love having lessons with this man

Ok so I love how even after everything, tony still believes in accountability. You make a mess of things, you don’t get to keep the suit because you have to be accountable for your actions. It’s the lesson Tony learned in IM1 and it’s such an important part of his character, no matter how badly everything with the accords went he still believes in it and sticks to his guns. Even if it means disappointing his Peter/his surrogate son/one of like 2 friends he had left

11 Things

Tagged by @misscrazyfangirl321!

Rules: Tell your followers 11 random facts about you and tag 11 other people in return. The facts can be absolutely anything, whatever springs to mind.

  1. I’ve been horseback riding for nearly four years. I don’t own a horse, but man, I love the one I ride.
  2. I love music and have considered taking singing lessons or learning to play piano or guitar, but haven’t gotten around to it.
  3. I’ve been in a writing slump and it’s slowly killing me, because I love writing, but the only time my brain wants to write is when it’s midnight and I’m trying to sleep.
  4. I do archery and really love it. I like to think that I’m pretty good at it, but it’s been awhile since I’ve gotten out my bow, so I’m probably rusty.
  5. I used to read A TON and had a book counter. I read over 200 books one year. Now I’m lucky if I finish three. *Shame*
  6. I’m an emotional sponge. If you’re stressed or tense or feeling anything negative, I pick up on it really easily and get super drained.
  7. I’m in maaany fandoms and love a lot of things, but don’t talk about a lot of them, so I just silently stalk a lot of stuff.
  8. I’m allergic to so. many. things. It’s awful. I’m not allergic to any foods or bugs, like wasps or bees, thank goodness. But grass? Trees? Weeds? Birds? Dogs? Horses? I’m allergic to nearly anything living with fur/feathers/pollen. OH, AND CATS? I’M SO ALLERGIC TO CATS.
  9. I taught myself how to use Photoshop and Adobe Premiere. Now I can make icons, gifs, and fanvids. I’m still learning how to use different parts of those programs and am hoping to expand my abilities further.
  10. I want to learn how to draw digitally, because I get so many fan art ideas in my head, BUT I CAN’T DO ANYTHING ABOUT THEM.
  11. I want to learn sign language and Italian.

I tag @owlswing @greek-praetor @frozenlanturns @elvencookie @envisiondragons @fanwriter02 @jeyna @childof-olympus @frosty-viking @lunascamandersbowtruckle @lutavero (Y’all can totally skip this.)

You know what I love the most about @chescaleigh‘s latest video for MTV’s Decoded?

The fact that when the cringe-worthy “let’s bombard the Straw White Man with dumb questions about White People to try and teach him a poorly-thought-out lesson about racism,” she decided to have the female Muslim character ask him, “Do you know Adam Sandler? Could you introduce me?”

You know. Adam Sandler. One of the most famous Jews out there that always, always brings up his Jewishness.

The irony at having a character dismiss the outspoken Jew Adam Sandler simply as “another white man” to badly twist the racist idea of “every [insert-race/ethnicity] person knows everyone else of the same race/ethnicity” when one of the biggest forms of antisemitism is to say that Jewishness is “just a religion,” where antisemites clamour over the idea that Jews are just “white people” isn’t lost on me. 

This is especially fun, considering on Franchesca’s show, she was happy to support the idea that the Holocaust wasn’t “white on white genocide”:

She herself uttered: “[Jews and Romani people] predate the idea of whiteness itself.”

But… a month later, she can totally erase a Jewish man’s heritage for a joke, regurgitating the idea that Jews are just “white people,” all to spread more of her usual “white people are all awful” message? Especially when she believes that all kinds of jokes involving minorities are massively bigoted?

The lesson here is that it’s fine to pretend to support Jews and claim to be an ally to Jews when it suits your political agenda (i.e. bashing right-leaners and white people), but if you can throw Jews under the bus using the same antisemitism that non-white supremacists use to hate and dismiss us to support your racism against white people, that’s perfectly okay.

