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Dean is drunk. No, not drunk exactly, just…buzzed. He has to concentrate pretty hard on unlocking the door to the bunker and on not falling headfirst down the staircase. The whole place is silent and still, and it fills Dean with relief. After his conversation with Cas, short as it had been, he’d had to go. Had to get out of there, because the crushing guilt of everything he’s done would have sent him over some sort of edge if he’d stayed.
He told Cas he could stay the night. But come morning, before Sam wakes up, then he has to leave. He secretly hopes Castiel leaves before he wakes up too - or maybe that he’s already left - because he can’t face saying goodbye. Asking Cas to leave was the hardest thing he’s ever had to do, and it still makes his chest clench in pain as he recalls it. The pained, crushed look on Cas’ face as Dean says the words, the words he had to just come out with so bluntly because if he tried to say it in any other way he would have just broken down crying and confessed everything to the ex-angel and begged for his help.
He stumbles down the hall, trying not to knock anything over or wake anyone up. He wants to be alone. Alone with his pain and guilt, alone with the knowledge of what he’s done to his brother, inviting that angel in without his consent; alone with the resignation of asking the best friend he’s ever had to fend for himself in a world he doesn’t belong in and can’t find his feet in. He knows Cas is struggling with his newly human body. His little speech in the bunker earlier on had proved it. He had tried to smile, tried to brush off everything that happened with April, but there was a strange sense of melancholy that had settled around the former angel, one he either couldn’t or wouldn’t shake off.
Dean casts a glance at the closed door to the room he assumes Castiel is in. He isn’t sure, and is still clinging to the hope that it’s only him and Sam in the bunker now, but he sure as hell isn’t going to knock on the door to find out. He couldn’t lie to Cas about why he needed to leave, so he had to stay as far away from him as possible. Awkward questions would be his undoing, and God knows Cas is the master of those.
He turns the doorknob to his own room and stumbles in, not bothering to turn on the light. He kicks off his shoes and strips off his outer shirt and jeans, leaving his boxers and t-shirt on and trying to keep himself upright. Damn, maybe he’s drunker than he thinks. He grips the edge of the dresser and turns to climb under the sheets, achingly desperate to pass out and just not think any more. But once he turns, all thoughts leave his mind and he just stares, open-mouthed, at the sight before him.
Castiel is asleep in his bed.
For half a second, Dean swears his heart stops beating. He casts around the room in rising concern, wondering if he’s stumbled in to Cas’ room in his inebriated state but no - everything that should be there is. His iPod, John’s journal, the wall of weaponry, the half-empty bottle of Jack… he’s in his own room, and Cas is in there too. Jesus fuck, now what is he supposed to do?
He half considers waking Cas up, asking him what the hell he’s doing and kicking him out into his own room. It would be like kicking an injured puppy, and Cas definitely didn’t need any more kicking when he was down. He’s never been this low before, and Dean can’t bring himself to add to it any more than he already has. He could wander across the hallway and sleep in another room - it wasn’t like they were short on space. He wanted to be alone, after all. Didn’t he?
Or, he could do what he does next. His legs move of their own accord and he approaches the bed. Castiel is lying on his side, on Dean’s side of the bed, facing the wall. Dean leans over, just to check Cas is actually asleep, and almost overbalances and falls on top of him, the whiskey in his veins not playing fair. Cats is definitely asleep, but he doesn’t look peaceful. One hand is scrunched in the sheet, the other pillowing his face, and his brow is scrunched up in consternation. His dark hair is a mess, and he’s still wearing the t-shirt he had on earlier. And are those tear tracks on his cheeks…? Fuck. Dean isn’t sure, and he isn’t waking Cas up to ask. The bed is big enough for both of them, he can just slide under the sheets, turn away, and nod off. He and Sam have shared enough beds in the past, it isn’t weird.
Except that he and Cas have never shared a bed. They share a ‘profound bond’, which seems to get stronger as the days go by no matter how hard it’s tested, but sharing a bed is a new one. Dean lifts the corner of the covers and cautiously slides into bed, mindful of moving around too much and waking his friend. Castiel should at least be allowed a good night’s sleep before Dean casts him out into the world, alone.
That thought was painful, and Dean cuts off that line of thinking with precision.
