losing you

Losing someone isn’t a one-time event. It happens over and over again. I lose you every time I hear that song on the radio; whenever I play the game we used to play, or when I see your friends.

I lose you every time I think about holding you and kissing you. I lose you when I can’t keep myself calm. I lose you when I think about you wrapping yourself around him. And at night, I lose you when I wish I could tell you about how my day went. And in the morning when I wake up and realize that you’re gone, I begin to lose you all over again.

—  LA // excerpt from a book I’ll never write
I miss you. That doesn’t change. It’ll never change. No matter how much I seem to ‘move on’, I will never stop missing you.
—  another-broken-hello
Walking away from you was harder than I ever thought it would be. All I wanted to do was hold on to you and never let go. Sadly, I had no choice but to leave..
—  L.N. | losing you
And just like that, I lost you.
—  April 11, 2016
Find someone....
  • Find someone who isn’t afraid to admit that they miss you.
  • Someone who knows you aren’t perfect but treats you as if you’re.
  • Someone who’s bigger fear is losing you.
  • One who gives their heart completely.
  • Someone who says I love you and means it.
  • Last but not least find someone who wakes you up everyday and falls for you all over again.
It’s you. It’s always been you. I laid my eyes on you that very first day and I could feel it in my bones that it was you. There was no one that could change my mind not even myself. I knew you were my person far before you were ever in my arms.
—  Excerpt from a book i’ll never write // you were my person