love of torture

So I’m actually the customer here but like I guess it’s a fuck other customers story???

Basically I’ve worked in several different retail stores for years now one of which requires pants to be folded so specifically and precisely it was horrible but whatever.

Well I’m in a certain alternative pop culture store and im looking at one of the many shirts on their Tshirt wall because I didn’t see the print on the wall and one of the sales people came up to me after i pulled out the shirt to presumably help me and or put it away, well I’m talking to her telling her I’m looking for a present for my friend and as I’m doing this I’m folding the shirt and placing it back in the pile.

Well this lovely girl and probably tortured soul realized what I did looked at me incredulously and asked if I worked there because it was folded so perfectly. I was like no but I’ve worked in retail and the fold lines are pretty clear. She looked ready to cry and basically said people usually just make it worse or pull out half the pile looking for a shirt and my pile looked like t hadn’t even been touched. She also told me I was one of the nicest people she’s met that day.

So like fuck other customers I guess

anonymous asked:

I'm really worried for the people that are supportive of Karahell like have they never been really loved or cared for or respected? I hate them I hate this so much I'm out on Supergirl let me know what happens with Sanvers

honestly anon ://// why do people ship such a toxic couple ?

esp when KAROLSEN IS RIGHT THERE!!!!!! a beautiful, amazing, healthy relationship based on love, mutual respect and trust. we were robBED. and yes love don’t torture yourself by watching the show. sanvers, j'onn and james are the only reasons im holding on tbh

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                                 “Are you okay?”                                                                                                                                                    “I’m not. but I will be.”

Man sometimes I think we forget just how psychologically damaging Afghanistan was for Tony. Like my professor was talking today about old anesthesia techniques and how there were a bunch of cases in the 30s, 40s, and 50s of surgeries where people were awake and could feel everything during the surgery. “That’s horrifically traumatizing,” he said, “to feel someone cutting into your body, moving internal organs around, and not being able to do anything about it. People came out of surgery with sometimes debilitating trauma.”

And Tony!! Woke up!! While Yinsen’s hand was literally inside his chest!!

But that barely registers in the grand scheme of his horror because hey, what’s waking up during surgery compared to watching young soldiers get shot in front of him and knowing it’s his fault? What’s that compared with living three months in constant pain and terror as a captive of his worst enemies, knowing that he could be killed at any moment, and he’s not even sure if anyone would be looking for his body? What’s that compared to literal torture, simulated drowning over and over again while clutching the car battery that’s keeping him alive because if a wire falls into the water he could be electrocuted? What’s that compared to the knowledge that his negligence has led to the slaughter of hundreds, if not thousands, of innocent people?

And then he gets home from all of that, and remember he’s really just a normal citizen and has never been taught how to deal with such hugely traumatic events, to be betrayed and left today by the man he considered a father. ONCE AGAIN HE WAS STUCK IN HIS OWN BODY, UNABLE TO DO ANYTHING AS HE DIED.

I mean, fuck! What the fuck!! How do you just recover from that???

Then, then, he is slowly poisoned to death by his own creation, then he’s sent to confront the void of space and his own insignificance, then he has to watch the woman he loves get tortured, then he’s forced to imagine everyone he loves and cares about dead or dying and believes it’s his fault, I mean Jesus Christ! I’m probably forgetting some stuff!! He never gets a fucking break!!

Tony Stark is bouncing from one traumatic experience from another like the world’s worst pinball machine!! No fucking wonder he’s suffering from debilitating PTSD, from depression and grief and self-loathing, from completely untreated mental illness. He is just trying to keep the people he loves safe, that is his number one goal at all times, always, and instead of recognizing his symptoms for what they are and trying to help him in return, his “friends” simultaneously take advantage of his generosity and hate on and criticize him for what are, quite frankly, quite understandable reactions to the honestly ridiculous amount of horrible things he’s lived through in just a few short years.

I’m sorry I lost my train of thought, it’s very late and I’m very passionate, but basically what I’m trying to say is: give Tony Stark a break for fuck’s sake!! He is ill and suffering and he is just trying his best goddamn it!! Fuck!!!!

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