He settles down on his back and firmly closes his eyes, refusing to look at the former angel. He wanted to pass out, to go to sleep and not have to think about Cas leaving. Them sharing a bed would inevitably mean a tough conversation in the morning, unless Dean could fake sleep well enough for his friend to slip out thinking he was unnoticed. He listens to his own breathing, then Cas’, then his own again, and can feel himself starting to drift when a noise, soft and barely audible, cuts through the silence.
And Dean freezes. His whole body goes rigid and he can hear his heart pounding in his ears. That was Cas speaking, but it wasn’t a pleasant sound. It was distressed, and Dean wasn’t sure if Cas was crying in his sleep. The body next to him shifts, curling in on itself more, and Dean’s heart aches. Another whine leaves Cas’ lips and Dean can’t take it any more. He shifts onto his side and reaches a hand out towards his friend, his fingers finding his clothed shoulder and squeezing gently in an eerie mimic of the handprint on Dean’s own shoulder. Cas tenses, then relaxes minutely, still asleep but far from at peace. Tiny tremors quake through him, and Dean moves a little closer, his chest almost against the other man’s back. It felt strange to think of Cas as a mere man now, not the angelic force of nature he once was, and Dean swallows through a tight throat. Cas shifts again, snuffling a little in his sleep and it definitely sounds like he’s crying. Dean isn’t sure what heartbreak feels like, but it can’t be very different to this. His eyes burn, and he gives in: he pulls Cas close against him, wraps an arm around his waist and moves his other arm above both their heads to stroke Cas’ hair. It seems to soothe the former angel and he huffs out a deep, shuddering breath, one that Dean unconsciously mimics.
Cas could stay, couldn’t he? He can talk to Ezekiel again in the morning, figure something out. Cas doesn’t have to leave; he can’t let Cas leave. Castiel has put himself in danger for Dean and Sam so many times that throwing him out just can’t be the right thing to do. His drink-fuelled mind crashes through one idea after another, searching for a solution, and even though he fails to settle on one he knows he can’t let Castiel go. Not yet. Maybe not ever. Cas is relaxed against him, warm and soft in his arms, and Dean allows himself to settle back into the pleasant haze of near-dreamland he had been in before Cas’ words drew him out. His eyes close, his mind still wild with thoughts of angels and heaven and trench coats and bright blue eyes…
He wakes up slowly the next morning, on his back with his head pounding and tongue stuck to the roof of his mouth. It takes him a moment to realise why he feels so shitty, and why he’s asleep on the wrong side of his bed. Then, with the force of a wrecking ball, it all comes screaming back and his eyes fly open of their own accord. Cas, Cas had spent the night with him in his bed, and Dean really needed to talk to him before he woke up and left. He turns, a hand outstretched to grip the ex-angel’s shoulder and shake him awake, but his hand finds empty air. He blinks, takes in the smoothed down sheets and fluffed up pillow, and the total absence of any of Cas’ meagre things and his throat tightens. Tears burn behind his eyes and he draws in a deep, shaky breath before collapsing back down onto the bed and letting himself cry quietly, his hangover mixed with his raw wave of emotions overwhelming him and breaking down any walls he has left.
-probably while walking through the park, or in a flower garden; anywhere you can hear your own thoughts
-you were just chilling and had nothing better to do but admire the scenery of mid-autumn
-and like from a movie, yoongi emerges from the falling leaves
-you stare at him
-and he stares back
-the two of you stare at each other
-and stare at each other
-and stare at each other
-nobody actually goes there except for you two weirdos
-to break the tension you give an awkward half-wave and he just nods back
-basically the two of you just go your separate ways and ignore one another
-BUT BOTH OF YOU ALWAYS COME TO THE PARK AROUND THE SAME TIME TO RELAX AND RELIEVE STRESS
-so it’s becoming an usual routine on bumping purposely into the cute boy who always had on red headphones
-and you develop a small crush on him ever since you caught him humming to can’t stop by cnblue they’re your favorite kpop band and fanboys are so FRICKIN rare in the fandom
-he has an excellent music taste marry him
-but whenever you try to initiate a conversation between the two of you about cnblue’s music you chicken out and he just brushes past you
-one day he doesn’t show up at the park
-”maybe he just didn’t want to come today” you don’t give it much thought
-the following day he doesn’t show up either
“Something probably came up”
-and the next day after that
-yoongi’s been missing for a week
-YOU GET SO CONCERNED ABOUT HIM YOU LITERALLY WAIT IN FRONT OF THE PARK HOPING YOU COULD SEE A GLIMPSE OF HIS SHADOW SOMEWHERE
-he still doesn’t show up for a great deal of time
-so you’re roaming around the area by yourself everyday (with the occasional creepy old man that does morning walks) and you regret never catching his name nor his phone number because what a cutie you’ll never get that chance again
-you guys meet again three months later coincidentally on the street
-and you’re staring at the black-haired boy in S H O C K
-god has given you a second chance to prove yourself
-growing increasingly bold, you step up and look him straight in the eye, sticking out your hand
-”hey, i’m y/n… that girl from the park you used to go to??”
