love means having to say you're sorry

anonymous asked:

This is probably gonna be a quite rude sounding question, but how do you not get bored of doing the "same job" every day? (I swear this isn't meant to be as mean as it sounds!!) I'm 18 and going to Uni soon, but the prospect of doing the same sort of thing every day for a long time sounds horrible to me. I know you love your job and you're incredible at it, but do you ever get bored of it, and how do you combat that?

Well.. I’m sorry to say, but that’s pretty much what a job is, welcome to being an adult, we do the same thing every day and have very little free time :P

But that’s also why it’s really important to actually like and enjoy doing what you choose to do. Not everyone will have that opportunity, especially not straight out of school. Sooner or later you have to do things you don’t want to do, that’s life. I’ve had several jobs I didn’t want or like, in fact most of my jobs I didn’t want or like. But you have to pay the bills somehow. By then it becomes a trade-off of “what can I put up with while I wait for the weekend to start”. Which is basically how I lived my life up until I started working with Jack last year.

It sounds cynical and depressing, but I’m not gonna sugar-coat it. You’ll have to find ways of making it work, music, making friends at the workplace, maybe working part time at different places for variety etc. If you DO have something you want to do, keep doing that in your spare time. If you’re lucky, you’ll end up making a job of it. Not every day is going to be fun, regardless of what you do, sometimes you just have off-days. Which is where pride is a good thing. I always want to take pride in what I do, even when I did work I didn’t like I still made sure to do a good job because I never wanted someone to point to me and say I didn’t care.

So basically, primary goal, find something you can put up with, to support yourself. Secondary goal, do the thing you actually want to do in your spare time. Don’t count on it to work. If it does, great, if it doesn’t, well as long as you can pay the bills you’ll get to keep doing it in your spare time. Compromise. And never spend all the money you make. Always, always, save. You will need it, at some point.

yamizoldyck  asked:

Say, if Hunk and Pidge had godly parents, as in, pjo style, who would they be? Sorry for my bad English btw. (You're super cool too C: )

Hunk is definitely a Hephaestus kid! Hunkules just got a way with all his tinkering! And being able to produce fire with his hands like Leo—HELL YES. Also I want him in Steampunk clothes because I have a mighty need for that. He frequents Cabin 4 because Demeter kids love him, I mean, who doesn’t love Hunk tbh? He gets free access to the cabin’s amazing cooking tools. Being a Hephaestus kid can be tiring, so he goes there to bake and cook food and shares it with everyone. He built his own dragon at the age of seven—a fire breathing mechanical dragon because no one wanted to play with him. He loves giving smiles to anyone he meets and it usually lifts their spirits. He’s the best boy, no competition.

Pidge is an Athena kid for obvious reasons: she’s a prodigy. Don’t have godly powers like the rest? Well, she’s definitely the smartest and techie of them all. Everyone respects her and looks up to her (just don’t tell her she’s small because she will smite you). The whole gang protects her but Shiro or Keith teaches her some moves whenever she’s free. Hunk and her get to bond a lot because YOU JUST GET ME, HUNK. Shiro and her spend time together discussing battle strategies and Shiro really appreciates her input. She’s the very first one to actually talk to Keith and she knew from then on that she will like this guy. They’re the conspiracy theorists, I JUST KNOW ALIENS ARE REAL, KEITH. I MEAN, WE’RE DEMIGODS WHO SAYS THEY AREN’T?

I know you’re not asking for the rest but I’m doing it anyway.

Lance is a Poseidon kid. Yes, he’s one of The Big Three and he brags about it. “Whacha say to my big three face?” Then he threatens them with his powers, but he’s mostly joking around about it. He’s very well liked. He thinks he’s special, he was after all, the first big three kid to arrive until he wasn’t. He loves water and just loves swimming the whole day but he loves hanging out with Hunk and Pidge the most. He dubbed them as “Tres Diablos” and Hunk is scandalized! All three of them like to prank people around. He loooves randomly breaking out into a song because he’s got such a wonderful voice and he gets all flattered when girls compliment him for it. There’s a rumour going around that people usually think he’s a child of Aphrodite at first, Hunk and Pidge knows it was Lance himself who spread it. lmao

