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You Hate Me, You Love Me // part 2

Originally posted by sensualkisses

Part 1 / Part Two

Raphael (2014/16) x Reader

Notes: Part two my babies! Ngl I completely forgot that I had to update this lmao. Finn Cole is the face-claim for Deran bc he’s hot as hell. @the-chick-with-the-best-fandom @girl-next-door-writes @kay-girl @edits-for-multifandoms @rainbowflames @sdavid09 @authorresker @pinkmousey @miraculous-ninja @leetah2999 @prm231 @mad-joker

Word count: 1169

Warnings: Swearing & lots and lots of angst

Disclaimer: I don’t own TMNT, and you belong to you <3

Bare feet danced around the tiled floor of your apartment, the hairdryer spraying your hair in every which way. The soothing sound of Taylor Swift’s voice echoed in the hallways of the barren home, as she sang about heartbreak and ‘never again’. Your parents had taken a long exotic island retreat to save some wild birds you hadn’t cared to remember the name of, leaving you to look after the home and yourself. The latter was a lot more difficult. You’d picked up nasty habits that included leaving your dirty laundry scattered around the place, and actively avoiding any route towards or near the lair. Considering you once went out of your way to travel to the familiar manhole cover, it was a drastic difference on your part. You hadn’t seen him since that night, nor did you really want to. It still burned in your chest, thinking about it.

His entire confession rocked the little iceberg you had made in your world, and your heels couldn’t stay put long enough to stop yourself from sinking. Sinking into a sea of loneliness and regret. Did you regret speaking to him the way you did? The regular ring of the microwave brought you out of your thoughts. Switching off the hairdryer, you slumped your way to the kitchen, humming the soft tune playing in the distance.

Tinder had become a big part of your socializing. You had the app before, but now it was almost as if you had become addicted to it. Flirting with strangers gave you a recognizable rush. You already knew where you felt it before, but you wouldn’t admit anything to yourself. Arguing with the red bandit was enjoyable to you, it was what you were good at. Even if the previous love-hate relationship did get on your nerves. Smiling to yourself at the memory, you hadn’t realized whom you had swiped right.

Two weeks later you were wearing a silver slip dress and black boots. Clubbing with none other than your ex-boyfriend, Deran. He was a massive asshole, but the charm that came with it always had you tripping over yourself. And more importantly, he didn’t tip your iceberg. In fact, he didn’t come anywhere near it. Deran stayed in his own lane, keeping his secrets to himself. He was a safe option. There was nothing to hide when you would hang out with him; the whole world was yours for the taking.

Watching him, watching you sip at your martini, and tap your foot to the beat of the song, gliding your fingers over your bare arms. He recognized these habits. Deran may be rude, selfish and conceited, but he wasn’t all bad and knowing you weren’t fully enjoying yourself pissed him off.

“The fuck is wrong with you?” he yelled over the thumping bass and the buzz of their surroundings. It seems you hadn’t heard him, so he yelled again: louder.

Again you were in your own little world, so taking your martini, setting it on the bar and dragging you outside, he yelled again.

“You’ve been mopey ever since we got here, what is your problem?” Rolling your eyes, you huffed and snatched his packet of cigarettes out of his hand. Another nasty habit you had picked up during your pity party: smoking. It wasn’t great, in fact you hated it, but the nicotine in your brain calmed you down whenever you thought about him.

“I’m not mopey.” You grumbled, lighting the stick between your lips, only to have it taken away by Deran. Glaring at you, he pushed you back against the wall. The bricks were cold and hard against your soft skin.

“One, you never smoke. Two, you hardly drink, or go clubbing for that matter! It’s why I liked you so much and now you- you’ve turned into this mess who only thinks about herself!” his tongue was sharp as it cut into you deep. He was right, but it’s not like you would admit that. Suddenly, a rush of adrenaline you haven’t felt in a while kicked into your system as you stared at the terrible, horrible man in front of you, who has hurt you in so many ways you lost count.

That’s when you found yourself taking a step towards him, your noses almost touching as you stared into his piercing eyes. He smelt like cigarettes, cheap booze and sweat. “I thought you always wanted me to ‘loosen up’, and ‘have some fun’?” Your voice was almost a whisper in the dark street, illuminated by one street lamp.

You watched as his lips perked up into a small grin. Needn’t either of you say anymore, as he took you by the hand back to his car.

