love my sister on good days

never in a million years did i think i’d write one of these about you. i never thought you’d actually leave. i guess things change huh?
i was looking through old photos of you the other day and i came across my favourite one of you. it was your seventeenth birthday and you’re with your sister, smiling from ear to ear. and i began to wonder, what happened to him? to the boy who loved me with everything he had. to that happy happy boy. honestly what happened to us? to the couple who never ever fought. to the couple who couldn’t go a day without talking to each other. i’m sorry it’s gotten to this. i didn’t want it to. i was fighting i was trying so fucking hard to fix this, to fix us. but you never saw that. and if you did, i guess my best wasn’t good enough. the fact that you’ve walked away and chosen someone else over me, hurts. i can’t believe we are here again. you choosing to love another person instead of loving me. don’t say you’re not because baby you are. look at us. we are even fucking speaking and that’s on you. you’ve taken my best friend away from me. for that i can never forgive you.
all of this aside, i hope you know on the night before my wedding if i run into you in a bar ill still walk out that door.
always and forever
—  letters to the ones who left #9// 4am
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Congratulations to Viola Davis on her Oscar win for ‘Best Actress in a Supporting Role’ as Rose Maxson in the film ‘Fences’ (2016) directed by Denzel Washington at the 89th Annual Academy Awards.

Thank you to the Academy. You know, there’s one place that all the people with the greatest potential are gathered. One place and that’s the graveyard. People ask me all the time, what kind of stories do you want to tell, Viola? And I say, exhume those bodies. Exhume those stories. The stories of the people who dreamed big and never saw those dreams to fruition. People who fell in love and lost. I became an artist—and thank God I did—because we are the only profession that celebrates what it means to live a life. So, here’s to August Wilson, who exhumed and exalted the ordinary people. 

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BTS as quotes from my sister
  • Jin: Bitch, I look good!
  • Yoongi: I honesty slept all day why am I like this
  • Hobi: I don't care if people are watching I'm gonna dance
  • Namjoon: The only thing I did was touch it! And it broke!
  • Jimin: My ass looks pretty damn good in these
  • Tae: I'm gonna buy a farm and take all the animals there and love them all
  • Kook: I did adult things today that involved talking to people
Moments of Guardians of the Galaxy Vol 2 (MAY HAVE SPOILERS)

-Drax’s infectious laughter through the whole movie.

-Additionally Drax’s continuous ineptitude for social interaction, especially with Mantis.

-Gamora truly becoming Space Mum and suffering the whole time.

-The entire family dynamics within the team and the fact romance was vaguely alluded to, but wasn’t more important over family unlike most other hero movies.

-Kraglin being the Best Boy!!! The purest character in the movie who deserves only good.

-Groot being brilliant comedic relief, but ultimately also being a 3D character who pulls through in the end.

-More trAGIC BACKSTORY FOR ALL!!

-Nebula having the best redemption arc and the saddest reasoning behind it all.

-#Let Gamora and Nebula hug more 2k17.

-Also someone give Rocket more hugs because he suffers too much. Real revelation of his character and his scene with Yondu fuCK!!

-Yondu = true dad and hero of the movie.

-FUCK EGO AND HIS STUPID FUCKING ASS HE CAN BURN IN HELL FOR WHAT HE DID TO PETER!!

-Movie should be renamed “The Incredibly Shitty and Horrendous Time in Peter Quill’s Life”. Let him rest.

-The unabashed hints and references dropped. Every five seconds they references someone and it was amazing.

-The soundtrack once more!

-The reference they did to the first movie where Groot freezes while dancing when Drax sees him.

-Groot. That’s it. He was amazing.

-Mantis and Drax’s incredibly weird but endearing platonic relationship that I hope stays platonic forever because it’s too good.

-Someone must tell Mantis she’s beautiful every day this girl needs it.

-Teach Mantis to smile and love herself !!!

-Big Sister Gamora must take Mantis under her wing and teach her not to take shit from anyone.

-Dad Peter at the end with Groot. Takes after his dad Yondu. Next he’ll threaten to eat Groot.

-The inappropriately times jokes.

