did you eber do a one shot where harry brings up marrige for the first time
He had known you were “the one” for a while.
Actually, Gemma had been the one to figure it out before Harry even had. She wasn’t dumb; she saw the way he looked at you and the way you looked at him and she knew how Harry got whenever he had to be apart from you for more than a day and how close he would stay whenever the two of you came over to visit. Her little brother was completely and utterly smitten and he was the only person who didn’t realize it.
Harry caught on eventually, however. It was the moment he looked down at your sleeping form in his arms one night and felt a huge rush of warmth run through his body and a smile pull at the corners of his mouth and the surprising sting of tears welling up in his eyes as he watched you sleep, suddenly and completely positive that he could never live without you and he wanted to wake up with you beside him every single day for the rest of his life.
Bringing up the topic was tricky. The two of you hadn’t really sat down and had “the discussion” yet. You both knew you loved each other and that you wanted to be together for a long time, but marriage was a scary word. It was a big commitment and you both came from families that hadn’t had much luck in the marriage department the first time around. It hadn’t really jaded you, but you were aware of the statistics, as much as you thought you could avoid them.
It was about three months in between Harry deciding that you were the girl he wanted to marry and when he actually brought it up. He hadn’t bought a ring yet - hadn’t even really looked at any - and hadn’t planned out a proposal. Before he did any of that, he wanted to kind of get a feel of whether or not you were on the same train as he was when it came to your relationship.
In his mind, he had come up with this grand segue into the subject that could basically be brought up from anything you were previously talking about, but he found himself getting more and more nervous as the night went on. The discussions that evening spread everywhere from next week’s dinner plans to a Christmas trip to visit your parents.
He hadn’t meant for it to come out the way it did, but the night was wearing on and Harry was worried he wouldn’t get an opportunity to talk about it before you started to get too sleepy to have a serious conversation.
“D’you ever think about…” He paused, playing with his bottom lip as you waited for him to continue with a curious look on your face.
“Think about what?”
Harry scratched at the back of his head, nervously. Now that the moment was here, he suddenly lost every single word he had previously had in his mind. What if you said that you weren’t really interested in getting married? He didn’t really have a back-up plan. Sure, you likely wouldn’t break up but what would that mean for your relationship from here on out? Would you be open to having children with him even if you never got married? Because Harry definitely wanted kids and he definitely wanted them with you.
Your voice snapped him out of his thoughts and he stared at you for a moment.
“D’you ever think about gettin’ married some day?”
You felt the corner of your mouth twitch in a smirk as you watched him fidget, nervously in his chair. This had been the question that he had been so nervous to ask you and the reason he had been so distracted all night, and you thought that was adorable.
“Of course I do,” you replied, smiling at him.
Harry exhaled and finally cracked a grin of his own.
You laughed. “No, to Liam. Of course, to you! What do you think?”
Harry jumped from his chair and caught you in his arms, twirling you around the kitchen as you shrieked with laughter. Once he finally put you down, he clasped your cheeks in both hands.
“You really wanna marry me some day?” he asked again, for reassurance.
You brought him close to you and kissed him, sliding your arms around his waist.
“I really wanna marry you some day, Harry. I’d never want to marry anyone else.” You paused, searching his eyes. “You’re not gonna ask me right now, are you?”
Harry smirked, and kissed you once more.
“And ruin the surprise? Not a chance. Sorry love, but I guess you’ll just have to wait.”
However, Harry knew that he definitely wouldn’t be making you wait very long.
Due to recent events with the whole skin tone bullshit and blindly calling people racist, I’m honestly not comfortable drawing Evan for a little while.
So my H2oVanoss angst comic will be on hold for a little while :/
Look this shit is dumb and I am seriously not comfortable with any of this shit. I don’t want to get yelled at, honestly. Anxiety can’t take that. Worrying about if the color is too light or too dark is a little too much for me uvu
I seriously don’t know how much longer I can find tiny remaining shreds of appreciation for this cutesy childish colorful concept SM KEEPS giving Red Velvet. This looks exactly like “Ice Cream Cake”, “Dumb Dumb” (obviously not the ripped jeans outfits) and “Russian Roulette”. I need them to come through with something different and more mature for them. Why can they only look like adults when promoting ‘velvet’ songs? And now they won’t have ‘velvet’ themed title songs anyway …so this aesthetic is just them FOREVER???