Shiro is definitely a child of The Big Three. He’s the son of Zeus, and boy is Zeus proud of him. He arrives together with Keith because best friends stick together. He’s the tallest and everyone was just at awe knowing A CHILD OF ZEUS WAS IN THEIR PRESENCE HOLY SHIT. He looks so regal too which didn’t help a lot. He has a growing fanclub and they like to tease him about it. Definitely the leader of the gang. Being a child of the god of the gods, he feels all the pressure to be Mr. Perfect but at the end of the day he just likes to spend time with Keith and watch movies while eating left over pizza. The theme song of his life is “I’m Just A Kid” by Simple Plan, the rest find it hilarious while Keith is the only one who tears up about it because he knows. Also Shiro can fly and sometimes when he’s staring off into space, he’s not aware he’s floating until Keith taps him “You’re doing it again.”

Keith is a child of Hades. Yes, I freakin went there. He’s closed off and likes to stick around Shiro all the time. He’s quiet but he’s very observant which is why you don’t want to piss him off because you’d want him to be in your team when it comes to battles. He’s the most skilled when it comes to wielding a sword. He lived by himself until Shiro found him so he knows self defense the most. Most people don’t want to approach him because DAMMIT KEITH THE FLOWERS ARE WILTING WHEREVER YOU WALK. But it’s not his fault. Hades kids are just like that. He can summon the dead and he spars with dead warriors which was how Shiro found him and was impressed. With the ability to shadow travel, he sneaks around at night to Cabin 1 because Cabin 13 just feels so cold and he got used to a certain someone’s warmth. He’s actually the most powerful demigod but he doesn’t want people to know. He is Hades’ favourite so he gets to “unlock” the most powers.

Allura and Coran’s godly parents
Keith’s backstory
Hades visits Keith at camp and everyone is surprised

  • Client: Wow, guess Trooper isn't gay!
  • Me: I'm sorry?
  • Client: He is really fighting that thermometer! We always joke that he's gay but guess not.
  • Me: I don't understand.
  • Client: You know...
  • Me: I'm afraid I don't. Please explain to me.
  • Client: I mean... like... you know. Gay guys like things in their butts.
  • Me: Ooh ok. So all gay guys like anal penetration. That's what you're saying?
  • Client: Yeah. They love getting things up there.
  • Me: I'll have to tell that to my boyfriend.
  • Client: Wait. Oh my god. I-I am... Oh my god.
  • Me: I'll go get that rabies vaccine.

anonymous asked:

Hiya! Hope you're having a good day ^.^. I was wondering if you could do a tutorial on how you texture your art on digital? I mean if you don't want to that's fine just ignore this ask. Just want to say I love your art as well and it's inspired me to start my own art blog :)

Sorry for my super late reply (this sat in my inbox for quite a while orz) but as I finally have a workflow I’m kind of comfortable in I’m very much willing to share it and try to explain some stuff ♡ I’m not sure what you mean by texturing my art, I guess I just paint? :’D So I’ll just explain how I build my image!

I work in Photoshop CC!

I always start out with a super rough sketch to get the idea down (this normally takes only some minutes): 

More steps under the cut!

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anonymous asked:

Hi! You're my favourite blog and i'm sorry if you've answered something like this before but i'm wondering about Jimins lisp.. is it common to have that sort of thing in korean, i mean language-wise, or does it kind of stand out when he speaks with a lisp? I mean up until recently I haven't even noticed and it has never been mentioned by jimin or by the members (maybe that would be rude) but do u get what I mean? I'm not saying it's a big deal (i love this characteristic) but i'm just curious :)

I’ve always considered Korean a very precise sounding language, especially standard Korean (표준어, or the standard language, is what’s spoken in the capital, used in the news, etc). So no, it’s not exactly common and it’s very easy for native and proficient speakers to hear somebody who has a 혀 짧은 소리 (a lisp).

The reason why you’ve never noticed is because you don’t speak the language. Jimin had it from the beginning and it’s not subtle at all. But it’s gotten better and frankly? It’s just super cute.

flordecarioca said: So, today I was watching a video about korean dialects. There was five boys and they were from Jeollado, Seoul, Jeju, ChungCheongDo (I guess that’s how its written) and Busan. And wow. Busan dialect is SO hot. Honestly, even though I barely understood what he said, the guy sounded really hot. And now I wonder how you feel when Jungkook speaks in banmal and using dialect. But yeah, just wanted to share the experience and ask you what’s your favorite dialect.