There’s so much more good parts to this movie but I’ve rambled on too long already. It must be watched!!

anyway i came out to my nine year old sis as trans and she literally went “dope i got a brother now” and “dude i love your name, you are such a nathan” and then she stole my drink and ran off (rip my frappuccino). then we both came out to each other as bi??? and she said peyton from izombie was hot and i was like same, and then we watched like eight trans videos on youtube. Also whenever she calls me nate i cant even reply im so in shock and happy, so today has been a good day 

Being a McCall and dating Isaac would include *PART ONE*

- you hating isaac at first

- being the first person to see his soft side

- scott getting mad at him when he tries to talk to you

- you and isaac smiling at each other as scott walks away

- “i’m sorry. he’s-”

- “it’s okay.”

- you and scott arguing about you liking isaac

- your mom tells scott to let you be

- isaac considering you as his only best friend

- later on, as his girlfriend

- scott and stiles going on protective mode when they found out

- isaac smirking at them when you tell the duo to stop

- “he’s smirking! y/n!”

- “shut up! i’m still talking!”

- isaac being the one who calms you down in times like that

- him cuddling you when you’re stressed about the duo and/or school work

- “but i’m busy.”

- “and i’m clingy. so what?”

- him accidentally saying the “L” word while you two run around the house

- saying it back

- having a heated make out session

- your friends walking in on you

- “gotta blast!”

- taking each other’s virginities

- having slow and meaningful sex

- him sometimes going rough

- you love it either way

- him being proud of you when the school announced you were at the honors

- “i love you so much!”

- “i love you too.”

- him getting “mad” at you for wearing his scarves

- he likes it when you wear his clothes

- allison and lydia steals you for a day

- isaac calling every 25 minutes

- “isaac you have to stop.”

- “well lydia, i’m sorry i’m worried about my girlfriend.”

- “is that my phone?”

- treating you like a princess

- “i’m so lucky”

- him taking care of you while you’re on your period

- him taking your pain away

- “thank you”

- randomly saying i love you

- him getting jealous over guys you’re not even interested in

- him smirking in victory when you finally smile after having a hard day

- you being the first person that comes to his mind when he wakes up from a nightmare

- sneaking into your room

- “isaac?”

- “oh. hey mrs. mccall.”

- you stroking his hair as you both fall asleep

- scott and stiles finally lets you be

- “she’s my baby sister. i want her to be happy.”

- the duo acting like parents and have dinner with isaac

- you walk in on them

- “good luck.”

- isaac begging you not to leave him

- you staying at the living room, waiting for pack missions to end

- scott and isaac finally going home

- isaac immediately falling into your lap

- singing him to sleep

- singing p!atd songs at the top of your lungs when you think no one was home

- isaac walking in on you

- isaac joining you in singing

- arguing at who’s going to order the pizza

- “fine!”

- you falling asleep on his lap after eating all the food you ordered

- both of you falling asleep on the couch

Having a sibling is super weird because you’re constantly torn between “wow I can’t believe this is real oh man you’re a great sibling I really love and appreciate you” and “oh my fucking god I’m going to throw an axe at your face and commit homicide real soon if you don’t stop being so annoying I swear to god”

my boy lost his mom, his girlfriend, his sister as far as he knows, been dealing with the love of his life making time with hippies and haircuts, getting tortured and captured every other tuesday and his leadership contributions invalidated or minimized constantly while he walks around wracked with guilt and self doubt and the desire to be good and strong and courageous and kind and better than every day before and just

bellamy blake deserves so much love and happiness in his life,,,,, when will this show stop killing him and start letting him know what happiness is

Nothin’ like a good old milkshake pozol date ♥ ♥ ♥

I have other things planned for the actual 14th, but in case helping my sister with her wedding shopping prevents me from completing the other stuff I wanted to do, consider this my early celebration pic. Happy chocolate-! I mean Valentine’s day!

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21.04.17 // i’m in berlin visiting my sister in her new flat and we went shopping today!! i bought a new planner at this cute little korean stationery shop for only 6€ i love it so much it’s so cute ✨

I love the book Good Omens, but I wasn’t able to listen to the radio drama when it first came out. So when my sister texts me a few weeks ago (22 days, if you wanna do the math) that she’s found it and gonna burn me a copy, I’m really excited.

Today she gives me four discs labeled Good Omens, and I get in the car and pop the first one in to play….


And it starts playing The Best of Queen.