Patrol. As usual, but what wasn’t usual was watching you walk down the street. Walk with such confidence, and the smile on the face screamed happiness and freedom. The man on your arm, recognizable to only one of the turtles: Mikey. The other three watched with confusion, whilst the youngest stared with passionate hatred.

“What is she doing with him?” He snarled, alerting the other turtles.

“I thought Raph was the one with a crush on Y/N?” Donnie laughed half-heartedly. Mikey shook his head quickly, eyes still fixed on you as you walked into the busy nightclub in front of the not so mystery man.

“That’s her ex – Deran. He’s an absolute dick! Cheated on her countless times, verbally abused her and made her feel like shit for at least 2 years!” Mikey crossed his arms angrily, his glare hardening as the couple below passed a window together, arm in arm.

Raph felt his heart drop to his stomach, his chest-tighten and suddenly it was hard to breath. This is what he was always afraid of, why he didn’t want to get close, to protect himself from hurting. Y/N made sure to make his feelings stronger than anything he’d ever felt. And as they continued to watch over their friend from the rooftop for what felt like hours, the pain still lingered.

They watched the whole scene, and felt the emotion between the two. It made each of them feel worthless, in their own way. But no one was hurting more than Raphael in that moment. Their friend, Raphael’s love, was moving on with her life without them, and they would be stuck in the sewers without her. Without her laugh, her smile and her positivity. It was gone in a matter of seconds.

And before Raphael could turn his back on the two in the car below, his heart shattered watching the kiss. The kiss of a thousand sins, that you would surely regret.

Masterlist 2.0

Since I did something wrong and I can’t seem to fix it (I can’t add new things to my masterlist), I’ve created a new masterlist.
I’m sorry for the inconvenience, this isn’t fun for me either :(

** = sexual content 
* = contains references of sexual content 

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Harry Styles
#1 But I bet you if they only knew part 1**, part 2**, part 3
#2 The wolves come out
#3 Listen to me for once
#4 Loaded gun **
#5 Something to talk about when we’re older**
#6 Feeling better?
#7 Faking it*
#8 You already had me with that bucket of ice cream
#9 Going under
#10 Love you, goodbye *
#11 Family Portrait
#12 Thank you part 1, part 2
#13 She said she’d never forget part 1, part 2
#14 Give in tonight **
#15 I want **
#16 Feverishly protective
#17 No other place
#18 A.M.  part 1**, part 2, part 3
#19 Taken ** (Niall smut), Taken 2 ** (Harry smut)
#20 Unfaithful part 1, part 2* part 3
#21 Well, if you don’t have anything else planned..
#22 Secret Love part 1, part 2
#23 Sparkling Green **
#24 Pillow Talk
#25 A little teasing
#26 One long car ride **
#27 Yes or No?
#28 A hard day
#29 Blowing out your candles **
#30 Not a Halloween party
#31 Let’s take a break part 1* ,part 2*
#32 Not done with you*
#33 Blind date part 1, part 2
#34 Just what I need part 1 part 2 part 3 part 4 part 5 part 6* part 7** part 8
#35 This isn’t so bad
#36 Last call**
#37 Bow ties and Blowjobs part 1** part 2**
#38 BBQ and Sangria part 1 part 2
#39 Lucky night**
#40 A warm hello*
#41 Shirts
#42 Treat you better
#43 Fireworks
#44 Say that again*
#45 Sweet creature
#46 Meet me in the hallway
#47 Kiwi*
#48 Apologies
#49 Maybe one day*
#50 Maybe I do
#51 Surprising Secret**

Louis Tomlinson
#1 There is nobody else

Calum Hood
#1 Dripping wet part 1** part 2**
#2 Aftershow
#3 00:06 AM**
#4 Tumblr**
#5 Support*
#6 Just  Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7** Part 8 Part 9 Part 10 Part 11 Part 12 Part 13 Part 14 Part 15 Part 16 Part 17 Part 18* Part 19 Part 20 Part 21 Part 22**
#7 Neighbours part 1**, part 2**
#8 Grow a pair**
#9 Pledging part 1 part 2**
#10 Jealousy **
#11 Two Worlds (Halloween theme)
#12 Marry her anyway (Calum’s POV)
#13 Second chances (Halloween theme)
#14 All I wanted part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7, part 8, part 9, part 10**, part 11*, part 12*, part 13, part 14, part 15**, part 16, part 17, part 18, part 19, part 20, part 21, part 22, part 23, part 24, part 25, part 26, part 27**, part 28, part 29, part 30
#15 Halloween Horror Nights
#16 Another go **
#17 Party of the year
#18 Shabby Sandcastles part 1, part 2
#19 Bachelorettes
#20 Do you love me?
#21 Something tells me
#22 Morning