Okay, I’m gonna give the most snobbish answer to this question: I’ve always, always preferred standard Korean (표준어/서울말). And I still do. I can’t help what I’m attracted to It’s what I speak, it’s what all my previous partners spoke, and I just generally find it very smooth sensual and pleasant.

But out of all the satoori, I think most people will find the Gyeongsangdo dialect the most attractive, including myself. It’s the stereotypical “manly” dialect, the one that all the badass gangsters and cool protagonists use in dramas and movies. And I won’t lie, Jungkook has persuaded me that it does, in fact, sound very hot (Like damn.. He was joking and that still came out hot).

Second place goes to the Chungcheongdo satoori because it’s very, I don’t know how to explain it in English but… it’s like, savory? I don’t know, it’s just endearing to me.

dear 2am reader
with a half-written suicide note
signed by dreams of permanent escape, 
i’ve been where you are.
which is not to say i understand.
which is not to say—i’m sorry.
so maybe a sunrise wouldn’t be enough to save you;
i think it wouldn’t be enough for me either.
the last time you felt joy is remembered, barely
what with earthquakes cracking around your ears
and you half-deaf to disaster. but i want to tell you this:
don’t break the promises you made to your best friend
when you said you’d be there for them forever.
one of these days, wrest an apology from your parents
for the shit they’ve put you through; you deserve it.
make sure your younger siblings get a chance to be
all that you never were. try not to leave anyone behind.
you won’t run out of words; you’ll only run out of time,
so use what you have while you can. i’m sorry—
which is to say, you have a lot left to live for.
i hope you do. i hope you do. i hope you do.
—  survival suits you || a. cho, 10 / 365
knocked up starters.
  • I proposed to you like an idiot and you said no!
  • It's a girl - buy some pink stuff!
  • Guess what the fuck's up?
  • _____ is going into labor and you are not fucking here
  • You know what I'm gonna have to do now? I'm going have to kill you
  • I'm gonna pop a fucking cap in your ass.
  • You're dead, you're Tupac, you are fucking Biggie, you piece of shit!
  • Marriage is like a freak, unfunny version of Everybody Loves Raymond, only it doesn't last 22 minutes. It lasts forever.
  • Do you want to do it doggy-style?
  • You're not going to treat me like a dog.
  • I'm not treating you like a dog. It's doggy-style. It's just in the style. We don't have to go outside or anything.
  • I'm naked...
  • Did we have sex?
  • I'm pregnant.
  • Fuck off!
  • I assumed you were wearing a patch, or like a--like a dental dam, or one of those butterfly clips or something.
  • What is a dental dam?
  • We have to help them raise the baby.
  • Why did we go to Costco and buy a year's supply of condoms if you weren't gonna use 'em, man?
  • I can't believe you did this. You messed everything up.
  • You gotta know all the tricks like, for example, if a woman's on top she can't get pregnant. It's just gravity.
  • I love you. You're the best thing that ever happened to me.
  • I'm the best thing that ever happened to you?
  • Now I'm starting to feel sorry for you.
  • If I didn't care about these things, you wouldn't care about anything. Care more.
  • I like "Spider-Man".
  • Look, I don't even know what I'm supposed to say to you
  • You think that just because you don't yell, you're not mean? This is mean!
  • We don't have the heart to tell him it's herpes.
  • I'm gonna throw you into my DeLorean, gun it to 88.
  • I'm sorry I told you to screw your bong.
  • Why is everyone so mad at you?
  • Do you ever get so bored, you stare at your balls?
  • So what do you think? Should we have sex tonight?
  • I'm just really constipated.
  • Man, my balls are shaved, my pubes are trimmed, I'm ready to fuckin' rock this shit!
  • If I go in there and see fuckin' pubes sprinkled on the toilet seat, I'm gonna fuckin' lose my mind!
  • You're embarrassing me in front of company!

anonymous asked:

(Hi, anon who read your mind yesterday here) Lol thank you for that lovely explanation, you expressed what I wanted to say perfectly! Tbh I'm kinda not over that moment, I'm still stuck at the "wtf just happened" stage. But you're right tho, Jungkook looked really submissive. He could've moved away or stop Jimin altogether, I mean he has hands, he could've used them but he just bared his neck and went all pliant and soft like asdfghjkl...I'm sorry. I'm trash. I can't get over this.