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“Thank you to the academy. You know, there’s one place that all the people with the greatest potential are gathered. One place and that’s the graveyard. People ask me all the time, what kind of stories do you want to tell, Viola? And I say, exhume those bodies. Exhume those stories. The stories of the people who dreamed big and never saw those dreams to fruition. People who fell in love and lost. I became an artist and thank god I did because we are the only profession that celebrates what it means to live a life. So, here’s to August Wilson, who exhumed and exalted the ordinary people. And to Bron Pictures, Paramount, Macro, Todd Black, Molly Allen for being the cheerleaders for a movie that is about people and words. And life and forgiveness and grace. And to Michael T. Williamson, Stephen Mckinley Henderson, for being the most wonderful artists I’ve ever worked with, and oh captain, my captain, Denzel Washington. Thank you for putting two entities in the driving seat: August and God. And they served you well. And to Dan and May Ellis Davis, who were and are the center of my universe, the people who taught me good or bad how to fail, how to love, how to hold, how to lose. My parents—I’m so thankful that God chose you to bring me into this world, to my sisters, my sister Dolores, we were rich white women in the tea party games. Thank you for the imagination. And to my husband and my daughter. My heart, you and Genesis. You teach me every day how to live, how to love, I’m so glad that you are the foundation of my life. Thank you to the academy. Thank you.” - Actress Viola Davis accepts Best Supporting Actress for ‘Fences’ onstage during the 89th Annual Academy Awards at Hollywood & Highland Center on February 26, 2017 in Hollywood, California.

BTS realise they are truly in love with you...

When they realise they are truly in love with you… (this was requested a while ago and I thought it was cuuuuute)!!!
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Jin-

You were attending an awards after party in a rooftop bar with Jin when you told him you were going to get some air whilst he conversed with his friends. You found yourself leaned against against the glass balcony, relishing in the cooling breeze. You closed your eyes and titled your head back slightly as your hair fluttered softly in the breeze, exposing your shoulders in your black fitted off the shoulder dress. The sun had just started to set and the sky behind you was a shade of blood orange. Jin came looking for you when he realised you’d been gone awhile, and that’s exactly how he’d find you. Picture Perfect. And That was when Jin realised how lucky he was because he saw how truly beautiful you were and he couldn’t take his eyes off you.

;Suga-

Yoongi would realise he truly loved you when he was just laying down on the couch watching you. You’d just be milling around your apartment, tidying odds and ends up, whilst still dressed in your pyjamas. He’d begin to think about all the things you did, like making sure there’s always coffee ready in the morning, or sticking his towels on the radiator to heat up while he’s showering… He’d even notice the little things like how you always gave him a bigger plate of food to make sure he was eating properly or how whenever he takes his jacket off and throws it to the floor you’d always hang it straight up. You’d notice him just lying there watching you with a small smile on his face. ‘What?’ You’d ask with a raised eyebrow. ‘Nothing… I just love you that’s all…’

Namjoon-

It was snowing heavily outside your apartment and you Namjoon was leaving soon to film with BTS outdoors. He emerged from your bedroom in what you could only describe as, a coat that was not suitable for this weather. ‘You can’t go out like that in this weather you’ll freeze!’ Namjoon sighed at you, ‘It’ll have to do I can’t find my padded coat…’ You wrinkled your nose at him and disappeared only to return not even a minute later with his winter coat in your arms. 'How did you do that?!’ Namjoon questioned, genuinely in awe. 'Women have their ways…’ You responded before going into the kitchen and returning with two large flasks in your hand. 'Coffee for the big boys and Hot Coco for the kiddies!’ You stated handing them to him. A smile creeped across his face at your kindness, you had clearly thought about this. Namjoon thanked you before heading to the door, but he was stopped by an object hitting his back. He turned around to see a bobble hat lying behind him and you standing with a pair of matching gloves in your hand. 'And don’t even think of coming home to me sniffling and shivering…’ You stated folding your arms. Namjoon laughed at your indirect but humorous way of looking after him. 'I won’t now… See you later Y/N I love you!’ He’d call before finally leaving.

JHope-

Hoseok would come home early from practice to visit you in your apartment. He’d slip in quietly with the keys you gave him to surprise you, but he’d stop dead in his tracks when he saw you standing outside on your apartment balcony. You weren’t wearing anything fancy, just jean shorts and a checked shirt, but he thought you just looked so good illuminated by the setting sun. He noticed you were on the phone and creeped closer only to hear you gushing to your best friend about him. He stood listening with a smug smile as you told your friend all about how kind and sweet and funny and handsome he was. He couldn’t wait anymore so he cleared his throat making you jump. You jumped at his sudden presence and narrowed your eyes as you registered his facial expression. Hoseok then began sending you hearts through the glass door whilst mouthing 'I love you too!’ And that was when you realised he’d heard everything you’d said on the phone.

