So in winterguard we’re choosing viking names for ourself and I came across this and I automatically thought asexual and then I looked at the description and I just think it’s more proof that asexuals are all-powerful beings.
I am so excited for tonight, it was Harry, my best friend’s first movie’s first premiere. I am currently in a car with Anne and Gemma on our way to the red carpet.
“I’m so happy dear that you made it ! Harry will be ecstatic.” Anne gushed.
“Ofcourse Anne, I wouldn’t have missed it for the world, he’s my bestest friend after all.” I said smiling widely.
“He’s just texted me and said he’s a bit sad you wouldn’t make it there.” Gemma winked at me.
“You didn’t tell him?” Anne asked curiously.
“Nope, wanted to surprise him.” I said before joining to giggle with them.
It’s been months since I last saw him, he’ll be very surprised.
I was tucking at my hair constantly, I am THAT nervous.
“H, stop it, you’re ruining the hairstyle.” Lou shook her head.
“Sorry, I am just so nervous, what if I trip over what if I stammer during interview, what if-”
“Stop it mate, you’ll be just fine.” Fionn assured me.
I gave him a small smile.
Fionn Whitehead. One of my cast mates for the film, I bonded with him quickly and we became very good friends during our shooting session.
“Aren’t you nervous, mate?” I slightly chuckled at him. It was his first film too.
“Oh trust me I am, but I’m trying to contain the nervousness. Perks of being an actor eh?” He winked.
I just laughed. I checked my phone, the groupchat with the boys were filled with them wishing me good luck and being sorry they couldn’t make it there. I became sad a bit, but they promised we will have a celebratory dinner soon in a few weeks, so they’re forgiven.
I quickly replied them back and opened my chat box with Y/N. She won’t be able to attend as well, she said to me last night. I sighed and locked my phone. I wish she was here with me.
*few hours later*
“Okay we’re here.” The driver said informed as we reached the venue.
The crowd was amazing, I saw few casts talking with interviewers, few of them taking pictures with fans. There were clicking sounds of camera, overall it was a beautiful scenario.
I was trying to spot Harry, maybe he didn’t arrive yet.
“He’s just texted me saying he’ll be here in 20 minutes.” Gemma said to me.
I nodded and began walking with them.
“Y/N !! Is that you?” I heard Fionn calling me.
“Fionn !! How are you? Been ages !” I smiled widely at him and hugged him.
“Yeah it’s been awhile, you look stunning.” He said flashing me a smile.
“Why thank you, you look good as well.” I replied smiling.
“Anne !! Gem !! It’s so good to see you guys again.” He said hugging them both.
“Oh dear, how are you? You look so handsome.” Anne said hugging Fionn back.
“Thank you, let’s go over there, it’s less noisy there.” Fionn said pointing towards a less crowded area.
We all agreed and walked with him.
The cheering of the crowd increased and that’s when I saw him. He had a big smile on his face, as he began waving towards the fans and looked really handsome.
Yeah I’m in love with my bestfriend but didn’t say anything yet because I was afraid it’ll ruin our friendship. Cliché, I know.
He didn’t notice us yet, he was held by interviewers and he confidently answered them, he was all smiley and it made me so happy to see him this happy.
He finally spotted us, when his eyes met mine he was shocked and completely surprised. I stuck my tongue out at him, he chuckled and began quickly coming towards us.
“You guys made it.” He said hugging us three all at once, then hugging his mom again properly and giving her a kiss on her cheek.
“You said you weren’t coming?” He asked me smiling so wide I was sure it must hurt.
“Surprise H !!” I said chuckling.
“Best surprise ever.” He said hugging me again.
“Harry, we need to go, there’s a ton load of interview to finish, let’s make it quick.” Fionn said.
“Yeah, okay, bye ladies, see you in a bit.” He said before following Fionn.
The movie was incredible, everyone involved did an amazing job. I was so proud of all of them, especially my bestfriend.
“H, I’m so proud of you.” I said after the movie was over.
“Thank you.” He said smiling.
It was time to go to the after party, Anne and Gem wanted to call it a night and head towards Harry’s home.
I stayed back.
The party was huge and cheerful.
“You alright?” Harry asked me.
“I’m good.” I nodded.
“You stay here, I will bring drinks for us okay?” Harry said to me before placing a kiss on my forehead, and then left.
I was scrolling through my phone and suddenly someone tapped on my shoulder.
“Fionn, you scared me!” I said chuckling.
“Sorry, why are you here all alone? Come with me, let’s have a drink.” He said.
“I’m waiting for H, actually, he’s bringing drinks for both of us.” I said smiling.
“Ah I see, so have you told him yet?” He asked.
:Told him what?” I replied back confusedly.
“Oh c’mon Y/N, you think I don’t know you like him? More than friends?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“He likes you too, you both are so obvious.” He said chuckling.
“He doesn’t, if he did he would’ve asked me out already.” I mumbled.
“He’s scared to ask you, he told me he has a crush on you, a long time ago.” He winked.
“What? Really?” I asked, shocked.
“It’s surprising you haven’t figured it out yet.” He said rolling his eyes playfully.
“Yeah, wow. He’s only told me but everyone in the set figured out and teased him a lot. Lad’s got a tough time.” He said laughing at the memory.
We joked around for a bit, then talked about which scene he enjoyed acting most.
After few more minutes Harry came back. He looked a bit off mood.
“Hey Harry, you okay?” I asked.
“Yeah, yeah I-I’m fine.” He forced a smile.
“You guys I gotta go, talk to you later.” Fionn said leaving us both.
“Harry, you seem.. a bit down, are you feeling sick?” I asked concerned.
“I’m fine, Y/N.” He snapped at me.
“Okay, okay calm down.” I said. Then Tom approached us. We began talking with him and soon Harry left to get a refill.
I began talking with Lou, we’ve got lot of catching up to do. I was having a great time. But I realised something, Harry wasn’t enjoying at all, he kept a straight face and was so far away from me. Throughout the whole night, Harry kept ignoring me, talking with anyone but me.
It was soon time to leave, only then Harry came towards me to inform we’re leaving.
We were walking towards his car, thankfully no fans or paparazzi were on sight.
He began to drive the car. The car was filled with awkward tension.
“Harry, what happened? Are you upset with me?” I asked, tears beginning to form in my eyes.
“I-I just,” He started but shook his head.
“What? You can tell me anything Harry, you know that.” I said gently.
He looked towards me with sad eyes and asked me, “do you like Fionn?”
“Wait, what?” I asked shocked.
“You heard me, are you in love with Fionn?” He said coldly.
“Whoa, Harry what the hell are you saying?” I shut him up.
“Oh I don’t I go to bar to get us drinks and come back seeing you flirting with Fionn. He was making you laugh so hard, why do you love him?” He ranted.
“What the hell Harry? We are just friends, and you have no right to talk with me with that tone.” I said slightly raising my voice.
“Just friends, sure.” He scoffed bitterly.
“What the fuck is wrong with you?”
“Admit it you like him.”
“I DON’T LIKE HIM, I LOVE YOU, YOU MORON.” I yelled.
He stopped the car.
“What..wha-” he began.
“How dare you speak with me like that?” I snapped at him.
“Y/N, I’m sorry, I though-” He began but I was already making my way out of his car and began walking.
“Y/N, WAIT, PLEASE WAIT.” He called after me.
I ignored him and started walking.
A/N: ohh cliff hanger, will post part 2 on Sunday!