look-how-I-suffer-for-you-guys!

In case some of you folks missed the news, I’ve decided to completely overhaul my art style on my series Seed Wolf. I found that, while I enjoy drawing digitally, I can’t get nearly as much control as I usually can with traditional media, and because of that, my style suffers and changes from comic strip to comic strip.

I spent a small fortune on proper, legitimate pens (oooh, archival ink! ♥) and, you know what? I’m actually pretty stoked with how the result has come out! Here’s a teaser of Kira from the new comic, and a comparison of how I drew her in comic 11. Quite a change, huh!

This way, when Seed Wolf is eventually (not ‘if’ anymore, but ‘when’), I won’t look back on it and cringe. I hope you guys look forward to it! The next part is coming out within the next day or two, and the rest of the comics will eventually be redrawn, too!

Silent Hill 3 Memes.

"It was just a bad dream."
"You know, you might die too..."
"I'm not a child, you know"
"Is every person here a mental case?"
"It's not my birthday!"
"I don't like mirrors."
"Just don't die."
"Suffering is a fact of life.Either you learn how to deal with that or you go under. "
"Who wrote this?Some twisted indiviual, huh."
"That's the murderer's name."
"I turly pity you."
"I never told him/her how I much I...."
"Don't stand there looking so smug."
"This guy isn't sleeping..."
"You gonna let your hair color go back too?"
"Revenge doesn't solve anything."
"No one's going to cry over my grave anyway."
"Which do you prefer; to give pain, or to receive it?"
"Are you sitll following me? Do I need to scream?"
"Remember your true self."
"What is this...barbecued dog?
"The only thing you'll get from me is a gruesome death!"
"I don't care about God or Paradise."
"Monsters? They looked like monsters to you?"
"When I find him/her, I'm kill him/her myself!"
"Dead people don't cry."
"That really pisses me off!"
"If this really is the work of God then it has losey taste."
"Shut your stinkin' mouth, you bitch!"
"You despise me, don't you?"
"You're going to kill me? Is it really so easy for you?"
"You want me to use your real name? "
"I'll be waiting, where all begins."
"I don't want to remember! GET ME OUT!"
"This demon who claims to speak for God."
"Dying is so much easier than living."

In need of a little help...

Normally I don’t do this. I like the suffer in silence. But I am taking a chance on this now. My room mates and I are in need of a little help. While I am in the process of getting help from the state as well as looking for a job. We have run out of money and have nearly no food. I still haven’t been given my card for aid and it is hurting us. So on top of having their rent raised I feel as if I am mooching off them some how. 

If you guys can donate something, anything, all three of us would be very grateful. $75 is the goal but anything will help. The paypal is mpegasus@rocketmail.com

Rant ahead

This whole #dontjudgechallenge pisses me off tbh. All the people doing it are drawing fake pimples and imperfections on their face and then making themselves look beautiful. Personally to me it’s like they’re making fun of people who actually have problems with their skin. I’ve never really suffered from serious acne, but I know so many girls and guys that do and how shitty it makes them feel. You people doing the challenge are doing nothing by posting these videos, at least in my opinion. This bring me to the whole “cake face” topic. Go ahead and put on all the make up in the world if that’s what makes you comfortable! If you just wear mascara, that’s great for you too! Do whatever makes you happy! I hate seeing all theses hateful comments saying “Eww you wear too much make up” or “You should probably put on some more make up”. We are already our own worst critic, half the time most of these girls are already thinking those things themselves. Why can’t we just be nice to each other oh my goodness! How hard is it to compliment someone?! Let people do what they want with THEIR bodies and if you don’t agree with it just keep your opinion to yourself. (Sorry if this all over the place, it’s just been on my mind lately.)

FIGHT ME OVER ANDERS TOO

Have you heard the tremors in his voice when he talks to Orsino/Meredith during ‘The Last Straw’? Just before the Chantry’s gonna explode?

The Circle has failed us” (who’s gonna disagree with that?!), “I removed the chance of compromise because there is no compromise” (how desperate has to be a guy like Awakening!Anders to say something like that?). Think about him in Awakening! His merging with Justice has made him suffer and change, yes, because suddenly he realised HOW MUCH things were awful! Even more than he realized before! Suddenly it wasn’t only him that was important (like he kinda makes us understand during Awakening - he looked to leave the Circle with success, no more) - ALL THE OTHER MAGES IN THEDAS were important!

