losing someone

                                     I guess it’s true
                              that friends come and go
                                   i just never thought
                              that you’d be one of them

You don’t know it, do you? How it hard it has been for me since I lost you. That if I could just turn back time, i’d never let you go. It was never easy. Everything just felt like bullshit the day after you walked away. And to be honest, I’ve never felt this miserable about losing someone before. It’s just you who made me feel this way. Your existence gave me so much reasons to love this life I have and now that you’re gone, it feels like you took them away. It’s like i’m back to basics — trying to put every little piece of me that you broke.