today is the birthday of my dear, wonderful friend Maggie. known to many as dreamedofwings, I know her best as a constant source of kindness, support and fun in my life. Magson, you are one of a kind. happy birthday!! <3
Dean was standing in front of the mirror, rubbing at his jaw
with an expression of dissatisfaction. He peered closer, touching the crow’s
feet at the corners of his eyes and the rough, scarred skin under his right ear
where some monster or other – Dean forgot which, there had been so many – had
got a little too friendly. He looked like his oldest pair of jeans: a little
wrinkled, patched up and worn thin in too many places. Slightly-sad looking,
even on the brightest of days, and with some dirt ground in so deep that no
amount of washing would ever get it out.
He sighed and shrugged at his reflection before turning
away, heading for the door – where Cas was standing, awkwardly upright with his
hands hanging by his sides. He must’ve seen the whole thing.
Dean cleared his throat and made to push past him, but Cas
“Why do you look so disappointed in yourself?” he asked,
frowning. His head was tilted on one side, at the angle that Dean thought of as
“What?” he said, bluff and slightly aggressive. “I’m tired,
Cas, I gotta hit the hay.”
Cas didn’t move, nor did his expression change.
“I saw you looking at yourself,” he said stubbornly. “Your
expression was… displeased. Are you upset?”
“Cas,” Dean said, smiling a little coldly and clapping him
on the shoulder. “Come back to me when you’ve got a psychology degree, OK,
buddy? I’m tired.”
This time, Cas allowed Dean to pass, although his frown didn’t
lift. Dean sighed again, and kept walking. Cas only wanted to help, but there were
some things that you just couldn’t solve with a few kind words and an intensely
solemn expression… some dirt that was ground in too deep, Dean found himself
thinking again. It was as though he had dirt in the marrow of his bones.
So today, the 7th of July,
is exactly one year since Sly left The Creatures. And damn that went
fast. I’ll never forget watching the video that left me a sobbing
mess, when Sly announced he would be leaving. It hurt more than I
ever thought it could, Sly was always a person that I really looked
up to, he was an absolute inspiration and hilarious to watch. And he
still is. I would be lying if I said that I didn’t go back
occasionally and rewatch old Creature videos with him in them,
whether it’s cause I’m revisiting nostalgia or I just particularly
miss him more that day. So much has changed and progressed for Sly
and The Creatures in the year that he’s been gone, but I love them
both all the same. All I want is for Sly to be happy, because
honestly, he deserves it so fucking much. And he is happy, which
means I’m happy for him. I’ll never stop missing Sly, but to me he
will always be a part of the family of gaming nerds, that bring so
much joy to my life. I can only hope that maybe one day they can do
what they do best, together again. Until then, I’m gonna support them
both, as I always have and relish all of the content that they
continue to give us.
been a long day without you, my friend And
I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again We’ve
come a long way from where we began Oh,
I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again When
I see you again
Hey guys this is Caden, I just wanted to say we have reached my goal for my Top Surgery which I will be undergoing August 17! flavntstreetwear has been partnered with me for the last 5 months and they have raised $1,600 for my surgery! I’m so blessed to be giving this opportunity to work with Chris and Courtney, this company has done so much for me and I will forever be so grateful to them. Without Flavnt I wouldn’t be able to get my surgery this year and I will continue to show my love and support for Flavnt and all they stand for. They are changing one life at a time and I think that is truly amazing. I wanted to thank all my supporters and followers for standing behind me throughout my journey, since starting a YouTube channel and tumblr I have revived nothing but love and support from all of you. I’m still in awe honestly, never would have imagined to have this many people care, and support me. I wouldn’t be in this position if it wasn’t for everyone. I have so much gratitude for you guys and for Flavnt Streetwear to help me align my body in a way I have always pictured it to be. This is a life changing surgery for me and every time I will look at my chest I will remember everyone who helped me get there. I love you all from the bottom of my heart and can’t thank you enough. I will continue to give back to the community who gave me so much 💙
I see the sadness behind your eyes. It tells a story that makes me want to weep. Pain and loss. But it drives you, makes you strong. It is that strength that people are drawn to. It is why you lead and others follow without question.
(sorry for the shitty banner, i’m not known for editing haha) heyyy everyone!!!!!! so i reached 500+ followers (which was my goal eeep) a few days ago and i just wanted to say thank you to everyone i follow for making me having the best experience on here. also, thank you everyone who follows me, i didn’t expect i’d have 500+ followers, holy shit hahaha, but seriously thank you so much and i love all of you <3
mutuals,favs, both (sorry in advance if i forget to bold/italicize anyone)
yea… i follow a lot of people haha. sorry if i missed anyone, or if anybody changed urls, sorry if i didn’t update it, i most likely didn’t know. thank you to everyone who follows me, i love you all sooooo much.