Thanks for that.

Signs as Thugisa's best lines
  • Aries: It's a big pool. How many bodies you think fit in here? I wanna say... a lot. Looks like a lot
  • Taurus: Look at him in his stupid glasses and his dumb outfit. I HAVE TO HAVE HIM!
  • Gemini: Whaddup sluts?! Guess who've just got out of prison!
  • Cancer: *sees Rei* *Miss New Booty starts playing in the distance* bitch you gonna me mine
  • Leo: *flirting attempt gets rejected* But you do admit that we are currently flirting?
  • Virgo: Ayo, homeboy looking like shark week, I ain't messing with that shit
  • Libra: Why he touching my man WHERE HE GO WITH MY MAN
  • Scorpio: Thanks for the life lesson, Boy Meets World, how is your repressed love life doing?
  • Sagittarius: Your ass just got looney tooned
  • Capricorn: Can't prove nothing if they all dead
  • Aquarius: Look at that majestic ass motherfucker. Like a dolphin or some shit. A dolphin with legs, and arms... And a jetpack
  • Pisces: Makoto I love you but you're dumb as hell
BTS Reaction To A Guy Touching You Inappropriately

Request: Can I request a bts reaction to a guy touching their gf inappropriately?

Request: I was wondering if you could do a reaction where their s/o gets cat called and the person takes it too far ? If that makes sense ? I love your writing!! -shy anon

Namjoon: “Get your hands off of her,” Namjoon forcefully grabbed the older man’s hand and pushed it back. “Don’t you dare touch another woman like that again.”

Originally posted by jjungkook

Taehyung: “You have two seconds to leave before I break that hand of yours,” Taehyung said in a husky voice ready to launch after the guy.

Originally posted by harlyquins

Hoseok: “You have some nerve to be doing such an inappropriate act. Does this mean I have to teach you a lesson so it can get engraved into that pathetic excuse of a brain you have?” Hoseok asked grabbing the neck of the guy.

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

Jin: “Didn’t your parents teach you about manners? Maybe I can help you remember,” Jin said going closer to the man, who was already on the floor.

Originally posted by hugbin

Jungkook: “I’m going to have to make sure you don’t touch another woman like that every again,” Jungkook said rolling up his sleeves.

Originally posted by the-rap-man

Yoongi: “You’re going to regret doing that,” Yoongi said as he got closer to the older man,”You’re really going to fucking regret it.”

Originally posted by yoo-ngie

Jimin: “You think it’s fine touching woman like that? Men like you disgust me,” Jimin balled up his fist preparing to swing.

Originally posted by sugaglos



Summer wind blows in again
Sometimes we wonder where we lost it
My good intentions were your fateful weapons
Still I’ve yet to learn my lesson
Oh oh oh
Though i don’t need much for anything
But a shady tree and a couple pours of whisky
To write my songs of love and life and loss
And just a few about you
So if you’ll hear me out

Stay with me we might never have to leave
You’re my southern king
We’re living for the day dreams
So don’t you laugh
He’s a good good man there’s something’s
he just wont understand

You know my old man is out of town for a couple days
I think that you should
Stay with me, all summer
Stay with me, under the covers
Stay with me, be my lover
Stay with me, all summer
Stay with me, under the covers
Stay with me, be my lover

So come on down i will show you how
Us mid-west boys like to party
So grab a beer and get over here
Summer straw and air don’t wait another year

Stay with me we might never have to leave
You’re my southern king
We’re living for the day dreams
So don’t get mad
Whats past is in the past
We can make this last if you just give me that chance

So when my old man is out of town for a couple days
Stay with me, all summer
Stay with me, under the covers
Stay with me, be my lover

Stay with me, all summer
Stay with me, under the covers
Stay with me, be my lover

Stay with me, all summer
Stay with me, under the covers
Stay with me, be my lover

Stay with me, all summer
Stay with me, under the covers
Stay with me, be my lover

A Lesson in Love (The Chance Meeting)

Summary: (College!AU) In which you’re assigned to write a story about romance, a subject you know nothing about, and Bucky, a hopeless romantic, offers you his assistance.

