LOST has been my favorite show for over six years. It has helped shape my beliefs and who I am. It has been there for me when I needed it most. It is the show that inspired me to write tv shows. Being at the LOST concert was a dream come true. Watching some of my favorite scenes while hearing the incredible score live was an experience I will never forget. And then, to top it all off, I got to meet one of the writers (and one of my heroes), Carlton Cuse, and the composer, Michael Giacchino. I told Carlton that he and Damon Lindelof inspired me to write tv shows, and he shook my hand, asked for my name, and wished me luck. I told Michael how much his score meant to me and that I wrote all of my college papers while listening to it. Both of them were so humble and nice and inspiring and I feel a new sense of ambition to follow my dreams. Thank you Carlton and Michael. Thank you to my boyfriend for sharing the night with me. A part of me has always wanted to erase my memory of LOST so I could experience it for the first time again. This concert made me feel that way. One of the best nights of my life. “You needed all of them, and they needed you.” ❤️❤️

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.

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