louis and zayn and monkeys



Lady Gaga, Selena Quintanilla, Mariah Carey, Leona Lewis, Fergie, Jessie J

Matthew Healy (The 1975), Jack Johnson, Austin Mahone, Pharrel Williams, Elthon John, Gerard Way (My Chemical Romance), Brendon Urie (Panic At The Disco!)


Adele, Melanie Martinez, Kelly Clarkson, Kehlani, Cher, Birdy, Lilly Allen

Sam Smith, Chris Brown, Kellin Quinn (Sleeping With Sirens), Denis Shaforostov ( Asking Alexandria), Price Royce, Enrique Iglesias, Stevie Wonder, Iggy Pop, Billy Joel


Normani Kordei Hamilton ( Fifth Harmony), Jesy Nelson (Little Mix), Kylie Minogue, Wolftyla

Prince, Paul McCartney, Tom Jones, Boy George, Bob Dylan, George Ezra, Kyle Brooks 


Selena Gomez, Ariana Grande, Lana Del Rey, Alessia Cara,  Perrie Edwards (Little Mix), Luren (Fifth Harmony)

Luke Hemmings ( 5sos), George Michael, Romeo Santos, Luke Bryan, James Maslow


Madonna, Jennifer Lopez, Demi Lovato, Whitney Houston, Charlie XCX, Christina Perri, Dua Lipa

Shawn Mendes, Brad Simpson (The Vamps), George Shelley (Union J), Mika, Mick Jagger, Van McCann (Catfish and the Bottlemen) 


Beyonce, Pink, Pia Mia, Amy Winehouse, Bebe Rexha, Shania Twain

Niall Horan, Michael Jackson, Jack Gilinsky, Nick Jonas, Liam Payne, Jason Derulo, Lukas Graham, James Bay, Freddie Mercury, Marc Anthony


Halsey, Avril Lavigne, Marina Diamandis, Gwen Stefani, Leigh-Anne (Little Mix)

John Lennon, Bruno Mars, Usher, John Mayer, Sting, Bruce Springsteen, Shaggy  


Katy Perri, Lorde, Bjork, Jasmine Thompson, Jefree Star, Ciara, Carly Rae Jepsen, Fleur East

Michael Clifford (5sos),  Oliver Skyes (Bring Me The Horizon), Frank Ocean, Keith Urban


Miley Cyrus, Sia, Nicki Minaj, Britney Spears, Taylor Swift, Zara Larsson, Rita Ora, Christina Aguilera

Tyler Joseph (21 Pilots), Frank Sinatra, Blackbear, Jim Morrison, Charlie Puth 


Meghan Trainor, Jade (Little Mix), Ellie Goulding, Dolly Parton

Louis Tomlinson, Zayn, Alex Turner (Arctic Monkeys), Elvis Presley, David Bowie, John Legend, Ricky Martin, Marilyn Manson 


Lucki Starr, Bea Miller, Shakira, Alicia Keys, Kelly Rowland

Harry Styles, The Weeknd, Ed Sheeran, Justin Timberlake, Bob Marley, Billi Joe (Green Day), Alex Aiono, Maluma, Axl Rose (Guns And Roses)


Rihanna, Camila Cabello, Kesha, Carrie Underwood

Justin Bieber, Kurt Cobain, Adam Levine, Will.i.am, Jon Bon Jovi, Robin Thicke, Chris Martin (Coldplay), Nicky Jam, Hozier

Crookedly in Love - Chapter Thirteen (A Shawn Mendes Fan Fiction)

Chapter Thirteen

I sat in my hotel room the afternoon after the night we went to the club. I was deep in thought, tossing and turning my interaction with Shawn in my mind. I know he was drunk, but was there any truth to his sentiments? Did he really think we could be together? That somehow we could be in love with each other?

I shook my head. I had to think about something else. I was about to turn on the television when I heard a knock at my door. I got up to answer it, and there stood Shawn.

His eyes were wide and a little afraid.

“Shawn? What’s happening?”

He pushed past me and grabbed my converter. He turned on the television to ETalk! and I just watched the story.

The lady on the screen was saying, “And now talking about Shawn Mendes. You all fell for him for his boyish charms and innocent demeanour. But, check out these photos we received of him at a club last night. He seems to have been charming quite a few different girls. None of which were his rumoured girlfriend, Julia.”

My jaw dropped, as a picture of me flashed onto the screen briefly. What is happening?

I spun around to look at Shawn.

“My image is ruined,” he groaned.

“No, it’s not,” I said, shaking my head.

“My publicist and manager want to have a meeting with me to see how we can solve the problem.”

“No one hates you for this. You’re a teenaged boy. You made a couple drunken mistakes, made out with a couple girls. Who wouldn’t?”

“Apparently, I wouldn’t,” he mumbled. “My label’s mad. Because I’m a new star. Every move counts.”

“Well, I’m sure it will all blow over,” I said, comfortingly.

Shawn just sighed with frustration and took out his phone. I looked at him with confusion, but he just typed something in without looking up. Then, he thrust the screen towards me.