-”oh hi, yes, from the park? i’m yoongi. Min yoongi. Nice to meet you”
-YOU KNOW HIS NAME WHAT AN ACCOMPLISHMENT ASDFGHJKL;
-unfortunately, you couldn’t even look at him properly to speak since the two of you were shoved around by the crowd from blocking the sidewalk
-yoongi, unfazed by the pushing, tucks his hands into his hoodie pocket
- ”we shouldn’t stand here; there’s people trying to pass by. Do you have something to tell me?”
-and YOU JUMP AT THIS OPPORTUNITY BECAUSE WHEN THE HELL DID YOU GET SO LUCKY
-”y-yes i do! Would you care for an americano?”
-it’s three in the afternoon who drinks americano at late noon honestly
-but surprisingly he agrees??
-what a weirdo
-the waiter sets down your drinks at the cafe; the aroma of coffee is the BEST
-lost in each other’s words, you guys chat about music, music, and more music
-HE’S ONE OF CNBLUE’S TOP FANS husband material right there
-Yoongi tells you that he’s part of a boy band, called BTS, though they haven’t debuted yet. To your surprise -how? he’s been oozing swag and confidence from day one-, he’s a rapper, not a singer
-after spending almost an hour with him, you fall in love with his taste in music, taste in fashion, and taste in everything in general. How do boys like him still exist??
-obviously you could talk to him for the whole day without running out of anything to converse about, but Yoongi, apologetically tells you he has somewhere to be although he enjoyed chatting with you
-you guys part ways, but not before exchanging numbers
-AND YOU JUST COULDN’T WAIT TO SEE HIM AGAIN so you call him every other two days just to chit-chat about nothing
-he doesn’t decline your offers unless he has to go to work and even then he promises to make up for the missed ‘date’
-what a respectful cutie
-you guys spend most of your time together, and he eventually he looks forward to your incoming calls
-”y/n? Yeah i didn’t leave the house yet i’ll take a few minutes to get there” and he gets out of the bed so quickly jin would’ve thought the house was on fire to get him to move like that
-and one day…
-you confess accidentally over the phone; jokingly saying “i love you” to him after he does a favor for you
-cue the awkwardness in the call i’m shocked you didn’t hang up
-”oh you do? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)”
-”yoongi what that was a-”
-”no i’m serious, don’t you like me?”
-”… you do don’t you”
-”it’s not like you’ll be my boyfriend anyways idiot”
-”i’ll be your boyfriend”
-”i said i’ll be your-”
-”i swear to god if you’re playing a prank on me i will personally march over to your studio and beat the living daylights out of you”
-”( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) i always knew you liked me why didn’t you confess earlier”
-”MIN YOONGI ANSWER MY QUESTION”
-”when’s the date beautiful”
-and that’s how the confession went in very simple words
-definitely no pda between you or him
-like he would hold your hands once or twice in public but that’s it
-he must be the one to initiate snuggling, or else he gets annoyed/uncomfortable
-busy most of the time with comebacks and writing new songs especially with BTS’s thriving popularity… you would get extremely worried if he sleeps at the studio and forgets to call you to tell you he’s coming home late because he’s pulled that multiple times already -not on purpose tho he would never want to worry you like that-
-so many reminders from you to him to eat/breathe a little
-contrary to what yoongi usually acts like, he’s very, very hardworking when it comes to his passions. The only breaks he take is when he sleeps and when he uses the toilet you’re so proud of him for being so dedicated to his career
-he’s committed to his idol duties even his s/o can’t convince him otherwise
-you thank the LORD FOR SLOW ALBUM SALES because you two never spend time together as a couple anymore
-one positive thing after the hectic schedules he has as an idol however is that CUDDLING. POSSIBILITIES. ARE. STRONGER. THAN. EVER.