So you can disagree with the method he used. But it’s harder to disagree with the man himself - his experience in the Circle as Anders, and his new understanding as JUSTICE…

Online... sorta

{ ✍ } ~ ooc; I don’t think I’ve explained this to you guys, officially, so I’ll just get it out of the way.

{ ✍ } ~ ooc; … Now that I’m out of school, and probably not going to college anytime soon… I’m job hunting. I understand that may not necessarily be considered a hindrance… but my parents are very strict on me finding a job as soon as I can. If they see I’m roleplaying too much when I should be looking for a job, they’ll likely set restrictions that will only keep me on with you guys even less. I wouldn’t be surprised if they told me I couldn’t come back on until I’m employed.

{ ✍ } ~ ooc; … I’m not saying my activity’s going to suffer… it probably won’t make too much of a difference considering how I’ve been lately. But I am going to be more sparse with my posts, until I get a job. And of course, that’ll obviously get in the way of posting too much, so it’s probably safe to say the Golden Age of posts are over… Bronze age? Copper? With me, it’s hard to say, but you get the idea.

… Okay, now for my usual positive content.

{ ✍ } ~ ooc; My birthday’s in six days. My 18th birthday, mind you. Obviously, I don’t know all I’ll be getting, but you know what Dad’s told me? With the money I’ve gotten lately, he’ll let me get a Wii U. And he’ll pay for half of it! We’ve even discussed games I’m gonna grab while we’re getting it! Prepare for a lot more fangirling soon, because I am hyped.

SISTAR Clears Up Bullying Rumors on “Hello Counselor”

On June 22′s episode of “Hello Counselor,” SISTAR‘s Hyorin and Soyu explain that speculation about bullying between members of the group has all just been based on a misunderstanding.

Bora, Hyorin, and Soyu are all sitting in as guests on this episode, and after the hosts read a story written by someone who’s suffering because of a misunderstanding, they ask the girls if they’ve ever had a similar issue.

Soyu explains that sometimes their fans misunderstand them because they always use big gestures when they talk. She recounts one time when their youngest member Dasom was telling them, “You guys, I think my body isn’t as nice as yours…”

“She was complaining like, ‘I want to look like you guys!’” adds Hyorin.

Then Soyu and Hyorin reenact the scene, with Soyu pretending to be Dasom. Hyorin shows how after Dasom had complained about her body, Hyorin gestured dramatically at her while yelling, “But you’re so pretty! All over! Including your face!”

The girls then imitate the face that Dasom was making afterwards, which made some onlookers think that she was being bullied.

“Because of our strong image, there’s been a lot of times where we’ve been misunderstood,” says Soyu. Hyorin adds that it’s really upsetting when people misunderstand them.

cr.

To my followers and rp partners, I'd like to apologize

Hey guys, so I’d like to apologize in advance if my rp responses seem a bit off, and if my response to messages and such seem slightly agitated. I want you to know none of this is being caused by you. I’m not gonna get to deep into what’s going on but I suffer from a syndrome call PCOS, because of this they have me one a large amount of different meds. This combination has sort of forced me into a state of permanent insomnia, when I do manager to get some sleep, it’s fitful and I usually end up have a night terror when I can actually fall asleep. Long story short, sleep is one cruel joke for me right now. I’m currently working off of five hours of sleep since Friday, not counting night terror sleep since I wake up twice as tired than what I was when I went to bed.

Again guys, I’m sorry, I’m working to get with my doctor to see if there’s something I can do for this issue. I’ll sill rp and talk to you guys, I’m just not going to be at the top of my game.

Thanks so much for the constant support, the 85% blind Mun.

anonymous asked:

continued... 😂 moral is nothing defines you. Being brought up in a racist household doesn't mean shit. So stop with the pity cards. You guys are making the non racist white people look bad. You wouldn't want to disappoint your precious brothers and sisters wouldn't you? But praying for the lives lost. I wish more people saw how much suffering this causes.

Oh so your ass forgot to press anon in the first question lmfao. I caught your racist ass little Susie.

anonymous asked:

I'm currently a pathetically skinny guy suffering with anxiety. I really want to start to bulk up buy I get too nervous at the idea of joining a gym... do you have any advise as to how I can make myself go?

