s what love does. It makes you blind to the plain reality of things called real life and heartbreak. The last week was when you finally started to stop ignoring the signs - the signs he didn’t love you anymore. But once you stopped it was hard not to feel like everything was caving in. You began to work more hours to get rid of the thoughts but all you could do was stand there as you scanned item after item thinking about how you could have stopped him falling out of love with you. The boys didn’t text you as much (if at all), and they used to text you every day with funny things Yoongi had done that you could make fun of him for. That was when it really hit home, that was when you hid in the bathroom of your work and cried for an hour. You had to lie that you were sick but you weren’t. You weren’t sick but you were far from okay, your relationship was like a bomb - ticking away until it finally exploded. You felt like you were battling with it, trying to cut the wire that stopped the timer but you knew you couldn’t. Your relationship wasn’t an action film, but you wish it was so you could stop the inevitable pain that would take place.

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1. Let’s take a shower together with the lights off. Let’s leave our insecurities in the brightness.

2. I like the way you look at me when you’re laughing. I like the way you know it’s my favorite sound.

3. Let me wear your sweater. Let me sit in your bed and listen to you tell me about how you were as a kid.

4. I like the way you talk about all the people before me like they didn’t come close. I like the way you make me feel like the only one who has ever had a chance.

5. I know forever is a shot in the dark, and love is fleeting and people are cynical and sometimes shit happens, but listen. I want to be that one shot in the dark. I want it to be us in the end. I want to be the story people tell in thirty years because no one fucking believed that we’d make it.

—  Let’s Make It. // Love Thoughts, Pt. 1
Jungkook Fanfic Rec

In honour of his birthday, these my friends are just some of my favourite Jungkook fanfics! They are all damn well written not like my shit and the authors are so talented, amazing and brilliant they DON’T NEED NO INTRODUCTION. We cannot compete with dis awesomeness! There is like a shit ton of smut AND I AM NOT ASHAMED CUS THEY ARE SO WELL WRITTEN I CONSIDER THESE FANFICS ART! I love you please never stop writing

Originally posted by chimchams

One shots:

Midnight Snack (Fluff)

The reason why (Fluff)

Relinquish (Angst/Fluff)

Amortentia  (Fluff)

I Need You  (Angst/Fluff)

Safe and Sound  (Fluff)

Halcyon  (Fluff)

Care  (Fluff)

Competitive edge  (Fluff)

Bread Pudding (Fluff)

Sleepy (Fluff)

Truth or Dare (Fluff/Semi-Smut)

Canvas   (Fluff)

Bedtime  (Fluff)

The Boyfriend Shirt™ (Fluff)

Lucky  (Angst)

Wild Hearts (Angst)

I dare you (Taehyung x You x Jungkook, m)

Oh, so delicious (m)

Melomaniac (M)  

Pour Up (M)

Tight  (Jungkook x She x Jimin, m)

Syrup (m)

Philophobia (m)

Shameless (Taehyung POV) (m)

Beneficial (m)

Cobalt and Charcoal (m)- ft. Yoongi

Case Closed (m)

Summer’s Over (M)

Playing to Win (m)- threesome ft. Taehyung

Tinder 2.0 (m)

In Bloom (m)

Fact over Fancy

Tattoo artist!jeongguk (Fluff/Smut)

A Hundred Lifetimes (Angst/Smut)


Series:

First Light  (2/2)

Best Friend  1 // 2 // 3 [Complete]

Untouchable [1]

Accelerate onetwofinal

ShadesStormy Weather (M)

Try Hard Part 1 Part 2 (M)

Brother’s Best Friend Part 1 Part 2  Part 3

Next Door Playboy Part 1 / Part 2

Think Fast  Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

Roommate  1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8

Vow  1, 2, 3

Soulmates 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9

Neighbour!AU 1 // 2 // 3 // 4 // 5 // 6 // 7 // 8 // 9 // 10

I hate you, I love you  Pt. | 1 | 2 | (complete)

Future Hearts [ft. Jimin] Pt. | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4

Hidden Stars [ft. Yoongi]  Pt. | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | (complete) 