-yoongi always buries his face in your neck whenever he hugs you from the back -it sends butterflies down to your stomach hE NEEDS TO STOP BREATHING ON YOUR COLLARBONE- and acknowledges the new shampoo/conditioner/body lotion/perfume you’re using -you don’t have to ask him if he notices your new haircut he notices even if he doesn’t say anything trust me-
-absolutely adorable in his sleep?? How can such an evil person look like an angel when sleeping that’s your question
-insults come on a daily basis -they’re lighthearted yoongi wouldn’t actually hurt you with his words-
-although he ruthlessly gives opinions, you always know he loves you
-take his kisses for example
-i see him as a person who likes to give their s/o lazy pecks on their forehead, cheek or lips~ it’s sweet and intimate, and it doesn’t require him to put much effort into it
-however, this does NOT mean he’s a bad kisser!! Once in he’s in the mood, he’ll bruise your lips to the point where they become so swollen that you’re having trouble communicating with other humans
-you two will be a spontaneous couple; planned dates aren’t really his thing. That’s not necessarily a bad thing tho! It’ll make you both treasure memories more
-the first date would be to the arcade or maybe somewhere not exactly quiet, but where you guys can really feel connected as a couple and discuss deep topics about life -and music-
-once bts’s popularity expands internationally and domestically, yoongi starts being burdened about how fans would take your relationship with him
-”will they react kindly to y/n?? Will saesangs target her? Should i even reveal our level of intimacy or insist we’re friends??”
( Inspired by an imagine by fandomoftears I really hope you don’t mind me writing this. It was just such a fun idea! )
Warnings : Balthazar does make a sexual comment. This imagine is kinda lengthy. Sorry, I got carried away.
You didn’t want to go; you weren’t really the religious type, but when a few of the Angels offered to go with you on a trip to visit your old family church, how could you say no? Cas accompanied you in your jeep since he knew you hated driving long distances on your own and the two of you met Gabriel, Balthazar, and Lucifer at you mothers house. It really was the oddest situation. You walked through the door to see your mother fawning over ‘how adorable’ Lucifer was and the angel looked surprised at the attention to say the least. Your mother knew about what you did for a living and she was beyond excited when you told her about the Angels. She insisted on meeting them, so this trip really did work out for everyone.
“Oh, (Y/n), these boys are all just so cute! And they’ve been so well mannered. I can’t really get the littler one to talk though.” She whispered the last part, cutting her eyes towards Lucifer.
“Luce, you feeling alright?” You laughed at him and he stuck his tongue out at you.
“Better now that you’re here, (Y/n).” He soon replied and your mother made a small squealing sound, squeezing your elbow.
“He’s flirting with you, (Y/n).” You mother said excitedly. You rolled your eyes. “So, where is everyone sleeping tonight?” She asked, looking around at the five of you.
“Angels don’t sleep, mom.” You said, laughing a bit as you carried your bags upstairs. The Angels had begun following you closely ever since you walked through the door and your mother was more than amused by it.
“I want to stay where ever (Y/n) is staying. We wouldn’t be sleeping much anyways.” Gabriel winked and you turned around on the top step, quickly punching him in the arm.
“Oh, you kids.” Your mother giggled before walking out the front door.
“Could you be anymore obnoxious?” You snapped at Gabe as you reached your old bedroom, throwing you bag on your bed.
“I could, but you keep me on a leash, doll.” Gabriel threw himself on your bed, bouncing once in the air before settling down on the soft mattress.
“Can you boys imagine how many times a sexually awakened, teenaged (Y/n) has touched herself in this very room.” Balthazar waved his hand around the room for a dramatic effect and you groaned in annoyance. “Oh, stop stressing yourself, love. We’ll be on our best behavior tomorrow morning.” He promised, sitting down in your office chair, spinning himself a bit.