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Word Count: 2.304

“A Lesson in Love” Masterlist

@avengerstories - have I told you lately that I love you (and your editing assistance)?

Originally posted by metal-armed-jesus

“Good evening,” an older man greets as soon as you enter the quaint, off-campus bookstore. His white hair is tucked under a hat and a pair of lightly tinted, thick-framed glasses sits on the bridge of his nose. “How can I help you today, Miss –”

“Y/N,” you insert, unraveling the scarf from around your neck. Outside, it was freezing. Inside this store, it’s comfortably warm.

“Miss Y/N,” he repeats in a voice that matches the calm ambiance of the store. “I’m Stan, the owner of this establishment.”

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Kingsman: The Secret Service : Sentence Starters
  • "Manners maketh man."
  • "Then let me teach you a lesson."
  • "I'm a Catholic whore, currently enjoying congress out of wedlock with my black Jewish boyfriend who works at a military abortion clinic."
  • "Hail Satan, and have a lovely afternoon madam."
  • "There is nothing noble in being superior to your fellow man."
  • "True nobility is being superior to your former self."
  • "Sorry, Love. Gotta save the world."
  • "If you save the world, We can do it in the asshole."
  • "I will be right back."
  • "The suit is the modern gentleman's armour."
  • "I've had a rather emotional day."
  • "I'd appreciate it if you could just leave us in peace."
  • "Are we going to stand around here all day or are we going to fight?"
  • "You are about to embark on the most dangerous job interview in the world."
  • "Looks like a lot of people are going to die."
  • "Does it look like I give a fuck?"
  • "Son of a bitch!"
  • "Do you like spy movies?"
  • "Give me a far-fetched theatrical plot any day."
  • "If you're prepared to adapt, you can transform."
  • "When I was a kid, that was my dream job: gentleman spy."
  • "Ah yes. Very, very nice."
  • "Now do your very best impersonation of a German aristocrat's formal greeting."
  • "Your weapon scores are excellent, by the way."
  • "That is sick."
  • "What does this do? Electrocute you?"
  • "Don't be ridiculous. It's a hand grenade."
  • "This whisky is amazing, you will shit."
  • "If you get blood on the carpet you're going to have to take the carpet up!"
  • "I see someone who doesn't know what the fuck to do with his life."
  • "Now, my point is that the lack of a silver spoon has set you on a certain path that you needn't stay on."
  • "Well, that was surprising."
  • "You know I've got nothing to lose."
  • "Of sorts. Interested?"
  • "You blew your opportunity just for a fuckin' dog!"
  • "You shot your dog and had it stuffed?"
  • "Sorry about that, needed to let off a little steam."
  • "Mankind is the virus, and I'm the cure."
  • "I'll have the Big Mac."
  • "Good choice, but nothing beats two cheeseburgers and special sauce."
  • "It ain't that kind of a movie."
  • "You didn't - stop - shit!"
  • "Thank you for the 'happy' meal."
  • "Choose your puppy."
  • "How deep does this fuckin' thing go?"
  • "Wherever you go, your dog goes."
  • "What? They're gun dogs."
  • "It's a bulldog, ain't it?"
  • "It'll get bigger, don't it?"
  • "Shit."
  • "The man who got you released."
  • "I’ve never met a tailor before, but I know you ain’t one."
  • "You need to solve problems under pressure."
  • "Mass genocide?"
  • "Felt sorry for the boy, did you?"
  • "He will find this humiliating."
  • "I have trouble understanding you people sometimes. Y’all talk so funny."
  • "If you have a problem with me, you come and you whisper it in my ear."

wowow idk how many of you get tamora pierce’s email newsletter but there’s an update on the first numair/arram book!