Yeah, first off, the gym is a welcoming community! As soon as you walk in those doors, you are part of a group that looks out for each other, where most people will help if you need it and no one will put you down, becuase they started where you did! So dont be scared, just go :D But if you are shy, you could ask a couple of friends to sign up with you? Having someone to go with can, sometimes, help immensly! If this is not possible, start in the small, work out at home for a couple of weeks, get familiar with weights and exercises, that might build your confidence a bit? But other than that, sometimes its healthy to do stuff that scares ya, so take a chance, and just jump into it :D

Hope this helps!

anonymous asked:

SHE ONLY LIKES YOU BECAUSE YOU LOOK LIKE KUROO HOW DOES THAT NOT BOTHER YOU. SHE ONLY STARTED TALKING TO YOU BECAUSE YOU RESEMBLE SOME ANIME GUY SHE OBSESSES OVER.

well i guess ill have to suffer the consequences when they get here

call-it-chicken-salad asked:

I think my thing is, I just more comfortable with guys when we start out as friends. :p I know alllll about overreacting. I'm, like, the master at overreacting. Lmao. 😕

True, but I get alone with anybody easily I feel like if you can over look my bitch face lmao. 😂😁 my brain just likes to see me suffer I feel like. And idk how to deal with it either so idk. 😭

chrissongzzz asked:

Have you got any insecurities 2)what are your thoughts on sex before marriage 3) are you a virgin yourself if not do you regret losing it before marriage 4)what is your biggest fear 5) How has it been growing up as Girl , have you faced any challenges ? 6) why are you not following me 7) ever had a one night stand? 8) ever sent nudes to a guy 9) looking back do you regret doing question 8 and 7 if you ever did them😊 10) why don't you add me on snapchat 😂😂 chris_songz and bless me with snaps😊

1)  yes, even though I have suffered through braces I don’t like my smile. 

2) I have already had sex so I’m really open to the idea of sex before marriage 

3) no I’m not, and I don’t regret losing my virginity before marriage. 

4) it’s so cliche but I’m really afraid that in the end I’m going to be all alone.

5) I feel like I had a normal childhood. The only problem was when I wanted to play with my brother and his friends he would tell me I couldn’t because I was a girl. I didn’t really face any challenges.

6) sorry, I will follow you if you’d like 

7) yes, once it was horrible sex

8) no the one guy I dated that asked for them was crazy and I was afraid they would end up on facebook. 

9) I really don’t regret 7. It happened I can’t do anything about it now. It’s no big deal. 

10) oh, sweetie I would add you but I don’t have a snapchat. I got rid of it a while ago. sorry :( 

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#SISTAR Clears Up Bullying Rumors on “#HelloCounselor


On June 22′s episode of “Hello Counselor,” SISTAR‘s Hyorin and Soyuexplain that speculation about bullying between members of the group has all just been based on a misunderstanding.

Bora, Hyorin, and Soyu are all sitting in as guests on this episode, and after the hosts read a story written by someone who’s suffering because of a misunderstanding, they ask the girls if they’ve ever had a similar issue.

Soyu explains that sometimes their fans misunderstand them because they always use big gestures when they talk. She recounts one time when their youngest member Dasom was telling them, “You guys, I think my body isn’t as nice as yours…”

“She was complaining like, ‘I want to look like you guys!’” adds Hyorin.

Then Soyu and Hyorin reenact the scene, with Soyu pretending to be Dasom. Hyorin shows how after Dasom had complained about her body, Hyorin gestured dramatically at her while yelling, “But you’re so pretty! All over! Including your face!”

The girls then imitate the face that Dasom was making afterwards, which made some onlookers think that she was being bullied.

“Because of our strong image, there’s been a lot of times where we’ve been misunderstood,” says Soyu. Hyorin adds that it’s really upsetting when people misunderstand them.

tmohzone said: I don’t know quite how to articulate it but they’re definitely different sorts of creepy. Pfaster is more…intentional creepy, I guess? He knows what he’s doing and doesn’t care. DPO is just a regular old juvenile delinquent except for the lightning

I know what you mean, I think. There’s also less vindictiveness with Pfaster’s crimes. He’s not really looking to make up for perceived slights, he has a single goal, he’s not trying to cause suffering, it’s just a ‘side effect’ of what he does. DPO is scary because he’s the kind of guy everyone knows - vengeful, petty, sadistic, and convinced that he should have everything he wants. When he was trying to win over the teacher all I could think of was ‘friendzone’.