Jimin-

Jimin would be leaning against your kitchen bench watching you 'try to make dinner’ because you were struggling to open a bottle of wine. He raised his eyebrows as he watched you frustratedly trying to twist the top off, he knew you wouldn’t cave and ask for help because you were far too much of a strong independent woman for that. You pouted your lips as you tried again and again to open it before you harshly placed it on the bench in front of Jimin. 'Help meeee…’ You whined caving in. 'What was that? You want my help? Did I hear a please?’ You rolled your eyes at him, you knew he was trying to wind you up. 'Please Jimin…’ You replied playing up to him and fluttering your lashes. 'You’re so strong!’ Jimin let out a sigh and opened the bottle for you. 'Totally loosened that up for you…’ You mumbled to yourself, turning away and pouring some of the wine into your pot. 'Ah what was that Y/N?’ He questioned with a smirk on his face. 'Oh nothing I was just saying how wonderful and strong you are and how lucky I am!’ You replied with a smug smile. 'Hmm… you’re lucky I love you and your sass…’

Taehyung-

Tae would become completely soft for you when he came to your apartment to find his parents and siblings inside waiting. You’d invited them round as a surprise and he’d almost die when he came through the door to see you sat with cross legged in front of his little sister while she played with your hair. 'When you said you were getting your hair done today this was not what I had in mind…’ He’d laugh before greeting his family. He’s sit and watch as his sister continued twirling your hair and sticking little flower hair clips into it. He could tell she was probably tugging a little too hard with your hair, but you didn’t let it show at all. 'Doesn’t Y/N look good?!’ His sister would laugh whilst showing off her completed work. Taehyung would simply smile and sit down beside you on the floor and flash you a smile, 'She looks beautiful, now it’s my turn!’ Before leaning and whispering a quite 'Thank you, I love you’ in your ear.

Jungkook-

He’d come over to yours from a long days practise to a warm cosy apartment, to see you lying upside down, with your legs over the back of the couch reading a book in front of the fireplace. He’d let out a chuckle at the sight before him. 'What? it’s comfortable…’ You responded shyly covering your face with your book at the fact he’d caught you behaving weirdly. Jungkook would simply laugh again at your reaction as you sat upright and crossed your legs. 'Really? The whole bag?’ He’d ask, gesturing to the large but empty packet of fizzy gummy worms on the table in front of you. 'Shut up gummy worms are my life!’ You’d state defending yourself. Jungkook let out a hearty laugh and flopped down beside you. 'I was gonna leave some for you, but since you’re such a nice boyfriend I thought you’d take comfort in the fact that I demolished the whole bag and I really enjoyed it…’ Jungkook shifted himself closer to you and pulled you into his chest. 'You’re weird… but I love you Y/N…’

Split - Kai Scenario. Part 3.

Summary: You have a perfect life. A perfect little house, perfect little son who just went to Kindergarten for the first time and finally your more than perfect husband, whom you love more than your life. Of course that was three weeks ago. Before your husband decided to leave the family. 

Word Count: 3564

A/n: Oooh, the drama in this chapter, hohohoho

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It’s 6pm and you’re still sitting in the kitchen. Ever since you woke up you’ve been running around the house with a broom and a map, listening to your mother-in-law’s instructions on where to clean next. You’re exhausted by now, but you can’t really disappoint a woman when the family dinners mean everything to her.

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So I got the chance to meet Liam Payne today!! And let me tell you: that !! shit !! was !! good !!

So basically what happened was we got there around 3, and they weren’t letting people in until about 3:30-3:40. We waited, talked to some cool people, then eventually there was check in. We got all settled in then about 10 minutes later they gave everyone their lanyards and let us into the room. There weren’t seats or anything, just a stage with a couch then an open floor where we could sit (my sister and I got to sit in the third row! And it was extremelyyyyyy close). Anyways, once everyone got into the room one of the radio hosts started asking questions to fans, like asking who was the biggest Liam fan. That went on for a bit before the radio host (Adam Bomb) came in and introduced Liam and LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING. THAT MAN LOOKED GOOD AS HELL. As you see in the pic above (I’m in the blue btw!), he was wearing a red sweater and he looked so clean and fresh and just so GOOD. He did an interview, talked about Bear and how Cheryl is use to him being gone and how she said that she could do it on her own (in a good way!!). He answered some questions from the fans that had been sent in and for the life of me I can’t remember any of them except this one girl who asked if he likes unicorns??