Hi! can you come off anon, cuz we need to get married man! 

same here , i cannot get over it either , i have watched it from so many angles which made it even more difficult to get over it, so i’ve just kinda accepted the fact that i’m not gonna get over it so i’m just enjoying it on a daily basis now lol

that’s what i’m saying! we all already knew how submissive jungkook is , but this just kind of spilled the tea .. i mean as you said he went all soft and was closing his eyes and not being able to hide his smile which a whole nother thing..  what i’m saying is he literally was “melting” under jimin’s touch .

this whole thing made him so flustered , i mean not only did it make him feel an urgent need to stand up and want something to drink,but it also made him feel so disturbed to a point that he even dropped the phone that jin gave him later on after jimin walked behind him , that’s how much jimin can effect him … my man jimin knows exactly jungkook’s weak spot 

i’m just gonna be sappy for a moment (hey, it’s been a while) and say thank you to everyone that still puts up with me on this website. that follows me, just adds notes to my content, or occasionally chats 

all the friends i’ve made here (sorry we barely talk anymore it’s my fault and i’m sorry), all the lovely nonnies, be it dave, music, whatever, have really brightened my days for the past few months 

it just… it means a lot

The signs as Lucille Bluth quotes
  • Aries: "Take it back. If I wanted something your thumb touched, I'd eat the inside of your ear."
  • Taurus: "I need you to track down Gob, I think he's trying to get me out of the house."
  • Gemini: "I don't know who that is, and I don't care to find out."
  • Cancer: "Here you go, hot tea. Because that's what you are: a hottie."
  • Leo: "If that's a veiled criticism about me, I won't hear it and I won't respond to it."
  • Virgo: "She thinks I'm too critical. That's another fault of hers."
  • Libra: "I mean, it's one banana, Michael. What could it cost, ten dollars?"
  • Scorpio: "I want to cry so badly, but I don't think I can spare the moisture."
  • Sagittarius: "Get me a vodka rocks." "Mom, it's breakfast." "And a piece of toast."
  • Capricorn: "If you're saying I play favorites, you're wrong. I love all my children equally. (Earlier that day) I don't care for Gob."
  • Aquarius: "Well, I'd rather be dead in California than alive in Arizona."
  • Pisces: "Look what they've done, Michael! Look what the homosexuals have done to me!"
Arctic Monkeys Lyric Starter Sentences
  • "Baby, I was made to break your heart."
  • "I wish you'd stop ignoring me."
  • "Oh I'm in trouble again, aren't I?"
  • "I thought as much."
  • "Can't we just laugh and joke around?"
  • "I'm sorry I was late."
  • "I missed the train and then the traffic was a state."
  • "You say I don't care but of course I do."
  • "Who's that girl there?"
  • "What a scummy man."
  • "I'm sorry, love, but I'll have to turn you down."
  • "What are the chances?"
  • "I've got a feeling in my stomach."
  • "She must be fucking freezing."
  • "I hope you're not involved at all."
  • "Sorry, sunshine, it doesn't exist."
  • "Whatever that means."
  • "Who'd want to be men of the people when there's people like you?"
  • "Landed in a very common crisis."
  • "Where did you go?"
  • "You're not coming back again."
  • "You've had enough."
  • "If I'd have known then I wouldn't have said it."
  • "If I predicted tears then I wouldn't have said it."
  • "I don't know what it is that they want."
  • "I haven't got it to give."
  • "When you look at me like that, my darling, what did you expect?"
  • "I probably still adore you with your hands around my neck."
  • "I did last time I checked."
  • "I crumble completely when you cry."
  • "Have you no idea that you're in deep?"
  • "I dreamt about you nearly every night this week."
  • "How many secrets can you keep?"
  • "There's this tune I found that makes me think of you."
  • "Was sort of hoping that you'd stay..."
  • "The nights were mainly made for saying thats that you can't say tomorrow day."
  • "Ever thought of calling when you've had a few?"
  • "Maybe I'm too busy being yours to fall for somebody new..."
  • "I've thought it through."
  • "I'm sorry to interrupt."
  • "I don't know if you feel the same as I do."
  • "We could be together if you wanted to."
  • "Ever thought of calling darling?"
  • "Do you want me crawling back to you?"
  • "Here isn't where I wanna be."
  • "All I wanna hear her say is "Are you mine?""
  • "Are you mine?"
  • "Satisfaction feels like a distant memory."
  • "Are you mine tonight?"
  • "I saw this coming from the start."
  • "There's no need to show me 'round."
  • "Will you pour me one for the road?"
  • "Don't get that sinking feeling."
  • "Don't fall apart."
  • "Soundtrack to disaster."
  • "The horizon tries but it's just not as kind on the eyes."
  • "You can't be sure."
  • "She's a modern lover."
  • "Her lips are like the galaxy's edge."
  • "I want it all."
  • "Ain't it just like you to kiss me and then hit the road."
  • "Come on, come on, come on."
  • "It's not like I'm falling in love."
  • "I just want you to do me no good."
  • "You look like you could."
  • "She's with me."
  • "I can't explain."
  • "It's kinda strange now that you're gone."
  • "There's all these secrets that I can't keep."
  • "Has it gone for good?"
  • "Isn't it hard to make up your mind?"
  • "I suspect you already know?"
  • "I thought I was yours forever?"
  • "Maybe i was mistaken."
  • "I cannot manage to make it through the day without thinking of you."
  • "But I'm not finished."
  • "I thought I saw you leaving, carrying your shoes."
  • "I'm trying to change your mind."
  • "Left you multiple missed calls."
  • "Why'd you only call me when you're high?"
  • "I need a partner."
  • "It's harder and harder to get you to listen."
  • "Sort of feels like I'm running out of time."
  • "I haven't found what I was hoping to find."
  • "You gotta be up in the morning."
  • "You're starting to bore me, baby."
  • "What have you been up to?"
  • "I heard that you fell in love."
  • "I gotta tell you the truth..."
  • "Snap out of it."
  • "I'll be here, waiting ever so patiently."
  • "Forever isn't for everyone."
  • "Darling, how could you be so blind?"
  • "You made it all alright."
  • "I had nothing to lose."
  • "You call the shots babe."
  • "I just wanna be yours."