Kitten [Bad boy!Jungkook / Gang!Bangtan, Fluff/Angst/Smut] 01,  0203

Lust & Errors (M): 01 | 02 | 03 | 04

Sillage (soulmate AU) p1 | p2 | p3 | p4 | p5 | p6 | p7

Bunny Boy (m) Pt. 1 | Pt. 2 | Pt. 3 | Pt. 4 | Pt. 5 

Spellbound | fluff - Raising demons | fluff ; smut

Blog mentioned: @jiminables; @imaginethisbts; @sylph-wings; @cuzimsickwithhope; @jungblue; @btswriter; @sugaofdaegu; @myfeelsinink; @littleclumsyqueen; @idolimagines; @hobibliophile; @mlkygguk; @optosomnio; @slayyoongi; @zeurin; @keypea; @taehxyung; @agustdeer; @btsmutimagines; @kareverie; @pjiminnie; @jungkookfortunekookies; @btsfix; @boyfriendkook; @an-exotic-writer; @taehyugme; @zephyoongist; @xiutingmyself; @twistaed; @jiminniemouse

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I love you.”

You’re always the first to say those three words. We’ll be laying together on your couch, side by side, watching another one of your favorite movies. You take my hand and pull me closer, as I allow myself to fall onto your chest. Staring deep into each other’s eyes, you bend your head down to kiss my cheek. You stroke my pink rosy cheeks and say my name, followed by the words that I’ve been yearning to hear. “I’m so in love with you,” you say somberly. But I can only bring myself to whisper it back. It’s so easy for him to say those words, as if it’s no big deal, yet it’s clear that he means every word with all his heart. It’s not that I don’t love him, oh how much I truly love him, it’s the fear of such a big word that holds me back. Love is a big deal. And no matter how much I love him, the thought of one day losing him makes my stomach churn. I really do love him, and I’ll tell him a million times until he finally understands; I’ll scream it out to the world, across every skyline, through every city, until everyone knows; because it’s nothing less than the truth, and nothing less than he deserves.
You’re just always the first one to say those three words.
So here it is now, louder than ever,

“I love you…
—  3.11.17 // pt. 1
i hate you, i love you. (m) | 01

PT.1 | PT.2 | Drabbles

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader 

Genre: Angst/Smut

Description: You hated him at seven, warmed up to him at twelve, and liked him at fifteen. Now the two of you are twenty years old and inseparable best friends… and you’re absolutely in love with him; he’s in love too—just not with you. 

Word Count: 10,389

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You were seven years old when you first met Jeon Jungkook, and it was without question that you absolutely, undeniably, irrefutably, hated him.

You hated his everything, from the way kids in your class flocked to him like he was some sort of radiant sun, to the way he teased you in passing, to the way he’d stare at you out of the corner of his eye, but most of all you hated that stupidly beautiful bunny like grin that never failed to make your heart skip a beat.

You remembered the first day school started back from winter break so clearly. The teacher announced that it was time to change assigned seats. A lot of the kids whined in sadness at having to be ripped away from their friends, but you on the other hand didn’t really mind the change since you hadn’t become too close to your desk mate… that is until his name was called.

Your eyes widened as you watched the happy-go-lucky raven haired boy take the seat next to yours. A frustrated sigh left your lips as you tried to keep your sights forward and away from the brightly lit grin that was visible through your peripheral.

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As requested! the mobile version of our permanent masterlist, hyung line focused.  Here you can find every single scenario we have posted to this date. It will get updated constantly as we publish new works. Thank you for all the support to Bangtan Spells, we hope you enjoy the reading! (Maknae Line Post)

☆Seokjin

FLUFF

  • Head Up!
  • Game On
  • Azucarado
  • Cozy Smile
  • Rain Drops
  • Dance Class
  • Lonely Hearts Club
  • Make My Heart Sing
  • Just One Day (SongFic)

FLUFF / ROMANCE

  • Serenity
  • Call My Name
  • Shape Of You - NEW
  • Seventh Floor
  • Kiss Me Better
  • Like a Satellite
  • Flashing Lights
  • Follow My Lead - NEW
  • Silent Whispers
  • Stuffed Dreams
  • Legendary Love
  • A Love Like This
  • Just Between Us
  • All The Pretty Stars - NEW
  • This Side Of Paradise 
  • Twinkle twinkle little star

FLUFF / DRAMA

  • High On You
  • Paper Planes
  • My Better Half

FLUFF / FAMILY

  • Feel My Love
  • The Outsider - NEW
  • Sweeter Than Sweet - NEW
  • Super Dad  Pt. 1 / Pt 2
  • Waiting On Your Love
  • What Means The Most
  • Every Beautiful Thought

