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Joker Imagine - Project 6277 *part 3*

This is from a book I wrote but deleted btw**

Originally posted by fotokopicibierkek

Your P.O.V.

My heart was all the way up in my throat as I walked into the club. The time had flown quickly and I felt rushed to get dressed in my blue flannel, my vest and jeans. Before I realized it, I was at work. My eyes scanned the big building that was bright for a change. Everyone was cleaning a little bit and walking around in their working clothes. The dancers were practising movements at the poles and then the henchmen stood around the VIP area silently. Some of them were glancing at me suspiciously. Also the dancers ignored me, even tho usually they would come up and talk to me. Weird..

Suddenly Rick’s voice made me look at my left. “Girl you’ve got some explaining to do” He whisper-yelled at me. Then he grabbed my arm and pulled be back outside. It was raining, but we were standing so close to the door that the cold rain couldn’t reach us from the streets. “What on earth were you doing yesterday?” Rick asked me worriedly and I knew exactly what he meant. I looked into his eyes that were squinted and full of worry. Probably for me. “I have absolutely no idea. I’m kinda nervous to work tonight” I admitted and then pulled my sleeve. Rick ran his hand through his hair. He was a good friend of mine and he was really scared for my sake. Joker wasn’t anyone to mess around with. Neither a person to talk to once and never again.

“Y/N” I heard a familiar voice. The same henchman was standing by the door and he had the same sunglasses on. Rick stared at him and then at me. WIthout changing words he understood. “Boss isn’t here yet, but he told us to get you” He told me blankly. “Okay” I whispered, being way too scared to speak clearly. Rick’s lips parted, but nothing came out. We changed looks and then we got inside. Rick stayed by the big bar as I followed the armed man to a place I have never been to.

We walked through the VIP area and past the door to the small private club. It got darker and I noticed more henchmen.Then we stopped in front of an elevator that was close to the backdoor. It was a little strange, but I got inside. The man pressed the biggest number and then we moved up. I looked out of the elevator that had a small window. I saw Gotham getting bigger as we got higher. It was raining even more. Then in the distance I saw a red car speeding towards the club. The elevator stopped and we continued walking. The floor was black and the walls were deep purple. Then I saw big doors that were opened by two armed men with similar clothes. My heart was beating my chest painfully, but I forced myself to move. “Sit down”, the man demanded a little harshly. We were on the highest level of the club that was very mysterious. No one was allowed up here without a good reason. It made me even more nervous.

So I sat on a grey chair and stared at a black door that probably led to Joker’s office. The henchman stood next to me silently and I didn’t really want to start talking. I felt like he had orders to shut up unless there was something important to say.  Meanwhile as I waited here like a prey stuck waiting to get free.  There were paintings on the walls and one was of people playing a card game. It reminded me of Vegas. I sighed and saw a plant. At least some colour.

The silence was replaced by footsteps. My muscles stiffened and I stared at the big doors that opened. First I saw Joker himself leading a small group of his henchmen. My breath got stuck in my throat. This time Mr. J looked angry. He was frowning angrily and his eyes seemed darker. But as he saw me, he stopped and so did his henchmen. “Oh look at you” he smiled widely so I could see his grillz. Then he looked at his henchmen and pointed back. They all walked away without saying a word. “Good girl. I thought you wouldn’t come” He admitted and shut the big doors. “Well it wouldn’t be smart not to” I tried to answer somewhat calmly, but it was obvious that I was nervous again.

Suddenly he opened the door and I saw a dark room. “Ladies first” He spoke softly and then I stood up. I was hesitating at first, but forced myself to walk into the room. That’s when I noticed natural lights. Joker walked in and shut the door. All I could see was desk in front of a huge window that showed us a big part of the city. It was gorgeous to see. All those buildings spreading far across land. Joker turned on the lights and that’s when I got a little confused. There was a mannequin  on the right side of the desk with clothes on. The mannequin had a light blue top and above it a black corset that highlighted the chest very well. It also had a rainbow tutu and a white skirt above it. I noticed black pantyhoses and red shoes.

But I didn’t stare too long. I moved my eyes to Mr. J who was in front of the big window, facing me with his back. His hands were also behind his back and that’s when I noticed that he had a wine red jacket on paired with black pants. “Do you know why you’re up here dollface?” He questioned me with a raspy voice. “I don’t” I replied shortly, but surely. He turned around with a smile. His green hair was put neatly, but I saw splatters on blood on his shirt and his chest. It made my gut twist because I knew he had probably shot someone before this. He didn’t speak. Instead he made a hand gesture for me to come there. I walked up to him from the right side of the desk until I was standing right in front of him.