Michael Clifford
#1 Hold your breath*

Ashton Irwin
#1 S.O.S.          
                          Part 1
                          Part 2
                          Part 3
                          Part 4
                          Part 5

More to come soon!
Lots of love,
L. xox

I am 7 years late to this fandom


I haven’t updated this in about 9 billion years so I’d say it’s time I updated it… Because there are so many reactions, I’ve put all of them under the cut!

As of February 5, 2017…



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*retreats to a corner to suffer in silence for what she did to Gabe* I LOVE THIS MAN, but he surely doesn’t have it easy.

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Also, in case you can’t read the text from displays on first panel they say this :

Phone panel : “Not sure I expected to ever see you again after all that happened, Reyes.. But to meet you as a shadow casted by even a darker matter is something I wish I never saw.”

“I never believed in ghosts either, but it seems like my beliefs were wrong. You know I always enjoyed the dark.. Jack.”

Sombra panel : “Sorry for my attitude earlier, Gabe. I really want to talk to you.. And I got churros >3″

“Fine. Come over. Just don’t make me get up for the door.”

“Got ya!”

Masterlist (Vol. 2)

Finally here is volume 2 of my mobile master list! I just wanted to thank you guys so much for everything, every single note, reblog and follow means the absolute world to me! Anyway enjoy and remember your feedback on any of my fics is always appreciated!



High School AU
Part 1 (Sweet Memories)

Steve Rogers (Captain America)- Total: 17
Over A Coffee Cup- Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Amazed By You
Shock Confession- Part 1, Part 2
Similar Smiles- Part 1, Part 2
Who Told You?- Part 1, Part 2
Beautiful Soul
A Shy Situation
Nothing Like Her
Forever And Always
Senior Discount
Possibility- Part 1, Part 2
Somewhere Only We Know- Part 1, Part 2
In Love- Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4
We Start Over- Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11
In The Rain (Wanda Maximoff Award)
Best Mother Ever (Sam Wilson Award)

Bucky Barnes (Winter Soldier)- Total: 23
The Winter Guardian (Teaser)
We Must Be Killers
Who Do You Think You Are- Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Definitely A Stark
Well This Is Awkward- Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
Dance With Me
Too Cute- Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4
Keep Your Eyes On Me
Half Alive- Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5
American Beauty/American Psycho- Part 1, Part 2
Taken From You
Brotherly Love
Can’t Believe
Good For Me (Bucky Barnes Award)
A Little Bit Of Culture (Steve Rogers Award)
Stranded (Natasha Romanoff Award)
Saving You (T’Challa Award)
Don’t Touch Her (Wade Wilson Award)

Pietro Maximoff (Quicksilver)- Total: 6
You Little Tease
‘People of the Week’ Winner Request 1

Sam Wilson (Falcon)- Total: 1
Cut It Out

Clint Barton (Hawkeye)- Total: 3
Little Details

Tony Stark (Iron Man)- Total: 2
You’ve Got To Be Kidding Me
I Think I Love You (By Katie James)

Thor Odinson- Total: 3
Thunder Buddies
‘People of the Week’ Winner Request 1
Rainy Day (Peter Parker Award)

Loki Laufeyson- Total: 2
‘People of the Week’ Winner Request 3

Vision- Total: 2
‘People of the Week’ Winner Request 4
Understanding Love (Clint Barton Award)

Peter Parker (Spider-Man)- Total: 2
Make Me
The Biggest Fanboy (Pietro Maximoff Award)

Howard Stark- Total: 1
Lost In War

Matt Murdock (Daredevil)- Total: 1
The Name’s Matt (By Katie James)

Johnny Storm (Human Torch)- Total: 1
Crash Landing- Part 1, Part 2

Dave Lizewski (Kick Ass)- Total: 1
You Had Me At Hello- Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

Phan (Dan x Phil)- Total: 1
New Year, New Chapter (By Katie James)

Severus Snape (Harry Potter- Total: 1
Always (By Katie James)

Daryl Dixon (The Walking Dead)- Total: 1
Scars (By Katie James)



