update for my followers & a thank you
I started this Tumblr back in March of this year for the Ts3 community…I didn’t expect to find such an amazing community but I have! Tumblr is more than just a Ts3 community, its a community for EVERYONE! Anything your interested in, theres a community for it.
SO MUCH has changed for me since starting this Tumblr, and you guys have been along for the ride whether I’m posting Ts3 stuff or something personal.
So what exactly has changed?
1) My Simblr because its ever evolving and I’m still getting the hang of it
2) My gameplay style, I grew some balls & installed MODS thanks to you guys which has made my gaming play and experience 10x better.
3) My relationship status, I went from in a relationship to single back in August after almost 2 years together. I was devastated, but I picked up the pieces and can actually smile again. From August until beginning of November, there was no contact what so ever between my ex and I because I was so upset and heartbroken because I felt as if he abandoned me in a time of need. Well I realized that relationships aren’t one way streets and that we both had problems of our own even if he had left me for a co-worker of his. We spoke last week for the first time since he had picked up his stuff August 30TH or whatever…and the conversation went well and he has asked to talk when he comes over Wednesday to collect the rest of his things and some important mail (also we’ll do an address change so his mail goes to his parents where he lives)…I’m not really nervous for this talk as I know he isn’t going to try and get back together. I AM READY to talk to him though even though I’ve requested nothing to SAPPY so I dont cry. I’m still getting over losing him but I wouldnt get back together if he asked because whats done is done.
4) My depression and anxiety isn’t as bad as it once was, I’m seeing a therapist once a week and I truly like this woman. I’ve been off my medicine though since September because it was effecting my appetite greatly and I lost too much weight. I’ve gained it back thank god and still am because DAMMIT I LOOK GOOD THICKER in my opinion everybody looks good with meat on their bones but thats just me.
5) I’m dating again, aka I’m testing out the waters. I’ve been on a few dates with some good guys but I’m still just doing me. HOWEVER, there is one man in particular that I’m casually seeing and its hilarious. Why you ask? He’s a good friend of mine and ex-coworker from my old career. We did NOT plan for this and we both laugh every time we talk about it because holy crap fate has a funny way of intervening with peoples lives. He’s also YOUNGER than me, by like 6 years. I’m 29 and he’s 22 and even though I KNOW this won’t develop into a FULL BLOWN relationship because I DO NOT WANT ONE I’m enjoying going with the flow. Our chemistry is seriously on point, we have a lot of fun together and more importantly, were 100% on the same page with what were doing. No confusion that way. ALSO, in my past I always dated WHITE MALES due to my Father. I love ALL RACES of MEN (and women too just don’t date females because were crazy hahaha) and YUP YOU GUESSED IT…he isn’t white. His skin is more like chestnut brown like the color of my Ugg boots because I put my boot next to his skin and said “YOU ARE CHESTNUT NOW!” he also makes me look EVEN MORE white than I already am. But I love the way he interlocks his hands with mine for no reason or when I’m in the mirror checking myself out (im just growing fonder of the way I look these days TBH) he will come up to me, grab me from behind slide his arms around me and look at me looking at myself in the mirror and he’ll smile when our eyes meet or compliment me or whatever. It’s ridiculous lol and WE HAVENT EVEN DONE THE DUUURTY YET (yes we have messed around but nothing crazy, but yes its gotten hot and heavy cause we will end up making out for a long time cause when you have chemistry aka fireworks its hard to stop lol) but hopefully that changes tonight cause I’ve marked today as D DAY aka DICK DAY aka SHITS GOING DOWN TONIGHT. If all goes according to plan. Whew that was a long one guys I apologize.
6) WE HIT OVER 230 FOLLOWERS YOU GUYS! So true to Tumblr tradition a GIFT is in order for yall. So I’ve built a few things but can’t decide what to gift yet. MAINLY, a HUGE and generous THANK YOU is in order to each and every single one of my followers. THANK YOU SO FREAKIN MUCH FOR EVERYTHING I TRULY LOVE ALL OF YOU!
7) I’m okay. I’M MORE THAN OKAY. And I got this, ‘YOU OWN IT GIRL’ is actually what my mantra has been lately.
So, while this may or may not be Sims related YOU GUYS ALL have impacted my life greatly and have helped me SO MUCH. So now, I’m going to WALK in the rain to the grocery store to go buy razors with my remaining 4 dollars and change so I can shave my legs and get all ready for D DAY uuuuhhh son I’m gonna put it down flip it and reverse it. ONLY JOKING but no really its going down tonight as Celly Cel once said. Hahaha anyways SORRY FOR THE LONG POST BUT AGAIN THANK YOU GUYS FOR EVERYTHING.