anonymous asked:

Not to take anything away from the lovely Harry quote...but in 1D interviews, Louis and Zayn continually said similar things. There's a Louis quote that is almost exactly the same. I think all three - products of homes with strong women and sisters - have always been deeply and honestly respectful of their fanbase. Kudos to Harry for continuing to carry the torch into his first big solo interview. And for phrasing it so elegantly.

mm okay but “At one point, I say, “I’m sure your fans tell you stories. Have you learned anything from the girls who admire you about the challenges they face particular to women?” Not really, it turns out. From his vantage, the mechanics of fame are simple: “I was raised by a lot of women, so there’s nothing any fan girl could’ve ever taught me about any woman,” he says. “I fully understood every person who’d come and see the band, because I have crazy aunties and crazy sisters who would fan-girl over actors. If people can’t have something, they want it.” and also ““I enjoy an intellectual conversation as well, where someone can construct a sentence beyond what hair and makeup they’re wearing, and talk about something political or about the world. I like an opinion.”

I get that Zayn may have said nice stuff about the young girls who support him when he was in 1D, but as a solo artist, his track record is…. not so great. I think it will say a lot to see how all of the boys talk when they’re doing interviews on their own, because this is when we get to see as close to we’ll ever get to seeing their own voice and values and opinions. So seeing Harry make it a point to be this great in his first mainstream magazine cover (since AM was kinda different) means uniquely a lot to me. Of course he’s not the first to ever make the statements he made, but he also didn’t have to speak about it at length or so well–it’s quite clear not all of the boys so far have done that. 

