It’s been nearly two years since I started role-playing on this blog, and since then it’s grown so much. I’ve learned how to role-play on here, got a new theme, added my very own playlist, made other role-playing blogs, and I’ve gotten to know a bunch of people in the community. A few of these people have become my closest friends, and I honestly can’t imagine how my life would be without them in it, so I decided to draw a few things as a thank you <3
@fawking-izaya- In the time that I’ve known you, you’ve become the person who I tell everything to ic and ooc :3 I literally talk to you every day and I wouldn’t rather it be any other way ^_^ You’ve been there for me at my lowest points, and even if you didn’t always know what to do I’ve always appreciated the fact that you’ve stayed by my side :)
@preciousyellowidiot- I never expected you to become such a good friend to me X’D I remember the first time I saw that you followed me I screamed and ran around my apartment freaking out because, “My senpai followed me!!!” I love watching anime with you (I swear we’re gonna finish CCS someday; I have to name all of the cards~!!! ;D), and I’m really thankful for all the advice you’ve given me. Also thanks for dealing with Mikado’s never-ending thirst (though Masaomi isn’t so much better ;3)
@aobasharkbites- The first time I talked to you I think I was shaking and freaking out the entire time (similar to how I’ve been with other rpers XD), but since then you’ve taught me a lot of things and I want the best for you. You’re the best kouhai and my favorite Sharky ;D And I’m ecstatic that you’re back so Mikado and Aoba can continue their silly shenanigans :3
I can’t wait to hopefully meet you all someday~
In addition, thank you to all of my followers and my friends, those of you who’ve messaged me when I’m down to make sure I’m okay, and those of you who’ve been here in the very beginning always liking and reblogging my posts; you know who you are ;3 It means a lot to have so much support, and thanks to you all I still have fun on here and hope in humanity altogether ^_^
Sometimes the world seems pretty sucky but everyone here makes it a million times better, so this is my thanks to you for sticking around through all the crack, horribly written smut, threads, and random personal posts XD There are so many people who I’d like to tag, but I don’t want anyone to feel left out, and I could probably write a book about each and every one of you, so just know that I love you all <3
And a second (delayed) attempt for the lovely @aveeragemusings , I’m sorry it took so long and I hope you like it!
9. “I am not losing you again.”
16. “Don’t fucking touch me!”
25. “I thought you were dead.”
63. “Don’t you dare to ever do that again!”
Glass and souls shatter soundlessly, filling the air with soft agony as fire burns around her and debris falls like arduous rain. Blood stains her left cheek and heavy tears stream down her face, the dark smoke burning at her lungs.
To say she is lost isn’t enough; there are ghosts hiding in the ivory white of her bones and casualties hanging from the chambers of her heart as she looks, desperate for the familiar warmth of brown eyes and chestnut hair to appear before her.
Cold goosebumps cover her body as an icy hand is placed on her shoulder, its grip tightening, and she is whisked around to see the darkness of a sinister smile, pointed teeth and flashing black eyes as terrified anger runs through her indigo veins, and she defies the shivers that make her fingers shake and snaps through gritted teeth: “Don’t fucking touch me!”
A chilling laugh leaves the blood stained lips, and she knows her words had no effect, preparing for the worst until she sees a flash of white light appears behind the terror that is Fenrir Greyback and he suddenly goes still, his nails still digging into her shoulder blade. Her eyes are widened in confusion, her mouth soon falling agape with relief as she sees the kind, scarred face of home, pushing aside the temporarily frozen villain and running towards safety, embracing him tight and taking in the smell of smoke that had seeped into his coat.
“I’m here, love. Everything’s going to be alright,” his lie is sweet music to her ears, her bruised fingers clinging tight to his presence.
Suddenly, she pulls away, tears speeding down her face: “Don’t you dare ever do that again! Don’t you EVER leave me like that again! You just disappeared, I had no idea where you were, I thought you were dead!”
“Hey,” his voice is soft, barely audible over the roaring fire surrounding them, “I’m here now,” he pulls her back in, hearing his name bounce off the ruined walls of the abandoned building, turning around rapidly, his arms still around his love, as a panicked look overtakes his face.
“They need me, I have to go,” he whispers as she looks up at him, a pained shock on her face, fear of being left by him again overtaking every part of her.
“I promise I’ll come back for you,” he places a hand on her cheek, a nowadays rare, loving smile on his gentle face, before he presses his lips to hers, full of promise and hope.
Courage takes over, and she pulls away and looks him in the eye, her voice harsh but determined: “No, Remus.’‘
Surprised by the use of his name, he frowns in confusion, his expression met by a stubborn explanation: ’'You’re not going alone. I am not losing you again, and there is nothing you can do to convince me to stay without you.”
A sigh falls from his lips.
“It’s dangerous, Y/N, I can’t–”
“There is nothing. You can do. To convince me to stay.”
Fear and admiration flash in his eyes as he intertwines her fingers with hers and presses his lips to her once again, bricks falling and sparks flying around them as they wordlessly agree to live together, fight together and die together if need be.