And what is it I’ve just finished?  Arram Draper, ten years old and a very young student at the School for Mages at the University of Carthak, has a nearly fatal accident at the imperial games, only to be rescued by a beginning gladiator.  It is the start of an eventful year at the university, when he meets two new friends, Ozorne, an imperial prince, and Varice, a northerner. All three are advanced students who share a love of fun, wit, animals, and magic. Their studies take them through lessons with strange magics, plague duties, attendance at imperial festivities, suspicious deaths, and the perils of growing up.  Readers of other Tortall books will meet familiar characters with new guises, while new readers will not need to have read previous books to understand the life of an awkward, shy, gentle, goofy, tremendously talented young man with a knack for making truly vicious enemies.

release date is now spring 2018!

2016 lessons

1) The importance of the Sabbath. I always thought that since Jesus came to fulfill the Law it meant I didn’t have to follow this rule anymore. Even though it isn’t required of us, I wholeheartedly believe it is vital for our lives. As Jesus said in Mark 2:27, “The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath.” God created this day of rest for our souls to rejuvenate and prepare for the next week! This means not working but instead taking time to rest, read His Word, spend time with your loved ones, reflect on the week, and plan goals for the next week. For me, I started to turn off my device(s) every Sunday. I needed a break from social media and all the noise. I would take things slow and reflect on my thoughts and my feelings. This has been the biggest and best decision I made this year.

2) Take things slow. We live in a culture that is so focused on rushing and deadlines. Let’s set ourselves apart by slowing down and taking time to reflect on ourselves and our lives. Jesus took His time healing and talking to others. We should follow the example He set for us. 

3) Life with Jesus is beautiful but it isn’t easy. There will be periods of time where we won’t hear Him at all and where we will feel like He isn’t there at all. Stay steadfast, spend time in the Word, and keep on pursuing Him.

4) Take care of your body. We are each given a body on this earth and it’s our responsibility to take care of it well. I do this in the form of nourishing my body through lots of healthy food and water. I also work out as much as I can and sleep at least 9 hours a day.

5) Be alone. Fall in love with your own solitude. Don’t rely on others to fill in the empty spaces in your heart. They’re going to disappoint you. Take time to know yourself better. When you do this, you’ll start to love yourself more. Eat alone. Drive alone. Do things by yourself.

6) Create! Take photos, write down your thoughts, keep on creating things. 

7) Keep a journal and write in it daily. I love my journal. It’s weird the first few days but it starts to become second-nature to write down your thoughts. It’s really therapeutic and relaxing for me. Write down what God is doing in your life. Then when hard days come and you don’t feel Him there, read through those past entries and remind yourself of His goodness.

8) Devotion. Take time to read His word alone daily. Find a secluded space where you can go everyday and spend time savoring His presence and His Word. 

9) Make your first thoughts about Him. When you wake up in the morning, say a silent prayer before you go about your day. Ask the Holy Spirit to move and work through you. Try to read His Word before you turn on your phone. This has helped me tremendously because I feel more centered and filled with the Holy Spirit before countless distractions start to bombard me like texts and emails.

» daenerys targaryen sentence meme ( book & show )

Feel free to adjust sentences to make it fit your muse better!