FLUFF / COMEDY

  • Daddy Issues
  • Follow Me Down

FLUFF / FRIENDSHIP

  • Attention Seeker
  • Controlled Chaos

FAMILY / FRIENDSHIP

  • Like Father, Like Son

FAMILY / DRAMA

  • The Little Things
  • Don’t You Remember? Pt. 1 / Pt 2 

ROMANCE

  • Dr. Cool
  • Blue Blooded - NEW
  • Chocolate Bliss
  • Secondhand Smoke
  • My Versailles At Night - NEW
  • The For The Show Pt. 1 / 2
  • Once Upon A Dream Pt. 1 / Pt. 2

ROMANCE / DRAMA

  • Borderline
  • We Belong
  • Cheap Thrills
  • All That Remains
  • I Promise You Forever
  • Reminiscence Pt. 1 /  - NEW
  • Personal Affairs Part 1 / Part 2
  • The Rhythm Of The Rain Pt. 1 / Pt. 2 / Pt. 3 - NEW

ROMANCE FANTASY

  • Lightless - NEW

ROMANCE / COMEDY

  • Lovely Mishaps

ANGST / DRAMA

  • Running On Empty  Pt. 1 / Pt. 2 / Pt. 3

THE JIN SERIES: Drabbles

☆Yoongi

FLUFF

  • Own It
  • Clumsy
  • Attitude
  • Love is…
  • Wanna Be
  • Wild Rose
  • Look Around
  • Eyes On You
  • Lay By Your Side
  • Drunken Indiscretions

FLUFF / ROMANCE

  • Cherry On Top
  • One Lucky Girl
  • Sweet Medicine
  • Chemicals React
  • Just You And Me
  • The Way You Are
  • Until There Was You
  • Say Yes To The Dress - NEW
  • You Give Me Something
  • Pour Some Sugar On Me

FLUFF / DRAMA

  • Thick and Thin

FLUFF / FAMILY

  • Good Day
  • First Words
  • Third Round
  • To Make you Happy
  • Sand and Salt Water
  • Every Minute, Every Second

FLUFF / COMEDY

  • That Glow - NEW
  • Hands Off
  • Dance Class
  • All to Himself
  • Say it out Loud

FLUFF / FRIENDSHIP

  • In Bloom
  • Here and Now
  • They Call it Magic

FAMILY / FRIENDSHIP

  • Playmates
  • Daddy’s Girl - NEW

FAMILY / DRAMA

  • In A Heartbeat
  • Hidden Promises

ROMANCE

  • Into You
  • You think
  • Don’t Blush
  • Heart Attack
  • Not so Secret
  • Wicked Games
  • Caught in Love
  • Mad About You
  • Silent Treatment
  • I’ll Give You The Sun - NEW
  • How Great is Your Love
  • Tainted Love - Pt.  1 / 2  / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7/ 8 / 9- NEW
  • Everything But The Rain  Pt. 1 / Pt. 2
  • First Meeting - Pt. 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 (WGM)

ROMANCE / DRAMA

  • Stay
  • Edges
  • Unspoken - NEW
  • Let it Snow
  • It Will Rain
  • The Chaser - NEW
  • Tempestuous Pt 1 / Pt 2 - NEW
  • Crash and Burn
  • Million Reasons - NEW
  • Love Me Tender
  • Love Is Not Over
  • Through The Fire - NEW
  • Harder To Breathe
  • I Can’t Let You Go 
  • Every Time We Touch Pt. 1 / Pt 2
  • Count on Me (Warning: bullying/swearing)

ROMANCE / FANTASY

  • Timeless

ANGST / FLUFF

  • Soft Glow 
  • Cold Water
  • Resplenden
  • Blind Devotion - NEW
  • Somewhere In Between
  • I Was Made For Loving You  Pt. 1 / Pt. 2 / Pt. 3(Soldier AU)

ANGST / DRAMA

  • Safe Haven
  • Remains Of April - NEW
  • Heartstrings Pt. 1 / Pt. 2 - NEW
  • Two Faced Lovers  Part 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 (SongFic)

ANGST / ROMANCE

  • In Heaven - NEW
  • Dead Leaves - NEW
  • Under My Skin Part 1 / Part 2
  • After Forever Ends Part 1/ Part 2


THE SUGA SERIES: DRABBLES

☆Hoseok

FLUFF

  • Tiptoeing
  • Found You
  • Take My Hand
  • Waiting For You
  • The Magic Of Us - NEW
  • Now You See Me
  • Special Treatment
  • Part Of The Family
  • Boulevard Of Dreams
  • A Special Kind of Love

FLUFF / ROMANCE

  • Rush
  • Scent of You
  • Rise and Shine
  • On Rainy Days
  • Always For You
  • Shake it, Shake it
  • Hot To The Touch
  • Hopelessly in Love

FLUFF / FAMILY

  • Of First Times
  • Adventure Time
  • Look Who’s Growing Up

FLUFF / COMEDY

  • Rather Mysterious - NEW

FRIENDSHIP / COMEDY

  • Three for Mischief

ROMANCE

  • All I need
  • Give Me Love
  • Sweet Evening
  • Make You Believe - NEW
  • Who’s Fooling Who?