“I hope so.” You mumbled before laying down next to Gabriel. “Don’t make me regret this.”
“We’re just poking fun at you, sweets. Now, you should get some rest. Big day tomorrow.” Gabriel seemed more excited than anyone and you didn’t see why. It was just church.
“(Y/n), are you sure this is a good idea? Should I be here?” Lucifer was holding your hand like a lost child and you felt kinda bad for him. “Of course I shouldn’t be here. What kind of question is that?” He was uttering to himself and you stopped, turning around to face him before walking through the church door.
“Listen to me, Luce, you’re fine. No one knows who you are and I want you with me. I need you with me.” You whispered to him. He smiled softly at you before taking in a deep breath and walking through the door with you.
“This is exciting.” Gabriel smirked, flopping down next to Castiel. Your mother was sitting in the front row, but you thought it would be best to keep your little party of angles in the back in case they got too rowdy. You were honestly worried at how happy Gabe was over this. He had to be up to something.
“Gabe,” you sighed, leaning forward so that you could see him past Balthazar. He shot you a wink.
“I’ll keep an eye on him, (Y/n). He won’t do anything out of line while I’m here.” Castiel promised you.
“Thank you, Cas.” You smiled a bit at him before the preacher took the stage.
“Let’s get this party started.” Balthazar said, resting his hand on your thigh. You never really noticed how close you were with all of the Angels until now. It was nice.
You were halfway through the service and you could tell the boys were getting antsy. Lucifer had both of his hands wrapped tightly around your right one. Balthazar was tapping your thigh impatiently and snickering quietly to you in between sarcastic remarks. Castiel kept leaning forward to look at you every time the preacher said something he didn’t like. Gabriel was just scaring you now. He was quiet. Too quiet.
You leaned forward to get a peak at him.
“Relax, darling. He knows better than to upset you.” Balthazar whispered to you, but you just couldn’t shake the worry you felt.
“There are signs everywhere of the Lord’s presence.” The preacher was saying. “When you’re in times of-” He fell silent, staring towards the back of the room. You and everyone else turned around to see a flag blowing frantically without a bit of wind in the room. Balthazar placed his head on your shoulder to hide his red face as he tried to hold in his laughter. You glanced at Gabe to see him smirking, at the amazed expressions on everyone’s faces.
“Oh my god.” You whispered, turning back around in your seat.
“God is with us ladies and gentlemen!” The preacher began shouting and the room erupted in applause.
“I’m gonna kill him.” You swore, looking up at Lucifer to see him smirking as well.
“He’s not harming anything, (Y/n).” He chuckled a bit. “If anything, he just gave these people a story to tell.”
“Yeah, I guess you’re right.” You sighed, allowing yourself to laugh a bit and settle down in your seat. This actually went pretty well for having four Angels in church.
“It was great to see you, (Y/n).” Your mother hugged you tightly before kissing your cheek and turning around to look at the Angels. “Don’t think I don’t know that it was one of you who pulled that flag stunt.” She raised her pointer finger and looked at them sternly before breaking into a smile. “That was the most entertaining service that church has had since (Y/n) switched the piano music with an ACDC song.”
“You did what?!” Gabriel burst into laughter and you giggled a bit. “This whole time you thought that I was going to be the one to start trouble! We should have been keeping an eye on you instead!”
“Oh, hush.” You rolled your eyes before hugging your mom one last time.
“Don’t be shy, boys! Come back with (Y/n) and see me anytime!” She said as the five of you walked towards your jeep. You all waved your goodbyes as you pulled out of the driveway and started down the road.
“I actually had a lot of fun with you guys this weekend.” You admitted to the Angels, smiling to yourself.
“See? We’re not that bad.” Gabriel poked your cheek before turning up a song on the radio.
“Now we just need to meet your father.” Balthazar added with a devious smirk. Gabriel smirked as well when he saw a look of horror flash across your face.