  • ❝ I must be strong. I must have fire in my eyes when I face them, not tears. ❞
  • ❝ Perhaps I cannot make my people good, but I should at least try to make them a little less bad. ❞
  • ❝ All men must die, but we are not men. ❞
  • ❝ Do not presume to teach me lessons. ❞
  • ❝ Do you know what frightens me? I said farewell to a man who loves me. A man I thought I cared for. And I felt nothing. Just impatient to get on with it. ❞
  • ❝ Will you fight for me? Swear to me. ❞
  • ❝ A man who fights for gold can’t afford to lose to a girl. ❞
  • ❝ I’m not going to stop the wheel, I’m going to break the wheel. ❞
  • ❝ A dragon is no slave. ❞
  • ❝ My reign has just begun. ❞
  • ❝ It is not your screams I want. Only your life. ❞
  • ❝ I have a gift for you as well. Your life. ❞
  • ❝ You are small men. None of you are fit to lead. But I am. So I will. ❞
  • ❝ I don’t want to be his Queen. I want to go home. ❞
  • ❝ I will answer injustice with justice. ❞
  • ❝ I will not lie with you. And I will bear no children, for you, or anyone else. Not until the sun rises in the west, and sets in the east. ❞
  • ❝ Fire cannot kill a dragon. ❞
  • ❝ This is not life. ❞
  • ❝ I swear to you, these men will die screaming. ❞
  • ❝ Is it so far from madness to wisdom? ❞
  • ❝ I must be their strength. I must show no fear, no weakness, no doubt. ❞
  • ❝ I want to make my kingdom beautiful. ❞
  • ❝ He sent me poison wine, yet I live and he is gone. ❞
  • ❝ Yet even crowned, I am a beggar still. ❞
  • ❝ A queen must listen to all. ❞
  • ❝ If I look back I am lost. ❞
  • ❝ The fire is mine. ❞
  • ❝ Do you know what it’s like to be sold, squire? I do. ❞
  • ❝ Do you think I have forgotten how it felt to be afraid? ❞
  • ❝ It seems to me that a queen who trusts no one is as foolish as a queen who trusts everyone. ❞
  • ❝ Woman? Is that meant to insult me? I would return the slap, if I took you for a man. ❞ 

“How long did you keep on loving me? After I left, I mean,” He asks when we meet five years later.

It’s funny; he has clearly aged, his smile a little more mellow, and he stands up a little straighter now. He smells of a different brand of cologne. But his dark eyes are still the same, still soft and fond as they look at me, with just a hint of guilt. 

“How long?” I repeat back at him. It’s funny because I’ve grown, too. My smiles are freer now, my eyes clearer, and I stand without the weight of my past bearing on my shoulders. I’ve learned lessons I couldn’t have learned with him around before. But my heart is still the same, a strong, steady rhythm as I stare at the man I love. The man I’ve always loved.

“The question implies that I stopped at some point,” I say softly and watch as his heart breaks all over again at my words. My heart breaks, too, and I smile as I admit, “And you know, I don’t think I ever did stop loving you.”

—  excerpts from a book I’ll never write

okay, so, this is what i have decided for my girl scout camp au vis a vis the horse girl discourse:

1. killian is a horse girl. she loves those god damn horses so god damn much, but unfortunately she lives in the city and her dads can’t really afford to rent a horse, but for her birthday and for special occasions they go out to a local stable and she gets to take a lesson!! highlight of her life. so she’s ridden horses before, but she is ALWAYS looking forward to the next experience. HORSES, MAN.

2. julia is a wolf girl. massive wolf girl (she is also trans). she howls at least three times an hour. “are we going to see any wolves on this hike, ms maureen??” “sweetheart, wolves aren’t found in this area.” “…i want to go home” (later she sees a coyote and flips out, she is soooooo happy)
2a. (in colored pencil) dear magnus, camp is fun. i have seen ten wolves so far. i rode one to the lake and we howled at the moon together. i am having a good time. the food is okay. there are so many wolves for real. wish you were here except you are not a girl. ha ha. see you in a week. luv julie

3. carey is a DINOSAUR GIRL. SHE LOVES THOSE DARN DINOS. she is also wary (not SCARED, she’s not scared of anything!! remember when she was the first one to try the rock climbing?? and the first one to swamp her canoe???) of the horses at the camp stables. she would rather stick to the sidelines, but killian (who is so so pretty and so so cool) is so excited about them, so she might as well… try to ride one……
3a. (she tries to feed one a carrot and when its chompers get near her hand she jumps and screams and runs off. killian goes and finds her and sits with her and hugs her real tight. “you should go ride the horses, you’ve been looking forward to them all camp…” “yeah, but you need some help! i’m not just gonna abandon you, you’re real important to me!” and then more hugs)

4. c*ssidy is the counselor in charge of the horse activities!! and taking care of the horses and stuff. she really doesn’t help with easing carey’s nerves.