Anyways, after the whole little interview (which included so many cute moments but I can’t think of them right now because I’m still in shock so maybe if I remember I’ll do another post) he played us his song and out of respect for him and the station, I’m not gonna give any spoilers on it. All I’m going to say is that it’s so much better than what you’re expecting. It’s such a bop and people are gonna love it!!

After that, they had everyone line up and my sister and I were first in line to meet him, but we didn’t want to be first so we went to the back and as we did that, Liam walked by me and looked me dead in the eye and I shit myself it was MAGICAL. We waited in line for about 10 minutes maybe? Probably less bc it went by so quick, but we finally got to the front of the line.

We walked up to him and my sister was first to meet him. She hugged him and he hugged her back (not one of those side hugs, a full blown hug!!) and then basically I did the same thing (also a full blown hug!!) I hugged him as tight as I could in the moment and actually tried so hard to cherish it. As we went to take the picture, he pulled me closer and I sorta fell into him a little bit. After the picture, he was like “I thought I’d go for a different hello there” bc he said it in a really weird way but it was so cute and funny!! After that, we hugged him again (more full blown hugs!!!) and when I hugged him, our cheeks were pressed together and he is sO SOFT GUYS. He smelt sooooooo fucking good. The last thing I said to him was “bye thank you!” And I can’t remember if he said anything back cause it’s sorta a blur :-(

Anyways, we walked away and once outside my sister broke down into sobs because she loves him so much and I was so happy for her omfg.
Basically it was the best day ever and I wish I could go back. I miss him so much and I really don’t wanna go back to reality, but this is definitely something I’m going to remember and cherish the rest of my life!!! :-)

And please ignore the fact that I look awful!! I was just really happy AHHHHH :-)

“What are those?” Eleven asked, looking at the bundle of dark red flowers in Jonathan’s hands. 

“These?” he held them out to let her look closer, “They’re roses. A special kind of flower for Valentine’s Day.” 

“Why are they special?” Eleven tentatively brushed a fingertip against the soft petals of one of the roses. 

“Because you get them for a girl you really like, the way I really like Nancy.”

“Love.” It was a statement, not a question. Eleven may not have been the best at speaking, but she was certainly good at feeling. Jonathan’s cheeks turned almost as red as the roses in his hand. 

“Yeah,” he ran his fingers through his messy hair, “I guess so.” 

“Pretty,” Eleven smiled. Jonathan reached into the bouquet and plucked one out, handing it to her. 

“Careful,” he said, “Sometimes the stems have thorns.” 

“But they’re not for me,” Eleven hesitated, her hand hovering over the stem.

“This one can be,” Jonathan assured her, “Like you said, they’re for girls you love. And I love you like you’re my little sister.”


An excerpt from a Valentine’s Day fic I wrote a while back. 

Robbie Reyes is coming back to AoS … my crops have been watered, my skin is clear, the sun is shining, justice exists in the world again …

anonymous asked:

I mean no offense but the first thought that comes to mind when I think of protector heavy is the big daddies of Bioshock... (it doesnt help that the little sisters often cheer them on to kill you in game when you're fighting them) -_-""" BUT IN ANY CASE I REALLY LOVE YOUR ART AND IDEAS :D they are fantastic and I hope you have a good day ahead!

xD sound interesting my friend, :u sorry if i  ruined bioshock :,u it’s a really good game….

heavy now it’s a big DADDY [choke me daddy okno]

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Tom Holland Imagine: Ready?

Summary: Tom and reader have a false alarm with a pregnancy test which brings them to wonder if they’re actually ready to be parents.

A/N: literally pissed cause I already wrote this but when I tried to post it tumblr deLETED ALL OF IT AND NOW ITS NOT AS GOOD I SUCK IM SORRY IT WAS ACTUALLY PRETTY GOOD THE FIRST TIME AROUND BUT THIS ONE SUCKS IM SORRY

Warnings: none

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I felt my blood run cold as I stared at the plus sign on the stick. How could this have happened!? Tom and I were always so careful… except for that one night… but he just looked so good and we had a few too many, but I still took the morning after pill!

