love him more than air

anonymous asked:

For the meme thing: Boku no Hero Academia (also sorry I haven't been around a lot stuff been going on in my life right now)-Kes

Oh no, don’t apologize!! I have been a bit worried though, so thanks for letting me know. I hope you’re okay sweetie!!

And thanks for asking for BNHA XD Not enough people ask me about the fandom and I was really hoping I’d get to do it.

Favorite Male Character: All Might | Yagi Toshinori

Originally posted by kishou

He is everything that is good in this world and I love him more than air itself. All he wants is for everyone to be safe and happy and he loves Izuku so much!!! 

Favorite Female Character: Uraraka Ochako!

Originally posted by tsukyuo

Uraraka Ochako is best girl, and anyone who disagrees is wrong~! She’s sweet and adorable, but can fuck you up if you mess with her friends. And honestly, I respect her so much.

Least Favorite Character: Endeavor

Originally posted by miidoriyas

He’s a fucking shitstain, and I honestly don’t know how he became a hero. He’s abusive and manipulative and honestly I feel so bad for Shouto T^T

Favorite Ship: Tbh, it’s a three-way tie between Iideku, Tododeku, and Todoiideku~!

Favorite Friendship: EraserMic!! I mean, I ship them too, but their friendship in canon is the funniest and most entertaining thing ever and I love them both so much XD Izuku, Iida, and Uraraka’s friendship is another one I really really appreciate. They’re all so good for each other <3

Originally posted by midorkiya

Favorite Quote: “There’s a difference between something you were born with out of pure luck, and something you won after busting your ass for it.”

This quote basically sums up what the premise of this series is, and I feel like it’s such a good message to send to readers. And it’s not just about Izuku either. Like yeah, all the other characters in Izuku’s class were born lucky with these amazing quirks, but the only reason they’re as amazing as they are is because they all work so hard to master their quirks. Even someone with an amazing quirk like Todoroki’s or Bakugou’s would fall into mediocrity if they just tried to rely on the natural power of their quirk instead of working their asses off to get stronger.

Worst Character Death (if any): Mm, I don’t think this one really counts, since it’s basically the only one in the series and it happened before the canon storyline, but I’d say Shimura Nana’s death is pretty sad.

She was beautiful and amazing, and yeah she had her faults, but she was always doing her best to make the world a better place. Also, she’s big and buff and gorgeous.

This made me so happy you have no idea Moment:

Yeah I know, kinda a weird thing to be happy about. Nut I’m ngl, I had chills like woah when he showed up at the end of the USJ arc because this man. He can smile at literally anything. But the moment you hurt his kids? All fucking bets are off. And I adore that I love that he cares about his students so fucking much. All the teachers at UA are amazing and would fight to their dying breath to keep their kids safe, and this arc did a really good job of showing that, and I love it.

Saddest Moment: 

Favorite Location: UA!! The entire campus is just absolutely gorgeous and awesome and like damn, I would LOVE to attend school there. The dorms too look super amazing!!!

Okay my heart is broken

But like what is happening to my baby? How is he getting home? Is someone taking care of him? Is he all alone in the dark? Is he really spending the night crying and shivering, thinking that all of the love Even has given him was nothing but a symptom of his illness? The worst part is we know Isak does not have much insight into mental illness and doesn’t understand much about it, so he will believe Sonja in a heartbeat. He will immediately think that he is bad for him, that their love is nothing but a result of mania. He will hate himself, think that he drove Even crazy. That everything he feels is one sided. He will stay away thinking that Even is better off without him.

When the sad truth is Even needs him more than he needs air to breathe. His love for Isak is the one thing that will make him strong enough to get better again. Because true fact, Love is not a symptom of mental illness, Love is the one thing that can pierce that veil of darkness and shed enough light to make you see the entire world around you again. Love is the one thing that wakes you up and reminds you that you can feel things other than pain and loneliness. Love is the reason we fight the darkness, instead of taking the easy way out and letting it consume you.

Isak was and is the light that Even’s love for him let through, He is the thing that has been making Even question everything that people (Sonja) have been telling him he should feel, versus what he really feels. We can see now that he has been trying to come to terms with these feelings while also having an overpowered need to be around Isak, because Isak is the light that is making Even truly see the world and everything in it. He is helping him not be afraid of his feelings, to embrace them. Accept them. Just like Even has helped Isak not be afraid of his own feelings and to accept his sexuality and love for Even.

I do believe Even has turned his back on the treatment for his illness because he is afraid of losing the light his love for Isak gives him. He is terrified of losing him. And this is the most humane thing in the world. To try to ‘fix’ yourself to be enough for the person you love, even if it means endangering yourself.

I also know for sure that the only way for Even to get through this is if he has his light by his side, and for that to happen we need Isak to understand that he is not the cause of the illness, he is Even’s saviour.

Together they will save each other. <3

Originally posted by isakyaki