5. noelle loves ponies… she also loves cats… she misses her cat back home very much. if you ask she’ll show you the photos she has. also she has band-aids - carey, you scraped your knee again?? :( here, i have some land before time ones.


I think it was cool that Brody suggested that Sarah teach both him and Calvin to drive.

First, because it subverts/plays with gender stereotypes, as we have a man suggesting a woman teaches them to drive, and it’s a woman who loves driving teaching men who never learned or were too afraid to learn.

Second, because Brody recognizes that Calvin’s embarrassed about his fear of driving, and ensures that Calvin doesn’t have to learn to drive by himself. He basically says: “It won’t be so scary if we learn together!”

Third, because of the way Hayley and Calvin look at each other conveying support and love after the suggestion was made:

Which, admittedly, isn’t all that different from how Calvin and Hayley usually look at each other, but was still touching and cute. I got the feeling that Hayley has suggested driving lessons to Calvin before, but is happy that he finally seems to be in a place to accept them.

I was watching y!!!oi ep 7 and was scrolling down the comments and it really pisses me off that majority of the comments were “boi they fucked” “I want more man on man action” “fujoshis (is that it?) will love this yaoi shit”
And it pisses me off because have you seen the effort that went into this anime? How meticulously their relationship was written and presented? How beautifully their relationship has been developed? How the show’s main focus is “love” and it teaches us a lesson in all kinds of love?
AND YET. and yet there are people who won’t wait one second before sexualizing the relationship or making it all about the sex.
Not one comment was about the barriers this anime broke down in the Japanese lbgtq community and how it’s helping people all around the world.
Victor and Yuri’s relationship is one of the most healthy relationships I have come across in anime in a long time and they deserve so much better.

  • ❝ If the pizza man truly loves this babysitter, why does he keep slapping her rear?  ❞
  • ❝ Oh, great. Now he’s got a boner.  ❞
  • ❝ I found a liquor store and I drank it ❞
  • ❝ The voice says I’m almost out of minutes ❞
  • ❝ Of course I peed myself, man gets hit by a car, he doesn’t have full control of his bladder! ❞
  • ❝ I’d like to thinks its cause of my perky nipples ❞
  • ❝ The last time you zapped me some place, I didn’t poop for a week. ❞
  • ❝ I think I learned a valuable lesson: Always take down your Christmas decorations after New Year’s, or you might get filleted by a hooker from God ❞
  • ❝ Why’d you have to use tongue?  ❞
  • ❝ Hey! Ass-butt! ❞
  • ❝ Close encounter? What kind? First? Second?  ❞
  • ❝ You know, when this is over, we should really have angry sex. ❞
  • ❝ I learned that from the pizza man. ❞
  • ❝ Do you ever tire of urinating? I don’t think I’ll ever get used to it. ❞
  • ❝ You are not the burnt and broken shell of a man that I believed you to be.  ❞
  • ❝ Driver picks the music. Shotgun shuts his cake hole.  ❞
  • ❝ Not me the FBI, the real FBI! How are you still alive? ❞
  • ❝ I think I’m freaking adorable ❞
  • ❝ Oh my god, I’m a painted whore. ❞
  • ❝ I’m re-hymenated!  ❞
  • ❝ Accidents don’t just happen accidentally.  ❞
Confessions of a Hopeless Romantic gal with South Node in Cancer during an introspective Venus Retrograde

I am lucky to have had many crazy life stories, freaky coincidences, random occurrences, and mischievous shenanigans. From fateful days that I met someone special, to goofy road trips, to being the mistress of a married man, to shamanic moments in nature, I wouldn’t trade these memories for the world! I’m sentimental, I never want to forget these stories even if I never again speak to the people they’re about! South Node in Cancer, clinging onto momentous days, when my heart was torn in various ways… Alone in my own little world, giggling to myself like a pathetic little girl, replaying those moments over and over. I have better things to do, I know, I have North Node in Capricorn, I’m supposed to become more practical, more serious, more “productive”, but what is productive? I could be doing some menial task that doesn’t actually matter… I could be pleasing the status quo and forego reminiscing like a hopeless romantic. Is that what my North Node in Capricorn wants?