I grabbed for my phone on the bathroom counter and dialed Harrison’s number. He’ll know what to do. He always wants what’s best for Tom.

“Hello?” Harrison cheerfully greeted.

“Harrison? I need you to come over immediately. But please don’t tell Tom!”

“Y/N? What’s wrong? What happened? Are you okay?”

“No, Harrison. I need you to come over here now…”

“I’m on my way.”

I was still staring at the test as I walked into Tom and I’s shared living room and sat down on the couch. I was so zoned in on the little positive sign that I didn’t even realize that Harrison had arrived until I heard his voice calling out my name.

“Y/N? Y/N, where are you!?”

“Living room.” I choked out through my sobs.

I heard heavy footsteps and then silence. I knew Harrison could see the test over my shoulder. I heard his breath hitch as he realized what was in my hand.

“H-How? You and Tom… you’re always so careful!”

“I know, but one night we weren’t… and I was due for my period a week ago and-and I couldn’t figure out what was wrong until Lizzy suggested… this… Harrison, please help me! I don’t know what to do and I-”

“Shhh, Y/N, it’s going to be okay. Everything’s going to be fine. I’m here for you, Tom’s here for you. He won’t leave you, Y/N. He loves you so much. I’ll call and set up a doctor’s appointment for you. You take a nap an-and I’ll set everything up. It’ll be fine, love.”

Harrison was sat next to me now, rubbing my back as I cried into his chest. I felt my eyes grow heavy as Harrison kept rubbing my back and whispering to me that everything was going to be fine.

—Time Skip—

As I came back to consciousness, I realized that I was laying down on the couch with a blanket over me and a pillow under my head. Harrison.

I went to squeeze the test, but it was gone.

I sat up and then realize that Tom was sat across the room, head hanging down, staring at the test.

Tom’s silence only made my fear rise and I soon felt the tears resurfacing.

“You’re pregnant.” He stated with no emotion, which only stressed me out even more.

“Tom, I’m so sorry. I ruined everything, I ruined your whole career, I’m so sorry…”

Tom whipped his head up.

“Love, this is by no means your fault. You did not ruin anything. I love you, Y/N. I’m staying by your side through all of this. Don’t think for a second that I’m going to leave you.”

Tom crossed the room and placed his hands on both of my cheeks, forcing me to look into his warm brown eyes.

“Everything’s going to be just fine, darling. Now, come on, let’s get you to bed. Harrison scheduled you a doctor’s appointment for Thursday.”

Tom scooped me up in his arms and carried me up to our bedroom. I laid my head on his chest and cried as he ran his fingers through my hair.

“It’s going to be okay, love. You’re going to be just fine and in nine months, you’re going to give birth to our child, the most beautiful child in the whole world and that baby, boy or girl, is going to be the most spoiled child in the world. Our child is going to grow up with two loving parents by their side cheering them on through every decision they make. And in 9 months, if you’re willing, I will make you my wife. Y/N, you’re going to be just fine. I promise you, everything is going to be perfect.”

—Time Skip—

Tom and I laid cuddled up on the couch as Beauty and the Beast played in front of us. Tom intertwined our fingers together with one hand while the other was placed over my stomach, rubbing circles lovingly.

“Have you thought of any names yet?” Tom asked out of the blue.

“Hm? Tom, we just found out yesterday that I’m pregnant, of course I haven’t thought of names yet.”

“Well, I have… I started thinking of names the second I saw that plus sign.”

“What did you come up with?”

“Um, well, if it’s a girl, Allison Ellender Holland. Allison named after your best friend and Ellender because Blake Lively’s middle name is Ellender and she’s your idol. And if it’s a boy, Harrison Robert Holland. Harrison because of MY best friend and Robert after RDJ.”

“Those are the two most beautiful names I’ve ever heard. I love you so much, Thomas Stanley Holland.”

“I love you, too, Y/N L/N.”

—Time Skip—

“Well, Mr. and Mrs. Holland-”

“Oh, we’re not married. I’m Ms. L/N, he’s Mr. Holland.”

“Well, then you’ll probably be happy to hear that you’re not pregnant.”

“We’re- what?”

“You’re not pregnant, Ms. L/N.”

“But- the test? And I haven’t gotten my period this month?”

“Tests are false all the time, Ms. L/N. And you’re period skipping a month can happen as well if you’ve experienced a large amount of stress.”