It probably says a lot when that kind of guy is more frightening and creepy than the man who kills people for their hair.

mayor-seany asked:

--I decided to watch another of your videos again and saw you had made a tweet about depression and suicide. I read it and it and saw how such a great guy had suffered with similar things too me and I now feel so empowered to keep doing as I'm doing and things are finally looking up too! Sorry this was so long aha, but yeah us just needed to say you are appreciated so much, your videos are awesome and (it sounds dumb + cliche) but you've helped me so much :-)

This made me extremely happy!
I’m very glad that my videos can make people feel this way!

God bless ^_^

niekonepadarysi asked:

drops my url, if possible?

IF WE’RE MUTUALS, SEND ME A URL AND I’LL ANSWER THE FOLLOWING

  • Reason why you follow them: Another interpretation of Lithuania! I was really interested as to how you’d interpreted him…
  • Your favourite thread of theirs: I can’t answer this one yet, although I like what I’ve seen so far.
  • A roleplayer you enjoy their interactions with: Again I’m not sure about this one yet, although the stuff you’re doing with dobrebopolskie looks good.
  • A thing you like about their character: What’s not to like about this guy? I need to see more of your own interpretation of him, but I love the character in general; the strength and History of suffering at its core.
  • Do you interact? Why/why not?: I don’t think we have yet, but we definitely should.

RATE

Writing 
uh / okay / likable / awesome / perfect / GOD LIKE 
Character
uh / okay / likable / awesome / perfect / GOD LIKE
Theme 
uh / okay / likable /awesome / perfect / GOD LIKE 
Mun 
uh / okay / likable / awesome / perfect / GOD LIKE
 

We should… 
Talk OOC / Plot / Roleplay / Became bffs

Plots I’d be interested in doing: I don’t know, although a twin au would be interesting. Just message me if you get any ideas!

I won’t comb my hair (In defense of Frumpy Fred)

I have a confession to make – winter is not my thing. Like, I suffer during these harsh times man. The only great thing about this season is red wine :) (Jokes every season is red wine season for me, who am I kidding LOL) I need you guys to explain how you all are able to look so put together and co-ordinated in addition to getting out of bed and showering and eating and pretending to adult? I need answers fast.

Most days folks are lucky if I’ve managed to put on some clean clothes and underwear (who needs bras in winter? My chest is buried underneath layers anyway). I admire all you people who are able to have some type of theme or look or outfit in these toe-freezing days because you are really flying the flag high for our species. As for me? I’ve got on the same pairs of socks I’ve worn the whole week and I haven’t shaved in three months because #youcanttellmenuthin

Originally posted by warblebee

(Now’s the part where I insert some mushy line about the moral of the story. I’m coming up empty, so here’s what you get –>)

Don’t judge me. I’m allowed to be Frumpy Fred because 

Originally posted by halalboyfriend

Thing is, the freedom to be yourself has to extend to those Frumpy Fred days when you don’t feel like doing all that stuff and being all put together. FF days don’t diminish your cool, your beauty, your slay.

So let’s raise a (red wine) glass for the Frumpy Fred days. *sips*

Bonnie

Xx

I look back on my past relationships with specific guys and honestly…

I don’t regret it. I took away lessons from each of those people.

Evan taught me that I can have a friend and simply just that. That you can go out without having to kiss or have sex.

Ryan showed me with time and patience, you can really show how much you value someone.

Doug showed me that if relationships that are rushed… They end fast and quick. though one tries to save it but it may suffer and end up trickling away to the point where both knows it must come to and end. Sometimes you just know. At first it’ll be hard but after some time it does get easier.

Cade… Oh Cade. What are you taught me? So much really. You brought me out of my shell and helped me become more me. You have taught me that I’m far stronger than I think I am. That patience is a necessity. You’ve shown me how to grow and better myself. You’ve taught me silliness and goofiness makes everyone laugh and smile. You’ve taught me selflessness in your ability to put other people’s feelings before your very own despite the fact that you’re suffering too. You’ve shown me that you stand by your word and you aren’t leaving. You’ve taught me so much and I’m so glad you’re in my life.