love is all there is

Exist Without Fear

today is the birthday of my dear, wonderful friend Maggie. known to many as dreamedofwings, I know her best as a constant source of kindness, support and fun in my life. Magson, you are one of a kind. happy birthday!! <3

Dean was standing in front of the mirror, rubbing at his jaw with an expression of dissatisfaction. He peered closer, touching the crow’s feet at the corners of his eyes and the rough, scarred skin under his right ear where some monster or other – Dean forgot which, there had been so many – had got a little too friendly. He looked like his oldest pair of jeans: a little wrinkled, patched up and worn thin in too many places. Slightly-sad looking, even on the brightest of days, and with some dirt ground in so deep that no amount of washing would ever get it out.

He sighed and shrugged at his reflection before turning away, heading for the door – where Cas was standing, awkwardly upright with his hands hanging by his sides. He must’ve seen the whole thing.

Dean cleared his throat and made to push past him, but Cas didn’t move.

“Why do you look so disappointed in yourself?” he asked, frowning. His head was tilted on one side, at the angle that Dean thought of as acute confusion.

“What?” he said, bluff and slightly aggressive. “I’m tired, Cas, I gotta hit the hay.”

Cas didn’t move, nor did his expression change.

“I saw you looking at yourself,” he said stubbornly. “Your expression was… displeased. Are you upset?”

“Cas,” Dean said, smiling a little coldly and clapping him on the shoulder. “Come back to me when you’ve got a psychology degree, OK, buddy? I’m tired.”

This time, Cas allowed Dean to pass, although his frown didn’t lift. Dean sighed again, and kept walking. Cas only wanted to help, but there were some things that you just couldn’t solve with a few kind words and an intensely solemn expression… some dirt that was ground in too deep, Dean found himself thinking again. It was as though he had dirt in the marrow of his bones.

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So today, the 7th of July, is exactly one year since Sly left The Creatures. And damn that went fast. I’ll never forget watching the video that left me a sobbing mess, when Sly announced he would be leaving. It hurt more than I ever thought it could, Sly was always a person that I really looked up to, he was an absolute inspiration and hilarious to watch. And he still is. I would be lying if I said that I didn’t go back occasionally and rewatch old Creature videos with him in them, whether it’s cause I’m revisiting nostalgia or I just particularly miss him more that day. So much has changed and progressed for Sly and The Creatures in the year that he’s been gone, but I love them both all the same. All I want is for Sly to be happy, because honestly, he deserves it so fucking much. And he is happy, which means I’m happy for him. I’ll never stop missing Sly, but to me he will always be a part of the family of gaming nerds, that bring so much joy to my life. I can only hope that maybe one day they can do what they do best, together again. Until then, I’m gonna support them both, as I always have and relish all of the content that they continue to give us.

It’s been a long day without you, my friend
And I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again
We’ve come a long way from where we began
Oh, I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again


Hey guys this is Caden, I just wanted to say we have reached my goal for my Top Surgery which I will be undergoing August 17! flavntstreetwear has been partnered with me for the last 5 months and they have raised $1,600 for my surgery! I’m so blessed to be giving this opportunity to work with Chris and Courtney, this company has done so much for me and I will forever be so grateful to them. Without Flavnt I wouldn’t be able to get my surgery this year and I will continue to show my love and support for Flavnt and all they stand for. They are changing one life at a time and I think that is truly amazing. I wanted to thank all my supporters and followers for standing behind me throughout my journey, since starting a YouTube channel and tumblr I have revived nothing but love and support from all of you. I’m still in awe honestly, never would have imagined to have this many people care, and support me. I wouldn’t be in this position if it wasn’t for everyone. I have so much gratitude for you guys and for Flavnt Streetwear to help me align my body in a way I have always pictured it to be. This is a life changing surgery for me and every time I will look at my chest I will remember everyone who helped me get there. I love you all from the bottom of my heart and can’t thank you enough. I will continue to give back to the community who gave me so much 💙

Thank you, Caden


just finished watching the latest episode of Steven universe and omg, it’s sooo good ;_; I love everything about it. I can’t even. oviewjfoe

tbh, I didn’t like it at the start and had to force myself to watch it, but the show definitely picks up later! Now it’s probably my fav show.

