it just dawned on me
you don’t want people to know you’re lonely
because when we talk you pretend not to need it
always drawn to me again, you hover
but hovering is bizarre & inconsequential

i would stay by this goblin window
but i can’t keep holding on to a promise
that is missing

where is your safe harbor?
where is your waiting area?
to all the lovers of captains lost at sea
where is your lost & found?
to all the hearts you draw near

let me wait there.
show me the place you created in your world
for me; let me be the one to decide
if my love can subside to your comisery

—  “Lost at Sea” by Vanessa Condez
be with someone who will stop what they are doing to kiss you. Life gets crazy and busy and things happen and in the middle of it, i think its important to be with someone who can calm you and remember to make you feel loved.
I still adore you. A lot. I can’t explain it, but I know I would jump through hoops for you. I’d wait because I’ve never met anyone else who makes me feel the way you do, even though you’re not trying. I’ve had crushes, but this is different. It has to be because I can’t shake it.
—  how I wish I could change anything about this situation
I think about you more than I should. You cross my mind when I listen to a song I know you like. You lace my thoughts on cold nights and lazy afternoons and busy weekends. You play a starring role in every fantasy about my future. Is this my fate? To be haunted by an idea of you?
—  I desperately want to believe in destiny if only because of you