Iron Man Sentence Starters
  • "Good god you're a woman. I honestly- I couldn't have that."
  • "Please, no gang signs."
  • "I love peace."
  • "I'd be out of a job if there was peace."
  • "Well, I'm not Tony Stark."
  • "Peace means having a bigger stick than the other guy."
  • "I'm allowed to have plans on my birthday."
  • "It's your birthday?"
  • "I'm not mad, I'm indifferent."
  • "I told you I was sorry."
  • "You don't respect yourself so I know you don't respect me."
  • "Is it better to be feared, or respected?"
  • "Is it too much to ask for both?"
  • "They say the best weapon is the one you never have to fire."
  • "I prefer the weapon you only have to fire once."
  • "Stick to the plan."
  • "I'm with the Strategic Homeland Intervention Enforcement and Logistics Division."
  • "That's quite a mouthful."
  • "I know. We're working on it."
  • "Well that went well."
  • "It's just like Operation."
  • "I don't have anyone but you."
  • "Don't wait up for me honey."
  • "The more you struggle, the more this is going to hurt."
  • "Lets face it, this is not the weirdest thing you've caught me doing."
  • "Are those bullet holes?"
  • "You're all I have too you know."
  • "That's not gonna be enough."
  • "Where do you think you're going?"
  • "Your services are no longer required."
  • "This looks important!"
  • "You've become part of a bigger universe. You just don't know it yet."
The Signs
  • Aries: your heart racing as you look at her, your stomach feeling like it's in your throat,sticky strawberry soda
  • Tarus: looking into someone's eyes,always having the last word,gold jewelry
  • Gemini: watching old movies,swimming to the surface,blueberry candies,
  • white nail polish
  • Cancer: peppermint gum,really meaning it when you say you're sorry, laughing a little too loud
  • Leo: dwelling on the past,cinnamon candy,holding in your fears,warm water
  • Virgo: taking the bus late at night,yellow roses,sleeping somewhere that isn't home,coconut lip balm
  • Libra: having faith in yourself,fresh fruit,big smiles,sitting straight up
  • Scorpio: screaming meaningful lyrics,cherry slushies,crying in the car,the sound of the city
  • Sagittarius: thinking about the good things,dark chocolate,loving and being loved,maroon clothes
  • Capricorn: knowing it's all worth it, the smell of rain, relying on someone,letting things work themselves out
  • Aquarius: missing someone, reflections in the water, a full moon,tea candles
  • Pisces: sitting in the back of the room,fresh plums, staring at the floor,there's more to you on the inside
seventy questions

tagged by @pinkhoodiemark​ ♡♡♡ 

lol Em you probably don’t remember even tagging me in this either

1. do you have a good relationship with your parents?
uh, i guess? i mean i don’t really have those sort of relationships with them where i tell them everything or i hug them on the daily… but we’re functional and we love each other so that’s enough right?

2. who did you last say “i love you” to?
oh wow that… i can’t even remember. i think it was when i was thanking my followers for sending in those nice messages when i was feeling like shit.

3. do you regret anything?
a lot… honestly i’m pretty sure my early teenage years were built on regrets but you didn’t hear that from me.

4. are you insecure?
yeah, but i think everyone is insecure about something. i’m mostly insecure about my appearance in outfits and stuff.

5. what’s your relationship status?
married to jinyoung, mark is my bf and @ehgase​ is my gf.

6. how do you want to die?
quietly and without pain ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

7. what did you last eat?
chao fan ♡ fried rice basically lol.

8. played any sports?
i was a figure skater from about 8 till i was 16, did gymnastics for a couple years, ballet until interfoundation, and currently i play touch rugby(:

9. do you bite your nails?
no lol. my mom eradicated that habit when i was little.

10. when was your last physical fight?
i haven’t had a physical fight ever in my life probably… never had the need to.

11. do you like someone?
nope lmao…

12. have you ever stayed up 48 hours?
no never… i’m a wuss.

13. do you hate anyone at the moment?

14. do you miss someone?
my uncle…

15. have any pets?
two doggos! duke and harley ♡ they’re my babies.

16. how exactly are you feeling at the moment?
tired… a little emotionally drained. but laughing a little at what my brother is currently doing on my bedroom floor with his nerf guns.

17. ever made out in the bathroom?
uhhh… no? maybe? wait yes… in my boyfriend’s bathroom before going to prom. bye.

18. are you scared of spiders?
terrified. anything creepy and crawly makes me jump honestly.

19. would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
no probably not… i’m okay with where i am now i think.

20. where was the last place you snogged someone?
idk ages ago. i don’t even remember… probably regretted it.

21. what are your plans for this weekend?
i have a tournament this weekend for my rugby club and i’ll probably try and watch nunbal.

22. do you want to have kids? how many?
2. that’s my limit lol. if anything i would prefer to adopt.

23. do you have piercings? how many?
just two… on my earlobes. i want more on my ears):

24. what is/are/were your best subject(s)?