“Honey, you did just wrap up finals last week. Could that have been a cause?” Tom asked.

“Yes, very easily. Ms. L/N, if you have any other complications with your period in the future, please contact us immediately. Have a good day.”

“You too…”

The doctor exited the room leaving Tom and I alone.

I shifted uncomfortably on the table as Tom stared at the floor.

“I know you were scared, but is it okay if I feel a little disappointed right now?”

“Of course, Tom. I surprisingly feel it as well…”

I watched as Tom walked over to me and stood between my legs.

“Y/N, I love you. I actually planned on doing this tonight, but right now just feels right. Yesterday, while you were at lunch with your sister, Harrison and I snuck out and bought something…”

I felt my breath hitch in my throat as I watch Tom get down on one knee.

“Y/N, I first bought this ring because I was under the impression that you were carrying my child, I was uncertain if I was ready to be married, but when I came home that night and saw how beautiful you looked in simply a tshirt and shorts, I knew I was absolutely crazy about you. And I was so ready to start a family with you and that feeling I just felt when that was ripped away from me was all I needed to know that I want you. I want you to be mine forever. And I want to have a family with you. Maybe not immediately though, perhaps we should start with a dog. But anyway, what I’m trying to say is, Y/N L/N, will you marry me?”

“Oh, yes, Tom! Yes! A thousand times yes!”

I flung myself off the table into Tom’s arms.

“Oh, my god! You said yes! Thi-this means that you’re gonna be me wife!? And and and we’re gonna have a family! Oh my god, I love you so much!”

Tom pressed a kiss to my forehead and wiped the tears from both of our eyes. He took my hand and slid the ring onto my finger.

“…perfect. absolutely perfect…” He whispered under his breath.

“Oh, Tom, this is amazing! We have to start the phone calls though! You call your mom and I’ll call mine!”

“Oh, god, yes!”

I laughed as I watched Tom fumble with his phone.

“Mum? Mum! SHE SAID YES!”

Shabby Sandcastles; C.H.

“Man, you’re staring an awful lot at that new girl.” Luke comments, his elbow harshly digging into my side. It elicits a raw groan from my lips, rubbing the now sore spot as I throw a glare in my best mate’s direction. “What? No man, I ain’t.”

“I hope you realise she is almost officially part of the nerds and so inevitably off limits.” Luke huffs, clearly not buying any word that comes out of my mouth, but it wasn’t like he’d be thrilled with me if I told him what happened over summer. I had met her, Y/n her name was, during my three-week trip with my parents and sister down to the beach. It was something we did every year, staying at my grandmother’s flat to have some ‘well deserved family time’ as my mom called it.

I saw it more like a dreaded, hostage-like situation where my mom would try to get my sister to talk – she was in her rebellious phase – and forcing me along to her bake-cookies-kinda-days. So one day, when I’ve had enough of my mum trying to communicate – poorly – with my sister, and her yelling constantly throughout the small space, I decided to bail.

I walked around town for maybe a few hours that day, wasted my money on snacks and drinks, but ended up on the beach at the end of the day. I was sitting in the sand, trying to make a tiny sandcastle with the sand between my legs when I heard her angelic chuckle.

I didn’t know where she so suddenly appeared from, but I instantly knew I wanted to hear that laugh more often. She was doing absolutely nothing but enjoying the sea breeze and staring off in the distance. I don’t even think she had noticed me yet.

When she does, she stills her movements and just stares at me from a few meters away. “Hi.”
“Uh, hi. Sorry, I thought I was alone.” She sheepishly laughs, awkwardly scratching the back of her neck. “Don’t mind me, just trying to get away.” I shrug my shoulders, giving her one of my more kind grins before I return back to my merged sandcastle.

“Getting away from what, exactly?” She smiles kindly as she steps closer, hoisting her knee length skirt higher so she could manoeuvre across the loose sand towards me. “My parents, my sister. Mostly everything.” I shrug again, pressing my flat hand against my crappy sandcastle.

“And then you sneak off to a secluded beach and build a shoddy sandcastle?” She chuckles heartily as she drops beside me, tucking her feet underneath her bum. I can’t help but laugh along, shaking my head before I let my gaze fall onto her face again.

“Well, what is a lad supposed to do around here to receive some entertainment?” The girl shrugs her shoulders, contorting her face in the funniest way before she speaks up. “Maybe converse with some strangers?”

