love letters to megan

Dear Megan,

Right now, we’re under the same night sky and looking at the same stars. You wanna know what I’m wishing for under these stars?

I wish that you could love me as much as I love you.

I fell in love with you for a long time. I didn’t realize it until after you saved me from plunging into despair after Selena’s death. In that time, you took time out of your life to make sure I was okay even though I pushed you away at first. You were patient and stayed, listening to me vent. You did your best to cheer me up by taking me out to aquariums, and zoos and beaches.

And in that time, I felt my heart grow warmer and yearn for you more. I found myself smiling at you just by seeing you. I enjoyed and treasured every moment we spent together.

I love how you make me feel so happy and welcoming with your kind heart. I love it when your adoring eyes are directed at me. I love the way you pout cutely when you don’t get your way. Once, twice, more than a dozen times I have thought about being with you. I’ve practically lost track since I realized I was in love with you.

I’ll admit, it’s going to hurt if you don’t return my feelings. But even so, I will still be your hero. You saved me, so I owe you.

I’m also aware it seems like there is a gray future for Lucis and nothing seems to be getting better because of Niflheim. But know that I’m here to protect you with all I can, I’ll always be here to save you. I’m going to make sure you still have a bright future with color, even at the cost of my life.

If you return my feelings and everything somehow goes back to peace, let’s go a restaurant or just take a long drive somewhere, shall we?

Send me your answer as soon as possible.

Faithfully yours,
Nyx


@fenriswaifu @nyxswaifu Here’s your love letter from Nyx! Gladio’s will be coming later ^-^

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.