ROMANCE / DRAMA

  • Velocity
  • Instant Crush
  • Flakes for Sale
  • Matters of The Heart
  • One Hundred Wishes
  • Love Me Harder (SongFic)

ROMANCE / FANTASY

  • Dreamless

ANGST / FLUFF

  • Spring Day - NEW
  • Building Hope

THE J-HOPE SERIES: DRABBLES

☆Namjoon

FLUFF

  • Catch Me - NEW
  • Moonchild
  • Age issues
  • Chilly Tease
  • Sunset Hues
  • Dusty Covers
  • Love Lessons
  • Shine For Me 
  • Failed Attempt
  • Couples Do Kiss
  • Unexpected Knight
  • Waking By Your Side

FLUFF / ROMANCE

  • My Only Choice
  • Talk About Love
  • Couple Shopping
  • A Valentine’s Gift

FLUFF / DRAMA

  • As You Are

FLUFF / COMEDY

  • Berry Kissmas
  • Parental Control

FLUFF / FAMILY

  • Always A Family

FLUFF / FRIENDSHIP

  • A Little Too Friendly

ROMANCE

  • Halfway
  • Stars Aligned - NEW
  • Slipped Away - NEW
  • My Miss Right - NEW

ROMANCE / DRAMA

  • By your Side
  • Heaven Can Wait

ROMANCE / FANTASY

  • Heartless - NEW

DRAMA / FAMILY

  • Worth Changing

THE RAP MONSTER SERIES: DRABBLES

Masterlist 2.0

Welcome to my masterlist 2.0 I am hoping that this will be more easier for you to get around to without any gifs and such and such, but ignore this message.

Imagines 

(Most Recent - Old)

Ethan Dolan 

Three Years with you

The Fight that Began us

Why Didn’t you Tell me?

Shut up and Kiss me (First kiss remake)

Let’s try This Again

Netflix and Chill

Prom  - Pt.1 / Pt.2

Halloween Party

Trees

Period

Dark way

Pictures

Different - Pt.1 / Pt.2

Family Hate

Shadows

Last Nights Kiss

Stay

Twins?!

Stars

Dance With me

He has a Girlfriend - Pt.1 / Pt.2 / Pt.3

He Finds out you cut

Fall fun

You get Caught

He Asks you to Marry him

He Tells you he Likes you

Seeing him After Tour

First “I Love you”

First Kiss

Imagines

(Most Recent - Old)

Grayson Dolan

New Year Birthday

Sick Baby boo

Drunk Actions - Pt.1 / Pt.2

I Knocked her up Dude

Summer Vakay

Something Close

The Picture

Your Lips on Mine (First Kiss Remake)

Christmas in London

Club

Step-Stabbing Sister

Drunk Arguments

Your Fame or Your Love - Pt.1 / Pt.2

Mon Marriage

Pick

Mornings

Save me

Suicide - Pt.1 / Pt.2

Fights

Detention - Pt.1 / Pt.2

Teddy Bear

The Wrong one

Faking?

He Cheats - Pt.1 / Pt.2 / Pt. 3

Fall fun

You get Caught

He asks you to Marry him

He Tells you he Likes you

Seeing him After Tour

First “I Love you”

First Kiss

Imagines

(Most Recent - Old)

Grayson and Ethan Dolan

Birthday

One Thousand Followers Imagines

Grayson Dolan

Hotness

Meet N Greet

Horror Scares

Nip Bites

The Innocent

Jessie’s Girl

One Thousand Followers Imagines

Ethan Dolan

Musician 

Overprotective

Cuddle sex

My bad boi

Smuts

(Most Recent - Old)

Ethan Dolan

Stuck

Smuts

(Most Recent - Old)

Grayson Dolan

Smuts

(Most Recent - Old)

Grayson and Ethan Dolan

Fan-Fictions

Grayson Dolan

Never Let Go

Chapter 1

Adventures

Chapter 1 / 2

Fan-Fictions

Ethan Dolan 

Video Edits

(Old - Most Recent)

1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10 / 11 / 12 / 13 / 14 / 15