I looked closely at the screen, checking what people had been saying about him. It took me a while to even decipher what the messages were saying.

@shawnmendes SUCKS. I thought he was loyal.

@shawnmendes is turning into this f*ckboy now. Called it.

@shawnmendes knew you were too good to be true.

I stared, appalled. I looked up at him, but he was still staring at the ground. I don’t think he could comprehend what was happening and why it was happening so fast. I was so horrified and angered at the people who sent these mindless tweets without a thought as to how it could affect someone.

I pulled his hand so he would stand closer to me. Shawn stepped forward, and I rubbed his shoulder comfortingly.

“Shawn, ignore them. Seriously. These people don’t have a life. They hide behind their computers saying hateful things,” I tried to tell him.

But he shook his head.

“Doesn’t matter. Still ruined myself so fast,” he responded quickly. “I can’t believe how quickly I screwed this up for myself.”

“You didn’t!” I exclaimed, urgently. “Look, so many stars have done way worse things than this and they’ve always managed to make a comeback. Remember Britney Spears?”

He almost laughed.

“You’re comparing me to Britney Spears?”

“Yeah,” I said, chuckling. “I mean, I guess I am. Justin Bieber had a monkey for God’s sake. Louis and Zayn from One Direction were caught smoking a joint on camera! They survived!”

“I guess,” he shrugged.

“You might have to do some major publicity rehabilitation, but you’ll get yourself up to where you were before.”

“You’re right,” he agreed, nodding his head. “Andrew says he has a game plan, and I believe him. These guys are experts at what they do.”

“Exactly! See? It’ll all work out in the end.”

He pulled me in close to him without warning. I looked up at him unblinkingly, and his face was so close to mine. I could feel his warm breath tickle my skin, and I didn’t really want to move away. I didn’t want to deal with him asking if I loved him, but I just wanted to be close to him. To make him feel better.

“I don’t know what I would do without you,” he whispered.


“No, Jules. I’m serious. I don’t know how I would survive any of these new things happening. And I’ve been so stupid these past few weeks, ignoring you for no reason. Picking fights, asking questions I don’t need to ask.”

“It’s alright, Shawn,” I said.

“No, it’s not. I promise you, I won’t ever put our friendship in danger like that again. Not unless I’m sure.”

I nodded. “Shawn, I love you. I’m so glad to have you back.”

He hugged me and kissed my forehead ever so gently. I could barely feel his lips touch my skin, but it made me shiver.

“Also, I actually have a question to ask you.”

I looked at him and nodded. “Sure, what’s up?”

“Well, Andrew was thinking that for one of my songs I play on tour, you can come out and play guitar for me and harmonize. Wouldn’t that be fun?”

My whole heart jolted. Sing on stage in front of a crowd? One of our originals? It was like a dream come true, or a world I never knew I could exist in.

I squealed happily and threw my arms around him.

“I’m taking that as a yes?” he chuckled.

“Yes! Yes!” I jumped up and down.

He laughed some more, and I could feel my heart was lighter than ever. Pressure was off. Tension was gone.

“Okay, let me go tell Andrew in my meeting.”

He disappeared out my door, and not a few moments passed when I heard another knock.

“Come in!” I shouted.

There stood Brad, and I was really surprised to see him.

“Hey, I just wanted to ask you something. Get a few things straight.”

I nodded, letting him come in.

“Look,” Brad continued. “I don’t know if this is just me, or if it’s both of us, but I felt something between us as soon as we met. And I think you did too.”

“Uh,” I hesitated. “Yeah, no, you’re right.”

No point in lying if he was being so forward. Although, I was very tentative as to where this conversation would go.

“And, I think our chemistry is right together,” he continued on. I nodded, unsure of what to say. “But, I mean, since last night at the club, I’m getting confused.”

I tilted my head. “What do you mean?”

“Well, I mean, this whole time, you and Shawn have been very weird with one another. Sometimes you act like you barely know each other. Sometimes you act like you love each other. I don’t get it.”

“We’re just friends,” I reassured him, seeing as this last conversation I had with Shawn, we had sorted this exact thing out.

“You are?” he wondered, curiously. I nodded. “Because it seems like you’re kind of holding a torch for him. When you saw him kissing that other girl…”

“We were having issues,” I admitted, vaguely. “But we sorted everything out, and we’re just friends. Nothing else.”

Brad gave a sigh of relief.

“Oh,” he said. “Oh, okay, then.”

I nodded.

“So?” he asked.

“So…?” I asked back.

“I just – I think you and I could really work together.”

I thought so too, but there was something stirring in the pit of my stomach that didn’t feel quite right. Nevertheless, I saw him inch towards me, and I silenced the protests in my mind. He and I hit it off, we had chemistry. There was no denying it.

So I went for it. He stepped forward, and I moved towards him. I put my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. Our lips touched, and suddenly we were kissing. And it was sweet and nice.

But in the back of my mind, my thoughts went to Shawn.