“Nah, my mom told me explicitly not to do such things.” I counteract, shaking my head as I dig my fingers back into the sand. I don’t know how or why, but being around this friendly stranger makes me shy. “Well then, let’s do something about that.” She speaks, but laughs when I throw her a puzzled look.

“I’m Y/n.” My mouth forms the shape of an ‘o’, nodding my head as I hold out my hand for her to take. “I’m Calum.”
“Well, nice to meet you Calum. Now tell me, why are you running?”

I tell her about the shabby situation at home. I don’t know why exactly, because not even my best friend back home, Luke, doesn’t even know about my current home situation. But somehow, I just spill all the beans against this complete stranger and it feels like a heavy load is lifted off my chest.

“Well, it seems like you’re not in any fault here. But you could try and talk to your parents about all of this, they seem like reasonable people.” Y/n smiles, leaning more towards me as she bumps her shoulder against mine. “I wish that were true. They just don’t – don’t seem to notice me. Everything’s about my sister nowadays.”

“That’s because you’re the good kid. She needs a bit more help than you. It’s not that they don’t love you, they just think you’re mature enough to take care of your own.” Y/n speaks. She seems very wise and I somehow, deep down, know she’s right. But that doesn’t mean that I don’t deserve some attention nowadays as well. She wouldn’t think this highly of me if she knew.

“Well, a good kid is a bit overestimated, I think. But thanks.” I smile again. I spent the rest of the day, well into the evening, after the sun had set and a partial moon had illuminated the sky. We decided to hangout again the day after, and after that. I had spent almost my entire vacation with Y/n, and I could – not slowly, rather quickly – feel myself falling for her.

The last day of my stay was coming around and we got to hang out one last time. After almost two weeks of us constantly hanging out together, for the first time in years, I didn’t want to leave this place. I didn’t even know where she was from and I didn’t mind. She was my little secret, my first – and probably last – summer love, and it felt amazing to have such a small, yet meaningful secret to myself.

“I’ll text you when I get home.” I smile down on her, letting my fingertips drag along her exposed arm, pulling shivers in their wake. “I’ll look forward to it. It was nice meeting you Calum, really.” Instead of answering, I cup her face in between my hands and press my lips gently to hers.

“Bye Y/n.”

I had texted her, but she stopped responding after a while. I know she spoke of moving and settling into her new house but I didn’t think that meant ignoring me all together. I glare at her from afar when I remember what had happened over the course of the last few weeks.

It’s immediately replaced by shock and wonder though when our gazes lock, a bright grin forms on her lips and she starts making her way over. I rack my brain for any reason to quickly bail and get the fuck out of here, but before I know it, she’s standing right in front of me.

“Hi Calum.” She smiles, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear and staring up at me from between her lashes. I can just feel the judgemental stare of Luke and when he huffs, I don’t know what I can do to make Luke less like himself and not hurt Y/N in the process. But sometimes you don’t have a choice.

“Do I know you?” I grin down on her, crossing my arms over my chest. As soon as I see her face contort into something unexplainable, I already feel my chest constrict, tightening so quickly I might almost struggle to breathe. I feel my features soften visibly as I keep my gaze locked upon hers. I raise my hand to softly touch her shoulder but stop mid-air when I realise what I was about to do.

She stays quiet, searching my eyes for an answer to my behaviour. I avert my gaze, down the court yard, as I bite the inside of my lip. If she would just go away for now I’d find her later and have a proper conversation – one where Luke wasn’t eagerly eavesdropping.

“We saw you talking to those nerdy girls. Maybe you should move along…” Luke waves his hand so nonchalantly, it lowers the corners of Y/n’s lips even more and I feel horrible about doing this. I know I should speak up, but I just can’t. I’ve spent my entire high school career building this reputation of nonchalance and arrogance – something that somehow the girls found attractive – and I wasn’t willing to give it up in a split of a second because Luke was such a superficial asshole.

She turns without another word, but her face spoke volumes. I open my mouth to utter something, anything, but I come up with nothing. A simple ‘wait’ would have been sufficient, but I just can’t.

“I don’t know how you do it, Cal, but every girl seems to throw themselves at your feet.” Luke chuckles dryly as he lights another cigarette. I can’t help but ignore him and stare after Y/n as she disappears inside the building. I should apologize. And I shouldn’t wait. Fuck this. Fuck Luke. “Y/n!”