The story of how Isak and Even decided that they should move in together Enjoy <3
Note: This was supposed to be a drabble but it became so much longer than I intended because…..I just couldn’t stop bloody writing. I really hope you guys enjoy this and it makes you smile.
down at the golden haired angel sleeping peacefully in his arms. Isak’s head
was pressed against Even’s heart and he could feel his warm breath tickling his
neck. Even sighed and caressed Isak’s soft pink cheek. They were both wrapped
in a blanket with Isak’s laptop sitting neglected on the corner of the bed.
They were in the middle of watching a Nicholas Cage film Isak insisted was “absolutely
iconic. The master of film Even I mean it!” before he fell asleep after the
first 15 minutes of the movie.
lightly, knowing Isak could feel his heart beating against his cheek in his
dreams. The thought made Even’s body tingle with warmth from the tips of his
toes. As he gazed down at the most beautiful boy he had ever laid eyes on, Even
knew that every single thing he was
holding in his arms right now was everything that mattered the most to him.
Isak was, is, always will be for eternity, everything to Even. His arms wrapped
tighter around his sleeping beauty, the world disappearing around him when it
dawned on him just how much Isak meant, how much he will always mean.
continued to stare down at the man of his dreams as Isak made a little sleepy
whimper. Even grinned and could not resist it any more. Slowly and gently he
leant down and pressed a small tender kiss in between Isak’s eyebrows.
magic Isak moaned himself awake, his arms reaching up to wrap themselves around
Even’s neck before he even opened his eyes.
sighed as he opened his eyes and saw the beautiful boy’s face hovering above
him, only inches from his.
beautiful?” he replied, kissing the tip of Isak’s nose, making him giggle.
his eyes grew wide as he struggled to sit up in Even’s long arms that refused
to let him go.
did I fall asleep during the movie?”
“yes and I was thankful because it was so much more entertaining”
his eyes. “Ah shut up film snob” he said, finally managing to sit up comfortably,
pressed against Even’s chest, arms still wrapped tightly around his small body.
Loving someone is beautiful. The sun shines a little brighter. Clouds stay away. The air feels fresh on your flushed cheeks. You can keep warm even in the coldest winter days. You can get through anything with love.
Loving someone but not knowing if they love you back complicates things. The weather is always changing: sometimes the sun shines so bright, some days the clouds are so grey. You end up drenched in sweat like it’s a hot summer days only to suddenly stumble into the most freezing windy winter day, with no warning.
You might not see the sun for weeks. You might not be able to get out of bed. It’s exhausting. The ups and downs.
When you lie in bed at night, you wonder if they think about you all day too. You wonder if you should end the curiosity, and just tell them how you feel. You almost do. But then the fear kicks in. The fear that they don’t love you like you love them. It overtakes your need for an answer. You put the phone down.
You turn off the light. You try to sleep. But it’s hard when all you can think about is how your body would fit so perfectly in theirs, in their bed, in their tiny apartment in the city. About what their face looks like while they sleep, or when they wake, with that gorgeous angelic innocence of sleep still hanging around their eyes, and their sheepish little grin. Their hand in yours. The warmth of their body wrapped around yours.
Eventually you sleep. You dream of those kinds of moments. Moments saved for your deepest dreams, far from reality for now. It hurts to wake up, when the dreams are that good.
And you have to get through another day, with them on your mind, not knowing if you are on theirs.
Like wearing a backpack filled with rocks.
You can’t carry that kind of thing forever. You are not strong enough for that.
A/N: Thank you all so much for the love this series (And pretty much everything I write)! Y’all keep me going. A/N2: If you want to be tagged in anything, just let me know.
seen Jeffrey in almost three weeks and it was killing you. You talked to him on
the phone as often as you could, but when you were both being pulled in
opposite directions for filming, you didn’t get to be together.
getting your things ready to go home from set when your phone rang. You
hurriedly dug it out of your pocket and sighed happily, “Hey, Jeffrey.” You
couldn’t hide the happiness in your voice.
Sweetheart.” You could tell he was smiling too.
your purse on your shoulder to continue what you were doing while you talked to
him, “How’s my favorite guy?”
said, “I just miss my girl.”
“I miss you
too.” You sighed, feeling that pull in your chest that you got every time you
talked to him.
“How was your
good.” You answered, grabbing your keys and walking out of your trailer to head
to your car. “I’m heading home now.”
sleep for me?” he chuckled. The sound brought a warmth over you that you had
become used to.