and before anyone ask, no peridot because she/he’s a butt o 7 o

All my friends & favorite ^^
sanghaec/ 77rachel
hdelyah / airensims / allancco / andromedasims / anitka-sims / annely-kolo / aphroditeisimmoral / aquamarinus
akasim / benedictwallace / bes-sims / black-le / blackangelene / blackvillar / blondechaos / bobo221 / boboboh
cakenoodles / chanel-simblr / circasim / coffee-americano / crvcrv-sims / cualquiere / cybersim
danisimlover / darkosims3 / deadbulb / dorktasticsoul / dr-franken / dr-julian
e-tsarevich / ender-sims / erschsims / excellentfox
frey-sims / frozensims / fyachii
graylandsim / grimhatesdeathflowers / gweenea
halcyonglow / happylifesims / helgayeomsimblr / hellohow-low / hirsch-ertrunken
i-like-teh-sims / itsdeadpoetry / itssimplymaria / itstraumhaus
jazzy—–fizzle / jinglestartk / jivong / joes-stuff / juliablood / julies7821
kanoya / kapblack / katerina2000neeld / kgsims / kijiko-sims / kira72070 / kirken-sim / kokai98 / kosmokhaos / kurasoberina
lazysimmer97 / leahlillith / lesannichan / letssimsistuff / littlemsim / loubellesims / lucifermetternich
m1ssduo / melancholycotton / melltokio / merykeit / mexipoopy / moffyhardy / momonosoft / moonghostly / moonskin93 / mortuisimplicem / muzyaks / mystic-sim
naiisimblr / nanda0528 / narusims / nastasya125 / nekoasakuro / nenellith / noelyely / nokciimii / noviebird / nseensim / nyanyasims
o-zedd1333 / ohmysim / oleksandray / onlysmokewolf / orange-sim / orangebrained / osacuveiasims
periluxe / phixil / pikuserukiti / pinkiepancakes / pinofurude / pipifonnesims3 / playerswonderland / plud-sims / plumb-da-bots / plumblobs / plumbobsophy / plumbobz / pololongsims / pooh-lee / prettybigsim / putrulance / pxqen
santerian / set-sim / shockshame / sim3simsimi / simified / similiciousims / simplykitsch / sims-jael / sims-models / sims3-jeb / sims3melancholic / simsatmidnightsimsimi-only-mine / simsinspring/  simsl3gacies / simstrope / simsys / sk-sims /skiporns / smartberringsim / soilosoiod \ soupsim / sso-yyosssvitlans / subpoint / sugar-hell / sugarballoon / sugarbotanist \ sunnynksim
tariks-sims / the-sagaro / the77sim3 / theangeloevanssims / thegreatlandone / theothersim / thriftsimshop / tiff-yd2 / tik-tika /toffeenuts-sims / toys-of-dukeness / tractusopticus / treesimz / tutti-sims 
walkininfected / wasabiaki / weliveinexilesims / wldflwrs \ woohoodlums / wwatup 
yesemilystoneme / yoonhaon
zauma / zombiesims3


I see the sadness behind your eyes. It tells a story that makes me want to weep. Pain and loss. But it drives you, makes you strong. It is that strength that people are drawn to. It is why you lead and others follow without question.

(sorry for the shitty banner, i’m not known for editing haha) heyyy everyone!!!!!! so i reached 500+ followers (which was my goal eeep) a few days ago and i just wanted to say thank you to everyone i follow for making me having the best experience on here. also, thank you everyone who follows me, i didn’t expect i’d have 500+ followers, holy shit hahaha, but seriously thank you so much and i love all of you <3

mutuals, favs, both (sorry in advance if i forget to bold/italicize anyone) 

but first, some friendsss (or at least people i’ve talked to lately) : Nath, AlexRaven, Lindsey, Tess, Rachel, Hannah, Marissa, Nidia, Liza, Sam, Alessandra, Christina


