It’s no mystery that I absolutely adore @zarla-s writing, and that she’s the only one who’s depressing Undertale AUs I can genuinely get interested in. I’ve drawn Handplates before, but I really wanted to give Zarla’s heart-breaking story of loss a, well… a “happy” ending?
People don’t understand how much it physically hurts when someone with BPD is experiencing abandonment- perceived or otherwise-, it is not just in their head. The physical gnawing ache that ensnares the chest and tears that painfully build up, the excruciating urge to scream and lash out is barely containable. Please don’t leave us, you’re such a big part of our lives and we literally feel as if we’re dying without you.