“You’re very beautiful” He whispered softly and touched my hair. It was a little weird, but I didn’t mind. I watched as he looked at my hair with his icy blue eyes that the light made look even brighter. Joker held my hair up and then walked behind me. My body felt weird and I was a little anxious. But he did something. It felt like he put my hair up in a ponytail. Then he let go and my guess was right. He walked back in front of me with a proud look upon his face. “Perfect” He let me know which made me blush so I looked at my hands. Suddenly my hands were interesting. I was a little shy so I didn’t dare to look up at him.

“What do you think of Batman?” He asked me out of the blue. Batman? My lips parted and I stared at Joker in confusion. “I don’t know..he never smiles” I just blurted something out. I felt like I was supposed so say something negative since they’re enemies and all, but I was too confused to think straight. “He’s such a sad piece of shit so he never smiles” Joker giggled quietly. Then he leaned closer to me and looked at my face closely. It made me feel bare that he came so close. Once again he ran his finger across my face in a smile motion. “What would you..do for me?” Joker got strange. His irises turned bigger and he started breathing heavier. My heart felt so heavy after pumping so much blood, but now I was scared. My heart would probably stop beating because it was going so hard.

“W-what do you mean?” I stuttered nervously and tried to keep my cool. Joker put his hand on my face and gently made me look up at him by squeezing my jaw. My own breath got quicker and it was obvious that he made me this nervous and scared. “Oh dollface I have a nice plan for you” His lips curved into a psychotic smile.I nearly gulped, but I forced myself not to. Then his other hand touched my lower back. He pushed me closer to him so our chests were touching. It’s like we were hugging, but instead of me wrapping my arms around him, they were between our bodies. Joker’s head lowered and I felt his mouth right next to my ear.

“I think we to should go on a ride, huh?” He whispered darkly. He started to really scare me now. My eyes stung from pure fear and my bottom lip was trembling. “Aren’t you g-going to let me work?” I questioned him nervously. His scent filled my nose since we were so close. He smelled like cars and a very expensive yet sweet cologne. “Oh love..consider this your job” He just chuckled and then walked away, leaving me astonished in front of the big window. The door opened and I shook my head.

“Are you coming?” Joker asked me bluntly, as he was testing me. I just half smiled and then nervously walked up to him so we could go on that ride he was so excited for. “I-I’m scared” I admitted as we exited his office. I really wanted to go down and work with Rick. Joker was making me nervous and he wasn’t giving my heart a rest. I was terrified to be honest. If he would get angry at me, or raise his hand, I’d flinch. Daniel had ruined my life so much. He made me the shell of the person I used to be. Now I was so scared and fragile.

“You weren’t scared last night” Joker noted, but his smile was long gone. Our eyes met again. Before we could talk, the door opened and two strong henchmen walked in. Joker looked at me coldly. Suddenly the two men were standing on both of my sides and Joker gave them a small nod. Before I realized what was going on, they put their arms around me and it made me scream. “Don’t! Please..I-I-I can walk” I begged them for mercy. One of them grabbed both my arms and put them behind my back. Then the other one tied my arms with rope. Joker stood in front of me and watched me struggle.

My world was spinning and I felt my heartbeat in my throat. “D-Don’t do t-this..Please” I sobbed and that’s when my tears started spilling. I shouldn’t have stopped. Maybe I could walk by myself if I just followed Joker? “Oh love if you knew what I have in my mind, you’d run away” Joker laughed evilly. My eyes widened from raw fear. I tried to wiggle away from the men’s touch, but they were stronger. They didn’t hurt me tho. “Let me go” I sobbed and then kicked the man in front of me. He was the one with ropes. I hit his jaw and he groaned. Suddenly I froze in fear. Maybe I shouldn’t have done that.

“S-Sorry..I didn’t..I” I tried to apologize even tho I shouldn’t. Everything just brought back flashbacks of Daniel. I held my breath and watched as the man stepped right in front of me. He seemed angry and his jaw was tense. I watched in horror as his hand raised and then everything happened in slow motion. I shut my eyes and faced down. I was too scared to hurt him again because he’d hurt me worse. Then I waited for the stinging pain on my face. I was being held on place by the other man and I wasn’t even wiggling anymore.

But the pain never came. I dared to open my eyes and I saw that Joker grabbed the man’s wrist hard. “Don’t lay your hand on her unless I tell you to” He whispered deadly and it made the man pale. It surprised me how quickly Joker had noticed what was going on. “I’m sorry boss” The man tried to apologize. Joker let go and then the man lowered himself. I watched as he tied my ankles together and I simply gave up fighting against them. Knowing Joker and his henchmen, it would be utterly useless. Tears were rolling down my face and I felt like I would die soon. My head hurt and my entire body was trembling from fear. Then a couple more henchmen walked in and I noticed that one of them was holding the mannequin. “Get her in the car” Joker demanded and then I was picked up on a man’s shoulders.  There was a rope around my waist that connected my arms and ankles, so I couldn’t run off if I fell. Then we got in the elevator with Joker, three henchmen and me sobbing and crying for my life.

What on earth was happening to me?

PART 4