love all that green

Wow, guys. Honestly, that’s all I can say. Wow that it’s been a year and wow that so many of you think that I’m worth following. It’s been a rough year, but one of the constants that have kept me going is the amazing people I found in this community. Say what you will about the general the 1OO fandom ( it kiiiiinda sucks. a lot. ) the love and support I’ve found in the rp community is beyond comparison. I would not still be writing Monty if it wasn’t for you all and I can’t express how grateful I am for all you’ve given me: in and out of character.

This is a bias list I’ve put together of those of you who’ve brought so much joy into my life. There are a lot of you, but there will also be a lot that I miss. If you don’t see yourself on this list, it doesn’t mean that I don’t love you from the bottom of my heart– because I do. I do so much. I’M SO OVERWHELMED BY HOW MUCH LOVE I HAVE FOR ALL OF YOU !!

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i love flowers nd plants so much but i always end up killing them nd I feel so bad so i gave up growing them nd now just look at others’ plants w heart eyes

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.