a-broken-clockwork-heart, a-tale-of-two-parabatai, aaronswarnerr, aedionwhitethorn, ahmerikate, alaskas-fault-was-in-her-stars, alecbaewood, alecdoesnotmakepie, alecgaydeon, aleclightwwood, aleclightwoo-d, alecsbow, alinepnhallow, allisonsgrave, anentirelynewhunger, annabehthchase, assbuts-in-221b, atheanas, avodog, aye-booksaremylife, azkabahbaneandalec, banefiction, bellaemysclarke, bellamlyblakes, bellamyblakesarmy, bellarkeparadise, bellcrkes, bettercallpeggy, bilbolupin, bisexualremuslupin, blackfriarbridge, blankspaec, blue-sxrgent, bluelilyblue, bookempress, brotherjem, bucckybarns, buckybitchinbarnes, buesargentcaptamerican, carolineforbvs, cealenasardothien, cecyliightwood, cityof-heavenlybooks, cityofherondxle, claceeherondale, clacelightwood, clacing, clairedearingg, clareyfray, clarkegriffihs, clarkesgriffan, clarkesgriffin, claryfiarchilds, claryherondales, claryherondhale, clarysherondale, clarysjace, claryyfray, clintbartoon, clockworkpain, connorstolll, cresscarswell, cruelladevldanger-dazed, deanswincheter, delicatepoetry, demi-herondale, deqas, dividedstate, dvlanobrien


effietrinkety, emmaswn, eurdiyce, fairyfemmefatale, feysands, flower-crowned-kestrels, flusteredgansey, fooooooooooooooooggy, fuckstruckswan, gabrielightwoood, ganseyking, gideongraystairs, goreskied, greenarrcw, guy, harundale, heirondalehermiohe, herondalegasm, heronduck, heronfraay, her0ngraystairs, historianbellamy, hope-for-light, hornyjem


iheartfictionalboys, ijustwanttohugmatthewgraygubler, ilookedanew, imdefinitelytaller, infernalandmortal, inlaced, isabelleliqhtwoods, isabellelxghtwood, isabellsrunes, islasnublar, itsleightaylor, iwillfindyouandiwillshipyou, izzyaleclghtwood, izzyfrays, izzylightwould, izzytheheartbreaker, jacefrayed, jaces-mangoes, jaclcfrost, jaseywantsthiseasy, jemmycarstairs, jemsboner, jemsdrug, jennifergarner, johnnvdepp, joredanparrish, julianblakthorn, katherinesage, knightbellamys, leeeeeeeeeegooooooooolaaaaaaaaas, lieutenantducklings, lightwoodnt, lightwoodsinstitute, ligtwood, likechildreninafairytale, lillyanjones, littlbirds, littlearcherbooty, lyydiamarttin


madambitchtits, maermaid, magnusbane, mahradyer, malirad, maradyehr, marvelenthusiast, masterciell, mathewdaddario, maytheymeeetagain, michaelgayland, miinza, mikaelsonatheart, misstessagray, moergenstern, mortalacademy, mortalinstrumentsinfernaldevices, mrscarstairsmuuuuuuuuuuuuuuurdock, mundane-bastard, myrory, narcissablck, natasaromanoff, natashasromanof, natashavevo, nephilimdaily, nephlium, noahshcw, nogitsunei, octxvixblake, odinsonrogers, ohblackcanary, olympius, p–arabatai, parasbatai, peetamellcrks, perksofbeingafanboy, peterqvll, pillowsandbooks, pinkmanjesse, poisonousfairytale, pureblud, pvrrishslydia


queenpietro, rainbowcranes, readerinprogress, readingaroundthemovies, resting-explorer, ronaldweaslay, ronamov, ronanlyhch, samapitongzabala, samcatt99, sansasarkt, savingraphaelsantiago, scottiemccail, scottmcbro, sehunandstars, sherlockedslytherin, sirbenwyatt, sizzyysmolscullysorry, starxreactor, stilinskidunbar, stillinlski, straighthater, stverogrs, styvdia, superbarton, swanshope, tardis221b, tessagreystairs, tessaher0ndale, tess-tess-tessa, tesstess-tessa, that-kid-in-the-drifloon-hat, thatsthat24, theclockworkangel, thefaultinmysocialife, thefutureauthor, the-manila-institute, themarvellousmagnusbane, thesoulofawarrior, thewaywardqueen,                 the-witchlight-stone, thinfernaldevicesquotes, tidrunedmysociallife, timelxdy, too0many0fandoms, toomanyfandomssomanyfeels, transronanlynch, trashthirst


unseelieprince, vermeercat, wandamaximoffe, wayland, weliveandbreathewords, wessa-herondale, wildbuttsex, willandjacehateduckswillandjem-herondale, willhcrondale, willheronda-le, williamnherondale, willmorgenstern, wintrsfells, wolfiskala, youarethefirstdreamofmysoul, youburnnwithus

yea… i follow a lot of people haha. sorry if i missed anyone, or if anybody changed urls, sorry if i didn’t update it, i most likely didn’t know. thank you to everyone who follows me, i love you all sooooo much.