25. do you miss anyone from your past?
my ex-best friend. we fell out some time last year and i don’t really know about what but she didn’t make much sense and i’m still really confused and hurt but i didn’t want to force our relationship any more than it already had been after she changed schools.

26. what are you craving right now?
sleep… jinyoung’s hugs… my best friend in the uk ;-;

27. have you ever broken someone’s heart?
not that i know of?

28. have you ever been cheated on?
hopefully not…

29. have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
yes. but to be fair it was because i was crying so idk if that counts.

30. what’s irritating you right now?
taobao won’t let me pay for my dream knight dolls ><

31. does somebody love you?
my mutuals/followers maybe… my family… my sister… idk. if you’re talking abt love love then no probably not?

32. what is your favourite color?

33. do you have trust issues?
not really.

34. who/what was your last dream about?
mark i think?

35. who was the last person you cried in front of?
my older sister.

36. do you give out second chances too easily?
maybe? i can’t really think of any situations where i had to give one out recently.

37. is it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive then forget. i don’t like holding grudges. they’re exhausting and just make you look really ugly.

38. is this year the best year of your life?
absolutely fucking not. it’s not even half way through the year and i’ve already lost 2 family members. this year can go fuck itself in all its 7 holes.

39. how old were you when you had your first kiss?
14 maybe.

40. have you ever walked outside completely naked?
???????? no.

51. favourite food?
idk char siew rice maybe. sashimi? idk i like a lot of food.

52. do you believe everything happens for a reason?
i feel like if i didn’t then my life would be a lot emptier. there has to be something at the end of this horrible fucked up road right?

53. what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
uh i think i watched the twaebam gotjacksonshow. or i made bam’s birthday edits… i can’t really remember.

54. is cheating ever okay?
no. first of all why. second of all just don’t. if you think you’re going to cheat, end it with your s/o first. they’ll be fucking furious but trust me it’s going to hurt less.

55. are you mean?
probably. like i’m not purposefully mean, but i can be a bit blunt and brash so i guess it comes off as mean but i try to watch what i say.

56. how many people have you fist fought?

57. do you believe in true love?
i don’t really know. i want the concept to be real but it just seems like too far of a stretch. maybe i just haven’t experienced it yet.

58. favourite weather?
cool breeze with a couple clouds. not too sunny not too cloudy.

59. do you like the snow?
i love snow!!!

60. do you wanna get married?
idk it’s not really a requirement for me.

61. is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
i think so(:

62. what makes you happy?
got7, my friends, my dogs, making people smile, helping people out, hugs… idk all this stuff always makes me feel a lot better.

63. would you change your name?  
maybe. i used to hate my name but now it isn’t really something that i think about anymore. its sarah and i can’t change it so…

64. would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?
yes probably?

65. your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
talk to them about it? i probably wouldn’t like them back but idk who knows. i don’t really have a best friend of the opposite sex rn.

66. do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
uh… yeah. my ex-boyfriend. we’re pretty close now bcs we pretty much know everything about the other person.

67. who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?
my dad. he texted me about dinner lol.

68. who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
my sister… we were talking about family.

69. do you believe in soulmates?
it’s a great concept i guess but i don’t like the idea of only being able to end up with one person. 

70. is there anyone you would die for?
family… my dogs a specific few of friends.

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Kinktober #12: Master/Slave [Part 2/2, gently nsfw~]

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Everything in Hinata’s new life seems to be going very, very well. He and Tobio slowly but surely have become inseparable, along with Maes (their goat), who has ceased headbutting everyone at first sight, except Tobio. Tobio has grown very attached to him.

Their relationship is unusual all around—Hinata is more a friend to Tobio than a companion of comfort, but as Hinata hasn’t had a friend in years, he finds it to be a welcome change of pace. All in all, it would be the perfect arrangement, but for one small problem.

He thinks he might be in love with Tobio. But Tobio doesn’t want to touch him.

The only thing they’ve ever done in the same bed together is sleep. Hinata has seldom seen Tobio’s father, but he has not forgotten who bought him in the first place. And if his weight in gold is deemed unworthy, nothing good will come of that. At best, he’ll be sold off at a discount, to a less prestigious household. At worst, he’ll be disgraced and cast out to fend for himself.

Whatever they decide to do to him, they will take him away from Tobio. And he can’t let that happen.

So he tries being a bit less subtle.

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