I relapsed again, drug wise about two months ago. And instead of seeking help, I just went, “Oh, it’s just a little, I can stop anytime I want.” Now I’m up to having to take them everyday or I get the starting symptoms of withdrawal.
I can not do this again. I am not, I will not. I am quitting this shit to-fucking-night. I will not lose myself to this god-forsaken drug again. Opiates be damned. I will not lose the only two people in my life that I love because of a stupid pill addiction. No. No. No.
I will overcome this, goddammit.