So like, I have South Node in Cancer in the 6th house in the Koch and Placidus house systems. In that case, it means that in past lives I worked mundane jobs, did ordinary/tedious work, and now I’m working towards my North Node in the 12th house, which is about a life of solitude, esotericism, absorbing the collective,

Shamanic Astrologers would use whole sign system and say that I have South Node in the 7th house. My Soul is in a habit of clinging onto relationships, wishing to be nurtured when I need to push myself to move forward like a North Node in Capricorn. Cancer South Node has experienced sympathy from others in previous lives, being family strong, and being so aware of one’s feelings that they grow too comfortable wallowing in losses and basking in sentimentality. Memories, moments that trigger a feeling that give me an excuse to get caught up in an ecstatic fixation of self indulgence.

South Node in Cancer in the 7th house, overly excited about other people. Wishing so dearly to form close connections that we push them away because we are too eager! Getting emotional about relationships without being realistic about it. Yes, I made these mistakes, and they caused me to learn harsh lessons of non-attachment…

My entire life perspective changed in 2014, it was getting late in the day, I thought I should just stay home, I said, what the heck, I’m heading out to the Tucson Gem and Mineral Show! I had only ever read about Martian Moldavite, never seen it in person, never held it, apparently people who carry it find their lives turned up side down… New perspectives, new life paths, tumultous situations leading to someone finding their higher self… I met someone who bought Moldavite and let me carry it around that day. He gave me my very first hit of acid. “This is the first day of your new life,” the universe told me, I started introducing myself by the name, Sellieve that day. We walked into Gem and Jam Festival, I was blown away, all the colors, the art, the music, the community… As I held the moldavite, I saw my soul pour into it, then flow back into me. Kundalini Awakening happened at the very top of my auric field, I felt connected to the universe like never before. Much of what I previously wanted out of life no longer mattered… All the arbitrary ideas and opinions I held before had to be released in this moment. Let go, open the floodgates for my new life…

I woke up in a tent in the middle of the desert. I don’t regret it. Enchantment filled my overly excited soul. Socializing with a community I hadn’t hung around before, I charmed on at least two guys, and made more genuine friends over the course of a week than I knew had in my whole life. I had to give back the moldavite, even though it had a piece of my soul in it. Let go, trust.

March 10th, 2014, Mars had been square my sun off and on for a while, it was quite literally an accident waiting to happen. Hard aspects from transiting Mars to your personal planets are crucial to watch out for. I got bit by a dog on my right arm. No regrets, my soul chose this experience. I got stitches at the hospital, the nurses took great care of me. I had to learn how to use my left hand to brush my teeth, to do ordinary everyday tasks. This activated my right brain, I developed my intuition, my inner goddess started coming out.

I started consuming Turmeric every day, because I read that it detoxes fluoride from the body… I started activating more of my energy field, but in an imbalanced way…

I was too young, foregoing my aptitude to be realistic and sensible, for the sake of experiencing the excitement of my newfound ability to utilize the power of gemstones, the whirlwind of my new social circle, the well of my soul that I had fallen into after years of covering it up with a shallow Gemini moon…
My friends told me I had a glow about me… When I hugged people, they clung on, “everyone wants a piece of my energy,” I said to myself.

End of March, I confessed I was “curious about you” to a guy. Well so was he, and so did we… In his purple truck… I don’t regret it… And again at the beginning of May, in the desert, it was so beautiful and peaceful.