Steve Rogers (Captain America)- Total: 33
She did the unthinkable and escaped.
He was seduced by the possibilities.
“Are you hitting on her for me?”
“The way you flirt is shameful.”
“Oh my god! You’re in love with him!”
“I’m flirting with you.”
“Well… don’t keep me waiting.”
“I can’t explain right now, but I really need you to trust me.”
“I may despise you with the burning hot intensity of the sun, but that doesn’t mean I don’t love you.”
“If you die, I’m going to kill you!”
“Have you lost your damn mind!?”
“Oh you beautiful weirdo!”
“I’m missing something here, aren’t I?”
“How can you be so resentful?”
“Please just back the fuck off!”
“Aren’t you a bit… not… qualified?”
“You’re so small!”
“It killed me to see you with him.”
“You’re not getting rid of me that easy.”
“Your eyes are like stars.”
“We’re not buying a dog.”
“It never gets easier.”
“Yell, scream, say something!”
“We’re not just friends and you fucking know it!”
“Wait a minute. Are you jealous?”
“I wish I could hate you.”
“Wait a minute. Are you jealous?”
“I love you, you asshole!”
“Come home with me.”
“I know this song.”

Bucky Barnes (Winter Soldier)- Total: 30
Mega Prompt Challenge
Stood up to them, regretted it.
“Oh you beautiful weirdo!”
“I think we should have another.”
“Do you think it’s possible that I…might be…pregnant?”
“Please, don’t turn him away again!”
“Please just back the fuck off!”
“If you’d ever show up, yes.”
“Your eyes are like the stars/”
“It killed me to see you with him.”
“Hello gorgeous, do I know you?”
“Don’t try, I’m not worth it.”
“You taste like heaven.”
“When’s the last time I said I love you?”
“I thought I could manage. I can’t. Not without you. Not ever, like that.”
“Suck my nonexistent dick!”
“I am in deeeeep shit!”
“Come home with me.”
“I can explain this.”
“I’d rather caress my asshole with a chainsaw.”
“Come home with me.”
“Don’t you ever do that again!”
“SO… you think I’m hot?”
“Don’t be an asshole. Asshole.”

Pietro Maximoff (Quicksilver)- Total: 17
Stood up to them, regretted it.
She did the unthinkable, and escaped.
“Wait a minute. Are you jealous?”
“A boy needs his father.”
“We accidentally got married in Vegas oops.”
“I waxed the floors, grab your fluffy socks!”
“Do you think it’s possible that I… might be pregnant?”
“If you die, I’m gonna kill you!”
“Please just back the fuck off!”
“He’s not agitated, he’s a jerk!”
“I can’t breathe.”
“Don’t touch me!”
“Hey. I’m with you, okay? Always.”
“Oh my god! You’re in love with him/her!”
“Suck my nonexistent dick!”
“I don’t know where she gets it from.”
“SO… you think I’m hot?”

Sam Wilson (Falcon)- Total: 2
“I’m missing something here, aren’t I?”
“You’re so cute!!!”

Clint Barton (Hawkeye)- Total: 5
“Your eyes are like stars.”
“Hello gorgeous, do I know you?”
“I am in deeeeep shit!”
“Suck my nonexistent dick!”
“I can explain this.”

Natasha Romanoff (Black Widow)- Total: 6
“Are you hitting on her for me?”
“Will you please just give me a hand?”
“I can’t believe you talked me into this.”
“Take my hand.”
“Where were you?”

Tony Stark (Iron Man)- Total: 4
“Have you lost your damn mind?”
“You’re so small!”
“I’m in this for life.”

Bruce Banner (Hulk)- Total: 1
“I miss you.”

Thor Odinson- Total: 4
“Your eyes are like stars.”
“We’re not buying a dog.”
“You’re so small!”

Loki Laufeyson- Total: 5
“You’re not getting rid of me that easy.”
“Use your words.”
“Don’t be an asshole. Asshole.”

Peter Parker- Total: 3
“I can arrange that.”
“How about if we-” “NO!”
“I broke your nose, and I’m sorry for that. But what you were doing wasn’t fair.” 

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You can’t just sneak behind people’s backs like that, Gabe. Or use other’s emails, Sombraaaaaa

Some of you may know that I also have Gency comics. The comics are not related in any way! Since I ship Mercy with Genji, Gabe and Phara, I have AU for each. Sorry, I just can’t pick a ship, I love them T.T

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