Am I overreacting? I just want something new. Something darker and/or more mature.
sm claims that red velvet’s next comeback that is coming next week will be ‘turning a new leaf’ for red velvet and sm… here are my thoughts and theories. every red velvet video has gone back and forth between their ‘red’ and 'velvet’ concepts that represent their dual personalities…red for their girlish side, velvet for their ladylike side. they debuted with happiness (red) then they released a mv for be natural (velvet)…they then had their first comeback with ice cream cake (red) which was released with automatic (velvet)…but now it seems that sm has decided to corrupt the pattern…a few hours ago they released teaser pictures their next single titled 'rookie’. the pictures were of red velvet’s beautiful main dancer and lead vocalist, kang seulgi but! by making the comeback follow after russian roulette (red) it should be a velvet concept! the teaser pictures looks like mixture of their style from the dumb dumb (red) and russian roulette (red) eras…so this crosses out the pattern with their music videos. now this led me onto something else…maybe it is the SOUND that is different! red velvet usually has a “youthful aesthetic and mature, R&B and rap-infused pop sound”. SM Entertainmemt is known for producing music under the R&B, typical k-pop, synth pop, hip hop, EDM, trot and electropop genres so by 'turning a new leaf’ maybe red velvet’s new song, rookie, will be of a different genre? but from looking at the teaser pictures all i can envision is another amazing synth pop song from them. from knowing the title and looking at the concept pictures my best guess is that 'rookie’ might be a mix of all of their sounds? that’s all i have for this theory, so it ends here…now, my last and final theory…personally, i find red velvet too good to be true. they have amazing vocals, visuals and dancing abilities, along with amazing personalities that work well with doing variety shows and their overall 'girl crush’ concept…they are literal Gods among humans..which draws me to the conclusion that red velvet…does not exist. they are only a figment of my imagination that i created to escape into a world where everything was perfect and happy….by saying this i’m being bold…before i discovered this possible theory i was rocking the world…boo yah. it all makes sense. in my mind i created something almost TOO perfect but not completely perfect…i fell in love with red velvet…but there was always something holding them back…sm not giving them a fan club name even though it’s been two and a half years since their debut…anti-rv fans trying to hurt the group and yeri (my wife) after she joined, them not having a reality show meanwhile nct has had four (this doesn’t count as me hating on them because 1. i love nct and mark is my boyfriend and 2. if red velvet is made up in my mind then so is sm entertainment therefore so is nct)…i TRIED to create something perfect but there was always something missing…red velvet tried to teach me about happiness with their debut single (happiness) but…all these set backs made me realize………..you cannot achieve full happiness…………and that’s just life………….
Okay there are a lot of wrong things going on right now in the Sherlock fandom:
First of all, THE FANS created a theory about a possible fourth episode that everyone said wasn’t gonna happen. The Sherlock writers and BBC both said so. It is not their fault neither is it from the team of the Apple Tree Yard show, they had nothing to do with Sherlock. I do get it that we were given episodes that most people didn’t like and we want closure and our questions to be answered, but that is not a reason to blame anyone else but yourselves for creating this theory that was based on so little. Acting like this only makes you look like dumb and extremely rude people with no reason at all to act like such in the eyes of so many. And probably even in the eyes of your beloved actors and writers. The good thing coming out of this was probably the fact that apparently ATY was so, so bad that Sherlock seems good now.
And you also cannot blame ATY for writing straight characters, you just know that’s what usually happens and yeah, I want representation as badly as you all, but we just know that we’re not gonna get it in every show (I’m trying to be polite to the ATY team here because I mean, I do know how badly the lgbtq+ community needs representation, I want it myself, but for now, it’s just not realistic to assume people will give us that. I still hope that will change one day.) NOW I do know that we can judge the ATY writers for writing so many uncomfortable and painful to watch sex scenes and also a rape scene without trigger warning, that was awful. And yes, it would have been polite from BBC to warn us at the beginning of the episode instead of using that scene as a moment of shock value. And yes, I think all the writers should just consider for a moment that we are sick and tired of getting several minutes of straight sex (and what appears to be a show just about it) and not even getting a gay kiss on our favourite shows. Yes, the cliche story about straight people cheating on their partners with Hot Random Stranger is old and boring and EXTREMELY uncomfortable, and of course, a bad example.
But I also believe that the behaviour this fandom is having is out of control. It’s unacceptable and childish. Sending thousands of complaints and even THREATS to the writers for not writing what you wanted. Yes, I’m as upset as you are with the fact that Johnlock didn’t happen, but the writers told us countless times it wasn’t going to happen. Yes, the writers lie, and yes it was wrong of them to probably queerbait and make so many gay jokes, specially when they knew how the fandom felt and being one of the writers gay himself. And I also know there were some plot wholes and the secret sister trope might be weird, but if we didn’t like the episode, at least we can complain politely. We can be superior than them and all of that. We don’t have to react like babies like some of you are right now. Yes, I’m upset too, but I was already prepared to the possibility of not getting a better plot. We are smarter and better than this. Our media still has a lot to learn and a long way until being progressive, the writers aren’t perfect and they’ve done a lot of sexist and homophobic mistakes in the show. So please, let’s behave like adults. If we want them to listen to us, we can’t send them threats and be rude.