One night in April, I was guided by my intuition to leave the house, and I was captured by your eyes. You had this rascal spark about you, you wore a mad hatter hat and a long, brightly colored, faux fur coat. I knew I wanted to… And we did weeks later, in your 90’s Lexus with the broken window. Driving across states, many laughs, fake acid, and I listened to your brain… Blazing in the bar parking lot, we nailed under the sunrise… Quite the reputation you had, you and your franchise…

Your strangeness intrigued me, you remembered me from years before. We made out and wanted more… “Well I have Jupiter in the 8th house trine Uranus on the Ascendant, if you know what I mean” led to me spontaneously stripping, your jaw dropped. You weren’t expecting that, or were you ;)? You said you have baggage, you acted neurotic. I wasn’t intending on making it a big deal. You said you hadn’t been this flattered in so long, so we did the deed with your guilty conscience. I don’t regret it… You looked me in the eye across the hall, my heart skipped a beat, I nearly tripped over my feet. “Listen, I’m married…,” you said, “Lets wait for the future…” After a long drawn out monologue, you began to shout, “I’m just going to say it, I love you!” Months later you’d call me up and then one day the spouse found out. I wanted to understand you on a deeper level. I never got to, now the connection has decayed. Too young and foolish, I was. Acting clingy ruins the mystery –dammit blabbermouth Gemini Moon, pinch yourself my Cancer South Node! See you next lifetime, or not, I trust the plan of the universe. Have fun being at the mercy of the malefics, I’d rather use astrology for empowerment.

You approached me eagerly, we talked for hours strolling thru Stone Bear Campgrounds. I didn’t know you were only 17…

You examined my tongue. To hear you speak of diets, please never be quiet! A drunken health nut. You were one of the best. I’ll never forget you. I know you cut the chords.

I met you and felt a strong sudden attraction, we clung to each other and cuddled. Love under an altered state. Flashing lights, dancing daze, we never went further. I may never see you again.

My best friend at the time suggested a sudden excursion. I didn’t think it would lead to me hitting it off with another guy and losing said friend. Digging quartz in the forest, you’re special but unstable, see you in the cosmos! You’re too sullen in this world. Our souls are connected even though your cynicism wants nothing to do with me.

Your sun was 00 Scorpio, Mars in Leo in the 8th house, I’ll never look at coconut oil the same way again!

You walked up to me and I instantly knew… Double Capricorn, Pluto in Scorpio on the Ascendant. You and I were so frisky as we walked off in front of that strange one… Everyone knew what we were up to…

These are only some

Of my loves come and gone…

Let me dive into the memories

Let my South Node in Cancer be overly sentimental

I can release attachment to people, but I don’t have to forget the memories. This is a great lesson for many of us. Hold no expectation to see anyone ever again. You can believe you are still connected to someone on a soul level, but if you cling to the idea of anything happening between you and them again, it makes it less likely to happen, it pushes them away. Trust that the universe has a plan for you. Anyone you lost is meant to lead you to better things and people! Now I have the best people in my life! Wanting anything makes it harder to obtain. Flow with the universe, but having a needy attitude like a South Node in Cancer is just unwise.

Today as I drove, I felt my soul strip bare, another layer that prevented me from living authentically was removed. I received a message that I don’t have to be embarrassed of mistakes. “Everything is ok,” was the message I heard as the sun set in the 7th house, closing up these memories of other people…

anonymous asked:

I read one fic james and lily are dating.. peter already in voldemorts circle..james get captured and has a memory loss because of several cruciatus curses.. at the same time rookwwod(i guess) takes his place at hogwarts with the help of potion??

Found it!  The events you described seem to start in chapter 35 (possibly 34):

Title: White Flags 
Author: MarauderLover7 
Rating: T
Genre(s): Drama, Romance
Chapters: 60
Word Count: 113,374
Summary: Who’d have thought that the man who tore them apart was the one who brought them together? Head Girl Lily Evans is determined to keep her distance from the Marauders but that’s easier said than done when James is Head Boy and in love with her. It also doesn’t help that she becomes rather attached to Sirius during an eventful Defence Against the Dark Arts lesson…